murfrI
kihMdf hY ik mUrKqf nf kiraf kr. ijLMdgI ievyN hI
cldI afeI hY aqy ievyN hI cldI rihxI hY. icMqf kIiqaF
koeI Prk nhIN pY jfxf. iPr vI aksr hI koeI nf koeI
gwl prysLfn krdI rihMdI hY. bhuqI vfrI qF Auh gwl
prysLfn krdI hY ijs df iswDf vfh vI sfzy nfl nhIN
huMdf. iek mnoivigafnI zfktr myrf dosq hY, hrjIq isMG.
Auh kihMdf hY ik ies ivc koeI vI nvIN jF alokfrI gwl
nhIN ikAuNik mnuwK dy mn dI jitlqf nUM smJ skxf bhuq
aOKf hY aqy ieh jitlqf kdoN aqy ikvyN mn nUM guMJlLF
ivc Psf dyvy, ies df iksy nUM koeI pqf nhIN huMdf.
mn
dIaF ienHF guMJlF dy AulJ jfx df mYN vI keI vfrI
isLkfr hoieaf hF. pihlF pihl jdoN AudfsI jF mn dI
ZihMdI avsQf afAuNdI sI qF zfktr dI slfh lYx ivc
qklIP huMdI sI. smiJaf ieh jFdf sI ik mno ivigafnk
zfktr asl ivc pfglF dy zfktr hn. pr Aus qoN bfad jdoN
vI kdI loV peI, mYN zfktr dI slfh lYx aqy dvfeI lYx
ivc kdy koqfhI nhIN kIqI. ijLMdgI cldI af rhI hY.
iPr
vI ijvyN ik AuWpr kih cukf hF, koeI pqf nhIN huMdf ik
ikhVI gwl mn ivc guwsf pYdf kr dyvy aqy ikhVI icMqf
Br dyvy. sLfier dy kihx vFg sfrI dunIaf df drd sfzy
hI qF idl ivc hY. sMsfr ivc ijwQy ikqy vI koeI
duKdfeI Gtnf vfprdI hY Aus df sfzy hI qF idl AuWqy
asr huMdf hY. hux iesLk dI AudfsI dy idn nhIN rhy.
sfrI dunIaf dy dwuKF nUM dUr krn leI mr imtx df josL
vI nhIN irhf. sgoN jy ieh ikhf jfvy ik mOq qoN rqf ku
KLOPL afAux lwg ipaf hY qF koeI aqkQnI nhIN hovygI.
ikwQy qF gwl gwl AuWqy mr imtx dIaF gwlF huMdIaF sn
aqy ikwQy hux sfhF dI igxqI vDfAux dy qrly hn. ikMnI
krunfmeI hflq hY!
clo
kFtf bdlIey. krunf ihMdI df sLbd hY ijhVf awgoN
sMsikRq ivcoN afieaf hY. pMjfbI ivc ies nUM qrs ikhf
jFdf hY, hflFik ieh vI arbI PfrsI ivcoN hI afieaf
prqIq huMdf hY. pMjfbI df sLbdF df afpxf BMzfr vI
bhuq vwzf hY pr ies ny hor BfsLfvF qoN vI sLbd bhuq
KuwlHy mn nfl afpxI JolI ivc puafey hn. AuNj pMjfbI
mF dy keI puwqrF ny bdobdI ies ivc sMsikRq dy sLbd
ilafAux dI koisLsL kIqI vI sI. AunHF sLbdF vflI
pMjfbI koeI hor hI BfsLf lgdI hY.
sLbdF
dI ieh kmfl dI Kyz hY ijs nUM smJ skxf bhuq hI musLkl
hY. krunf aqy qrs ieko hI sMvydnf df prgtfvf krdy hn.
ihMdusqfn ivc qF qrs dI slfh vI DrmF vloN bhuq idwqI
jFdI hY. iewQy qF jfnvrF AuWqy vI qrs krn leI ikhf
jFdf hY. ieh gwl vwKrI hY ik jfnvrF AuWqy qF kI
bMidaF AuWqy vI qrs nhIN kIqf jFdf. gAU mfqf dy hI
pwky AupfsLkF nUM avfrf gAUaF dy zMzy mfr ky BjfAuNdy
afm hI dyiKaf jf skdf hY. AuhI lok smF afAux AuWqy
aqy isafsq Kyzx smyN gAU dy nF AuWqy mr imtx aqy mrn
mfrn AuWqy AuqfrU ho jFdy hn. qrs krnf koeI mfVI gwl
nhIN. pr jdoN qrs nUM isafsq df ihwsf bxn idwqf jfvy
jF jfx buwJ ky bxf ilaf jfvy qF ies nUM smJ skxf
musLkl huMdf hY.
qrs
jF krunf dI isafsq nUM smJxf bhuqI vfrI ies leI
musLkl huMdf hY ikAuNik asIN afm qOr AuWqy ieh nhIN
smJdy ik mnuwK dI iPqrq iks qrHF dI hY. bhuq qrHF dI
iPqrq vfly mnuwK ies DrqI AuWqy iml jFdy hn. ienHF
ivc Auh vI hn ijhVy afpxI afn aqy sLfn nUM kfiem rwKx
leI Jukx dI QF twut jfxf vDyry cMgf smJdy hn. pr nfl
hI Auh vI hn ijnHF df akIdf gwl gwl AuWqy Jukxf vI hY
aqy ilPxf vI. iesy qrHF dy hI lok huMdy hn ijhVy qrs
nUM isafsq bxf lYNdy hn aqy qrs dy nF AuWqy hI
afpxIaF Aumr Br dIaF rotIaF df ieMqjLfm kr lYNdy hn.
iPr
kFtf bdlIey. sMn AuSnI sO sMqflI ivc hoeI dysL dI vMz
aqy kroVF lokF dy AujfVy qoN bfad keI dhfikaF qk iek
Kfs vrg afpxy afp nUM riPAUjI kih ky pMjfb hI nhIN
sgoN idwlI dwKx ivc vI ivcrdf irhf. kuJ sflF qoN hI
riPAUjIaF df ijLkr hoxf bMd hoieaf hY. riPAUjI Auh
lok sn ijhVy dysL dI vMz smyN pfiksqfn ivcoN AuWjV ky
afey sn. AunHF ivcoN bhuqy luwty puwty gey sn. ijnHF
kol qn dy kwpiVaF qoN ibnF kuJ vI nhIN sI. AunHF dy
pirvfr ivCV gey sn. AunHF dIaF jvfn aOrqF nUM agvf
kIqf igaf sI.
Auh
swcmuc hI qrs dy pfqr sn. ies leI srkfr aqy lokF df
PrjL sI ik AunHF dI mdd kIqI jFdI. kIqI vI geI. ies
ivc lokfeI dI mdd srkfr dI mdd nfloN BfvyN QoVHI hI
hovy, ies ivclI mnwuKqf dI Bfvnf kfrn ieh bhuq vwzI
sI. msF hI Auh itky hn. sgoN AunHF dI qIjI pIVHI hI
afpxy afp nUM riPAUjI kihxoN htI hY. Auh muPq dIaF
rotIaF nhIN Bfldy.
ijs bMdy nUM muPq dIaF rotIaF imlx lwg pYx Auh kMmcor
ho jFdf hY. gurduafiraF df Dfn Kfx vfly ies qrHF dy
kMmcor quhfnUM pMjfb dy gurduafiraF ivc bhuq sfry iml
jfxgy. Bfrq ivc qF Bgvy kwpVy pf ky afpxy afp nUM sfD
kihx vfly kMmcorF dI hI kmI nhIN hY. Pyr mMgqy hn
ijhVy isrP ies leI hI plI jf rhy hn ikAuNik Bfrq vfsI
socdy hn ik ienHF mMgiqaF aqy sfDF nUM iKlf ky Auh
afpxy leI svrg df rfh KolH rhy hn. ikAuNik dfn dyx
vfly mOjUd hn, ies leI dfn hfsl krn vfly ipwCy ikAuN
rihx? muPqKoiraF nUM qF muPq dIaF rotIaF aqy kwpVy
cfhIdy hn. bfkI df sfmfn Auh iesy dfn ivcoN hI bxf
lYNdy hn.
sMsfr
Br dy AunHF lokF nfl sfnUM pUrI hmdrdI hY ijhVy iksy
nf iksy ibpqf df isLkfr huMdy hn aqy ies kfrn Gr Gft
guaf bYTdy hn. AunHF nfl hor vI hmdrdI hY ijnHF AuWqy
peI ibpqf kudrq dI nhIN sgoN mnuwK dI sfjI hoeI hovy.
dysL dI vMz vI mnuwK dI hI krqUq sI aqy sMn AuSnI sO
curfsI dy iswK ivroDI dMgy vI. dMgf pIVqF nUM Ausy
qrHF hI cYn nhIN afieaf ijvyN krIb iqMn cfr dhfikaF
qk riPAUjIaF nUM nhIN sI afieaf. ajy kwlH dIaF aKbfrF
ivc vI iksy dMgf pIVq vloN afqmdfh dI DmkI dI Kbr
pVHI hY.
sLrm
vflI gwl hY ik eynf smF bIqx AuWqy vI idwlI dy iswKF
dy kqlyafm dy dosLIaF nUM sjLfvF nhIN idwqIaF geIaF.
Aus nUM Bulf vI idwqf jfvy qF hor vI sLrm vflI gwl hY
ik pIVqF nUM ajy qk srkfrI qOr AuWqy pUrI mdd nhIN
idwqI geI. vYsy mYnUM pqf hY ik kuJ pIVqF ny krunf dI
isafsq dI vrqoN krdy hoey kfPI mfl kmf ilaf hY aqy
hor dI Jfk vI rwK rhy hn. muPqKorI vI ikwQy ikwQy rMg
idKfAuNdI hY?
jdoN
jdoN vI ieh ikhf jFdf hY ik idwlI dy dMgf pIVqF nUM
ajy vI srkfrI jF gYr srkfrI mflI mdd dI loV hY, AudoN
AudoN hI prqIq huMdf hY ik qrs nUM loV qoN vwD
iKwicaf jf irhf hY. do dhfky dy smyN dOrfn qF pUrIaF
dIaF pUrIaF kOmF AujVx qoN bfad afbfd ho jFdIaF hn.
jfpfn nUM dUjI jMg qoN bfad amrIknF dy aYtmI bMbF ny
vI qbfh kIqf sI aqy Aus qoN bfad lwgIaF pfbMdIaF ny
vI. jrmnF df vI iehI hfl sI. pr AunHF ny afpxy afp
nUM qrs df pfqr nhIN bxfieaf. iPr Bfrq ivc hI aijhf
ikAuN ho irhf hY? ikqy asIN kOm dy qOr AuWqy hI
iBKfrI ibrqI vfly qF nhIN hF?
sLrm
vflI gwl ieh vI hY ik ijnHF lokF nUM syk lwgf AunHF
nUM inaF nf imly. inaF imlxf cfhIdf hY. eyny sflF qk
inaF nf imlxf sfry Bfrq vfsIaF leI aqy ies dy hfkmF
leI bhuq hI sLrm vflI gwl hY. pr jdoN ‘idwlI
dIaF ivDvfvF’ hr cOQy idn plftF, grFtF, mkfnF
aqy hor mflI mdd leI Drny idMdIaF hn qF lgdf hY ik
qrs jF krunf dI isafsq ho rhI hY, nf ik swcI isafsq.
vYsy vI bfeI krmjIq isMG df kihxf hY ik iswK nUM
mMgxf nhIN cfhIdf. jy Aus ny mMgxf hI hY qF srkfr
koloN nhIN sgoN ‘vfihgurU’ pfsoN mMgy. pr
nf koeI krmjIq isMG dI suxdf hY aqy nf hI murfrI dI.
iesy
leI kdI kdI mn AuWqy Bfr ijhf pY jFdf hY ik ieh sMsfr
ivc ho kI irhf hY? hr koeI TUTf PV ky iksy nf iksy dr
AuWqy Zuwikaf hI rihMdf hY. sMsfr dy awj dy ieh hflfq
koeI nvyN aqy vwKry nhIN hn. sdf hI iesy qrHF dI
siQqI rhI hY. iPr vI zfktr hrjIq isMG df kihxf hY ik
mn df kI pqf ikhVI gwl nUM afpxy afp nUM lf lvy? ies
leI mYN duaf mMgdf hF ik …
murfrI rokdf hY ik mMgx qoN qF qUM vI bfjL nhIN
afieaf nf, BfvyN duaf hI shI!
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meI 2006)
