idl df drd koeI ikvyN
dwsy?
idl dy drd dy kfrn vI koeI ikvyN dwsy?
idl dy drdF dIaF iksmF vI koeI ikAuNkr dwsy?
idl
dy drdF dy kfrn anyk, idl dy drdF dIaF iksmF anyk aqy
idl dy drd anyk.
idl
dy iewk drd df ielfj zfktr kol huMdf hY. iesdf ielfj
krvfAuxf sOKf hI hY. iewk drd df ielfj isrP mihbUb
kol. iesdf ielfj huMdf qF hY pr jLrUrI nhIN ik sB df
hI ho jfvy. bhuqI vfrI bMdf drd nfl hI rihxf iswK
jFdf hY. pr iewk drd aYsf vI hY ijs df koeI ielfj hY
hI nhIN. ies nUM AuhI smJ skdf hY ijs ny Kud Bugiqaf
hovy. kihMdy hn ik bIqy df AudryvF ijs nUM sqfvy Ausy
nUM hI Ausdy drd df pqf huMdf hY. mYN awj klH Ausy
drd df isLkfr hF.
clo
rqf ku grfrI GumfeIey. gwl sMn AuWnI sO sqFnvyN dI hY.
Aus smyN bfrF virHaF dI myrI DI vfr vfr kihMdI af rhI
sI ik Auh myrf jMmx ipMz nMgl sLfmf dyKxf cfhuMdI hY.
keI virHaF mgroN ipMz igaf sF. jlMDr sLihr qoN lfly
lwDyvfl dy rsqy, ijwQy kdy iewk sUaf vgdf huMdf sI
aqy afly duafly AujfV huMdf sI, AuWQy afbfdI dI eynI
Brmfr ho geI ik ielfkf pCfnxf musLkl. sUey df ikqy nF
insLfn nhIN. isrP iewk pulI bcI sI ijs dy duafly Cy
Cy Puwt qwk iewtF dy rdy lwgy hoey sn, ijhVy dwsdy sn
ik iewQy kdy sUaf hMdf sI. mYN afpxI surq ivwc ies
sUey nUM vgdy nhIN sI dyiKaf pr dwsdy hn ik kdI ies
ivwc pfxI vihMdf huMdf sI.
awj
hflfq ieh hn ik nvF bMdf ies ielfky dIaF glIaF ivwc
guMm ho jfvy. pYNqI cflI sfl pihlF iewQy AujfV huMdI
sI. myry ipMz df nvyN qrKfxF dy krqfr
isMG TolU df swqvIN ivwc pVHdf muMzf iewQoN
“agvf” ho igaf sI. igafnI krnYl isMG dy
ipAu nUM kMnF ivwcoN mYl kwZx vfilaF luwt ilaf sI.
sLfm vyly qF kI, idn vyly vI iewQoN lMGxf sMq isMG
syKoN dI khfxI ‘pymI dy inafxy’ vrgy KLOPL
ivwcoN lMGx vFg huMdf sI.
iesy
rsqy AuWqy srdIaF dI ruwqy myry dfdf mrhUm srdfr mylf
isMG nUM sLfm dy swq vjy hI doNh lutyiraF ny KVHf
ilaf. kihMdy, jo kuJ jyb ivwc hY kwZ dy. nyVy qyVy
koeI bMdf nf pirMdf. dfdf jI ny glL pfeI bMzI ivwc
hwQ pfieaf aqy kuJ kwZx df bhfnf kr ky PurqI nfl
afpxf sfeIkl cuwk ky lutyiraF AuWqy suwt idwqf. iewk
lutyrf sfeIkl dy hyTF af igaf. dUsrf nws igaf.
nihr
dI ptVI qoN AuWqr ky lwDyvfl dy CwpV qwk df rsqf hor
vI aOKf huMdf sI. Kfs krky brsfq dy idnF ivwc. awj
pwkI sVk aqy koeI drKq nhIN. sVk dy kMZy AuWqy eynIaF
vDIaf koTIaF hn ik cMzIgVH dIaF koTIaF df mukfblf
krdIaF hn. ipMz dy KyqF ivwcoN plft kwt ky jwtF ny
kmfeIaF kr leIaF hn. ijhVy jwt eyny isafxy nhIN sn,
AunHF qoN prfprtI zIlrF ny jLmInF ssqy ivwc KrId
leIaF. jLmIn mrilaF dy ihsfb nhIN sgoN gjLF aqy PuwtF
dy ihsfb ivkdI hY.
rfmf
mMzI qoN huisLafrpur nUM jFdI sVk dy iewk PrlFg hyTF
ƒ lwDyvflI hY aqy iewk PrlFg AuWpr ƒ nMgl
sLfmf. ieh QF hux cOrfhy vrgI bx geI hY. sLfm isMG dy
itAUbvYl vfly koTy hfly qwk KVHy hn. sfhmxy vfly pfsy
drjn Br dukfnF aqy dukfnF dy ipCly pfsy brPKfnf bx
gey hn. sLfm isMG dy itAUbvYl dI kMD nfl iJAUrF dy
qoKy df pYNcr lfAux vflf KoKf kfiem hY.
sfhmxy
myrf Auh ipMz hY ijwQy mYN jMimaf sI, aqy rotI
rujLgfr leI ipMz dI jUh ivwcoN inkflf imlx qoN pihlF,
pilaf sI; ijwQy pihlIaF dosqIaF vI sn aqy pihlIaF
muhwbqF vI. pqf sI ik ipMz dI hI kuVI nfl muhwbq isry
nhIN cVHdI huMdI, iPr vI pihlIaF muhwbqF iewQy hI
vfprIaF sn.
ies
cOrfhy AuWqy KVH ky mYN ies sQfn nUM isjdf kIqf sI.
sfhmxy Aus ipMz vrgI bsqI sI ijhVI myrI jMmx BoN hY.
ies
QF AuWqy koeI mMdr jF gurduafrf nhIN hY. iPr vI
iewQoN lMGx lwigaF sdf hI isr Jukdf irhf hY. ies grF
dy GrF dy aYn ivckfr krky hI Auh Gr vI hY ijs ivwc
pihlI iklkfrI vI mfrI hovygI aqy pihlf roxf vI
inkilaf hovygf. ies Gr ivwc hI mF df duwD cuMG ky
jIvn df dfn vI imilaf sI aqy sfry twbr df ipafr vI.
afpxI
jMmx BoN BfvyN ikMnI vI dUr hovy, ies gwl df aihsfs
rihMdf hY ik Auh QF hY . ikAuNik Auh QF hY ies leI
qusIN ijAUNidaF ivwc ho. mYN keI keI vryH ipMz nhIN
jFdf. pr mYnUM ieh qF kdI nhIN Buwl skdf ik myrIaF
jVHF AuWQy hI hn. bygurf bMdf, bypIrf PkIr
aqy jVHhIx rwuK kdI vI pwlHr nhIN skdy. ies leI
sdf ieh aihsfs hY ik hy prfxI qyrIaF jVHF hn aqy Auh
Gr vI hY ijwQy qyrIaF jVHF hn.
doafby
dy ipMzF ivwc jLmInF bhuq QoVHIaF hn. iksfnI df DMdf
krn vfly jwtF kol vI bhuq QoVHIaF hn. pr iesdf mqlb
ieh nhIN ik doafbf grIb hY. iewQoN dy lok imhnqI vI
hn aqy sB qoN pihlF ivdysLF ivwc vI iehI gey sn. jdoN
jwtF dIaF jLmInF hI nhIN dy brfbr hn qF iPr kfrIgrF
dIaF ikvyN ho skdIaF hn? ies leI sfzI jLmIn koeI nhIN.
isrP jwdI pusLqI Gr hI sI. Auh vI myry dfdf jI dy
gujLr jfx bfad cfr QfeIN vMizaf igaf.
do
mrly QF sI ijs ivwc iksy smyN iewk bYTk, iewk dlfn,
iewk koTVI, iewk pVCwqI, iewk ivhVf aqy iewk rsoeI
huMdI sI. ivhVy ivwcoN hI pOVIaF cVHdIaF sn. pOVIaF
dy hyTF iewk Gurnf ijhf sI ijs nUM stor dy qOr AuWqy
vI vrqdy sF aqy sLincrvfr nUM Aus aMdr iksy vzyry dy
nF df dIvf vI bfilaf jFdf sI.
sMn
AuWnI sO bhwqr ivwc ies Gr nUM alivdf kih ky asIN
sLihr jf vsy. ipqf jI afpxy ijAuNdy jIa ipMz df gyVf
mfrdy rihMdy. cfr BrfvF ivwcoN asIN iqMn qF ipMz qoN
krIb krIb twut hI gey. isrP Cotf suKbIr isMG ivrdI hI
ies dI dyK Bfl krn jogf rih igaf. mINh kxI kfrn
purfxf Gr Zih igaf. Aus ny muV Ausfr qF ilaf pr nksLf
bdl idwqf. jdoN nvIN AusfrI qoN bfad igaf qF mn bhuq
hI Audfs hoieaf. purfxIaF XfdF nUM qfjLf krn vflf qF
kuJ vI nhIN sI bicaf. pr QF qF sI hI. ies gwl dI hI
bhuq Drvfs sI.
mYN
socdf sF ik mYN afpxy ipMz bfry iewk ikqfb ilKFgf aqy
ies ivwc keI kFz afpxy Gr dIaF XfdF bfry sLfml krFgf.
mYnUM pqf hY ik ienHF XfdF bfry pfTkF nUM koeI
idlcspI nhIN hoxI. pr isrP iesy kfrn hI qF lyKk afpxy
mn dI gwl ilKxoN ruk nhIN jFdy. koeI nf vI pVyHgf qF
myry mn nUM qF qswlI hovygI. vYsy ieh gwl vI qF shI
hY ik bhuqy lyKk isrP afpxy mn dI qswlI leI hI ilKdy
hn.
kuJ
sfl hoey mF ny kUc krn qoN pihlF ËubfnI klfmI hI
ipqf purKI jfiedfd dI vMz kr idwqI. iqMnF hI Coty
BrfvF nUM ipqf vloN bxfeI jfiedfd df koeI nf koeI
ihwsf idwqf. myrI Bfvuk lflsf sI ik ipMz vflf QF
mYnUM iml jfvy. mF ny ieh qIjy QF vfly puwwq nUM dy
idwqf. myry isr AuWqy hwQ rwK ky kihx lwgI ik qYnUM
rwb ny bQyrf idwqf hY. myry leI iehI bhuq sI. clo
koeI nhIN. mYN socdf sF ik Gr Brf kol vI rhy qF vI kI
Prk pYNdf hY? kdI kdI hI qF jIa krdf hY. jdoN vI jIa
kIqf, dyKx jf hI skFgf. pr [[[
kihMdy
hn ik jdoN koeI Jtkf lwgy AudoN sIny ivwc drd huMdf
hY. ieh drd Aus qrHF df nhIN huMdf ijs qrHF df idl dI
ibmfrI kfrn huMdf hY. nf hI ieh mihbUb dy rwus jfx
kfrn hox vfly drd vrgf huMdf hY. ieh drd qF iblkul hI
vwKrI iksm df huMdf hY.
keI
vfr mYnUM lgdf hY ik AudryvF isrP mYnUM hI hYY, hor
iksy nUM nhIN. bfbf PrId nUM vI mYN BwulI bYTf hF
ijnHF ikhf hY ik duwKF dI awg qF Gr Gr bldI hY. isrP
AuWcy cVH ky dyKx vflI awK cfhIdI hY.
ikwsf
Kqm krdy hoey isrP iehI kihMdf hF ik hux Aus Gr nUM
afpxf kihx df hwk vI jFdf irhf hY. vlYq rihMdy ijs
Brf nUM ieh ivrsy ivwc imilaf sI, Aus ny ieh vyc
idwqf hY. Aus nUM pYisaF dI jLrUrq sI. Aus ny pYsy
vwt ley hn. murfrI inrf Bfvuk mUrK hY. Auh keI idn
gLm ivwc hI kwwt dyvygf. Aus kol drd nUM dwsx leI
sLbd nhIN hn. iesy leI hI Auh dws nhIN pf irhf ik ieh
jo drd sIny ivwc hY ieh iks qrHF df hY.
awj
dI rfq Auh iPr AuvyN hI suMnIaF glIaF ivwc GuMmygf
ijvyN keI rfqF qoN GuMmdf af irhf hY. jVHF qoN bgYr
koeI DrqI AuWqy ikvyN rhy?
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