jdoN
koeI PYslf hox vflf huMdf hY AudoN lok afm hI ikafs
arfeIaF krdy hn ik kI hovygf? Auh idn bhuq hI
Auqsukqf vfly huMdy hn. jdoN iksy nUM vI pqf nhIN
huMdf ik hoxf kI hY, AudoN aPvfhF df dOr cldf hY.
iehI kuJ awj vI ho irhf hY. hux jdoN ik coxF ivc isrP
Cy ku mhIny hI rih gey hn qF sB dI
Ëubfn AuWqy iehI gwl hY ik coxF qoN pihlF iks qrHF
dy gwTjoV bxngy aqy bfad ivc iks pfrtI jF bMdy dI
srkfr bxygI?
myrI
idlcspI ies gwl ivc hY ik ijs vI pfrtI jF nyqf dI
srkfr bxy, kI Auh lokF dy msly hwl kr skygI? jF kI
Auh ienHF msilaF nUM hwl krn dI iewCf rwKdI hovygI?
ies bfry crcf krn leI sfnUM ipCly ieiqhfs AuWqy njLr
mfrnI pYxI hY.
isrP
sfZy cfr sfl pihlF qk pMjfb ivc akflIaF df rfj sI.
hux iPr akflI dl vloN ikhf jf irhf hY ik isrP Auh hI
sB qoN vDIaf hkUmq pMjfb dy lokF nUM dy skdy hn. pr
akflIaF dy pMj sflF dy ipCly rfj dOrfn sB qoN vwzI
gwl hI iehI sI ik AudoN ‘rfj’ nhIN sI.
dUjy sLbdF ivc jy rfj sI vI qF isrP bfdl pirvfr qk hI
sImq sI aqy hor iksy dI kuJ nhIN sI vtINdI. ies kfrn
lok duKI sn. ikAuNik lok duKI sn ies leI AunHF ny
PrvrI do hjLfr do dIaF coxF ivc akflIaF nUM hfr dy
idwqI aqy kFgrs nUM ijqf idwqf sI.
afs lokF
nUM ieh sI ik kFgrsI Gwto Gwt rfj qF krngy. AunHF dI
idlcspI hkUmq krn vwl hovygI nf ik ‘pMQ dy sMkt
nUM hwl krn vwl’ jF pirvfr dI pflxf krn vwl
ijvyN ik sRI bfdl dI pMj sflF qk rhI. pr hoieaf ieh
ik pihly Jlkfry qoN bfd kYptn sfihb
vI lUx dI Kfx ivc lUx hI ho gey aqy AunHF vloN idKfeI
geI Jlk imRg iqRsLnf hI sfbq hoeI.
hoieaf
ieh ik swqf sMBfldy sfr hI kFgrsI muwK mMqrI ny sB
qoN pihlI gwl ieh kIqI ik aPsrsLfhI ivc vwzI pwDr
AuWqy qbdIlI kIqI. iksy vI muwK mMqrI ny jdoN koeI
Tos kMm krnf hovy qF Aus nUM afpxI mnpsMd dI pRsLfsnk
msLInrI dI loV huMdI hY. AuNj BfvyN srkfrI msLInrI df
isafsIkrn iek vwKrf aqy gMBIr mslf hY pr ies swcfeI
qoN koeI vI munkr nhIN ho skdf ik pRsLfsnk msLInrI hI
srkfrF nUM sPl vI krdI hY aqy asPl vI. ies leI ies
msLInrI nUM sunyhf dyxf jLrUrI sI ik srkfr kMm krnf
cfhuMdI hY aqy ies mfmly ivc koeI smJOqf nhIN kIqf
jfvygf. ies sB dy nfl hI iek sKq sunyhf ieh vI idwqf
igaf ik kFgrs srkfr koeI vI bdlI pYsy leI jF iksy hor
lflc leI nhIN krygI. muwK mMqrI ny ieh vI sunyhf
phuMcf idwqf ik bdlI iksy vI sUrq ivc rokI nhIN
jfvygI. ies leI bdlI rokx leI AunHF qk phuMc nf kIqI
jfvy. iewQoN qk iksy mMqrI dI isPfrsL vI prvfn nhIN
hovygI.
pr pqf
hI nhIN lwgf ik kYptn dI ieh sKqI kdoN aqy ikwQy Gurl
ho geI aqy CyqI hI nf isrP bdlIaF ivc vI isPfrsLF
cwlx lwgIaF sgoN mMqrIaF aqy kFgrsI ivDfiekF qk ny
afpo afpxI mrjLI dy aPsr afpo afpxI psMd dI QF luaf
ley. hux qF pqf hI nhIN lgdf ik sfZy cfr sfl pihlF
muwK mMqrI ny ies iksm df koeI ‘hukm’ idwqf
vI sI ik nhIN.
iesy
sbMD ivc dUjI aihm gwl ieh hoeI ik kYptn
amirMdr isMG ny afpxI vjLfrq df afkfr bhuq Cotf
rwiKaf. akflI srkfr nfloN krIb krIb awDf.
insLcy hI QoVHy mMqrIaF nfl kMm sr skdf hY, ies gwl
nUM ies qoN pihlF vI keI vfrI sfbq kIqf jf cuwkf hY.
isrP swqf df swuK Bogx df lflc hI mMqrIaF dI igxqI
ivc vfDf krn df kfrn bxdf hY. bhuqy kFgrsIaF ivc ieh
lflsf sI ik Auh koeI lfB vflf ahudf sMBflx. afs qF
ieh krnI cfhIdI sI ik kYptn amirMdr isMG ies sbMDI
dbfa nUM vI Ausy qrHF hI Jwldy ijs qrHF aiDkfrIaF
dIaF pihlIaF bdlIaF dy sbMD ivc Jwilaf sI. pr cfr sfl
df irkfrz dwsdf hY ik ieMj ho nhIN sikaf aqy kYptn
amirMdr isMG nUM vI muV Ausy hI lIh AuWqy afAuxf ipaf
ijs AuWqy sB muwK mMqrIaF nUM afAuxf pYNdf hY. iswtf
ieh inkilaf ik jdoN qk lok ies mfmly AuWqy ajy
‘vfh vfh’ hI kr rhy sn, mMqrIaF dIaF
kursIaF, pfrlImfnI skwqrF dy ahuidaF aqy borzF jF
krporysnF dIaF cyarmYnIaF AuWqy pMj drjn qoN vwD
kFgrsI kfbjL ho cuwky sn. ienF ivcoN cONqI qF ivDfiek
hI hn. ies qrHF Auh swqf df dohrf suwK Bog rhy hn.
ies qoN
vI vwzI gwl pMjfb srivs islYksLn kimsLn dy cyarmYn
sRI rivMdrpfl isMG iswDU dI irsLvq dy mfmly ivc
igRPqfrI sI. ieh gwl iksy qoN BuwlI nhIN hoeI
ik akflI srkfr smyN srkfrI nOkrIaF dI ivkrI huMdI sI
aqy pYsy lY ky hI nOkrIaF idwqIaF jFdIaF sn. hryk
nOkrI leI Bfa bMnHy hoey sn. lokF nUM afm hI pqf
huMdf sI ik PlfxI nOkrI leI ikMnI rkm dyxI pYNdI hY
aqy ieh rkm ikwQy dyxI hY. jy
iswDU AuWqy pYsy lYx df dosL sI qF AudoN dy akflI
muwK mMqrI dy pirvfr dy mYNbrF AuWqy vI iehI dosL
lgdy sn. amirMdr srkfr ny hyTly pwDr AuWqy hwQ pfAux
dI QF AuWproN hwQ pf ky afpxy ieh ierfdy spsLt kr
idwqy sn ik iBRsLtfcfr dy mfmly ivc iksy nUM vI
bKisLaf nhIN jfvygf BfvyN Auh ikMnI vI AuWcI kursI
AuWqy ikAuN nf bYTf hovy. jykr kFgrs vloN hI lfey gey
kimsLn dy cyarmYn nUM igRPqfr kIqf jf skdf hY qF koeI
vI kfbU kIqf jf skdf hY. iewQy ieh gwl dwsxI kuQF
nhIN hovygI ik sRI iswDU dI inXukqI sRI hrcrn isMG
brfV dy muwK mMqrI hox vyly kIqI geI sI.
pr
hoieaf kI? ies mfmly AuWqy kfrvfeI adflqI cwkrivAUh
ivc rul geI aqy hyTly pwDr AuWqy iBRsLtfcfr Kqm krn
vwl kYptn nUM iDafn dyx df smF hI nhIN lwgf. iswtf
ieh inkilaf ik iBRsLtfcfr nUM Kqm krn dy vfady nfl
bxI srkfr qoN lok kuJ mhIinaF ivc hI duKI ho gey. awj
hfl ieh hY ik lokF df koeI vI kMm irsLvq idwqy ibnF
nhIN huMdf aqy keI srkfrI aPsr sLryafm irsLvq lYNdy
aqy kYptn nUM cYilMj krdy hn ik jy ihMmq hY qF AunHF
ivruwD kfrvfeI kry. pr srkfr dI ihMmq hI piswqf pY
geI hY.
ies qoN
bfad vfrI afeI prkfsL isMG bfdl aqy Aus dy
pirvfr dI. ivjIlYNs mihkmy vloN Aus pirvfr ivruwD
pYNqI sO kroV rupey dI nfjiejL jfiedfd bxfAux df dosL
vI lfieaf igaf aqy dohF bfdlF dI igRPqfrI vI kIqI geI.
pr Aus qoN bfad ieh mfmlf vI aYsf adflqI cwkr ivc
Pisaf ik nf srkfr nUM hI cyqy irhf aqy nf lokF nUM hI.
awj hfl ieh hY ik muwK mMqrI vI
Aus bMdy vwl kYrIaF awKF nfl dyKdf hY ijhVf ies msly
nUM AuCflx dI koisLsL kry. keI vfrI prYWs kfnPrMsF
ivc Aus nUM ies sbMDI puwCy gey svflF AuWqy iCwQy
pYNdy dyiKaf igaf hY. dUjy pfsy prkfsL isMG bfdl smyq
sB akflI hux ieh kihMdy suxfeI idMdy hn ik AunHF dI
srkfr afeI qF Auh kYptn dy iKLlfPL vI iBRsLtfcfr df
kys pfAuxgy aqy pMjfb ivcoN irsLvqKorI vI Kqm krngy.
myrI
rfey hY ik iksy vI muwK mMqrI hI nhIN sgoN iksy vI
hfkm leI ieh jLrUrI hY ik Auh afpxI hkUmq dy pihly hI
mhIinaF ivc afpxy ierfdy spsLt kr dyvy aqy Pyr AunHF
AuWqy pUrI qrHF pihrf dyvy. pRsLfskI msLInrI iksy vI
isafsI afgU nUM PylH kr skdI hY jy Auh kmjLor sfbq
hovy. pr jy koeI vI afgU pihly Cy mhIny afpxI kQnI
aqy krnI AuWqy pUrf AuWqr afvy qF msLInrI QF isr af
jFdI hY. ijhVf Cy mhIny ivc hI iQVk jfvy, Auh kdy vI
hflfq df isLkfr ho skdf hY. kmjLor lIzr nUM kdy vI
itk ky bYTx df smF nhIN imldf aqy Aus dI kursI vI
bhuqf smF bcI nhIN rih skdI. ies mfmly ivc kYptn
BfvyN ies ilhfjL nfl sPl ikhf jf skdf hY ik Aus dI
hkUmq pMj sfl cl geI pr Aus df bhuqf smF afpxI hI
pfrtI aMdrly bfgLIaF nUM mnfAux ivc hI lwgf irhf. jF
iPr Aus ny akflIaF dy pMQk eyjMzy nUM inwsl krn dIaF
koisLsLF vwl bhuqf iDafn idwqf aqy ies qrHF pMQk
isafsq krdf irhf.
afpxy
pMj sflF dy rfj dOrfn akflIaF ny pMjfbI dy hwk ivc
kuJ nhIN sI kIqf. iewQoN qk ik kyNdrI pMjfbI lyKk sBf
nUM lyKk Bvn bnfAux leI plft dyx df ijhVf vfadf sRI
prkfsL isMG bfdl ny afpxI hkUmq bxn dy pihly idnIN
lyKkF nfl kIqf sI, pMj sfl qk Aus vwl iDafn qk nhIN
idwqf igaf hflFik lyKkF ny keI vfrI Drny qk vI idwqy.
kYptn amirMdr isMG ny qF afpxI srkfr bxdy sfr hI
ivDfn sBf dI kfrvfeI ivc aMgryjLI vfV ky ies sbMDI
ierfdy spsLt kr idwqy sn. akflIaF
dy iswiKaf mMqrI jQydfr qoqf isMG ny iek quglkI PYsly
rfhIN pRfiemrI qoN hI skUlF ivc aMgryjLI pVHfAux df
hukm jfrI kr ky aMgryjLI dI ijLhnI gulfmI df sbUq
idwqf sI. kFgrsIaF ny qF ies bfry koeI Brm hI nhIN
rihx idwqf aqy pMjfbI bfry koeI vfadf hI nhIN kIqf. dyKxf
hux ieh hY ik agly pMj sflF dOrfn pMjfbI df kI hsLr
huMdf hY?
hux jdoN
ik PYsly dI AuzIk ho rhI hY qF Auh hr bsLr pwbF Bfr
hY ijs dI hoxI AuWqy ies PYsly nfl asr pYxf hY.
murfrI vI Auqsukqf nfl dyK irhf hY ik BivwK df iks
qrHF df nksLf bxn vflf hY.
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