hIxBfvnf
bhuq
lMby smyN qoN bfad, jdoN Aus df pYgfm afieaf qF
myrIaF Bfvnfvf ny AuClnf kudxf hI sI, nfl mn vI acMBy
ivc pY igaf ik Aus nMU myrf eI:myl azrYs ikQoN imilaf?
idl nMU hlUxf ijhf afieaf aqy myrf qn mn sB kflj dy
idnF vwl prq igaf. AudoN Auh iek pRfeIvyt kflj qoN bI:ey
krky afeI sI. myry nfl hI gorimMt kflj ivc aYm[ey[
leI dfKlf ilaf. klfs ivc bYTI bYTI keI vfrI mYnMU
dyKdI aqy mY vI Aus nfl njLrF imlf ky muskRf pYNdf.
ikMnI dyr ieh hI islslf cldf irhf aqy bol cfl
df mOkf hI nf imilaf. bhuq vfrI idl krdf ik mNY Aus
bfry pqf krF qF jo jfx skF Aus dy mn ivc kI hY? nfl
hI ieh ivcfr vI af jFdf ik ies qrF krn nfl Auh koeI
gLlq mqlb nf smJy. pr Aus dI dyKx vflI adf ny hI myry
AuWpr aYsf jfdU kIqf ik myrf idmfgL Aus bfry hI socdf
rihMdf. Auh bfkI kuVIaf nfl imldI hoeI vI kuwJ vwKrI
lgwdI. BFvy Auh afeI myry nfl hI sI, pr Aus ny kflj
ivc jfx-pihcfx myry nflN ikqy ijLafdf bxf leI.
proPYsrF nfl gwlF ieMJ krdI ijvyN nfl hI pVHfAuNdI
hovy. iek mYN sI ijs ivc ieMnI ihMmq vI nhI sI ik Aus
nfl gwl kr skF. pr mY ieh jLrUr mihsUs kr ilaf ik Auh
myrI adMrUnI hwl-cwl jfxdI hoeI vI, ieh hI koisLsL
krdI hY ik pihl mY hI krF. sfiraF dy sfhmxy bulfAux
df myrf hOslf Aus dy afqmivsLvfs awgy izg pYNdf aqy
iekwly ikqy imlx df sbwb hI nf bixaf.
AuhnF
idnF ivc hI sfzf kflj slfnf XUQ PYstIvl
leI cuixaf igaf aqy jLor sLor nfl iqafrIaF hox lwg
peIaF. bhuqy ividafrQI afpxf ihwsf ies ivc pfAux lwgy.
mY Aus nMU igwDy dI pYrkits kridaF dyiKaf
qF pqf lwgf ik ieh igwDf pfAux ivc vI kfPLI mfihr hY.
myry gMBIr suBfa krky dOsq vI Gwt hI bxy. mnjIq jo
ividafrQI qF dUsry ivBfg df sI, iPr vI Aus nMU hI mY
afpxf krIbI imqwr smJdf. kwl hI Aus ny mYnMU dwisaf,
qyrI klfs dI inMmI myry nfl zrfmy ivc
hIroien hY.
awCf, mY qF Aus nUM igwDy dI hI prYkits
krdy dyiKaf.
bfbf, Auh hr afeItm ivc hI awgy hY.
klfs ivc noits vI sB qoN pihlf hI iqafr
kr lYNdI hY.
hF,
swc qUM ikAuN nhI XUQ PystIvl ivc Bfg lY
irhf.
mY kI krFgf?
Xfr, qUM kmfl df gfAuNdf ey, iPr vI puwCdf, kI krFgf.
jy qUM kihMdf ey qF koissL krky dyK leIey.
koisLsL kfhdI, pwkf smJ, mY huxy hI progrfm
ieMncfrj nfl gwl krky afAuNdf.
dsUry
idn mY mnjIq nfl prYkits leI kmry ivc
dfKl hoieaf qF Auh mYnUM sfhmxy hI KloqI njLr afeI.
dyK ky iswDI sfzy vwl af geI.
ieh myrf dosq quhfzI hI klfs df ividafrQI hY, qusI
jfxdy hI hvogy. mnjIq ny Aus nfl gwl krn dy
bhfny nfl ikhf.
hF jI, bhuq cMgI qrF. nfl hI Aus ny afpxIaF
sLrbqI awKf dy zUMGy qIr myry sIny ivc KoB idwqy,
ijhnF dIaf nokf hux vI keI vfrI idl ivc rVkn lwg
pYNdIaF hn]
pr,
ieh iewQy ikvy?
XUQ PYstIvl ivc gfxf gfAuNx leI.
awCf, ieh gf vI lYNdy ny. awKF ivc hwsdI ny
ikhf, mY qF socdI sf ik sLfied bol vI nhI skdy.
qusI bolx df mOkf vI kdoN idwqf? ieh kih ky mY
vI Aus nMU Auhdy vflIaf njLrf nfl hI dyiKaf.
mOky idwqy nhI jFdy, bxfAuxy pYNdy hn. Aus ny
iPr ivinHMaf.
qusI afpxy igly isLkvy ies mOky ivc hux pUry kr lAu,
mY proPYsr josLI nUM iml ky afieaf.
mnjIq
dy cly jfx qoN bfad mYnUM iPr kuwJ nf suwJy kI gwl
krF.
qhfzy ipMz df kI nfm hY? Aus ny hI gwl dubfrf
sLurU kIqI.
mnsf pur.
sfzy ipMz dy Aupoijt pYNdy ho.
pr mY, quhfzy AupoijLt nhI hF. mY
Aus nMU hsfAux nfl ikhf.
ieh qF mYnMU pqf hY.
awj pihlI vfr imly hF, clo kMtIn qy cfh pINdy
hF.
awj qF nhI pI skdI, myrI rIhrsl df tfeIm
hox vflf hY, kwl nMU iksy tfeIm vI hfjLr ho jfvfgI.
kwl
nUM igafrf vjy afpf donoN ivhly hF ikAuik proPYsr
igwl CuwtI AuWpr ny.
TIk hY.
mY
Aus vwl dyK ky muskRfieaf aqy Aus ny vI muskrfht
ibKyr idwqI. iPr Auh qF rIhrsl ivc afm vFg sLfml ho
geI. pr myrf vjUd Aus nfl gwlF krky KusLI ivc iKV
igaf. dUsry idn dI AuzIk Aus pl hI sLurU ho geI.
Aus
idn Auh awgy nflo mYnMU ijLafdf sjI njLr afeI. Aus ny
nyvI iblU klr df sUt aqy nfl dy hI hlky
ijhy kMnf ivc tfps pihny hoey sn. pr awj
Aus ny klfs ivc myry vwl nhI dyiKaf. iek do vfr jqn
krn qoN bfad mYN vI hwt igaf. poxy ku igafrf vjy mY
kMtIn dy awgy jf Kloqf aqy Aus dI AuzIk ivc ieDwr
AuWDr Jfkx lwgf. QoVI dyr bfad hI Auh afpxIaF ikqfbF
sIny nfl lfeI qurI afAuNdI idsI.
cfr
smOsy aqy do kwp cfh dy iqafr kr dy. kMtIn vfly
nMU Aus dy phuMcx qoN pihlF hI kih idwqf.
lAu jI, huxy afey. Aus nMU afAuNdI dyK ky kMtIn
vfly ny vwKry ijhy aMdfjL ivc ikhf.
Auh
kMtIn ivc ipwCy ijhy kornr vfly
tybl AuWpr jf bYTI, mY vI DImy DImy kdm
cldf hoieaf Aus dy sfhmxy peI kursI AuWpr jf bYTf.
aYqkI gwl sLurU mYN hI kIqI, awj qusI klfs ivc
myry vwl njLr hI nhI imlfeI.
hux afpxIaf njLrf spwsLt rUp ivc afmHxy-sfhmxy ho
geIaF ny, iPr Aus qrF dyKx df kI Pfiedf.
ies df mqlb qusI afpxIaF njLrF nfl mYnUM sfhmxy hox
leI hI afKdy
.
jo mrjLI smJ lAu, Auh ivcoN hI bolI, nfly afpxy
iegLjLfm vI qF nyVy af rhy hn, pVHfeI vwl
vI iDafn dyeIey .
idl
qF kry ik puwCF pVHfeI leI eynI gMBIr kdoN qoN ho geI,
pr pihlI mulfkfq krky hr gwl dfiery ivc hI rwKx dI
kOisLsL kIqI.
ies
idn qoN bfad asI afm hI imlx lwg pey. kflj ivc sfzy
bfry QoVy bhuqy crcy vI iCVy. pr asI aijhIaF gwlF qoN
byKbr afpxI dOsqI jF muhwbq jfrI rwKI. dOsqI ies krky
ik asI jdoN vI imldy iek hwd aMdr rih ky hI gwl-bfq
krdy. Aus ny qF kI awgy vDwnf sI, mY vI isLsLtfcfr hI
apnfeI rwiKaf. ies qrF aYm[ey[ df pihlf sfl Kqm ho
igaf. Aus dy nMbr myry nfloN ijLafdf sn, pr mYnMU ies
df koeI Prk nhI sI. ikAuik hux mYnUM As ivc aqy afpxy
afp ivc koeI aMqr nhI sI idsdf. mYN qF Aus nMU hux
qusIN dI QF qy qUM kih ky blfAuNdf sF. jdoN mY
Aus nMU pihly idn qUM ikhf sI, Aus nMU vI ijvy cMgf
lwgf, ikAuNik Aus ny ikhf sI, hux quhfzIaF gwlF
ivcoN apxwq dI mihk afAuNdI hY.
awgy sfrf sfl mY qyry nfl dvYq hI rwKI.
myrf kihx df Bfv ik afpF hux awgy nflo njLdIk af gey
hF.
awCf, pr qUM afp qF mYnUM qusI hI kihMdI ho.
afpxI swiBaqf ivc ieh hI sLoBdf hY. mrd pRDfn
smfjL dy asr aDIn Aus ny ikhf.
Aus
df sfQ imlx nfl myrf afqmivsLvfs vI vwD igaf. kflj dy
muMizaf ivc ijvy myrI tohr ijhI bx geI hovy. Aus dI
rIs nfl mY pVHfeI vI lgn nfl krn lwg ipaf. keI vfrI
asI 'XUQ PYstIvl' jF 'kflj tUr' leI iewkTy hI jFdyN,
iPr vI sfzy dohF ivckfr iek Pfslf huMdf. pr Aus idn,
bwsF vfilaF dI hVqfl kfrn, tfvIN tfvIN hI koeI imMnI
bws cwl rhI sI. Auh vI nhI sI iml rhI. awgy kflj bMd
hox dI dyr huMdI aqy Auh Jwt awzy AuWpr phuMc jFdI .
ruwkx leI afKF vI qf ruwkdI nf. Aus idn afp hI kihx
lwgI:
afAu, kflj dy nfl vfly aMbF dy bfg ivc GuMm ky afeIey.
jLrUr. mY qF ies qrF dy mOky lwBdf hI rihMdf sF
ik kdoN asI iekwTy hoeIey. Aus idn qF mOsm vI kfPLI
suhfvxf sI. sUrj aqy bwdl afps ivc lukx-mIcI Kyz rhy
sn. Auhnf nMU KyzidaF dyK ky, myrf vI idl kIqf Aus
nfl Kyzx nMU, pr iek dfiery dy ivc ivc hI. bfg qwk
phuMcidaF bwdl ijwq gey. gUhVy ho ky ijwq dI KusLI
ivc asmfn qy pYlF pfAux lwgy. sUrj hfr ky ikqy
luk igaf. Auh myrI hmkwdm ho ky cwlx lwgI . bfg ivc
qF bfhr nfloN ijLafdf hI hnyrf lwgy. sMun -sfn bfg,
mflI vI bwdlF qoN zrdf JuwgI ivc jf luikaf. iekdwm
ibjLlI kVkI, Auh zr ky myry nfl af lwgI. mY vI Aus dy
vjUd nMU afpxIaf bfhF ivc lukf ilaf. pihlI vfrI iek
dUjy dI Coh pRfpq hox kfrn iek awlg qrF df anuBv
hoieaf. idl ny hwdF qOVn nMU kIqf. pr idmfg ny
iewjLfjLq nf idwqI aqy Auh vI CyqI hI sMBl geI. Auh
afAux vfly PfeInl ieMmiqhfn dIaF gwlF lY
qurI. Aus nMU pqf sI ik kflj qoN bfad imlxf musLkl ho
jfxf hY.
kflj qoN bfad kI progrfm af
ieh qF irjLlt qoN bfad hI pqf lwgygf
pr mY afpxy doNnF bfry gwl krdI peI aF.
Auh, ieh qF mY soicaf hI nhI.
qy kdoN socxf ey. Auh QoVf iKwJ geI.
mY
awj pihlI vfrI byiJjk Aus df hwQ PV ky gwl kIqI,
prysLfn hox dI loV nhI, mOkf afAuNx AuWpr sB
kuwJ TIk hovygf. AudoN hI kxIaF dI ikn-imx sLurU ho
geI aqy Aus ny duwpty nfl afpxf isr Zwk ilaf. duwpty
nfl Aus df husn ijvy dugxf ho igaf hovy jLF mY Aus
nMU pihlI vfr cuMnI ivc dyiKaf qF ijLafdf husIn lwgI
. mINh qoN zrdI bolI, lwgdf bfrsL bhuq qyjL
afvygI, mINh afAux qoN pihlF pihlF kflj phuMc jfeIey.
mn qF krdf sI ik mINh ivc afp vI iBjF aqy Aus nMU vI
nfl hI
.
pr
mjLbUr hoieaf, Aus dy ipwCy kflj vwl nUM qur ipaf.
aYm[e[
dy afKrI Bfg ivcoN Auh klfs ivcoN Pst afeI. kflj dy
afKrI idn mYnUM imlI aqy kihx lwgI, jy myry Gr
dy mMn gey qF myrf ierfdf pI[ aYc[ zI[ krn df hY.
Gr dy aYm[ey[ krn dy skdy ny, pI[ aYc[zI[ ikAu nhI ?
mY pwuiCaf.
quhfnMU pqf hI jwtF dy suBfa df.
Aus
dI ieh gwl sux ky mYnMU pqf nhIN kI ho igaf. mY qF
iekdwm sihm igaf. Auh myry nfloN ijLafdf nMbr lYNdI,
mY qF vI kdI kMMplYks mihsUs nf kIqf. Aus
dI pihcfx kfljL ivc myry nfloN ikqy vwD sI, iPr vI
kdI hIxBfvxf nhI afeI. pr awj myrf nrvs
isstm ijvyN bhuq ijLafdf kmjLor ho igaf hovy.
mYnMU qF pqf hI nhI sI ik Auh ijMmIdfr Grfxy nfl sbMD
rwKdI hY. BFvy Auh keI gwlF qoN myry nfl awgy ho jFdI,
mYnMU kdI koeI Prk nf pYNdf. awj pihlI vfr mYnUM
hIxBfvnf jF zr ny Gyr ilaf. mY suMn ijhf ho igaf.
ijLafdf Audfs ho gey lgwdy ho, Aus ny ikhf,
afpF iPr imlFgy aqy ijMdgI df mwhqvpUrn PLYslf PfeInl
krn leI.
mY
kuwJ vI nf bol sikaf aqy dyKdy dyKdy Auh afpxy ipMz
vflI bws nUM cwl peI. mYnMU qF ieMnf hI pqf sI ik Auh
vI iswK Drm ivc ivsLvfs rwKdI hY aqy mYN vI. pr iPr
vI mY jfqF- pfqF ivcoN inkl nf sikaf aqy hIx Bfvnf ny
afpxf dfbf pUrI qrF myry AuWpr pf ilaf. Aus dI jLfq
qoN zr igaf jF mYnUM afpxI imsqrI brfdrI awj pihlI
vfr CotI lgx lwg peI. Aus nfl ijLMdgI ibqfAux df spnf
dyKxf mY Cwz idwqf. afpxy mn nMU vI smJfAux lwgf.
Aus
dy byQry sunyhy afey, pr mYN iek nf suixaf. Aus dy
sfhmxy jfx dI myrI soc ikqy ijvNy mr geI hovy. bfad
ivc mY jlMDr aksfeIjL ieMnspYktr lwg igaf.
Aus df ivafh afrmI afPLIsr nfl ho igaf.
bhuq
dyr nf cfhuMdf hoieaf vI Aus nMU BulfAux ivc lwgf
irhf aqy kuwJ hwd qk sPl vI hoieaf. pr awj Aus dI eI:
myl dy do sLbdF ny iPr cwkr pf idwqf. mY vI jwko-qkI
ivc Aus dI eI:myl df jvfb dy hI idwqf. aglI eI: myl
ivc Aus ny qfrIK dws ky afpxy pyky ipMz imlx leI ikhf.
qfrIK
df idn afAux qy mY skUtr lY ky Aus dy ipMz vwl
nMU qur ipaf. skUtr dI spIz nfloN myrIaF socF dI
rPLqfr ijLafdf qyjL hox lwgI, sLfied Auh afpxI
ijLMdgI ivc KusL nf hovygI jo Aus ny mYnMU swidaf,
ivafh qoN bfad vI mYnMu BuwlI nhI hovygI, ieho ijhIaF
anykF byqukIaF socF ivc guvfcf Aus dy ipMz phuMcf.
ipMz dI iPrnI qoN hI mYN afly-duafly iksy nMU Bflxf
sLurU kr idwqf qF jo iksy qoN Auhnf dy Gr bfry puwC
skF. sfhmxy iek kmjLor aqy grIb ijhf bjLurg afAuNdf
dyK mY skUtr rok ilaf aqy puwCx lwgf, bfbf jI,
inMmI df Gr ikwQy ku hY?
kfkf,
ikhVI inMmI JIAurF jF sYnIaF dI bfby ny vI
jLFqF dI dldl ivc PisaF puwiCaf.
bfbf jwtF dI, ipCly sfl Aus df ivafh hoieaf.
awCF, awCf, lMbrF dI inMmI dI gwl krdYN. jwtF dy Gr
cVHdy bnI hY. ieh kih ky bfbf myry skUtr
qy bYT igaf. iek vwzI sfrI koTI afeI qF bfby ny
rOlf pfieaf, rok lf, rok lf skUtr, afhI af
lMbVf dI koTI. bfbf qF ieh kih ky pqf nhI ikwQy
nMU clf igaf aqy koTI df vwzf sfrf gyt mYnMU GUrn
lwgf. skUtr nMU kMD nfl lf ky mY gyt qy lwgI
GMtI vjfeI. ijs mfeI ny drvfjLf KoilHaf, Aus dy
kwpiVaF qoN lwgdf sI ik Gr ivc kMm krn vflI hY.
af jfAu, ieh kih ky Auh mYnMU ivhVy ivc dI
huMdI hoeI brFzy nfl lwgdy iek vwzy kmry ivc lY geI.
sfhmxy
vfly soPy qy inMmI bYTI idsI jo awgy nflo BrvNy
srIr ivc aqy inwKrI hoeI sI. AuWT ky mYnMU imlI.
ikvyN
Xfd kIqf. mY Auprf ijhf bxdy puwiCaf.
Xfd qF Aus nMU kI krnf, jo ibnf jMg lVy hI hfr mMnI
bYTf hovy. Aus ny spwsLt sLbdF ivc ikhf,
acfnk hI quhfzf eI:myl azrYs mnjIq koloN iml
igaf qF ikqy quhfzf cyqf af igaf.
mY
Aus dy mUMh vwl hI dyKdf rih igaf, ikAuNik qF
ikqy vfly sLbd mYnUM zfZI qklIPL dy gey. hYrfn
vI sF ik ies nUM jMg nf lVn df kfrx ikvyN pqf cilaf.
iPr vI gwl hor pfsy iljfx leI pwuiCaf, qyrf
pqI dyv nhI afieaf?
Auh mihkmy dy kMm leI do hPLiqaF leI bfhr gey hn.
AudoN
hI iek ZwldI Aumr df lMbf AuWcf srdfr kmry ivc dfKl
hoieaf.
ieh myry zYzI hn, zYzI jI, ieh Auh
[.
awCf, ijhdf ijLkr qUM afm hI krdI rihMdI sI.
ieh afKidaF hI Aus ny myry nfl hwQ imlfieaf.
qusI ivafh vI nhI afey, inMmI nfl pVHdy bfkI lVky
lVkIaF qF sB afey sn.
mYnMU ivafh df kfrz hI lyt imilaf. mY JUwT
boilaf.
cwl, inMmI puwqr iehnf nMU afpxy ivafh dI
aYlbm hI idKf dy, PoitaF dyKx nfl hI awDf
ivafh dyK ho jFdf hY. kih ky Auh QoVf ijhf
hwisaf.
Poto
dyKidaF sB qoN pihlf myrI njLr Aus dy pqI Au wpr hI
geI. jo bhuq hI suMdr lwigaf.
bVI prsnYltI vflf aqy nyk lwgdf hY afp df
jvfeI. mY Aus dI ivafhuqf ijLMdgI bfry GoK lYxI
cfhI.
hF bhuq sfAU muMzf imilaf hY, pr sfzI vI iehI sLrq sI
ik muMzf bIbf, piVHaf iliKaf aqy iswK Drm ivc sLrDf
rwKdf hovy, bfkI asI jfqF pfqf ivc XkIn nhI rwKdy.
iPr kI ieh jw
.
ieh qhfzy sfzy vFg rwb dy bMdy hI hn. qhfzI jfxkfrI
leI dws dyvF iehnf df lfst nym sgU hY.
inmI ny iekdm ikhf.
sgU, qF rfmg
[.
hF hF srdfr jwsf isMG rfmgVIey vflI brfdrI ivcoN.
Aus ny srdfr jwsf isMG bVy mfx nfl ikhf. ieh sux ky
myry AuWpr ijvy kuivMtl Bfr pY igaf hovy aqy myrf sfh
Aupr hI cVH igaf.
mYnMU pMcfieq ivc jfxf pYxf hY, qusIN bYT ky kro gwlF.
ieh kih ky Aus df zYzI qF kmry qoN bfhr inkl igaf.
Aus
srdfr dI Audfrqf ny myry AuWpr aYsf vfr kIqf ik mY jo
jwtF bfry socdf sF, sB hI mr igaf.
mY afpxI ijLMdgI ivc bhuq KusL hF, pr iek svfl mYnMU
jLrUr prysLfn krdf hY ik myry ivc Auh kI kmI sI ijs
krky qusI myry koloN pqrf vfc gey? Aus ny mYnMU
swdx df kfrx jLfihr kIqf.
mY
Aus nUM ikvyN smJfAuNdf ik Aus dI pUjf qF mY rwb vFg
krdf hF, kmI qF myry ivc hI sI jo afpxI hI jLfq pfq
dI hIxBfvnf nfl iGraf irhf.
mY qyrI jLfq qoN zr igaf sI. mY swc Augl idwqf.
myrI jLfq qoN jF afpxI hIxBfvnf qoN--- pVH ilK ky vI
jy iswK jfqF pfqF ivcoN nf inkly qF pqf nhI
kdoN
. Auh bolI.
drasl
.
iek vfrI gwl qF krky dyK lYNdy, sfry iensfnF df ipAu
qF iek hI hY, pr iPr vI pqf nhI ikAuN quhfzy vrgy
vMzIaF pf lYNdy ny. Aus ny jFqF dy bMDn qoVidaF
ikhf, iensfn dI nyk idlI aqy sLrfPq vrgIaF
KUbIaF hI Aus dIaF jLfqF hn.
Aus
dIaF swcIaF aqy kOVIaF gwlF mynUM hor vI sLrimMdf kr
rhIaF sn. Aus dy pRsLnf df koeI vI AuWqr mYN nf dy
sikaf. pCqfvy dy Bfr ny myry sfry srIr nMU ijvy imwD
ky rwK idwqf hovy. koeI vI bMdf Cotf nhI huMdf, Aus
dI afpxI hI hixBfvnf hI Aus nUM ikMnf Cotf bxf idMdI
hY, ieh mYnMU awj hI aihsfs hoieaf. iPr vI Aus ny
afpxI bfhrlI aqy aMdrUnI hflq CpfAuNidaF ikhf:
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