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qUM jfxf hY ik nhIN?

-hrbIr isMG BMvr, luiDafxf (pMjfb)-

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s: hrbIr isMG BMvr 'pMjfbI sfihqk jgq' ivc iek sPl lyKk aqy pwqrkfr vjoN jfixaf pihcfixaf nF hY. 31 virHaF qoN afp 'itRbIAUn' aKLbfr sMmUh leI 'sInIar pwqrkfr' vjoN kMm krdy af rhy hn. afp dy bhu-muly lyK pMjfbI dy pRmuwK pricaF ivc vI Cwpdy rihMdy hn. afpdIaF: (1) soBf isMG-jIvn, sLKLsLIaq qy klf, (2) kI KLfilsqfn bxygf?, (3) pMjfbI df lok nfiek(sMq hrcMd isMG lONgovfl), (4) nfrIal dI DrqI aqy (5) zfierI dy pMny afid pusqkF prkfisLq hoeIaF ijhnF nUMM pfTkF vloN BrvF huMGfrf imilaf. 'zfierI dy pMny' leI afp nUM vwK vwK sMsQfvF vloN snmfinaf vI igaf.

inDVk, inrpwK, eImfndfr aqy sLkqIsLflI pwqrkfr s: BMvr dIaF hux qwk 'ilKfrI' ivwc swq rcnfvF CpIaF hn. AuhnF dI iewk hor nvIN rcnf: 'qUM jfxf hY ik nhIN?' ilKfrI dy pfTkF dy rU-b-rU kridaF asIN prsMnqf df anuBwv kr rhy hF. -----ilKfrI

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qUM jfxf hY ik nhIN?

-hrbIr isMG BMvr-

pMjfb ivwc KfVkU lihr dOrfn pwqrkfrF leI kMm krnf bVf hI aOKf sI. pMjfb puils, sI[afr[pI[ smyq surwiKaf PorsF aqy KfVkU gruwp afpxy hwk dIaF KbrF lgvfAux leI pwqrkfrF AuWqy bhuq dbfa pfAuNdy sn, DmkIaF vI idMdy sn. KfVkUaF hwQoN iqMn-cfr pwqrkfr mfry vI gey sn. ies leI afpxy aKbfr ƒ Kbr pUrI qrHF jFc-pVqfl krky hI Byjdy sF.

AunHF idnF ivc surwiKaf PorsF vloN jo KfVkUaF nfl mukfbly hoey, Auh vDyry krky ‘JUTy mukfbly’ huMdy sn. aksr puils jF surwiKaf PorsF vloN mukfbly bfry jo pRYWs not jfrI huMdf sI jF pRYWs kfnPrMs huMdI sI, Aus ivc iehI dwisaf huMdf sI ik ipClI rfq PlF QF puils ny nfkf lfieaf sI, sfhmxy vfly pfsy qoN do jF iqMn ivakqI afey. AunHF ƒ rukx leI ikhf qF awgoN AunHF ny golI clf idwqI, ijs dy jvfb ivc aqy afpxy bcfE leI puils ny vI golI clfeI, QoVHI dyr dovF pfisaF qoN golI cwldI rhI ijs ivc iek ivakqI mfiraf igaf, dUsrf hnyry df Pfiedf AuTf ky Bwjx ivc kfmXfb ho igaf. mfry gey ivakqI dI pCfx PlF KfVkU vjoN hoeI hY.

sB qoN pihlf mukfblf, jo aslI mukfblf sI, Auh jlMDr ijLlHy dy Bogpur lfgy hoieaf ijs ivc aMimRqsr lfgly ipMzF dy iqMn nOjvfn mfry gey sn. ieh iqMny hI iek motrsfeIkl ’qy jf rhy sn ik awgoN puils nfl muwTByV ho geI, AunHF sKq mukfblf kIqf. ies qoN iek jF do idn pihloN Bogpur jF iksy lfgly ipMz iek bYNk ivc zfkf ipaf sI. puils anusfr ieh zfkf ienHF iqMnF nOjvfnF ny mfiraf sI, pr ienHF dI pCfx nhIN kr skI sI. ies bfry aKbfrF ivc Kbr af rhI sI ik keI idn bIqx ’qy vI puils ienHF dI pCfx nhIN kr skI.

ieh akqUbr 1983 dy pihly hPqy dI gwl hY, myrI aMimRqsr ivKy itRibAUn gruwp ivc bqOr pwqrkfr kuJ idn pihlF hI inXukqI hoeI sI. Drm XuwD morcf cl irhf sI. kMm bhuqf hox krky itRibAUn gruwp dy muwK sMpfdk sRI pRym BftIaf ny idwlI siQq itRibAUn ibEro dy cIP (mrhUm) sRI siqMdrf isMG dI izAUtI vI kuJ idnF leI aMimRqsr lgfeI hoeI sI. asIN aMimRqsr siQq pwqrkfr aksr hr rojL hI sRI drbfr sfihb kMplYks jFdy sF aqy morcf izktytr sMq hrcMd isMG lONgovfl aqy sMq jrnYl isMG iBMvrFvfly ƒ iml ky sfrI siQqI bfry jfxkfrI pRfpq krky afpxy aKbfrF ƒ KbrF Byjdy sF. AunHF idnF ivc keI KfVkU gruwp jF grm iKaflIey drbfr sfihb kMplYks aMdr hI rih rhy sn. myrI sBnF nfl cMgI jfx-pCfx sI aqy sbMD vI bhuq cMgy sn. myry dovF sMqF nfl vI bhuq cMgy sbMD sn.

Auprokq mukfbly ivc mfry gey iqMny nOjvfn bwbr Kflsf nfl sbMDq sn. myry bwbr Kflsf dy keI afgUaF nfl vI cMgy sbMD sn. iek idn mYN sMq hrcMd isMG lONgovfl pfs AunHF dy kmry ivc bYTf sF ik bwbr Kflsf df mnmohx isMG, jo ipwCoN iksy QF bMb iljFdf hoieaf bMb Ptx kfrn mfiraf igaf sI, afieaf. Auh vI sfzy nfl gwlF krn lwgf. Aus ny sMq lONgovfl ƒ puwiCaf ik afpF BMvr ƒ AunHF iqMnF nOjvfnF dy nF dy dyeIey qF jo afpxI aKbfr ƒ Kbr Byj dyx. sMq jI kihx lwgy, ‘‘nhIN, kuJ idn hor ruk jfeIey. puils ƒ JwK mfr lYx dyeIey.’’ AunF mYƒ mfry gey muMizaF dy nF dws idwqy, pr hfly Kbr Byjx qoN rok idwqf. mYN vfps af igaf. ies qoN do ku idn bfad sRI siqMdrf isMG lONgovfl ƒ imlx gey, AunHF nfl mYN nf jf sikaf. sMq jI ny AunHF nOjvfnF dy nF iek kfgjL AuWqy ilK ky sRI siqMdrf isMG ƒ dy ky Kbr Byjx leI ikhf. siqMdrf isMG ny dPqr af ky mYƒ Auh kfgjL idMidaF ikhf, qUM mukfbly vflI Kbr Byj dy. mYN Kbr Byj idwqI jo agly idn aMgryjLI aqy pMjfbI itRibAUn ivc Cp geI.

agly idn bfad dupihr mYN sRI drbfrf sfihb kMplYks igaf qF mYƒ iksy ny ikhf ik bwbr Kflsf vfly qYƒ lwB rhy hn. mYN soicaf koeI Kbr dyxI hovygI. qyjf isMG smuMdrI hfl dI pihlI mMjLl ’qy sMq lONgovfl ƒ iml ky mYN ies qoN AuWprlI mMjLl sLRomxI kmytI dy pbilistI ivBfg ivc clf igaf. Aus smyN AuWQy koeI nhIN sI, mYN aKbfr pVHn lwgf. kuJ imMtF bfad hI bwbr Kflsf dy iqMn hiQafrbMd KfVkU afey qy mYƒ kihx lwgy qYƒ sfzf jQydfr bulf irhf hY. pwqrkfrF vflI afkV nfl mYN ikhf Aus ƒ iewQy Byj idE, mYN nhIN jfxf. Auh kihx lwgy jQydfr ny iewQy nhIN afAuxf, qYƒ hI AunHF pfs jfxf peygf. mYN ikhf ik Tihr ky jfvFgf. mYN aKbfr pVHdf irhf. Auh bYT gey qy kuJ imMtF ipwCoN kihx lwgy, “qUM jfxf hY ik nhIN? jF asIN afpxy qrIky nfl lY ky jfeIey?” AunHF ny gwlF gwlF ivc dws idwqf sI ik awj CpI Kbr qoN jQydfr nfrfjL hY. AunHF ikhf ik qUM sfzy ivruwD KbrF Byjdf hYN. ies qoN pihlF qMU inrMkfrI muKI dy kql kys ivc loVINdy BfeI rxjIq isMG dy iewQy pnfh lYx bfry Kbr ByjI sI. mYN sfrI gwl smJ igaf aqy soicaf ik ieh aVb bMdy hn; ienHF nfl jfxf hI peygf. kuJ imMtF bfad mYN AunHF nfl qur ipaf. pOVIaF AuWqridaF ƒ hI sMq lONgovfl dy bfzIgfrz BfeI guridafl isMG, jo ipwCoN gurduafrf sfihb mOjo klF, ijLlf biTMzf dy mhMq bxy, iml pey. Auh puwCx lwgy, ikwQy cwly ho? mYN dwisaf ik ienHF dy jQydfr ny bulfieaf hY. Auh sfrI gwl smJ gey. Auh kihx lwgy ik aMdr sMqF pfs jfE. Auh myry nfl hI sMqF vwl gey. sMq jI ny AunHF ƒ ibTf ilaf aqy ikhf, “hrbIr isMG ny ikqy nhIN jfxf, mYN afpy quhfzy jQydfr nfl gwl kr lvFgf.” Auh cly gey. mYN vI vfps af igaf.

bwbr Kflsf dI sMq iBMzrFvfilaF nfl nhIN bxdI sI. AunHF df iKafl sI ik ieh Kbr sMq iBMzrFvfilaF ny lgvfeI hY. aMgryjLI qy pMjfbI itRibAUn ivc Kbr pVH ky AunHF iqMn nOjvfnF dy Gr vfly roNdy ipwtdy hoey bwbr Kflsf dy jQydfr (BfeI suKdyv isMG bwbr) pfs af gey sn. AunHF ƒ afpxy puwqrF dy mfry jfx bfry aKbfr dI Kbr qoN hI pqf lwgf sI ijs krky ieh bwbr KPf sn. jykr BfeI guridafl isMG nf imldy aqy sfnUM sMq lONgovfl vwl nf Byjdy qF ho skdf hY ik Aus idn bwbrF hwQoN mYN mfiraf jFdf. dPqr ivc phuMicaf hI sF ik cMzIgVH qoN myrI KYrIaq puwCx bfry cMzIgVH kMm krdy sInIar sfQIaF dy Pon af cuwky sn. AunHF ƒ sUhIaf eyjMsIaF qoN ies Gtnf bfry pqf lwg igaf hoeygf. AunHF mYƒ ikhf, “awj bc igaf hYN; sLhId ho jfxf sI. awgy ƒ afpxf iKafl rwKxf.”

(30 sqMbr 2006)

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