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anmol kOr (kYnyzf) pMjfbI dI aYm[ey[ hn. AuNJ ilKxf qF BfvyN AuhnF ny dsvIN jmfq ivwc hI sLurU kr idwqf sI aqy bhuq sfrIaF khfxIaF vI ilKIaF sn pr kuJ 'kfrnF krky' ilKxf jfrI nf rih sikaf. hux sfl Br qoN hI muV AuhnF ny afpxy pqI s: iekbfl isMG dy sihXog nfl, pMjfbI ivwc ilKxf afrMB kIqf hY. hux qwk AuhnF dIaF awT khfxIaF sQfnk pricaF aqy ieMtrnYwt mYgLjLInF ivwc Cwp cuwkIaF hn. AuhnF dI cfh aqy koisLsL hY ik Auh cMgIaF khfxIaF ilwK skx.

'ilKfrI' lyKkf dI pMjfbI sfihqk jgq ivwc afmd nUM jI afieaF kihMidaF afs krdf hY ik Auh hux afpxf ilKx sPLr inrMqr jfrI rWKidaF sfihqk jgq ivwc afpxI iewk pihcfx bxfAux df Xqn krngy.

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gLm nfl smJOqf

jdo Auh pulIs ivc ‘ieMnspYktr’ lwigaf qF sB qoN ijLafdf KusLI Aus dy mwmI nMU hoeI. ikAuik Aus ny ieh sLrq rwKI hoeI sI ik jdo qwk Aus nMU noOkrI nhI imldI qwd qwk Auh ivafh nhI krvfeygf. nOkrI imlx dI dyr hI sI ik Aus dy mwmI ny kuVIaF dyKxIaF sLurU kr idwqIaF. pr hux mwmI nMU aijhI kuVI nhI sI iml rhI, jo doNnF nMU psMd hovy.keI vfr mwmI awk ky Aus nUM kih vI idMdyN, “rfj, qMU vI koeI koisLsL kr . myY qF qyry leI kuVI lwBdI Qwk vI geI hF.”
“mwmI jI, qusI afp hI qF kihMdy ho ik sMNjog rwb dy hwQ ivc hn.” rfj mwmI dI hI khI hoeI gwl AuhnF nMU Xfd krvfAuNdf. rfj aqy Aus dy mwmI ieho ijhI kuVI cfhMudy sn jo afDuink ivcfrF dI hovy, pr sMskfr Aus ivc purfxy hox. vYsy vI rfj rUp nflo guxF nMU ijLafdf mhwqv idMdF sI. Auh sihjqf aqy cMclqf dI imlI julI sLKsLIaq lwBdf sI. Aus dy mwmI, Gr dy kMMm ivc sucwjI aqy cusq kuVI ilafAux nMU pihl dy rhy sn. ieh sfrIaF gwlF df iewkTf myl iewk kuVI ivc hoxf musLkl sI. irsLqydfr aqy lokF ny qF AuhnF dIaF gwlF krnIaF vI sLurU kr idwqIaF sn ik mF puwq dy nKLiraF df hI pqf nhI lwgdf.
Aus idn Auh afpxy dPLqr jfx leI bhuq jldI ivc iqafr ho irhf sI. AdoN hI Aus dy mwmI jI duwD df iglfs aqy ‘brYz’ lY ky phuMc gey.
“mwmI jI, mY awj nfsLqf nhI krnf, mY qF awgy hI lyt hF.” Aus ny kfhlI nfl jrfbf pfAuNdy hoey afiKaf.
“bwcU jI, qusI nfsLqy qoN bgLYr nhI jf skdy. svyr dy nfsLqy qoN hI bMdf sfry idn leI AUrjf lYNdf hY.” Aus dy mwmI ‘brYz’ nMU ‘jfm’ lfAuNdy hoey boly.
rfj duwD vflf iglfs rwK ky, jIp vwl nMU jf hI irhf sI ik Pon dI GMtI vj peI. Aus df dosq rvI Pon ‘qy afpxy kfky dy pihly jnm idn dI pfrtI ivc AuhnF nUM hfjr hox leI kih irhf sI. jldI nfl ‘Au[ky’ kih ky aqy mwmI jI nMU dws ky rfj kMm AuWpr cilaf igaf.
sLfm nMU mwmI jI rvI dy Gr jfx leI iqafr ho ryhy sn. nfl dI nfl bolI jf rhy sn: “dyK rfj, rvI qyrI hI Aumr df hY, Auh iewk bwcy df zYzI vI bx igaf hY.” rfj cuwp cupIqf afpxI pwg bwnHx ivc msq sI. Aus ny afpxI pwg nfl myl krdI tfeI lfeI aqy qohPLf cwuk ky bfhr jIp kol clf igaf.
jdo Auh rvI dy Gr phuMcy qkrIbn sB mihmfn af cuwky sn. kyk kwtx dIaF iqafrIaF sn. ijAuN hI rfj aqy mwmI, Gr dy aMdr dfKl hoey. sB df iDafn AuhnF vwwl ho igaf.
“dyvr jI, qusI hmysLf dyr nfl hI afAuNdy ho.” rvI dI pqnI suDf mwmI nMU imldI hoeI kih rhI sI, “ ajy qF qusI kuafry ho, ivafh qoN bfad qF pfrtI dy dUsry idn hI afieaf krogy.” ies gwl nfl sfry pfsy hfsf pY igaf.
“BfbI jI myry phuMcx qoN pihlf swj- Dwj jfx aqy dyvr nMU imlx leI KuwlHf smF hovy, ieh soc ky mY lyt afieaf.” rfj ny itwcr df jvfb itwcr nfl idwqf.
dyvr BrjfeI ivc itwcrbfjLI cwl hI rhI sI ik rvI AuhnF nMU cfh pfxI vwl lY quiraf. rfj qur qF rvI dy ipwCy hI irhf sI, pr gwl suDf nfl hI krI jf irhf sI. Aus df iDafn suDf vwl hox kfrx ipwCy Aus ny dyiKaf hI nhI. suDf dI shylI nIlm cfh df kwp lY ky af rhI sI. Auh iekdm muiVaf aqy nIlm dy kwp nfl tkrf igaf.cfh Clk ky QoVHI ijhI rfj dI kmIjL Aupr peI aqy bfkI nIlm dy sUt Aupr. nIlm ny iewkdm ‘sOrI’ ikhf.
“ies ivc quhfzf koeI ksUr nhI” rfj ny rumfl nfl afpxI kmIjL sfPL krdy hoey ikhf, “myrf hI iDafn hor pfsy sI.”
“mYnMU pqf quhfzf iDafn ikQy sI.” iglf kwpVf leI afANudI suDf ny afiKaf, “ieh myrI shylI nIlm hY. asI bI[ey[ ivc iewkTIaF hI pVHdIaF sF.”
“ myrf nfm rfjvIr hY.” rfj ny afp hI afpxI jfx-pihcfx krvfeI.
“aOh ho, quhfzf qF sfrf sUt hI Krfb ho igaf” ieh kih ky rfj afpxy rumfl nfl hI nIlm df sUt sfPL krn dI koisLs krn lwgf.
“ dyvr jI, ieh sUt hux ieMj nhI sfPL hoxf.” suDf ny mKLOlI hfsy nfl afiKaf. aqy nIlm nUM nfl lY ky kmry ivc clI geI qF jo Auh hor kwpVy bdl sky.
pMdrF ku imMt bfad nIlm ProjLI rMg dI sLPUn dI sfVHI lfeI bfhr afeI. ieh sfVHI sI qF suDf dI. pr nIlm dy gory rMg AuWpr iKVI peI sI. nIlm ny sfVHI df pwlf lwk nfl lpyt ilaf aqy suDf nfl kMm ivc mwdd krn lwgI. Aus ny PurqI nfl ipwCy ipaf kMm CyqI hI inbyV idwqf. plytF ivc kyk pf pf sfiraF nMU jldI nfl vrqf idqf.
rfj dy mwmI nIlm vwl bhuq nIJ nfl dyK ryhy sn.ies qrHf lwg irhf sI ijvy eynI ‘aYkitv’ kuVI AuhnF ny pihlI vfr dyKI hovy. nIlm bfry jfxkfrI hfsl krn leI Auqfvly sn. jdo AuhnF kolo irhf nf igaf qF suDf dy kol jf ky puwCx lwgy, “ nIlm awj kwlH kI krdI hY?”
“aFtI jI, ieh aYm[ey[ dy afKLrI sfl ivc hY. bI[ey[ qoN bfad myrI qF sLfdI ho geI pr ieh awgy pVH rhI hY.” suDf ny awgy nf pVHn df afpxf kfrx dwsidaF ikhf.
cfh- pfxI qoN bfad sfry bYT ky gwp-sLwp mfrn lwgy. koeI lqIPLy suxf irhf sI aqy koeI sLyar. suDf nMU cyqf af igaf ik nIlm gf bhuq suhxf lYNdI hY. Auh nIlm nUM kihx lwgI, “nIlm qMU Auh gfxf suxf dy, jo qUM aksr kflj ivc gfieaf krdI sI.” pihlF qF nIlm nFh-nukr krdI rhI. pr jdo sB Aus dy mgr pY gey qF Aus nMU gfAuxf ipaf. Auh iewk ihMdI gfxf sI. ijs dy bol sn,
“ijLMdgI my gLm vI imlqy rhqy hY, smJOqf gLmoN sy kr lo….”
jdo Auh gfxf gf cuwkI qF sB ny qfVIaF nfl Aus nUM vfh vfh idfqI. rfj qF bhuq hI KusL hoieaf. nIlm dy bolF dI imTfs ajy qwk vI Aus dy kMnF ivc rs Gol rhI sI. rfj nMU nIlm ivc kuwJ afpxfpx njLr afANux lwgf. nIlm vI jdo Aus vwl dyKdI qF muskrf pYNdI. rfj rotI qoN bfad rws imlfeI KfdF hoieaf nIlm kol af igaf ikAuik nIlm suDf dy byty nMU lY ky bflkonI ivc iewklI hI KVHI sI. suDf ny hI Aus nMU bMtI dy ky, bfhr Byijaf sI. ikAuik aMdr bMtI suDf nMU kuwJ vI krn nhI dy irhf sI. afAuNidaf hI rfj ny nIlm nMU puwiCaf, “rws-mlfeI KfAugy?”
“nhI, ‘QYNks’ mY pihlF hI Kf cuwkI hF.” nIlm ny bMtI nMU moZy nfl lfANudy hoey ikhf.
QoVHI dyr donoN afps ivc gwlF krdy rhy nIlm afpxI pVHfeI bfry dwsdI rhI aqy rfj afpxI nOkrI bfry. rfj ny afpxf tYlIPon nMbr nIlm nMU idwqf ik Auh Aus nMU Pon jLrUr kry. Auh gwlF kr rhy sn ik suDf AuhnF dy kol af geI. bMtI vI soN igaf sI. doNnF nMU AuQy dyK ky suDf hwsdI hoeI nIlm nMU kihx lwgI, “ieh pulIs vfly CyqI hI hwQkVIaF lf lYNdy hn, jrf bwc ky rhI.”
“ibnF vjHf qF iksy dy hwQkVIaF nhI lfAuNdy.” rfj ny afpxy vloN sPfeI dyNidaF ikhf.
“iehdf mqlb ieQy KVHx dI koeI vjHf hY.” suDf, nIlm kolo, bMtI nUM PVidaF bolI.ies qoN pihlF ik rfj kuwJ boldf, nIlm ny ikhf: “suDf! mYnUM hux jfxf cfhIdf hY, nhI qF myrI ‘hostl vfrzn’ ny mYnMU kflj dy aMdr jfx nhI dyxf.”
“hF, qUM hux jf. rvI qYnMU skUtr AuWpr Cwz afANudy hn.” suDf ny rvI nMU avfjL mfridaF ikhf. rvI dy afANux qoN pihlF hI rfj ny ikhf: “BfbI jI, asI iehnF dy kflj kol dI hI lMG ky jfxf hY, iehnF nMU Cwz dyvFgy.”
rfj dy mwmI jIp ivc bYTdy hI nIlm kolo Aus dy pirvfr bfry puwCx lwg pey. rfj nMU ieh gwl cMgI qF nhI lwgI, pr Auh cuwp irhf. kflj dy kol nIlm nUM Auqfrdy hoey, rfj ny Aus nMU iPr imlx leI ikhf aqy Auh muskrFdI hoeI awCf kih geI. mwmI kfPLI KusL sn aqy rfj nMU puCx lwgy, “qYnMU ieh lVkI ikho ijhI lwgI?”
“lVkIaF vrgI lVkI hY, ‘afl rfeIt’.” rfj ny by iDafny ijhy ikhf.
“awCf, gwlF qF Aus nfl bhuq KusL ho ky kr irhf sI.”
“ijs qrHF qusI smJo.” rfj ny muskrFdy hoey koTI awgy jIp KVHI krdyy ikhf.
rfj dy idl idmfgL AuWpr nIlm dI sUrq Cwp cuwkI sI. ies gwl df pqf Aus nUM nIlm dy imlx qoN do idn bfad lwgf ik Aus df mn nf Gr ivc lwg irhf sI aqy nf hI dPLqr ivc. jdo Aus kolo irhf nf igaf. Auh hPLqy bfad nIlm nMU imlx clf igaf. ‘hostl’ dI ‘vfrzn’ pihlf qF nIlm nMU bulf ilafAux leI jkoqwkI krdI rhI. pr jdo rfj ny ikhf ik AuhnF dI mMgxI hox vflI hY aqy Aus nUM nIlm nfl jLrUrI kMm hY qF iPr ‘vfrzn’ ny nIlm nMU bulvf ilaf. nIlm rfj nMU dyK ky AuNJ qF KusL hI hoeI pr ivKfvy leI kihx lwgI: “hPLqy bfad hI hjLUr nMU jLrUrI kMm kI pY igaf?”
“iewk hPLqf qF bhuq hY, afp qoN bgLYr iewk idn vI hux aOKf lwgdf hY.” rfj ny idl dI gwl spwsLt kr idwqI.
“ hflfq ieQo qwk ivgV gey?” ieh kihMidaF nIlm imMnf ijhf hwsI.
nIlm ny rfj nMU aYqvfr afAux leI ikhf. ikAuik hr aYqvfr ‘hostl’ dIaF kuVIaF nMU bjLfr jfx leI smF idwqf jFdf sI. QoVHI dyr Auh gwlF krn qoN bfad aYqvfr iPr imln df vfadf krky AuWQo af igaf.
aYqvfr jdo nIlm aqy rfj ‘rYstorYNt’ ivc bYTy cfh pI ryhy sn. rfj df dosq krxjIq af igaf. nIlm dI gwlbfq aqy Aus dI sLKsLIaq nfl Auh kfPLI pRBfvq hoieaf. Aus ny rfj nMU kih hI idwqf, “ rfj, qYnUM qyry iKaflF dI kuVI iml geI hY. hux Jwt mMgxI pwt ivafh kr lY.”
“mwmI jI aqy suDf BfbI jI nIlm dy mfqf ipqf jI nfl sfzI mMgxI dI gwl kr afey hn, ivafh dI skIm vI nfl hI bx rhI hY.” rfj ny nIlm vwl ipafr BrI njLr nfl dyKdy hoey ikhf.
nIlm dy kflj ivc koeI siBafcfrk pRogrfm ho irhf sI. ijs ivc keI lIzr aqy gfiek af ryhy sn. nIlm ny afpxy sfry pirvfr nMUM vI bulfieaf sI. rfj ny krxjIq nMU vI afANux leI ikhf.
pRogrfm vfly idn sfry smyN AuWpr phuMc gey. nyqFvf dy BfsLnf qoN bfad rMgf rMg pRogrfm sLurU ho igaf. ivcoN hI iek gfiek ny iek lcr iksm df gIq gfAuxf sLurU kr idwqf.keI lIzr sihbfn qF gIq sux ky KusL ho ryhy sn. pr keI axK vfly lok AuWT ky cly gey. ieqny nMU iek nojvfn styj AuWpr afieaf aqy Aus ny gfiek nMU bynqI kIqI ik Auh gIq nf gfvy. gfiek gIq gfAux leI bijLwd sI aqy nojvfn gIq bMd krvfAux leI. styj AuWpr rolf pY igaf. rfj ny styj AuWpr phuMc ky TIk kfrvfeI krky sfry mhOl nMU sLfq kIqf. kfPLI lVky styj dy duafly iewkTy ho gey. gfiek nMU styj dy ipCoN dI bfhr Byj ky pRogrfm smyN qoN pihlF hI Kqm kr idwqf igaf.
pRogrfm qoN muVidaF hI rfj dy mwmI jI dI qbIaq KLrfb ho geI. ‘cYkawp’ krfAux AuWpr pqf lwgf ik AuhnF dI CfqI ivwc koeI gtolI hY. mwmI dI ishq idno idn ivgVdI jf rhI sI. zfktr ny dwisaf ik ‘aprysLn’ vI nhI ho skdf rog ijLafdf vwD igaf hY. rfj dy ivafh dI qfrIK rwK leI geI. pr mwmI dI iksmq ivwc ivafh dyKxf nhI iliKaf sI. Auh pihlF hI akfl clfxf kr gey. mwmI dy ivCOVy nfl rfj afpxy afp nMU XqIm ijhf mihsUs krn lwgf.
iek idn nIlm rfj dy Gr afeI. Aus dyiKaf ik rfj AudfsI ivc iGiraf ipaf hY. nIlm Aus nMU bfhr JIl dy iknfry KulHI hvf ivc lY geI. Auh suMn-sfn QF AuWpr bYT gey. rfj ny lMmf hAukf Biraf aqy afpxf isr nIlm dI godI ivc rwK idwqf.jdo nilm ny ipafr nfl Aus nMU afpxy nfl Guwt ilaf qF rfj dIaF awKF ivcoN hJMUaf dI JwVI lwg qurI. nIlm nMU Auh sLbd suwJ nhI rhy sn ijnF nfl rfj df gLm Gwt ho sky. iPr acfnk hI nIlm ny afpxf Auh hI purfxf gIq guxgxfieaf “ijLdMgI my gLm vI imlqy rihqy hYN, smJOqf….” ieh gfxf sunx qoN bfad rfj nMU ieMj mihsUs hoieaf ijvyN Aus nMU kuwJ cYn af igaf hovy aqy Auh JIl ivcly asmfnI rMg dy pfxI nMU afs BrI njLr nfl dyKx lwgf.
rfj iekwlf hox krky ijLafdf-qr suDf aqy rvI dy Gr hI rihMdf sI. rfj pulIs ivc hox dy vfbjUd vI bhuq iemfndfr sI. lokI Aus dI kfPLI iewjLq krdy sn. jdoN ik AunI idnI pulIs JUTy mukfbly bxfAux ivc msLhUr sI. iek idn jdo rfj jyhl kol dI lMG irhf sI Auh dyK ky hYrfn rih igaf ik kflj vflf Auh nojvfn iek kYdI sI. rfj ny jdo Aus nfl gwlbfq kIqI qF pqf lwgf ik Auh Aus gfiek krky hI kYd hY. ikAuik QoVy idn pihlF hI Aus gfiek df kql ho igaf sI. Auh gfiek lcr gfxy gfAux leI pRisD ho cuwkf sI. Aus vyly KfVkU lihr vI jLorF ‘qy sI. Aus nMU mfrn qoN pihlF Aus nMU icwTIaF vI imlIaF sn ik jLF qF Auh lcr gfiekI bMd kry jF iPr gwzI cVHn leI iqafr ho jfvy. iPr lokF ny Aus dy kql hox df aKLbfrF ivc hI piVHaf. rfj nMU pwkf XwkIn sI ik Aus nojvfn df gfiek dy kql nfl koeI sMbD nhI sI. iPr vI Aus nMU idn rfq qsIhy idwqy jf rhy sn. rfj nMU zr sI ik ikqy ies nojvfn df vI pulIs mukfblf nf bxf idwqf jfvy. jdo nIlm nMU ies bfry pqf lwgf qF Aus ny hYrfnI nfl ikhf, “Auh nojvfn qF sfzy kflj df hoxhfr ividafrQI hY. Aus nMU kYd ikAuN kIqf igaf?”
“awj kwlH pulIs ieh nhI dyKdI ik hoxhfr jF bdmfsL kox hY.” rfj ny nIlm nMU pulIs df aslI ikrdfr dwisaf.
AuWDr krxjIq rvI aqy suDf, rfj aqy nIlm dI sLfdI dIaF iqafrIaF ivc ruwJy hoey sn. pr rfj nMU Aus nojvfn df iPLkr sI. Auh iksy qrHF Aus nMU jyhl ivcoN ajLfd krvfAuxf cfhuMdf sI. rfj nMU iek ispfhI ny sUh idwqI ik Aus nojvfn nMU mfrn dIaF skImF GV ho cuwkIaF hn. rfj ny jdo Aus jyhl dy Qfxydfr nfl gwl kIqI qF Aus ny sfPL kih idwqf, “dyKo sfbH! jo kuwJ vI ho irhf hY. Auh sB afp nMU vI pqf hY. qusI ies kys ivc nrmI idKf ryhy ho. ies krky AuWprly iswDI gwl myry nfl krdy hn.”
“mYnUM pqf hY, awjkwlH jo vI pulIs ivc ho irhf Auh pulIs ivBfg dy muKI aqy smyN dI srkfr dI imlIBugq nfl ho irhf hY.” rfj ny lcfr ho ky ikhf: “pr iPr vI sfnUM jLulm dy iKlfPL kuwJ krnf cfhIdf hY.”
“ ieh qF jI jLulm krn vfly jfnx jF rokx vfly. sfnMU qF ienfmF nfl mqlb hY.” Qfxydfr ny Kcry hfsy nfl ikhf.
ijs rfq Aus nojvfn nMU nihr dy kMZy AuWpr iljf ky Aus df pulIs mukfblf bxfAuxf sI. ies gwl df rfj nMU pihlF pqf lwgx kfrx Auh afpxI jIp lY ky Qfxy dy lfgy Auhly JfVIaF dy kol Klo igaf. QoVI dyr bfad jdo Qfxydfr aqy do ispfhI Aus nojvfn dy hwQ pYr bMnI leI af rhy sn. rfj iewkdm AuhnF dy awgy af igaf. Aus ny hvf ivc Pfier krdy hoey Qfxydfr nMU rukx leI ikhf. Auh agfh kuwJ socdf jZ kihMdf, qfV qfV krdIaF golIaF Aus df sInf cIr geIaF.
svyr nMU tI[ vI AuWpr KLbr af rhI sI ik rfqI iek awqvfdI jyhl qoV ky dOV irhf sI. jdoN rfj nF dy ieMnspYktr ny Aus nMU rokx dI koisLsL kIqI qF Aus awqvfdI ny ienspkYtr dy ipsqOl nfl hI Aus dI hwiqaf kr idwqI. pr bhfdr Qfxydfr ny afpxI mOq dI pRvfh kIqy ibnF Aus awqvfdI df ipCf kIqf. nihr dy kMZy dohF ivcfly golIaF cldIaF rhIaF aqy aMq nMU awqvfdI mfiraf igaf.
rfj dI moq nfl rvI dy Gr sog dI lihr dOV geI. suDf aqy rvI awqvfdIaF nMU idn rfq kosdy. ikAuik rfj dI mOq iks qrHF hoeI, ies ivcly Byd nMU koeI vI nhI sI jfxdf.
nIlm ny qF cuwp Dfr leI sI. nf Auh roNdI sI nf kuwHJ boldI sI. sfry irsLqydfr swjx imwqr jqn kr ryhy sn ik iksy qrHF nIlm rovy. pr nIlm cuwpDfrI tI[ vI vwl dyKI jf rhI sI. ijs ivc Aus Qfxydfr nMU qgmf imldf idKfieaf jf irhf sI. krxjIq hOlI ijhy af ky nIlm kol bYT igaf. pr nIlm Aus qrHF gMum-sMum bYTI awzIaF awKF nfl Aus Qfxydfr vwl dyKI jf rhI sI. krxjIq ny Aus dy iKlry hoey isr AuWpr Aus df duwptf idwqf aqy nfl hI afpxI soj BrI avfjL nfl DImf ijhf nIlm vflf hI gIq gfAuxf afrMiBaf “ijLMdgI my gm vI imlqy rihqy hYN, smJOqf gLmoN sy kr lo”… gfxy dy bolF dI sunx dI hI dyr sI ik nIlLm krxjIq dy gwl lg ky DfhF mfr mfr ky rox lwg peI.

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