do sLbd lyKkf bfry

anmol kOr (kYnyzf) pMjfbI dI aYm[ey[ hn. AuNJ ilKxf qF BfvyN AuhnF ny dsvIN jmfq ivwc hI sLurU kr idwqf sI aqy bhuq sfrIaF khfxIaF vI ilKIaF sn pr kuJ 'kfrnF krky' ilKxf jfrI nf rih sikaf. hux sfl Br qoN hI muV AuhnF ny afpxy pqI s: iekbfl isMG dy sihXog nfl, pMjfbI ivwc ilKxf afrMB kIqf hY. hux qwk AuhnF dIaF awT khfxIaF sQfnk pricaF aqy ieMtrnYwt mYgLjLInF ivwc Cwp cuwkIaF hn. AuhnF dI cfh aqy koisLsL hY ik Auh cMgIaF khfxIaF ilwK skx.

'ilKfrI' lyKkf dI pMjfbI sfihqk jgq ivwc afmd nUM jI afieaF kihMidaF afs krdf hY ik Auh hux afpxf ilKx sPLr inrMqr jfrI rWKidaF sfihqk jgq ivwc afpxI iewk pihcfx bxfAux df Xqn krngy.

'ilKfrI' (11 akqUbr 2003)

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GftI vfilaF df iÈMdf awj srpMc cuixaf igaf. Aumr df Auh ajy pwcI ku sfl df hI hovygf. pr akl df isafxf aqy smJdfr sI. lokF dy kMm qF pihlF vI Auh kfPI svFr idMdf sI. jdo vI Auh ÈihroN muVdf, ipMz df koeI buwZf bfbf jF byby Aus dy motrsfeIkl dy mgr bYTf hI huMdf. rfh ivc koeI vI isafxf bjurg imldf. Aus nMU motrsfeIkl Aupr bYTf ky ijQy vI jfxf huMdf, Aus QF `qy phMucf idMdf. vYsy vI rwb ny Aus nMU Èkl sUrq bhuq sohxI idwqI sI. Aus df Aucf lMmf kwd Aus dI ÈKÈIaq df Kfs AuBfr sI. kflj igaf hox krky kwpVy dI cox df kfPI iKafl rwKdf. qkrIbn pwg nfl mYc krdI Aus dI pYNt huMdI. Aus dI kflI KulHI CwzI dfVHI Aus dy gory rMg nMU hor vI inKfrdI.

afly-duafly ipMzF dIaF kuVIaF kflj jfx leI bws dI AuzIk ivc bws awzy Aupr KVHIaF huMdIaF. Auh AuhnF dy kol dI afpxf motrsfeIkl iewk anoKI hI adf nfl lMGf ky lY jfdF. Auh qwkdIaF hI rih jfdIaF. rfxI qF Aus nMU afpxf hI bxf lYxf cfhuMdI sI. afkV qF rfxI dI vI Gwt nhIN sI. ‘aYry gYry’ nMU Auh KMGx vI nhIN sI dyNdI. Aus idn qF hwd hI ho geI. rfxI afpxIaF shylIaF nfl kflj dy lfgy hI cfh dI dukfn awgy KloqI sI. jdNo iÈMdy ny afpxf motrsfeIkl kol dI lMGfieaf. kolL vgdI nflI dy gMdy iCwty rfxI dy krIm klr dy sUt Aupr PWulF dy rUp ivc AuBr afey. rfxI nMU qF Aus nfl lVn df bhfnf iml igaf. Aupry mn nfl kihx lwgI, “ieh kflj ivc pVHdf hY nhIN, avfrfgrdI krn pqf nhI ikEN afANudf hY? “

“kdI kdI qYnUM dyKx hI afANudf hY. “ kol KVHI kuVI ny Èrfrq nfl ikhf.

“cwl iPr awj dyKI jfAU, iehdy nfl vI gwl do tuk kr hI lYNdy hF. “ rfxI ny JUwTy guwsy nfl ikhf.

rfxI kuVIaF nMU nfl lY ky AuDr nMU ho qurI, ijQy iÈMdf QoVI ivwQ `qy Kloqf muMizaF nfl gwlF krn ivc mgn sI. pr Auh AuhnF qoN QoVI dUr hI Klo geIaF ijvy awgy jfx dI ihMmq nf hovy. dyK qF iÈMdy ny ilaf hI sI, ik Auh ieDr hI af rhIaf hn. pr Aus ny idKfvf ieMj kIqf ijvyN Aus ny dyiKaf hI nhIN. ivcNoN hI iek smJdfr muMzy ny kuVIaF vwl nMU ieÈfrf krdy hoey ikhf, “Bf jI! lwgdf hY ijvy AuhnF ny quhfzy nfl gwl krnI hovy, Auh quhfzI kMnI hI dyK rhIaF hn. “

“clo vyK lYNdy hF.“

iÈMdy ny motrsfeIkl nMU kMD nfl lfAuNdy hoey ikhf: “hF jI, aYnI problm. “ iÈMdy ny kuVIaF dy kol jf ky bVI hlImI nfl ikhf.

bfkI kuVIaF qF cuwp rhIaF. rfxI ny hoNslF krky ikhf, “motrsfeIkl lMGfAux lwigaf Gwt qo Gwt koeI nflLI tobf qF dyK ilaf kro. “

iÈMdy ny hsrq BrIaF njrF nfl rfxI dy sUt vwl dyKdy hoey ikhf, “ijnF rfhF ivc quhfzy vrgy sjx KVH jfx, Auh nflI tobf ikwQy dyKx idMdy hn. “

rfxI nMU dUsrI gwl qF afeI hI nhI. tyzI awK nfl iÈMdy vwl dyKdI aqy bulF ivc hwsdI hoeI, AuQo kuVIaF nUM lY ky clI geI. iek kuVI ny itcr nfl ikhf, “rfxI dyK lY, Aus ny qYnMU hI ksUrvfr Tihrf idwqf. “

“qUM cuwp kr jf. “ rfxI Aus nMU tuwt ky peI.

aflmpury iÈMdy df mfmf ivafihaf hoieaf sI. mfmI df BqIjf gogI iÈMdy dy hfx df sI. lfgy ipMz hox krky iek dUjy dI kfPI sFJ sI. afANudy aYqvfr nUM gogI df ivafh sI. iÈMdy ny soc rwiKaf sI. aYqvfr nMU hI jMJ qurn qo pihlF Auh aflmpury phuMc jfxgy.

CnIvfr dI Èfm nUM jdo iÈMdf Jony dI trflI suwtH ky Gr afieaf. afAuNidaf Aus dI bIbI kihx lwgI: “kfkf, awj hI afpf aflmpury nMU cly jfeIey? “

“kfhdy leI? “ iÈMdy ny QoVf iKJ ky ikhf.

“puwq qyrI mfmI qF prso dI afeI hoeI hY. cwl asI nnfx BrjfeI iewkTIaF rfq rih lvFgIaF. “ bIbI ny qrly nfl ikhf.

mMzI dI Kwjl KuafrI qo Auh kfÌI Qwk cuwkf sI. ikqy msI jfky AusdI vfrI afeI sI. Bfa vI mfVf imlx kfrx Aus df idl Audfs sI. pr bIbI dy qrly awgy AusdI koeI pyÈ nf geI.

nhf Doky QoVf arfm krn qo bafd, awT vjy iÈMdf bIbI nMU lY ky aflmpury phMuc igaf. ivafh vfly Gr bhuq rOxk sI. ipMz dIaF ËnfnIaF aqy myl ny rl ky Èor mcf rwiKaf sI. rotI Kfx qo bafd iÈMdf vI AuhnF muMizaf ivwc jf rilaf jo koTy Aupr Kloqy kuVIaF nMU igwDf pfAuNdy dyK ryhy sn. iÈMdy dI Qkfvt Aus vyly dUr ho geI jdoN Aus ny kuVIaF ivc igwDf pfANudI rfxI dyKI. QoVI dyr bafd jd rfxI ny GuMm ky bolI pfeI: “qyrf srU ijwzf kwd, qy AunfbI ijhI pwg….

iÈMdy nUUM lwigaf ik rfxI Aus nMU hI bolI suxf rhI hY. kol KVHy gogI qo iÈMdy ny puwC hI ilaf: “Xfr, ieh kuVI kox hY?”

“sfzy guaFZIaF dI hY, kI gwl, suwK hY?” gogI ny mÈkrI kIqI.

Aus idn hI iÈMdy nUM pqf lwgf ik rfxI df ipMz aflmpurf hY. pqf qF rfxI nMU vI lwg igaf sI ik iÈMdf gogI df irÈqydfr hY. pr dohF ny isafxp vrqI. ivafh ivc iek dUjy nMU nf jfxdy hox df ivKfvf kIqf.

gwl kI, iÈMdy ny gogI nUM kih khf ky, mfmI nUM ivc pf ky rfxI df irÈqf mMg ilaf.

rfxI dy GridaF ny vI iÈMdy aqy AusdI ËmIn jfiedfd nMU dyKidaF irÈqf krn ivc iZwl nf kIqI.

sfl dy ivc ivc hI AuhnF df ivafh vI ho igaf. rfxI dy suBfa aqy rUp df suhxf myl hox kfrx, Gr ivc aqy aFZ-guaFZ ivc CyqI hI hrmn ipafrI ho geI. cfr pMj sfl KuÈI ivc Jwt lMG gey. iehnF sflF dy drimafn rfxI do PulF vrgy bwicaF dI mF vI bx geI. jd iÈMdF dohF BYx Brf nUM ivhVy ivc Kyzdf dyKdf, Aus nMU lgdf sfrI dunIaF dIaF KuÈIaF AuhnHF dy Gr aMdr hI hn.

srdIaF dI iek rfq nUM acfnk hI AuhnHF dy Gr df drvfjf KVikaf. srpMc hox kfrx vYsy qF AuhnHF dy Gr koeI nf koeI quiraf hI rihMdF. pr awj qF rfq kfPI jf cuwkI sI. drvfjy dI dsqk ny bwicaF qo ielfvF bfkI Gr dy sfry mYNbr jgf idwqy sn. iÈMdy dI bIbI iÈMdy nMU bYtrI idMdI hoeI bolI, “puwq dyK ky bUhf KholIN.”

drvfjf Kolx dI dyr sI ik do nOjvfn muMzy KysIaF dIaF buklF mfrI Gr dy aMdr dfKl hoey. Auh TMz nfl kMb rhy sn. bfkI Gr vfly qF ajy AuhnF dy mUMh vwl vyK hI ryhy sn ik bIbI bol peI, “vy puwq, qusIN kOx ho aqy iewQy kI krn afey ho?”

“mfqf pRÈfdf CkxF hY.” muMizaF ny jfxidaF vFg jvfb idwqf.

smJ qF Gr vfilaF nUM vI af geI sI, ieh kox hn. pr Auh ibnHF kuC boly cuwp-cfp rotI pfxI dy afhr ivc lwg gey. do GMtNy bafd Auh rotI Kf ky aqy ÈukrIaf kih ky cly gey.

Aus idn qo bafd Auh keI vfrI iÈMdy dy Gr pRÈfdf Cwk cuwky sn. iÈMdy df Gr ipMz qo bfhr iPrnI AuWqy hox kfrx Auh Jwt af vVdy. iewk idn AuhnF dy jfx qo bafd iÈMdF afpxy pRIvfr nUM boilaf: “qusI bhuqI nf AuhnF dI KfqrdfrI kiraf kro, myrI qF jfn muwTI ivc afeI rihMdI hY. jy ikqy puls nUM pqf lwg igaf, qF Gr df iek jIa nhI CwzxF.”

“mY qF ies qrF hI suwkI rotI PVfANudI sI, bIbI jI kihx lwgy sfg ivc iGAu pf dy.” rfxI ny afpxy isro gwl tfldy ikhf.

“puwq kI krF, mYnUM qF qrs af jfdF hY, ikdF mFvf dy jfey rfqF nMU qury iPrdy ny.” bIbI BfzyN DoNdI bolI.

“iek idn bIbI jI ny muMizaf nMU smJfAux df jqn kIqf sI.” rfxI ny Bfzy cuwk idaf ikhf.

afho puwq, mY qF ikhf sI, “vy kfkf kfhqoN afpxI jvFnIaF gfldy ho, idn rfq mfipaF nMU qVPFAudyN ho?”

“mfqf, ÈONk nUM nhI TMzINaF aqy hnyrIaF rfqF ivc Gumdy iPrdy.” iek mwuC Put muMzy ny jvfb idMdyN ikhf sI, “dyÈ dy hwkF aqy inaF leI ruldy iPrdy hF”.

nihr vwl nUM jo ptVI jfdIN sI. Auh kwcI hox krky mINh pYx AuWqy Jwt icwkV ho jfdF. iÈMdy dy Kyq vI AuWDr hI sn. pMcfieq ivc hox kfrx iÈMdy ny Aus pwtVI AuWqy imwtI pvf leI qF jo KyqF nUM afxf jfxf suKflf ho jfvygf. ikAuNik mINh kxI ivc iÈMdy dI trflI AuWQy PsI hI rihMdI. KfVkU vI Aus pwtVI AuWpr dI lMG ky nihr vwl jFdy sn. vYsy qF sfry ipMz nMU hI pqf lwg cuwkf sI. srpMcF dy Gr KfVkU afAudy-jFdy hn. ivcoN qF sfrf ipMz hI AuhnF df sfQ idMdF sI. isafixaF nMU kihMdy vI suxIdf sI ik rotI tuwk vyly isr mukf lvo, qF jo muMizaF dy lMGx smyN bwqIaF buwJf idwqIaF jfx. AuhnF dy lMGx qoN pihlF pihlF hI sfrf ipMz bwqIaF buwJf idMdF.

Audo hI iksy cuglKor ny Tfxy jf cuglI kIqI. iÈMdy srpMc ny kwcI sVk AuWqy imwtI KfVkUaF nUM pvf ky idwqI hY. qF jo Auh asfnI nfl hnyry ivc af jf skdy hn. puls nUM Tuxf cfhIdf sI so iml igaf.

awgly idn svyyry hI Tfxydfr, nfl ispfhI lY ky, iÈMdy nMU lYx afigaf. iÈMdy nMU GridaF ny lko idwqf. pr pulIs iÈMdy dy ibrD Bfpf jI nMU PV ky lY geI.

Ausy hI rfq iek vjy dy krIb koeI bMdf KysI df JuMb mfrI iÈMdy dy drvfjy AuWpr afieaf. bIbI ny JIQ ivc dI dyK ky bUhf Kol idwqf. rfxI ibsqry dy ivc peI hI bolI: “afh vI koeI iËMdgI hY, idny pulIs qMg krdI hY aqy rfq nUM ieh Cokry. “

jd nUM bIbI ny af dwisaf, “puwq, jFeI jrf bfhr, Auh kMD kol KVHy hI qYnMU blfAudyN hn.”

iÈMdy ny CyqI nfl AuWT ky mMËy kol peI kYNcI cpl pfeI. ibsqry qo kMbl iKwc ky afpxy srIr duafly lpyitaf aqy bfhr nMMU qur ipaf. jfdF hoieaf rfxI nUM kih irhf sI: “cfh Dr dy, lwgdf hY rotI nhI Kfxgy. kfhlI ivc idsdy hn. “

QoVI dyr qwk bfhro gwlF krn dI avfË afAudI rhI. pr CyqI hI ieh avfËf afAuxIaF bMd ho geIaF. kfÌI dyr AuzIk krn qo bafd vI jdo iÈMdf nf muiVaf qF bIbI bfhr dyKx geI. bfhr nf iÈMdf sI, nf koeI hor. Aus afÌq dI rfq NnMU rfxI aqy bIbI bYYTIaF iÈMdy nUM AuzIkdIaF rhIaF. pr iÈMdf nf muiVaf.

idn cVHdy nMU ipMz ivc rolf pY igaf rfqI koeI bMdy iÈMdy nMU nfl lY gey hn. bfrF ku vjy iÈMdy dy Bfpf jI Gr af gey aqy dwisaf pulIs ny AuhnF nMU Cwz idwqf hY. ikAuik AuhnF nMU Auh iml igaf hY. ijs dI loV sI. iPr qF sfiraF nMU pqf lwg igaf ik pulIs KfVkUaF dy Bys ivc afeI sI aqy iÈMdy nUM lY geI.

iÈMdy dy ipMz dy sfry pqvMqy bMdy aqy afly duafly ipMzF dIaF pMcfieqf, sB iewkTy ho ky pulIs styÈn gey. pulIs vfly kdI AuhnF nMu iksy pulIs styÈn AuWpr Byj idaf krn aqy kdI iksy AuWpr. pr iÈMdy dI iksy pfsy qo vI AuWG-suwG nhI iml rhI sI. Gr vfilaF df vwK burf hfl sI. ipMz vfly AuhnF nMU QoVI bhuqI ihMmq idMdy aqy do burkIaF rotI dIaF KvfAudy.

jdo pulIs iÈMdy nUM qsIhy dy rhI huMdI qF Auh cuglKor vI kol hI bYTf huMdF. iÈMdy ny Aus nMU bhuq ikhf, ik Auh afpxI sfrI ËmIn Aus dy nfm kr dyvygf. iksy qrF Auh Aus nMu pulIs qo bcf lvy. pr coglKor dMdIaF kwZ ky idKF idMdF.

jd iek hÌqy dy bfad vI iÈMdy df kuwJ pqf nf lwigaf. sfiraF nMU Èwk ho igaf ik iÈMdy nMU mfr idwqf igaf hY. Aus cuglKor ny vI nÈf pfxI Kf ky, ieh gwl iksy nMu dws idwqI ik pulIs ny iÈMdy nUM mfr ky Aus dI lfÈ iksy kmfd ivc suwtH idwqI hY. hOlI hOlI ieh gwl sfry ielfky ivc PYl geI.

ielfky dy lokI iÈMdy dI lfÈ lwBx Kfqr sfry gMinaF dy Kyq Pol suwtHy. afKrkfr lfgly ipMz dy kmfd ivco iÈMdy dI vwZI tuwkI lfÈ iml geI.

dUsry idn Aus cuglKor nMU vI pulIs PVH ky lY geI. Aus df qF awj qwk pqf nhI lwigaf Auh ikwQy Cupf Kupf idwqf. nf hI iksy ny pqf krn dI koiÈÈ kIqI.

iÈMdy dy Bog AuWqy ielfky Br dy lok iekwTy hoey. iÈMdy dy pRIvfr nUM dyK koeI vI awK iglI hoxo nf rhI. rfxI iekwT ivco dI lMGdI hoeI, iek hwQ nfl bIbI Bfpy nMU PVI aqy dUsry hwQ nfl bwicaF nMU sMBflI, afky gurU gMRQ sfihb jI dy crnF ivc izwg peI.

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