imwQ aqy
dMqkQf afpxy smyN df swc pysL krdIaF hn, prMqU afpxy
ZMg nflL. imwQ dI isrjxf bVI lckIlI huMdI hY ijs ivc
hr smyN df lyKk kuJ nf kuJ nvF joV skdf hY. ijs smyN
ivc lyKk ilK irhf huMdf hY Ausy smfijk sMdrBF ivc Auh
imwQ qy dMqkQf nUM nvyN arQ dy irhf huMdf hY. jykr
Auh aijhf nhIN krdf qF AusdI rcnf vDyry sfriQkqf
gRihx nhIN krdI. mwDkfl ivc pUrn dI dMqkQf mOiKk rUp
ivc anykF pfT isrjdI rhI hY aqy mwD kfl qoN lY ky
ajoky smyN qk ies kQf dy iviBMn pfsfrF nUM icwqrx df
Xqn kIqf jFdf irhf hY.
afqmjIq
df pUrn nftk iesy dI hI smkflI kVI hY. pUrn nftk ivc
afqmjIq pUrn dI dMqkQf ivc keI KwipaF nUM Brn df Xqn
krdf hoieaf nvIn isrjxf krdf hY aqy ies rfhIN afDuink
mnuwK dy asiqqvI sMqfp nUM sfhmxy ilafAuNdf hY. ies
nftk ivc afqmjIq purfqnqf qoN smkfilkqf qk phuMcdf
idKfeI idMdf hY. ijwQy mYN qF iek sfrMgI hF ivc kivqf
nUM iek ivDI vjoN vriqaf igaf hY AuWQy pUrn ivc kivqf
df mUlLoN hI iqafg hY. pUrn dIaF asiqqvI smwisafvF
nUM bfhrmuKI ZMg nflL Bfvukqf qoN mukq ho ky Prolx df
Xqn kIqf igaf hY. dMq kQf dI punr isrjxf bOiDk
ivsllysLx dI mMg krdI hY ies leI nftk dI ivDI vI
ivsllyslxfqimk hY.
ijwQy
afpxI pusqk lUxf ivc isLv kumfr btflvI ny sLoisLq
aOrqF lUxf qy iewCrF dIaF afvfjLF nUM vDyry jfnx dI
koisLsL kIqI hY AuWQy afqmjIq ny pUrn dy aMdrly
mnwuKI sMqfp dI aMdrlI pIV nUM pRgt kIqf hY. ijsnUM
pihly kvIaF ny vDyry sQfn nhIN idwqf; ijnHF ny AusnUM
iek bwcf smJ ky Ausdy aMdr JfqI mfrn df Xqn hI nhIN
kIqf. afqmjIq nftk nUM pUrI qrHF bflg pUrn AuWqy
kyNidRq krdf hY ijhVf nF qF dunIaFdfrF dy msilaF pRiq
mfsUm hY aqy nF hI prMprfvfdI pUrn vFg koeI afdrsL
pfqr hY. afqmjIq ny afpxy ies nftk ivc lok kQf dI
afDuink smyN ivc siBafcfrk aqy sQfngq qbdIlI nUM pkVn
df Xqn kIqf hY.
afqmjIq
dy ies nftk ivc pfqr slvfn qoN imstr slvfn bx igaf hY
jo iek astyt df mfilk hY, ijsdI Aumr pMjfh qoN pcvMjf
sfl dy krIb hY. Auh hux srmfeydfrI df iek GmMzI
ivakqI hY jo ies smyN ainaF qy dmn dI pRmuwK pRxflLI
hY. ies nftk dy pUrn nUM Bory ivc Byjx dI bjfie
amrIkf ivc pVHn leI Byijaf jFdf hY. joiqsL dsdf hY ik
pUrn afpxy ipqf leI asLuB hY; iesy kfrx astyt df
mfilk slvfn AusnUM amrIkf pVHn leI Byj idMdf hY.
slvfn dI dUjI pqnI lUxf ijsdI Aumr bfeI sfl dy lgBg
hY Auh amrIkf qoN pVH ky afey pUrn nflL sLqrMj KyzdI
hY aqy iesy Kyz rfhIN Auh pUrn nUM afpxy rUp vl
afkrisLq krn df Xqn krdI hY.
afqmjIq
dy nftk ivc pfqr lUxf aqy isLv kumfr dI lUxf asl ivc
ieko hI pRivrqI dIaF mfilk hn. lUxf ivc
Auh afpxI kfmuk BuwK df roxf roNdI hY aqy nftk ivc vI
asl ivc Auh afpxI iesy BwK df pRgtfvf krdI hY.
Audfhrx dy qOr qy, ikrpI hoieaf ey jI. qusIN dyKo
CotI sfhbxI : mYN suixaF ey peI awj bVy vwzy swpF nUM
Pfihaf ey, svyry df lwgf jI, idl KusL ho jfvygf.
lUxf:
nhIN myrf idl ienHF swpF nflL KusL hox vflLf nhIN.
ikrpI:
ikAuN jI?
lUxf:
ikAuNik ienHF ivc AuWkf hI jLihr nhIN.
ikrpI:
hfie hfie CotI sfhbxI jI jLihrIly swpF qoN qF afdmI
AuNj hI qRih jFdf ey jI. quhfnUM AuWkf zr nhIN lwgdf?
lUxf:
nhIN zr qF lwgdf ey pr jy jLihr hI nF hovy qF Auh swp
kfhdf qy zr kfhdf? hF iPr Auh swp nhIN kIVy mkOVy
huMdy ny.
Auprokq
pMgqIaF ivc kfm nUM swp dy ibMb dy qOr qy dyKxf
cfhIdf hY. asl ivc Auh ies vfrqflfp rfhIN afpxy idl
dI gwl nUM afpxI nOkrfxI ikrpI nflL sFJI krn df Xqn
krdI hY. nftk dy pihly idRsL ivc BfvyN Auh swp qoN
zrdI hY pr bfd ivc Auh swp qoN zMgI jfxf cfhuMdI hY.
Auh vI PxF vflLy swp qoN. Auh swp dI mxI nUM kolL
rwKx qoN vI ienkfr krdI hY jd ik nOkrfxI dsdI hY ik
swp dI mxI rwKx nflL swp lV vI jfey qF mxI jLihr cUs
lYNdI hY. pr lUxf df kihxf hY ik AusnUM ijAUx leI
jLihr cfhIdf hY pr swp Ausdy kolL afky gMzoaf bx jFdf
hY. Bfv ik Ausdf pqI slvfn vzyrI Aumr df hox krky
AusdI kfm iqRpqI nhIN kr skdf. asl ivc ieh sLbd
pRqIkfqmk hI hn.
afqmjIq
dy nftk ivclI lUxf afpxy mn ivc imstr slvfn dy pRiq
ivroD dI Bfvnf vI rwKdI hY. ies dy Ault isLv kumfr dI
lUxf ipqf purKI smfj AuWqy pRsLn icMnH lfAuNdI hY ik
jykr lUxf pUrn dy nflL ipafr vI krdI hY qF Aus ivc
Ausdf koeI ksUr nhIN sgoN smfj ksUrvfr hY ijsny
AusnUM bfp dI Aumr dy ivakqI nflL ivafh krn leI mjbUr
kIqf sI. Auh smfj dy dUsry mfpdMzF Aupr vI svflIaf
insLfn lfAuNdI hY aqy smfj dy kRop dI BfgI bxdI hY.
nftk ivclI lUxf amIr ivakqI dI sLkqI df mukfblf krdI
hY qy AusnUM hrfAux leI afpxI qrHF dIaF keI cflF cldI
hY. sLqrMj dI Kyz iswKdI hY ikAuNik ies Kyz ivc iek
Cotf ipafdf vI rfjy nUM sLih dy skdf hY.
afqmjIq
dy nftk df pfqr pUrn nvyN ivcfrF df mfilk hY jo ajokI
ivakqIvfdI soc anukUl hn. Auh amrIkf df piVHaf iliKaf
nOjvfn hY ijsdI Aumr AuWnI sfl dI hY. Auh afpxy ipqf
dy dUjf ivafh krvfAux AuWqy koeI igLlf nhIN krdf blik
Ausdf afpxf ivcfr hY ik Aus dI afpxI mF iewCrF imstr
slvfn qoN bhuq pCVy hoey ivcfrF dI hY ies leIAusdy mF
ipAu kdy vI KusL nhIN rih skdy. AusdI Dfrxf hY ik
ijLMdgI ivc ivcfrF df mylL hoxf aiq jLrUrI hY. Ausdy
sLOk vI ikwsfkfr kfdrXfr jF isLv kumfr btflvI dy pfqr
pUrn vrgy nhIN sgoN pVHy ilKy nOjvfn vflLy hn. ijvyN
Auh nfvl pVHdf hY, aYkitMg krdf hY aqy nftkF ivc rol
vI krdf hY. nftk ivc pUrn afpxI mF lUxf nUM mF nhIN
blik afpxy ipAu dI pqnI dy rUp ivc svIkfrdf hy. Auh
AusnUM mYm kih ky hI pukfrdf hY. amrIkf ivc vI Ausdy
sfQIaF ivc vDyry kuVIaF hI sLfiml hn. pUrn mMndf hY
ik jy kr muMzy kuVIaF afps ivc nhIN Kyzxgy qF kI
buwZy buZIaF Kyzxgy? Auh afKdf hY, sB kMm
kuvyly. vyly dI nmfjL kuvyly dIaF TOkrF pUrn
lUxf nflL hwsxf Kyzxf aqy Aus pfsoN sLqrMj iswKxf
psMd krdf hY. pr jdoN Auh dyKdf hY ik lUxf AusnUM
afpxy pRym jflL ivc Psf rhI hY qF Auh pUrI qrHF sucyq
ho jFdf hY.
lUxf:
qusIN bwcy EN bwcy.
pUrn:
nhIN mYN bwcf nhIN hF mYzm lUxf, mYN mrd hF mrd.
lUxf:
jy mrd eyN qF mYnUM amrIkf dI sYr krvf dy.
pUrn:
mYN prfims krdf hF mYN quhfnUM jLrUr lY ky jfvFgf.
afpxy kflj dy sfQIaF nflL imlLfvFgf.
lUxf:
mYN isrPL qYnUM imlxf cfhuMdI hF qy qyry sMg rihxf
cFhdI hF. qUM mYnUM afpxI klfs PYlo smJ lY, afpxI
dosq mMn lY qy Auzf ky lY jf.
pUrn:
amrIkf jfx leI pfsport cfhIdf ey, vIjLy dI jLrUrq ey,
itkt dI loV ey.
lUxf:
qyrI mF qYQoN vwD isafxI eyN. Auh TIk hI qYnUM cuMmdI
cwtdI ey. qUM spyry kolL jf qy aMnHy boly swpF awgy
bIn bjf, qyry aMdr nF mxI eyN qy nf hI jLihr. qUM ajy
bwcf eI eyN.
pUrn:
qusIN kihxf kI cfhuMdy E?
lUxf:
jo qUM smJ irhF Auho kihxf cfhuMdI aF.
pUrn:
qF iPr sux lAu. myry aMdr bhuq jLihr ey bhuq, myrf
aMg aMg ivsL nflL Biraf hoieaf ey. qy myry zMg df vfr
vI kdy KflI nhIN jFdf.
lUxf:
qF AuzIkdf iksnUM eyN.
pUrn:
mYN imwtI qy vfr nhIN krdf mYm lUxf. mYnUM bMdy qy
bwuq ivcly PLrk df pUrf igafn eyN.
lUxf:
mYN bwuq nhIN aF. mYnUM hwQ lf ky dyK. myrf KUn qYQoN
vwD lfl qy sMGxf qy grm eyN. hY ihMmq qF awgy vwD,swc
dI awg ivc hwQ pf ky vyK.[[[[[[[[[! sflf! TMzf XKL
amrIkf! qUM[[[[[sLqrMj df iKzfrI inrf gMzoaf[[[[[[[[.
asIN
vyKdy hF ik nftkkfr ny pUrn qy lUxf dI purfqn dMqkQf
nUM nvyN sMdrBF ivc pysL kIqf hY. lUxf pUrn nUM afpxy
jflL ivc Psdf nF vyK ky pUrn qy aYlI dy sMbMDF bfry
Xfd krvfAuNdI hY. Auh kihMdI hY ik Ausdf bfp slvfn
ieh sB kuJ brdfsLq nhIN kr skdf ikAuNik ieQoN dy lokF
dIaF afpxIaF kuJ sImfvF hn. Auh ijMny KulHy njLr
afAuNdy hn asl ivc Auny hI bMd ny. imstr slvfn vI
AunHF nfloN vwKrf nhIN. pr lUxf df idl ieMnf qMg vI
nhIN. iesy leI Auh pUrn nUM sLqrMj dI cfl clx df mOkf
idMdI hY.
pUrn
jdoN afpxI ies smwisaf nUUM afpxy dosq kfdr qy isLv
kolL lY ky afAuNdf hY aqy dsdf hY ik lUxf Aus nflL
srIrk irsLqf joVnf cfhuMdI hY. nftk dy aMqly idRsL
ivc af ky asIN vyKdy hF ik pUrn dy dosq kfdr aqy isLv
Auho hI hn jo dMq kQf ivc afpxI BUimkf inBfAuNdy hn.
nftk ivc vI nftkkfr ny AunHF nUM AunHF dI idRsLtI
smyq pysL kIqf hY. kfdr lUxf nUM burf Blf kihMdf hY
aqy Aus Aupr cirwqr hIx hox df dosL lgfAuNdf hY. pr
isLv df kQn hY ik vfh myry mfrilst dosq jy ipAu DI df
rUp hMZfey qF quhfnMU sLrm nhIN afAuNdI qy jy Auh hfx
nUM locy qF cirwqrhIx ho geI! pr pUrn iewQy afky iksy
nflL sihmq nhIN huMdf, nF hI kfdr nflL jo Ausdy ipAu
df vkIl bx bYTf hY, qy nF hI isLv nflL jo lUxf df
vkIl bixaF njLr afAuNdf hY. pr pUrn lUxf nUM bfp dy
bdly afpxy nflL iKlvfV krn dI iejfjLq nhIN idMdf.
pUrn anusfr, mYN puwCdf hF ikhVy swc leI? ieh
swc qy JUT slvfn qy lUxf ivckfr ey. mYN iesdf doKI
ikAuN bx igaf. myrf ksUr kI ey? mYN iek iKzOxf hF? kI
myry bfp nUM ieh iKLafl nhIN sI hoxf cfhIdf ik iek
idn ieh nObq afeygI? qy kI lUxf leI kyvl mYN hI iek
isLkfr bicaf sF? kI Auh afpxI qn dI BwuK nUM iksy hor
qoN pUiraF nhIN kr skdI? mYN mMndf hF Aus AuWqy jLulm
hoieaf ey. pr myry nflL hm ibsqr hox qy Aus nflL
iensfPL ho jfvygf? mYnUM swcmuwc Aus nflL hmdrdI ey.
kfs!L Ausny afpxy ies sMGrsL ivc myrI mdd mMgI huMdI!
pr Auh qF kuJ hor hI cfhuMdI ey.
isLv:
ies dunIaF ivc siBaf nF dI koeI cIjL nhIN. mfnv
hmysLf asiBX irhf ey qy asiBX hI rhygf. iesy leI ieh
iek qrHF nflL qyrI mjbUrI ey cOigrdy dI mjbUrI.
pUrn:
pr myrf dosL koeI nhIN.
isLv:
cMgf huMdf jy lUxf nF jMmdI. jF qUM jMmidaF hI mr
jFdf.
pUrn:
mYN iek hkIkq hF qy jIAuxf cfhuMdf hF, mYN mrn leI
nhIN afieaf, myrf vI hwk ey jIAux df. mYN ajy qk aYsf
kMm nhIN kIqf ijsdI sjLf mOq hovy.
isLv:
pr lUxf iek aYsf swc hY ijsnUM qUM imtf nhIN skdf.
pUrn:
mYN swc imtfAuxf nhIN swc ivKfAuxf cfhuMdf hF. mYN
iek krFqI krdf hF. iek ienklfb ilafAuNdf hF aqy afpxy
bfp dI pqnI nUM ivafh lYNdf hF qF kI ies smwisaf df
hwl ho jfvygf? nhIN. myry bfp nUM myrI mF psMd nhIN
sI. Ausny Gft pUrI kIqI lUxf ivcoN. lUxf nUM myrf bfp
psMd nhINN Ausny ksr pUrI krnI cfhI myry ivcoN ik mYN
afpxI Gft pUrI krn leI ikqy hor Kyh KfvFgf? ieh
jLMjIr kd qk sfnUM jkVI rwKygI? mYN ies nUM qoVnI
cfhuMdf hF.
iewQy
asIN vyKdy hF ik nftk df pfqr pUrn kfdr Xfr dy ikwsy
ivcly pfqr qoN ikDry awgy aqy smkflI hY. ikwsy ivc
pUrn nUM rfjy slvfn duafrf mfr ky KUh ivc suwt idwqf
jFdf hY. pr Auh KfmosL rihMdf hY. pr nftk ivclf pUrn
afpxI ijLMdgI ijAuxf cfhuMdf hY. Auh aijhy iksy kMm
dI sjLf nUM Bugqx leI iqafr nhIN jo Ausny nhIN kIqf.
Auh ieh vI mMndf hY ik lUxf nflL byiensfPLI hoeI hY.
AusnUM lUxf cirwqrhIx vI nhIN lwgdI ikAuMik jy Auh
aijhI huMdI qF astyty df mYnyjr jgn jo CuwtI qy hY
Auh Aus nflL vI srIrk sMbMD sQfipq kr skdI sI,
ikAuNik jgn ny Aus nfl hmdrdI jqfeI sI aqy Ausdy krIb
hox dI koisLsL kIqI sI pr lUxf ny AusnUM qfV idwqf sI.
nftk ivcly pfqr gorK nfQ df inscf hY ik lUxf nUM mrd
nhIN blik bdlf cfhIdf hY. afpxy kolLoN vI qy pUrn dy
bfp kolLoN vI. pUrn nUM qF kyvl Ausny iek hiQafr
bxfieaf hY. pr pUrn lUxf df hiQafr bxn leI iqafr nhIN.
nftk dy aKIrly idRsL ivc jdoN pUrn lUxf dI aijhI
siQqI nUM lUxf dy pqI slvfn aqy afpxy ipAu slvfn dy
sfhmxy pysL krdf hY qF Auh slvfn nUM swcfeI df sfhmxf
krn leI vI pyRirq krdf hY.
pUrn:
guwsf qF quhfzy qy hI kwZ rhI ey pfpf pr myry rfhIN.
Auh sLqrMj myry nflLL KyzdI ey pr hrfAuxf quhfnUM
cfhuMdI ey. Auh quhfzy kolLoN bdlf lY rhI ey, aiqRpqI
df bdlf.
pUrn
qoN lUxf bfry ieh sux ky imstr slvfn iewQy swcmuwc
rfjf slvfn qoN vDyry sUJvfn ivakqI njLr afAuNdf hY.
Auh ies gwl df dosL pUrn qy nhIN lgfAuNdf ik Ausny hI
lUxf nUM kfm pRiq Auksfieaf hovygf blik Auh lUxf nUM
afpxy jLihr nflL Bsm krn leI afpxy afp nUM iqafr krdf
hY. pr pUrn kihMdf hY, agr quhfzy ivc jLihr
huMdf qF Auh myry vl moihq hox dI soc vI nhI sI skdI.
AusdI kfm iqRpqI qF quhfzy jLihr qoN hI pUrI ho jfxI
sI. aMq ivc pUrn afpxI mF nUM afpxy nflL lY jf
ky afpxI hI BflL krn leI afKdf hY. qy iek vDfeI jo
Ausny imstr slvfn nUM ieh kih ky idwqI sI ik AusdI
pqnI lUxf bhuq ieMtYlIjYNt aOrq ey, Auh idwqI vDfeI
vfps lYx dI mMg krdf hY qy kihMdf hY, jy quhfzy
ivc swpxI nUM sFBx df dm nhIN sI qF bIn vjfAux df kI
arQ sI? qy lUxf nUM afKdf hY, cMgf hoieaf qusIN
vI af gey. quhfnUM ieh ieqrfjL qF nhIN rhygf ik mYN
afpxI cfl nhIN cwlI. mYN ijwiqaf jF nhIN ieh PYslf
smF krygf. pr quhfzI cfl mfq Kf geI. ieh cfl myry leI
nhIN sgoN myry ipAu leI hY. afpxI iswDI Kyz Kyzo jy
ijwq gey qF mubfrkbfd dyx afvFgf qy jy hfr gey qF
bfkisMg isKfvFgf. aKIr ivc af ky nOkrfxI dy ieh
sLbd jLihr nUM qF jLihr hI kwtdf ey pr
glqI nUM glqI kdy nhIN kwtdI. lMG gey pfxI kdy nhIN
muVdy pr Pyr vI bMnH qF mfrnf hI pYNdf ey. nflL
nftk dI smfpqI huMdI hY.
ieAuN
asI vyKdy hF ik nftk df pUrn dUijaF df mohrf bxn qoN
ienkfr krdf hY. pUrn dy ies ienkfr rfhIN afqmjIq mfnv
dI mfniskqf nUM bVI gMBIrqf nflL Ausdy guMJlLdfr rUp
ivc pysL krdf hY.
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