Brm
BUly lokF dy bfby
anmol
kOr, kYnyzf
ijs idn Auh aYm[ey[df afKrI pypr
dy ky Gr afieaf. Aus nMU ieh dyK ky bhuq KusLI hoeI
ik Gr Aus dy BUaf jI afey hoey hn. BUaf jI nMU siq
sRI akfl blfAux dy nfl hI Aus ny puiCaf,
“BUaf jI, quhfzf ikvyN idl kr afieaf sfnUM
imlx nMU, eynI dyr bfad?”
“kfkf, afeI qF hux vI mY afpdy kMm nMU hI hF.”
BUaf jI ny dljIq dy isr AuWpr ipafr idMdy afiKaf,
“ jYly df ivafh Dr idwqf hY.
kuVI kYnyzf qoN afeI hY. ies leI ivafh do hPLiqaF dy
ivc ivc hI krnf pYxf hY.”
“do hPiqaF ivc ivafh krnF aOKf nhI?” kol
bYTy dljIq dy bI jI aflU kwtdy boly.
“hY qF aOoKf hI, pr sfzy KUhI vfly sMq kihMdy hn
ik ivafh kr idAu.” Buaf jI ny byiPkrI nfl ikhf.
dljIq KUhI vfly sMqF df BUaf jI koloN bhuq vfrI
sux cuwkf sI. BUuaf jI df sfrf twbr hr
kMm AuhnF koloN puC ky hI krdf . sMq hY vI Auh afpxI
hI iksm dy. AuhnF kol keI srkfrI bMdy aqy nyqf vI
afANudy jFdy rihMdy . iehnF sfrIaF gwlF df dljIq nMU
BUaf jI koloN hI pqf lwgf sI. gwlF krdy krdy hI BUaf
jI kihx lwgy, “BrjfeI, qYnMU ikMnI vfrI ikhf ik
qUM dljIq nMU qF sMqF dy drsLn krvf dy pr qUM
qF GroN hI nhI inkldI.”
“BUaf jI, bIjI qF mYnMU bhuq vfrI kih cuwky hn,
pr mYN hI afpxy iemiqhfnF ivc ruwJf hoieaf sI.”
dljIq ny afpxy bUtF dy qsmy Koldy afiKaf.
dUsry idn dljIq BUaf jI nMU bws awzy AuWpr Cwzx igaf
aqy sfry rsqy BUaf jI Aus nMU vfr vfr qfkId krdy gey
ik Auh ivafh qoN do idn pihlF hI phuMc jfvy.
ies leI dljIq afpxy dfdI jI nMU nfl lY ky aKMz pfT
rwKx qoN iek idn pihlF hI BUaf jI dy ipMz phuMc igaf.
dUsry idn jdoN sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb jI df srUp
gurduafry qoN lY ky afANuxf sI qF pMj bMdy iekwTy krn
ivc musLkl af rhI sI. isrP PuwPV jI hI iqafr sn.
BUaf df vwzf mMuzF ajy guslKfny ivc hI sI. PwuPV jI
df Cotf Brf kih irhf sI, “ Bf, qusI afpxy nfl
guaFZI qfrf isMG nMU lY jfAu mYN qF ajy nfhqf hI nhI.”
dljIq qF svyry hI itAUvl AuWpr jf ky iesLnfn kr
afieaf sI ikAuNik Aus nMU cfa sI ik asIN gurU jI dI
svfrI lYx jfxf hY. BUaf jI ny rolf-rwpf pf ky msI pMj
bMdy iekwTy krky gurduafry nMU Byjy aqy nwT Bwj ivc
hI awKzpfT rwK hoieaf.
awgly idn duiphr nMU dljIq aMKz pfT vfly kmry ivc
bYTf prsLfd vrqfAux dI syvf kr irhf sI. Aus ny bfhr
ivhVy ivc pYNdf rolf ijhf suixaf: bfbf jI af gey,
bfbf jI af gey. sfry Gr dy aqy pRfhuxy Gr dy gyt vwl
nMU dOV ryhy sn. dljIq vI afpxI QF AuWpr jYly dy dosq
nMU bYTf ky bfhr af igaf. Aus ny dyiKaf iqMn
‘tftf sPfrI’ gwzIaF ivcoN kfPLI bMdy bfhr
inkly. iqMn-cfr jLnfnIaF vI nfl sn. BIV ny AuhnF nMU
Gyr rwiKaf sI. sfry Gr dy aqy bfhrly iek bMdy dy pYrI
hwQ lf ryhy sn. ies krky dljIq ny aMdfjf lfieaf ik
ieh hI bfbf jI hoxgy. BUaf jI df dyvr awgy ho ky
AuhnF nMU Aus kmry ivc lY igaf ijQy Kfx-pIx df cMgf
ieMqjfm kIqf hoieaf sI. bfbf jI nMU aqy AuhnF dI
hIroien vrgI idwKx vflI pqnI nMU awlg kursIaF AuWpr
bYTf idwqf igaf. sfry vfro vfrI AuhnF dy pYrF AuWpr
mwQf tyk rhy sn aqy nfl nfl pYsy vI dy rhy sn. dsF
vIhF qoN koeI vI Gwt nhIN sI dy irhf. keI qF ipwCy hI
sn ikAuNik BIV eynI sI ik agFh lMGx ivc AuhnF nMU
kTnfeI af rhI sI. pr bfbf jI afpxI lMbI bFh krky pYsy
AuhnF kolo PV rhy sn. ieh sB dyK dljIq qF iek pfsy hI
KVHf irhf. BUaf jI Aus kol af ky kihx lwgy, “cwl
puwq, bfbf jI nMU mwQf tyk.” dljIq ieh sux ky
duicwqI ivc Ps igaf. Aus ny sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb jI
qoN bgLYr kdy iksy nMU mwQf nhI sI tyikaf. bjurgF dy
siqkfr leI AuhnF dy goizaF nMU hwQ jLrUr lf dyNdf sI.
vYsy vI dljIq dy mn ivc bfby df vqIrf dyK Aus leI
koeI QF nhI sI.
bfby nMU mwQf tykx leI bMidaF nfloN jLnfnIaF dI
ijLafdf lMmI kqfr sI. iek jLnfnI afeI Aus ny afpxI
sony dI muMdrI lfhI aqy bfby dy awgy rwKdI hoeI
bolI, “afpdI ikRpf nfl hI myrI ijLMdgI ivc hr
suWK hY.” Aus dy mgr hI iek do hor ny vI
ies qrHF hI kIqf. dljIq df idl qF krdf sI ik ieh sB
pKMzbfjLI bMd krfvy. Auh ieh soc ky cuwp kr irhf ik
AusdI koeI hrkq nfl ivafh dy rMg ivc BMg nf pY jfvy.
bfby ny koeI vI Drm jF ieqhfs dI gwl nhI sI kIqI.
mfieaf iewkTI kIqI aqy anyk vsqF nfl lY ky hws Kyz ky
qurdy bxy.
bfby dy jfx qoN bafd dljIq ny BUaf jI qoN puiCaf,
“BUaf jI, Auh jLnfnI kOx sI? ijs ny sB qoN pihlF
bfby nMU muMdrI cVHfeI sI.”
“Auh koeI bfbf jI dI hI cylI sI aqy afeI vI bfbf
jI dy nfl hI sI.” BUaf jI ny socx qoN bgLYr hI
jLbfv idwqf. dljIq ieh sux ky hYrfn sI ik sB kuwJ
dyKdy hoey vI ies pKMzI bfby dI cfl ikAuN nhI smJdy.
dUsry idn Bog qoN bfad jdoN sRI gurU gRMQ sfihb jI df
srUp gurduafry vfps lY ky jfxf sI qF pMj bMdy iPr nhI
pUry ho rhy sn. ieh dyK ky dljIq nMU kfPLI guwsf
afieaf ik kwlH jdoN bfbf igaf qF sfrf lfxf hI Aus nMU
qorn leI igaf. Aus ny PuwPV jI nMU kih hI idwqf,
“PuwPV jI, kwlH bfby nMU Cwzx leI dlI ‘qy
mlI sI aqy awj afpxy gurU jI leI hr koeI tfl mtol kr
irhf hY.” PuwPV jI koeI jLbfv idMdy, AuhnF dI
ibrD mF pihlF hI bol peI, “hfey, muMizaf, bfbf
jI nMU kuwC nf kih.” dljIq guwsy ivc kuwJ kihx
hI vflf sI ik Aus dy dfdI jI boly, “kfkf, iehnF
bfbf jI dI ikRpf nfl hI qyrf cfcf jylH ivcoN Cuwt
igaf sI.” dljIq dy sfhmxy Aus vyly df idRsL af
igaf jdo Auh afpxy Bfpf jI nfl Tfxy qoN afpxy cfcf jI
nMU lYx igaf sI. Tfxydfr ny Aus vyly ikhf sI,
“ asIN qF muwK mMqrI dy ijLafdf jor pfAux krky
Cwz idwqf. nhI qF AuhnF bMidaF nMU asIN Cwzdy qF nhI,
ijnHF dy KfVkU irsLqydfr hox.” ikAuik cfcI jI df
Brf KfVkUaF nfl rl igaf sI. drasl bfby dy kol muwK
mMqrI vI afAuNdf sI. bfby ny muwK mMqrI nMU kih ky
cfcy nMU Cuzvf idwqf sI aqy afp coKI rkm lY leI sI.
“pr dfdI jI ieh vI Aus puwCF dyx vfly bfby vrgf
hI hY” dljIq ny dfdI jI nMU purfxI Gtnf Xfd
krvfeI. jdoN AuhnF dIaF mwJF ibmfrI kfrx mr geIaF sn.
pr dfdI jI ieh aVI lY ky bYT gey sn ik AuhnF dIaF
mwJF nMU iksy ny kuwJ kr idwqf hY. dfdI jI
dljIq AuWpr jor pf ky qUq vfly bfby qoN puwC lYx cwl
pey. dljIq ny bhuq smJfieaf, “dfdI jI, vfihgurU
qoN vwzf koeI nhI ho skdf. nf hI koeI BwivK aqy bIqy
bfry dws skdf hY.”
“puwq mY qF awgy leI suwK mMgxI hY” dfdI jI
ny ijLwd kIqI.
“ gurU gRMQ sfihb jI qoN jo mrjLI mMg lvo iml
jFdf hY, pr qhfnMU qF Aus bfby qoN bgLYr qswlI nhI
hoxI, clo, lY cldf hF.”
bfby dy zyry qoN pihlF hI AuhnF nMU iqMn cfr bMdy iml
pey. iewk jLnfnI vI AuhnF dy nfl sI. AuhnF ny dwisaf
ik Auh vI qUq vfly bfby dy hI jf rhy hn. AuhnF ny
gwlF gwlF ivc dfdI jI qoN sB kuwJ puwC ilaf. zyry dy
lfgy jf ky Auh kihx lwgy, “asI Tihr ky afANudy
hF, sfzf iek irsLqydfr njLdIk hI rihMdf hY. Aus nMU
nfl lY ky afAuNdy hF.” ivcoN hI iek jfx lwgf
dljIq nUM puwCx lwgf, “kfkf jI, quhfzf sLuB nfm
kI hY?”
“dljIq isMG hY.” dljIq ny AuhnF nfl hwQ
imlFidaF ikhf sI. dfdI jI bhuq KusL sn ikAuik Auh
bfby dIaf isPLqF dy pul bMn gey sn.
AuhnF nMU zyry phuMcy ajy QoVI dyr hI hoeI sI ik iek
bMdf AuhnF kol afieaf ijQy bfhr Auh lokF kol bYTy sn.
bMdf AuWcI sfrI kihx lwgf, “dljIq isMG aqy Aus
dI dfdI nMU bfbf jI imlxf chuMdy hn.” dljIq
hYrfn sI ik AuhnF nMU sfzy bfry ikvyN pqf lwgf.
“dyiKaf puwq, bfby jfxIjfx hn.” dfdI jI
bfby ivc XkIn rwKdy boly. bs iPr bfbf AuhnF dy bIqy
vkq bfry dwsx lwgf ik quhfzy guaFZIaF ny quhfzy Gr
tUxf kIqf hoieaf hY, ajy qF quhfzf bhuq nuksfn hoxf
hY nhI qF ies zyry ivwc dfn krky bcf skdy ho. dfdI jI
sfrIaF gwlF iDafn nfl suxdy rhy . pr dljIq bfby dy
afly –duafly df vfqfvrx dyK irhf sI. acfnk hI
dljIq ny Aus bMdy nMU bfby dI ipClI koTVI ivc dyiKaf.
ijs ny dljIq nfl hwQ imlfieaf sI. dljIq AuWT ky Aus
bMdy kol igaf. dljIq nMU dyK ky Auh Gbrf igaf aqy
ipwCy lukx dI koisLs krn lwgf. pr dljIq ny Aus nMU PV
ilaf aqy lokF vwl nMU iKcx lwgf. Auh dljIq dy pYrF
ivc bYT ky imMnHq qrly krn lwgf aqy boilaf,
“ mYnUM lokF sfhmxy nMgf nf kro. mY qhfNnMU sfrI
aslIaq dws idMdF hF, asI bfby dy hI bMdy hF. lokF dy
ieQy afAux qoN pihlF hI AuhnF nMU iml ky sfry Byd
lYNdy hF. iPr Auh hI bfby nMU dws idMdy hF aqy jo
kuwJ lok dy ky jFdy hn Auh afps ivc vMz leIdf hY.”
ieh sB kuwJ jfx ky dfdI jI duwKI
mn nfl vfps af gey sn.
dfdI jI nMU ieh Gtnf Xfd krfAux nfl Auh
qF cuwp kr gey. pr BUaf jI ajy vI afpxy bfby dI hI
qrPdfrI kr ryhy sn. pr dljIq ny myl dy sfhmxy bihs
ivc pYxf munfisb nf smiJaf aqy cuwp krky sRI gurU
gRMQ sfihb jI vwl nMU qur ipaf.
sfl ku bfad kYnyzf qoN jYly df Pon dljIq nMU
afieaf aqy afKx lwgf, “dljIq myry ivafh ivc jo
kuwJ qMU kih irhf sI Auh sB TIk hI inkilaf. Auh bfby
hux ieDr jyl ivc hn.” iPr jYly ny dljIq nMU sfrI
gwl dwsI. iks qrHF bfby dy iksy syvk ny bfby nMU
AuWDr kYnyzf ivc mMgf ilaf aqy iPr ikvy pMjfbI aKbfrF
vfilaF ny hI pYsy lY lY ky aqy msLhUrIaF dy dy bfby
nMU hor AuWqFh cuwk idwqf. iPr AudoN hI pqf lwgf jdo
iek jLnfnI ny bfby AuWpr kys kr idwqf ik bfby ny DoKy
nfl Aus dI jfiedfd afpxy nfm lgvf leI hY. pulIs ny
CfxbIx kIqI aqy bfby dI asIlIaq bfhr af geI.
‘Prfz’ dy kys dI pYrvfeI pUrI krky Aus
nMU CyqI hI vfps Bfrq Byj idwqf jfvygf.
dljIq ieh sB kuwJ sux ky hws ipaf aqy jYly nMU kihx
lwgf, “mYnMU qF ieh sB pqf hI sI. qUM BUaf jI
hoxf nMU Pon krdy qF jo ieh Brm BUly lok iehnF Brm
BUly cor bjLfrI bfibaF nMU smJ skx.”
(1
nvMbr 2006)
