do sLbd lyKkf bfry

anmol kOr (kYnyzf) pMjfbI dI aYm[ey[ hn. AuNJ ilKxf qF BfvyN AuhnF ny dsvIN jmfq ivwc hI sLurU kr idwqf sI aqy bhuq sfrIaF khfxIaF vI ilKIaF sn pr kuJ 'kfrnF krky' ilKxf jfrI nf rih sikaf. hux sfl Br qoN hI muV AuhnF ny afpxy pqI s: iekbfl isMG dy sihXog nfl, pMjfbI ivwc ilKxf afrMB kIqf hY. hux qwk AuhnF dIaF awT khfxIaF sQfnk pricaF aqy ieMtrnYwt mYgLjLInF ivwc Cwp cuwkIaF hn. AuhnF dI cfh aqy koisLsL hY ik Auh cMgIaF khfxIaF ilwK skx.

'ilKfrI' lyKkf dI pMjfbI sfihqk jgq ivwc afmd nUM jI afieaF kihMidaF AuhnF dI iewk hor khfxI 'ilKfrI' dy pfTkF leI hfjLr krn dI prsMnqf lY irhf hY. afs hY ik Auh afpxf ilKx sPLr inrMqr jfrI rWKidaF sfihqk jgq ivwc afpxI iewk pihcfx bxfAux df Xqn krngy.

'ilKfrI'

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kOVf swc

amn aqy AusdI shylI rMjU ieqhfs dI klfs lgfAux qoN pihlF grFAUNz ivc bYTIaF sn. Gfh QoVHI iglI hox kfrn rMjU afpxI 'rPL' kfpI Qwly rwK ky bYT geI. QoVHI dyr bfad klfs lgfAux leI qur peIaF aqy acfnk ipCoN iksy ny avfjL dy ky ikhf, " 'aYksikAUjL mI' ieh kfpI quhfzI hY.
" aOh hF" ieh kih ky rMjU ny kfpI PV leI aqy amn ny Aus df sLukrIaf adf kIqf. pr Auh ibnf kuJ boly AuhnF kolo iekdm vfps clf igaf.
"amn, qUM hYrfnI nfl ikAu dyK rhI hY Aus vwl?"
"rMjU, kfpI Auh qyrI moV ky igaf aqy mY Ausdf sLukrIaf adf kIqf, pr Auh kuwJ boilaf hI nhI."
"cwl, Cwz qUM Aus qoN kI lYxf"
jdoN kflj df slfnf mYgjLIn Cwipaf. Aus ivc iek lyK mnvIr vloN iliKaf igaf sI. ijs dI sfry kflj ivc bhuq crcf hoeI. mnvIr ny ivsLy AuWpr ies qrHF cfnxf pfieaf sI ik pVHn vfly dy iKafl hI bdl jFdy. amn ny rMjU qoN puiCaf, " qMU mnvIr df iliKaf lyK piVHaf?"
"mnvIr kOx"
" Auh hI ijhVf qyrI kfpI moV ky igaf sI"
"awCf, Aus df nfm mnvIr hY, qYnMU pqf qF hY mYnMU sfihq ivc bhuqI idlcspI nhI hY."
"Auh 'pOltIkl sfieMs' dI aYm[ ey [ kr irhf hY."
"qYnMU Aus dy lyK ivc idlcspI hY jF Aus ivc"
" ieh qF KYr mYnUM vI ajy nhI pqf"
lyK mhfqmf gFDI aqy nihrU nfl sbMDq sI. AuhnF dI nIqI pMjfb bfry kI sI aqy Bgq isMG, suKdyv aqy rfj gurU nMU PFsI lfAux vyly gFDI ny kI rol adf kIqf, ies bfry ieqhfs ivcoN hvfly dy ky BrpUr cfnxf pfieaf igaf sI. amn, awj qwk mhfqmf gFDI nMU bfpU aqy nihrU nMU cfcf hI mMndI afeI sI.ikAuNik qIjI cOQI jmfq qoN mhfqmf gFDI aqy nihrU dI jIvnIaF pVHfAuxIaF sLurU kr idwqIaf jFdIaF sn.bwicaF dy mnF ivc iehnF dI aimwt Cfp Cwp jFdI sI. ies krky amn nMU mnvIr dy ilKy lyK bfry sLwk hox lwgf. Auh aslIaq jfnx dI koisLs nfl mnvIr nMU imlxf cfhuMdI sI, pr amn nMU koeI mOkf hI nhI sI iml irhf jdoN Auh mnvIr nfl gwl kry. vYsy vI ies qrHF dy msly AuWpr gwl krnf bhuq hOsly vflf kMm huMdf hY, Auh vI mnvIr vrgy lVky nfl jo hr Kyqr ivc hI mwlF mfr irhf hovy aqy ijs dI sLKsLIaq vI dUsry lVikaF nflo ijLafdf pRBfvq krdI hovy, Kfs krky Aus dI pycF vflI pwg df qF koeI vI mukfblf nhI sI kr skdf.
acfnk iek idn amn lfiebryrI ivc geI qF Aus ny dyiKaf ik mnvIr 'pOltIkl sfieMs dy proPLYsr arOVf sfihb nfl koeI gwl-bfq kr irhf sI. amn AuhnF qoN iek pfsy ho ky bYT geI aqy AuzIk krn lwgI, CyqI hI proPLYsr sfihb cly gey. amn AdoN hI mnvIr dy tybl kol clI geI.ijwQy Auh iewklf hI bYTf koeI 'not' ilK irhf sI.
"muafPL krnf." kih ky Auh afp hI mnvIr kol peI kursI AuWpr bYT geI. mnvIr ny Aus nMU pihcfxn df Xqn krdy hoey Aus vwl dyiKaf.
"myrf nfm amn hY, sLfied qhfnMU Xfd hovygf. Aus idn grfAUNz ivc qusI sfzI kfpI moV ky gey sI."
" hF jI."
"quhfzI klm ivc kfPLI dm hY."
"lwgdf hY, qusI myrf nvf lyK mYgjLIn ivc piVHaf hY."
"hF jI, gFDI jI bfry jo qusI iliKaf, mY Aus nfl sihmq nhI hF.Kfs krky ies ivcfr nfl jo qusI iliKaf hY ik jy gFDI jI cfhuMdy qF Bgq isMG aqy Aus dy sfQIaF nMU PFsI nhI sI lwg skdI."
" jI hF, ikAuNik ijs vyly Bgq isMG nUM PFsI lfeI geI, Aus vyly dysL ajLfd hox dy iknfry 'qy sI."
"jy Bgq isMG jI PFsI qoN bc jFdy qF iPr gFDI jI df kI nuksfn ho jfxf sI?" amn ny QoVHf guwsy nfl puiCaf.
" ijhVI mfnqf gFDI jI dI huMdI rhI hY jF ho rhI hY, Auh iPr Bgq isMG aqy Aus dy sfQIaF dI hoxI sI." mnvIr ny muskrf ky ikhf.
"iesdf mqlv qusI gFDI jI nMU KudgrjL smJdy ho."
" KYr, ieh qF qusI afp kih rhy ho"
ieh gwl kihx dy nfl hI mnvIr ny ieqhfs ivcoN keI AudfhrxF amn nMU idwqIaF, ijnF nfl Bgq isMG nMU bcfieaf jf skdf sI.qkrIbn iek GMtf AuhnF ivckfr ies iksm dI gwl-bfq cldI rhI. hr vfrI mnvIr hI amn nUM afpxy ivcfrF nfl kfiel kr jFdf. pqf nhI Aus ny ikQoN aYnf igafn iekwTf kIqf hoieaf sI.hfr ky amn nMU hI aKIr ivc Aus dy ivcFrf nfl sihmq hoxf ipaf.
mnvIr Putbfl df vI vDIaf iKzfrI sI. Aus dI hr pfsy cVHq ny Aus nMU kflj df nfeIk bxf idwqf. keI kuVIaF Aus nfl dOsqI krn dI cfhq rwKdIaf.pr mnvIr qF afpxy ruJyivaF ivc hI ruiJaf rihMdf. pr amn nMU iml ky Aus nMU lwgf ik Auh bhuqIaF kuVIaF nflo vwKrI iksm dI hY. amn vI keI ivisLaF bfry jfxkfrI rwKdI sI. siBafcfrk poRrgrfm ivc qF Auh vwD cVH ky ihwsf lYNdI sI aqy kivqf ilKx df vI sLoNk sI. idl ivc Auh kdI Aus dI klpxf vI krdf.iPr Auh socdf ik Aus idn dI bihs qoN bfad sLfied amn Aus nMU psMd nf krdI hovy. idlcspI qF amn nMU vI mnvIr ivc ho geI sI, pr Aus ny kdI jLfhr nhI sI kIqI. iek vfrI Puwtbfl df mYc cl irhf sI. jdoN mnvIr ny gol kIqf qF amn ny KusLI ivc kol bYTI rMjU nMU jwPI pf leI aqy rOlf pfAuNdI hoeI qfVIaF mfrn lwg peI. rMjU Aus nMU dyK ky QoVHI hYrfn jhI hoeI. ikAuik amn ny awgy kdI ies qrHf nhI sI kIqf. rMjU nMU sLwk qF pihlf vI sI ik amn mnvIr nMU pMsd krdI hY, pr Aus ny kdI vI afpxy sLwk df ijkr amn kol nhI sI kIqf. Aus idn Aus ny mYc qoN bfad amn nMU ikhf, "amn, mYnUM lwgdf hY, qMU mnvIr nMU ipafr krn lwg peI hY."
"ies qrHF dI qF koeI gwl nhI hY, vYsy mY Aus dI iewjLq bhuq krdI hF."
"iewjq vI Aus dI hI krI dI hY ijs ivc kuwJ cMgf lwgy."
"KYr, Cwz qUM ies gwl nMU." amn ny gwl tflx dI pUrI koisLsL kIqI.
mnvIr dy lyK hux pMjfbI dy isrmOr pricaF ivc Cpx lwgy. aYm[ey[ krdy ny iek ikqfb vI ilK idwqI.ies dy nfl kuwJ lokF nMU Aus nfl eIrKf vI hox lwgI aqy Aus dIaF rcnfvF dI ibnf iksy dlIl dy nukqfcInI krn lwgy.pr mnvIr nMU ieho ijhy lokF dI prvfh nhI sI.pRoPLYsr arOVf dI aqy pricaF dy sMpfdkF dI nukqfcInI nMU hmysLf iKVy mwQy prvfn krdf ijs ivc vjLn vfly suJfa vI nfl hI huMdy sn.
amn ijAuN ijAuN Aus dy lyK pVHdI iqAuN iqAuN Auh mnvIr bfry gMBIr huMdI geI. Aus ny iek do vfrI mnvIr nMU imlx df Xqn vI kIqf pr Auh asPl hI rhI. iek vfrI AuhnF dy kflj ivc sLugl vjoN lohVI df iqAuhfr mnfieaf igaf.Kyz dy mYdfn ivc lkVF dI DUxI lfeI geI. qkrIbn sB ividafrQI DUxI dy duafly iekwTy ho cuwky sn.amn dIaf awKF mnvIr nMU lwBdIaF rhIaF.kuVIaf ny lohVI dy gIq gfey, igwDf pfieaf. muMzy vI AuhnF dy mukfbly ivc zty rhy.pr AuWQy mnvIr nf hox kfrn amn nMU ieh sB kuwJ iPkf iPkf hI lwg irhf sI. QoVHI dyr bfad Aus ny dyiKaf ik mnvIr proPLYsr arOVf nfl af irhf hY. amn ny afpxy mn nfl PYslf kIqf ik awj Auh mnvIr nMU jLrUr dwsygI, jo Aus bfry mihsUs krdI hY.pr jdoN mnvIr Aus dy njLdIk afieaf qF rsmI ijhI hYlo krn qoN bfad agFh nf bol skI.amn dy hwQ ivc gulsLn nMdf df iliKaf ihMdI nfvl sI jo aksr amn afpxy ivhly smyN ivc pVHdI sI. mnvIr ny Aus nfvl vwl iesLfrf krky puiCaf, "kI mY ieh pVHn leI lY skdf hF?" BFvy amn ny Auh pUrf nfvl nhI sI piVHaf iPr vI Aus ny bhuq KusLI nfl ikhf, "hF jI, jLrUr." kflj ivc amn dIaF njLrF hmysLf hI mnvIr df ipwCf krdIaF. bhuq vfrI Aus nMU lwgdf Auh PjLUl hI mnvIr bfry socdI rihMdI hY, ikAuik mnvIr ny qF kdy Aus nfl spMrk krn df Xqn nhI sI kIqf.
mnvIr df dUsrf lyK kflj dy mYgjLIn dy nfl nfl pMjfbI dy qkrIbn sfry aKbfrF ivc Cwipaf ijs df isrlyK sI "dysL nMU ajLfd krvfAux leI 90% pMjfbIaF dIaF kurbfnIaF df kI muwl ipaf?" ijs dy leI Aus nMU kflj vloN ienfm vI imilaf. keI vfrI qF Auh afpxI ilKq ivc eynf kOVf swc ilK jFdf ik eIrKf krn vfilaF leI sihxf musLkl ho jFdf aqy Aus dI klm df glf Gutx dI koisLsL krdy. pr Aus df iliKaf swc amn nMU pRBfvq krdf aqy Aus dI dlyrI dI dfd shylIaF dy sfhmxy sLryafm idMdI.pr afpxy mn dI asl gwl iksy nMU nf dwsdI.
iek idn amn dy ipqf jI aKbfr ivcoN mnvIr df iliKaf lyK pHV ky kihx lwgy, " mnvIr nF df ilKfrI qF isrPL pMjfbIaq, pMjfbI jF pMjfb df hI iPkr krdf rihMdf hY ijvy Bfrq dysL nfl koeI nfqf hI nf hovy."
"ipqf jI, jy koeI afpxy Gr leI nhI kuwJ kr skdf, Aus ny guvFZI df kI suafrnf. jy iksy dy aMdr afpxy sUby leI ipafr hovygf dysL leI vI jLrUr kuwJ socdf hovygf." amn ny ipqf jI dI khI hoeI gwl df jLvfb qF dy idwqf, pr ieh nhI dwisaf ik mnvIr AuhnF dy kflj ivc hI pVHdf hY.
nvIaF klfsF cVHn krky kfljL ivc CuwtIaF ho geIaF. CuwtIaF dy dOrfn hI amn dy qfeI jI bMbeI qoN afey. AuhnF ny amn dy mfqf ipqf nMU iek muMzy dI dws pfeI. muMzf kfPI amIr aqy piVHaf iliKaf sI.ies leI Gr dy amn dI mMgxI krn df ivcfr bxfAux lwgy.jdoN amn nUM ies gwl df pqf lwgf qF Aus df mn kry ik Auh cIk cIk ky khy ik Auh mnvIr nMU ipafr krdI hY. pr afpxy mn nMU smJfAux leI Aus ny koeI ikqfb pVHn df Xqn kIqf. socF ivc AulJI ikqfb dy pMny prqn lwgI. acfnk hI Aus dI njLr nfvl dy iek vrky 'qy ruk geI, ijs dy kony AuWpr pMjfbI ivc iek sLyar iliKaf sI,

"idl dI kisLsL df mY iks qrHF iejLhfr krF,
jI hY mwhubq afp nfl,mY iks qrHF iekbfl krF,
afp hmsPLr ho myry, mY iks qrHF ieqhfd df ieMqjLfr krF?"
mnvIr

amn nMU cyqf af igaf ik ieh qF Auh hI nfvl hY jo kdy mnvIr ny Aus qoN pVHn leI ilaf sI. jdoN mnvIr ny Aus nMU ieh nfvl moiVaf sI. AdoN amn dy iemiqhfn hox kfrn, Aus ny nfvl cwuk ky ies ierfdy nfl iek pfsy rwK idwqf ik bfad ivc pVHygI. jdoN amn ny ieh lfienf pVHIaF qF Aus ny ieMj mihsUs kIqf ijvyN Aus dI zol rhI rUh nMU iknfrf iml igaf hovy.Aus ny pwkf PYNslf kr ilaf ik Auh hI mnvIr dI hmsPLr hY aqy bysbrI nfl ieqhfd df ieMqjLfr krn lwgI.
CuwtIaF qoN bfad kflj ivc kfPI rOxk sI. iek dUsry nMU iml ky sfry KusL ho rhy sn. amn qF kuwJ ijLafdf hI KusLI mihsUs kr rhI sI ijvyN Aus ny afpxI mMjLl sr kr lYxI hovy.QoVHI dyr bfad Aus nMU rMjU imlI ijs dy hwQ ivc kfljL dy mYgjLIn df nvf 'aYzIsLn' sI. amn ny hYrfn ho ky rMjU qoN puiCaf, " qYnMU mYgjLIn pVHn df kdoN df sLoNk ho igaf?"
" jdoN df mnvIr afpxy lyK mYgjLIn ivc CpvfAux lwgf.afh dyK, mnvIr df nvf lyK." rMjU ny amn nUM mYgjLIn df pMnf idKFidaf ikhf, " aYqkI Aus ny iPr lokF dIaF awKF KolHx df jqn kIqf hY." amn ny dyiKaf ik lyK df isrlyK sI "srkfr ny sLrfb dy Tyky pMjfb ivc kfljF dy nXdIk ikAuN KolHy?"
" vYsy Auh ilKdf hmysLf swc hI hY.cfhy iksy nMU kOVf lwgy jF imwTf.qYnMU Aus df iliKaf iek hor swc idKflxf hY pr QoVHI AuzIk krnI pvygI." ieh kih ky amn ny rMjU dy hwQoN mYgjLIn PV ilaf.rMjU mnvIr dy nvy ilKy swc bfry jfnxf qF cfhMudI sI. pr AsdI klfs df smF ho igaf aqy Auh clI geI.
amn mnvIr nUM lwBdI hoeI kflj dy bgIcy vwl nMU qur peI.mnvIr drwKLq dI TMzI aqy gUVHI CF hyT bYTf jsvMq isMG kMvl jI df iliKaf nfvl pVH irhf sI.mnvIr ny dyiKaf ik amn mYgjLIn leI Aus vwl af rhI hY, qF Aus ny soicaf ik jLrUr nvy ilKy lyK bfry puwC-pVqfl krn afeI hovygI.jdoN Aus dy nyVy afeI qF mnvIr siqkfr vjoN AuWT ky KVHf ho igaf aqy adb nfl siq sRI akfl bulfeI aqy nfl hI kih idwqf, "awj myrI iPr sLfmq afeI lwgdI hY."
" aYsI gwl qF koeI nhI hY, vYsy gwl-bfq df ivsLf awj vI quhfzy ilKy sLbdF bfry hI hY.pr aYqkI mY vI ies ivsLy nfl sihmq hF."
donoN Gfh AuWpr hI TMzI CF hyTF bYT gey.
"mYnMU smJ nhI lwgI qusI iks ivsLy dI gwl kr rhy ho?" mnvIr ny puiCaf.
amn ny hOlI ijhy afpxIaF ikqFbf ivcoN Auh nfvl kwiZaf aqy mnvIr dIaF ilKIaF lfeInF Aus dy sfhmxy kr idwqIaf aqy nfl hI ikhf, "ies ivsLy bfry."
mnvIr ny amn vwl ipafr BrI njLr nfl muskrf ky qwikaf aqy ikhf, " sLukr hY, qusI myry ies ivsLy nfl sihmq ho, bfkI ivisLaf dI qF mYnUM koeI prvfh nhI sihmq hovo jF nf."
"ieljLfm qF quhfzy AuWpr ieh hI lwgdf hY ik qusI kfPI koVf swc ilKdy ho, pr swc jfxAu, mYnMU afp df iliKaf ieh pYgLfm bhuq imwTf swc lwgf." ieh kih ky amn ny sLrmf ky nIvI pf leI.

anmol kOr (kYnyzf)