prmfqmf
srv-ivafpk hY. sfry mjLhb iehI gwl kihMdy hn. iPr ies
nUM dhurfAux dI kI loV hY? loV hY. aqI loV hY. jfxdy
hoey vI asIN keI pwKF qoN aigafnI hF. AunHF pwKF nUM
jfxnf mnuwK leI bhuq jLrUrI hY. ies df sfzI ijLMdgI
’qy bhuq mhwqvpUrn pRBfv hY.
afm ikhf
jFdf hY ik jIvn duwKF df Gr hY. ieh duwK byhwd hn.
ienHF df koeI isrf nhIN. hr vyly suwKF leI hI Gol
krdy hF. iPr vI cfhy-axcfhy duwK af twpkdy hn ijnHF
df hwl lwBdf nhIN. socxf pvygf ik kI ieh sfzI afpxI
dyx qF nhIN jF ik AuproN nfjLl hoey hn.
afm
dyiKaf igaf hY ik dunIaf ivc duwKF dy hwl lwBy jFdy
hn ¾ smfjk vI, srIrk vI qy mfnisk vI. pr iPr vI nvyN
qoN nvyN hor Augm pYNdy hn. mjLhb kihMdy hn ik
prmfqmf ’qy Brosf rwKo. Auh kihMdy hn ik ijLMdgI
igafn-ieMdrIaF hI nhIN hY, pdfrQk ijLMdgI hI dunIaf
nhIN. ies qoN pry vI hor kuJ hY. Auh hY rwb ijs dy
mjLhbF ny alwg alwg nF idqy hn.
mjLhb
kihMdy hn ik afpxI hoNd qoN ienkfrI ho jfAu. jIvn dy
duwKF df aMq ijLMdgI dy aMq ivc lwiBaf jFdf hY ijs
leI igafn ieMdrIaF nUM mfrnf jLrUrI hY. ieh qF Auh
gwl hoeI ik mnuwK dy isr qy mwCr bYTf sI. Aus nUM
mfrnf sI. mwCr nUM mfrn leI isr qy jLor dI zMzf
mfiraf. nfly mnuwK KLqm, nfly mwCr KLqm. lgdf eyvyN
hY ik mfrny qF duwK hn pr nfl hI mnuwK df bolo rfm vI
kr idwqf jFdf hY. swc hY dunIaf duwKF df Gr hY. ies
df hwl lwBxf hY. koeI ies df hwl hY vI ik mnuwK nUM
hI mfrnf hY?
mjLhb
kihMdf ik ies dunIaf qoN pry hor kuJ vI hY. TIk hY.
ies nUM smJx dI loV hY.
mnuwK
nUM idl aqy dmfgL donF dI loV hY. idl ijLMdgI leI
byaMq AuqsLfh pYdf krdf hY pr ijhVf idl dy khy qy
cldf hY aqy dmfgL nhIN vrqdf, Auh Tokr Kf jFdf hY aqy
zUMGy toey ivc jf izwgdf hY. ies leI idl aqy dmfgL
donF dI loV hY. mnuwK nMU ijwQy idl dy byhwd josL dI
loV hY, AuWQy nfl dI nfl dmfgL dy AuNny hI ivvyk mqlb
dlIl dI loV hY, qrk dI loV hY. ijwQy KLfhsLF asIm hn,
AuWQy qrk vI asIm hn. iksy dI koeI hwd nhIN.
afm qOr
’qy mjLhb idl dI gwl bhuqI krdf hY aqy qrk Bfv
dlIl dI Gwt. ikhf jFdf hY ik dunIaf duwKF df Gr hY,
dunIaf iqafg idAu.
ies ivc
do rfieaF nhIN ik nykI leI burfeI Cwz idAu. ieh vI
TIk hY ik jy jIvn cfhIdf hY qF mOq nUM iqafg idAu. jy
igafn ieMdrIaF vfly jIvn df iqafg krnf hY qF iPr jIvn
iks nUM kihMdy hn? kihMdy hn ik igafn ieMdrIaF sfrIaF
burfeIaF dI jVH hn, ies df iqafg kro. mn lE, ienHF
igafn ieMdrIaF df jy asIN iqafg krdy hF qF iPr bfkI
kI irhf? pr vydFq nhIN kihMdf ik dunIaF df iqafg kro,
igafn ieMdrIaF df iqafg kro.
vydFq
kihMdf hY ik sfrf bRihmMz hY hI rwb. jd sB kuJ hY hI
rwb qF dunIaF df iqafg ikAuN. dunIaf nUM dunIaf dy
rMg ivc nf dyKo. ies nUM rwb df rUp dyKo. quhfzf Gr-bfr
hY, quhfzI pqnI hY, bwcy hn. sfiraF ivc rwb dyKo.
pqnI ivc dyKo, bwicaF ivc dyKo, mfqf ipqf ivc dyKo,
BYx BrfvF ivc dyKo. dosqF ivc dyKo. dusLmxF ivc dyKo.
KLusLI ivc rwb hY. duwK ivc rwb hY. cMigafeI ivc rwb
hY, burfeI ivc rwb hY. kfly ivc rwb hY, gory ivc rwb
hY. bRihmMz df koeI aYsf asQfn nhIN, jIv jF inrjIv
ijwQy rwb nhIN. sB kuJ hY hI Auh. mYN hY hI nhIN. sB
qUM hI qUM:
aMdr qUM hYN bfhr qUM
hYN, rom rom ivc qUM,
khy husYn PLkIr sfeIN df,
mYN nhIN sB qUM. (sLfh husYn)
afpxIaF
awKF KolHo. hr pfsy rwb hI rwb hY. dunIaf df iqafg kr
idAu! Blf ikAuN? Auh rwb nhIN? jy nhIN idsdf qF afpxI
bysmJI hY. afpxI kmjLorI hY. sfzI soc df Gftf hY.
ivvyk buwDI nhIN. qrk df Gftf hY. Auh hI ijLMdgI hY.
Auh hI mOq hY. ieh bRihmMz rwb df mujwsmf hY. Auh
quhfnUM pRqwK idKfeI idMdf hY.
quhfzIaF
iewCfvF quhfzy duwKF df Gr hn. jd iewCf pUrI nhIN
huMdI, qusIN duKI huMdy ho. ieh vI gwl smJx vflI hY.
kMDF dI koeI iewCf nhIN. ies leI Auh kdy duKI nhIN
huMdIaF. pr kMDF, kMDF hI rihxgIaF. kursI, kursI hI
rhygI. AunHF ivc kuJ krn dI smrQf vI nhIN hY. mnuwK
kol igafn ieMdrIaF hn. ienHF rfhIN hI Aus ny igafn
pRfpq krnf hY aqy rwb ny Aus nUM hr kMm krn dy
smrQ bxfieaf hY.
KLusLI
ivc mfx hY. ksLt Jwlx ivc mfx hY. afpF ieh vI kih
skdy hF ik iksy hwd qwk burfeI vI sfnUM kuJ iswiKaf
dy jFdI hY. musIbqF ivc sfnUM bhuq sfry sbk imldy hn.
jdoN asIN afpxI bIqI ijLMdgI vwl Jfq mfrdy hF qF
sfnUM pqf lgdf hY ik asIN sYNkVy gLlqIaF kIqIaF hn
ijhVIaF sfnUM nhIN krnIaF cfhIdIaF sn. pr sfnUM AunHF
gLlqIaF ny cMgy sbk isKfey. sfzIaF nykIaF aqy gLlqIaF
donF ny sfnUM jIvn mfrg idwqf. afpF jo kuJ vI hF
afpxIaF nykIaF aqy gLlqIaF df hI iswtf hF. sfzI
sLKLsIaq hor kuJ nhIN, bws AunHF df hI smuwcf rUp hY.
ijLMdgI Br dI sfzI qrwkI AunHF nykIaF, burfeIaF aqy
gLlqIaF df hI sLIsLf hY.
ieWCfvF
mfVIaF nhIN. bykfbU iewCfvF mfVIaF hn. kI ieWCfvF
iqafg dyxIaF cfhIdIaF hn? nhIN, jy iewCfvF iqafg
deIey qF iPr mnuwK dI hoNd hI KLqm ho jFdI hY.
ieWCfvF iqafgxf nhIN. jIvn dIaF jLrUrI loVF pUrIaF
kro. suwK afrfm lvo. mflkI df iKafl Cwz idAu. mflk
isrPL Auh rwb ieko hI hY. sfry bRihmMz dI dOlq mfnx
leI hY. jwPf pfAux leI nhIN hY. ieh dOlq sB dI sFJI
hY. isrPL ieko gwl buwDI ivc pfAux vflI hY ik quhfzI
bol-cfl, kMm-kfr, Kfxf-pIxf, mfl-dOlq gwl kI sB jLwrf-jLwrf
rwb hI hY. iPr sB duwK, drd, musIbqF, suwKF ivc bdl
jfxgIaF. sfzI aigafnqf hY jd asIN iksy nuksfn ’qy
roNdy ipwtdy hF. swc dI Bfl krdy iPrdy hF. swc qF
quhfzy aMdr hY aYNvyN Btkdy iPrdy hF. isrPL quhfnUM
ieWCfvF dI pRIBfsLf bdlx dI loV hY.
dunIaf
iqafgx df arQ qF ieh hoieaf ik asIN koeI kMm nf krIey.
iksmq qy inrBr hoeIey aqy kudrq dy QpyVy KfeIey. nhIN,
sfnUM kMm krnf cfhIdf hY. mn ivc burfeI ilaf ky kMm
nhIN krnf cfhIdf. insLfnf insLkfm hovy. iPr quhfnUM
hr mnuwK cMgf lwgygf. hr kMm cMgf lwgygf ikAuNik
qusIN hr pfsy, hr QF Ausy df rUp dyKdy ho. quhfzy
aMdr iewCf hY pr Auh rwb dy rUp ivc hY. iPr iewCf
duwKF df rUp nhIN bxdI. dunIaf df iqafg ikAuN? ijs
mnuwK ny ieh Byd nhIN jfixaf, Auh dYNqI jIvn dy rfh
pY jFdf hY. duwK shyVdf hY. sfrI dunIaF afnMd df Gr
hY. diraf dy kMZy ’qy bYT ky ipafsy ikAuN rihMdy
ho? afnMd quhfzy aMdr hY. sfrI dunIaf anyk drsLnF Bfv
iPLlfsPLIaF rfhIN suwKF dI Bfl ivc lwgI hoeI hY pr
kyNdr ieko hI hY.
svfl vI
sOKf hY qy jvfb vI sOKf ik rwb hr QF ’qy hY aqy
hryk ivc mOjUd hY. mn vI kihMdf hY ik ies ivc smJx
vflI ikhVI gwl hY? pr jdoN asIN dunIaf ivc ivcrdy hF
qF ieh ivcfr musLk-kfPLUr vFg AuWz jFdf hY. iksy ny
jLrf vI quhfzy vwl awKF kOVIaF kIqIaF nhIN, qusIN Jwt
hI afpxy hUry vwt ley. KLUn isr nUM cVH jFdf hY. mn
pfgl ho jFdf hY. BUq idKeI dyx lwg pYNdy hn. rwb df
nF-insLF ikqy nhIN rihMdf. so jdoN aslIaq df sfmHxf
krnf pYNdf hY qF iPr pqf lgdf hY.
iek ihrn
afpxy bwicaF nUM afpxI qfkq dIaF zINgF mfr-mfr rohb
pf irhf sI. gwlF kridaF kridaF kuwiqaF dy BONkx dI
afvfjL suxfeI idqI. afvfjLF suxidaF sfr ihrn nON do
igafrF ho igaf. bfad ivc bwicaF ny puwiCaf,
“qusIN ikAuN dOVy? qusIN qF kihMdy sI ik mYN
bhuq qkVf hF”. ihrn kihx lwgf ik jdoN mYN
kuwiqaF dy BONkx dI afvfjL sux lYNdf hF, myry aMdroN
myrf aMqrI ivsLvfs AuWz jFdf hY. so afpxy aMdr
ivsLvfs pYdf kro. axQwk pRXqn sPlqf ilAuNdy hn.
mnuwK df
afdrsL hoxf cfhIdf hY. afdrsL rwKx vflf mnuwK hjLfr
gLlqIaF kr skdf hY pr ijsdf koeI afdrsL nhIN, Auh Aus
qoN pMjfh guxf gLlqIaF ijLafdf krygf. cMgI gwl iehI
hY ik afpxf afdrsL bxfAu. afpxy afdrsL nUM afpxy idl
dmfgL ivc idRVH krfAux leI inrMqr imhnq dI loV hY.
ies Gol ivc gLlqIaF qoN nf zro. mnuwK qoN hI gLlqIaF
huMdIaF hn. psLUaF qoN nhIN. mnuwK df afdrsL hryk ivc
rwb dyKxf hY. hryk jLwry ivc rwb dI qsvIr dyKxI hY.
Auh quhfzy sfmHxy pRqwK hY. Auh aMdr hY, bfhr hY, dUr
hY, nyVy hY. Aus ivc hI sfrI hoNd hY.
jdoN
mnuwK sfrf jIvn aqy sfrf bRihmMz Aus iek prmfqmf ivc
dyKx lwg pYNdf hY qF hI mnuwK ies Byd nUM jfxn lwg
pYNdf hY. iPr koeI duwK nhIN, sfry bRihmMz ivc eykqf
dyKdf hY.
duwK
sfzI aigafnqf df nqIjf hn. ies jflLy nUM afpxy mn qoN
lfh idAu. mnuwK qoN mnuwK df vwKvfd, kOmF df kOmF
ivckfr, dysLF df dysLF ivckfr, DrqI df cMd ivckfr aqy
cMd df sUrj ivckfr vKryvF aigafnqf dy bhu-rMg hn.
vydFq
anusfr isrPL iekfeI hY, sMpUrnqf hY. ijs ny ieh gwl
pf leI, Aus dy mn ’qy koeI DuMd nhIN, koeI
BulyKf nhIN. sMpUrn eykqf hY, sMpUrn afnMd hY. asl
ivc koeI mOq nhIN, koeI duwK nhIN. ijhVy lok aigafnqf
dy pujfrI hn, Auh hnyry ivc afl-pqfl mfrdy iPrdy hn.
ijhVf pRikRqI df Byd pf lYNdf hY, Auh mOq ’qy
ivjy pf lYNdf hY. sdIv afnMd pRfpq pf lYNdf hY. Auh
swc dI soJI pf lYNdf hY. swc mnuwK ivc hY. mnuwK hI
swc hY.
(9 agsq 2006)
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