awj
rvI dy dMdc drd ho rhI sI. bVI musLkl nfl ikqy
awK lwgI. Aus nMNU supnf vI apxI dMd dy drd df hI af
irhf sI.
qMU
kOx eyN?Ausny puiCaf
mYN?
kI qMU nhIN mYynUM jfxdf? afvfjL ny ikhf.
jfxdf
qF puCwdf hI ikAuN? vYsy qyrf nfAuN kI ey?
myrf
nF ey kYivtI?
kYivtI?
ieh ikdF df nF ey? ieho ijhf nF qF mYN pihlF kdI nhIN
suixaf. Auh hYrfn hoky puwCx lwgf
"aCf.
qF ieh dws qUM awj aYnf prysLfn ikAuN eyN? qyry awj
kI qklIP ey?
mmI
kihMdI ey myry mMUhc KoVHF hn qy Aus nfl myry
dMdF c drd ey.
qyry
dMdFc KoVHF mY hI qF bnfeIaF ny.
Auh ikdF?
qYnMU
pqf ey ik mY qyry qy qyry vrigaF dy mMUhc
rihMdI aF.
mUMh
qF gMdf huMdf ey qy Qwuk nfl Biraf huMdf ey. keI vfrI
qF mUMhcoN bdbU vI bhuq afAuNdI ey. CI CI, qUM
qF bhuq hI gMdI ey.N
qUM
TIk kihMdf eyN. pr mYNnUM gMdf mUMh hI cMgf lwgdf ey.
ijhVy lok Kfxf Kfky brsL nhIN krdy qy hr vyly kok
pINdy qy imTIaF cIjLF Kfx dy sLOkIn huMdy hn mY Jwt
krky AynfH dy mUMhc vV jFdI aF. qYnUM pqf ay ik
iewk kok dI boqlc nO cmcy KMz huMdI ey. KMz nfl
qF mY vwDdI PuldI aF. jy Kfxf Kfx ipCoN brsL nf kIqf
jfvy qF myrIaF mOjF lwg jFdIaF hn.
mYN qF hr rojL svyry qy rfqIN brsL krdf aF. nhIN qF
mMmI Kfxf nhIM idMdI.
pr
bwWcy, qUM brsL TIk nhIN krdf. pyst qUM lgFdf qF hY
pr Jwt krky Qwuk idMdf ey. iPr brsL vI mfVf ijhf hyTF
Auqy Pyrky gMdy kfAUNtr qy hI rwK idMdf eyN ies qrFH
qyry dMd sfP nhIN huMdy qy nfly kAUNtr qy pey
brsLc jrm vV jFdy hn ijhVy ik qyry dMdF leI TIk
nhIN. .
jdoN
mYN brsL krdf aF qF qMU jLrUr luk jFdI hoxI ey.
hF,
mY do dMdF dy ivwc jF iewDr AuWDr luWk jFdI aF. iPr
mYN hOlI hOlI dMdF nUM Kurc Kurc ky iewk morI bnfky
Aus ivwc afpxf Gr bxf lYNdI aF.
qUM
qF kYivtI, bhuq hI cflfk eyN.
ieh
jLmfnf hI cflfkF df ey. jy mY cflfk nf hovF qF ikwQy
rvFH.
qUM
iewklI hI rihMdI ey lokF dy dMdFc.
nhIN,
pihlF qF mY bhuq CotI ijhI KMz dy dfxy nfloN vI CotI
huMdI aF pr bfadc mY vwzI ho jFdI aF qy nfly
myry hor Byx Brf vI bfkI dy dMdF qy kfbU pf lYNdy ny.
bwcy,
iewk hor qYnUM mYN rfjL dI gwl dwsdI aF. hr iensfn dy
mUMhc iewk strYptokoks nfm df kIVf rihMdf ey.
ies kIVy nUM nsLfsqf qy imwTIaF cIjLF bhuq psMd ny qy
iehI iesdf Bojn ey. ieh Bojn Kfx ipCoN ieh kIVf dMdF
ivwc qyjLfb pYdf krdf ey.
qyjLfb
qF jLihr huMdf ey qy ijwQy pY jfvy jgfH nUM sfV idMdf
ey.y
qUM
TIk kih irhf eyN. iehI qyjLfb dMdF dy kYlsLIam nUM
Kordf rihMdf ey qy iPr dMdFc KoVF pY jFdIaF
ny.
ikMnI
dyr lwgdI ey ies nUM Bojn Kfx ipCoN qyjLfb bxfn
c?
iehI
koeI vIh ku imMt. pr Kfxf Kfx dy vIhF imMtF dy aMdr
aMdr jy qusIN dMd cMgI qrFH sfP kr lvo qF iPr qyjLfb
nhIN bxygf qy dMd vI nhIN Burxgyy.
qUM
qF bVIaF kMm dIaF gwlF dws rhI eyN. jy mYnMU pihlF
pqf huMdf qF mY ies qrFH drd nfl nf mrdf.
qy
iPr myry nfl ieh gwl bfq ikwdF krdf. pr sux bwcy qyrI
drd nfl mYnUM vI hmdrdI ey. pr hfly vI kuJ nhIN
ivgiVaf. hr rojL brsL krn qoN bfad zYNtl Plfs nfl
dMdF dy drimafn coN vI Kfxf kWZx dI kosLsL
kiraf kr.
qYnUM
pqf kwl mY afpxy zYnitst kol jfxf ey qy qYnUM myry
mUMhH coN bfhr kWZ dyxf ey.
zYnitst
qF myrf sB qoN vwzf dusLmn ey. mYnUM Xfd ey jdoN mYN
brfien dy dMdF ivwc rihMdI sI qF iewk idn mY brfien
nUM bhuq qMg kIqf. Auh sfrI rfq suwqf nhIN sI. Auh
agly idn mYnUM afpxy zYnitst kol lY igaf. myry Byx
BfeI vI myry nfl sn. asIN sfry Gbrfey bYTy sI qy soc
rhy sI ik sLfied Auh idn sfzI ijLMdgI df afKrI idn
hovy. acfnk iewk nrs mUMh qy mfsk lgfeI afeI qy sfnUM
bulfky iewk kmry c lY geI. Ausny sfnUM iewk
vwzI sfrI kursI qy bYTx leI ikhf. asIN luwkx leI rfh
lWB hI rhy sI ik Auh sfzf mUMh Kulvfky aYksry lYx lwg
peI.
myrI
mMmI kihMdy sI ik aYksry dMdF dI sfrI qsvIr iKwc
lYNdy ny.
qyrI
mMmI TIk hI kihMdI ey. aYksiraF qoN qF kdI koeI bicaf
hI nhIN. sfzf sfrf iTkfxf aYksry lWB lYNdf ey. pr iPr
vI CotIaF CotIaF kYvytIjL nUM lwBxf aOKf ho jFdf ey.
jdoN sfzy aYksry ho gey qF zYnitst rOsLnI ivwc aYksry
cYWk krn lwg ipaf. myry Byxf BrfvF nUM qF AUsny lwB
hI ilaf sI.
iPr
qyrf kI bixaf?
mY
CotI hox krky idwsI hI nhIN, zYnitst nUM. myry
dyKidaF dyKidaF hI zYnitst ny brfien dy mMUh nUM
PrIjL kr idwqf qF ik ivcfry nUM drd nf hovy. iPr iewk
Kurcxy ijhy dy nfl Ausny iewk dMd c kbr ijhI
KodI qy kbr Kodx ipCoN Aus ny ieWk icwtf ijhy rMg df
msflf pfky kbr nUM bMd kr idqf. eysy qrFH Ausny iewk
do hor dMdF dIaF KoVHF dI iesy qrFH afKrI rsm kIqI qy
agly hPqy iPr afAux leI ikhf ikAuNik sfrIaF kYvytIjL
nUM iewko idn nfs krnf aOKf sI. mY qF bhuq zrI ik jy
aYs hPqy nhIN qF agly hPqy myrI vfrI jLrUr afvygI.
qUM
ieh dws ik zYnitst drd qF nhIN krdf?
krdf
ikAuN nhIN. jfn hI inkl jFdI ey AusdI kursI qy bYTky.
rwb hor jo mrjLI kry pr zYnitst dy kol jfx leI nf khy.
mynUM
zYnitst qoN bhuq zr lwgdf ey. kI qMU myrI mdd kr
swkdI eyN.
ikAuN
nhIN. hr Kfxy qoN ipCoN brsL kiraf kr. brsL krn vyly
brsL nUM Aupr hyTF Pyrx nfl dMdF c Pisaf Kfxf
bfhr af jFdf ey. kok nhIN pIAu ikAuNik Aus c
aYisz huMdf ey qy nfly imwTf bhuq huMdf ey. jdoN Kfxf
qy imwTf dMdF dIaF drfrF c Pisaf rih jfey qF
kYivtI afpxf Gr bxf lYNdI ey.
Aups!
mMYN Blf qYnUM ikAuN ieh sB kuJ dws rhI aF. myrf
jLrUr isr Krfb hoxf ey. ies qrFH qF mY afpxI dusLmn
afp hI bx geI aF. mYnUM dMd c bYTky sOx dy.
aYvyN nf myrf isr KfeI jF.
(4
akqUbr 2006)
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