khfxI:

ibnu afpf cIny

pRo: hmdrdvIr nOsLihrvI

KuwlHI iKVkI rfhIN inMm df iek pIlf pwqf myry mMjy AuWqy af izwgf. mYN jfg irhf hF pr AuWTx nUM hflI idl nhIN kr irhf. bVI sLFq svyr AudY ho rhI hY. Puwt rhI cVHdy dI inMmIM-inMmI lflI cMdrmy dI cFdnI nUM ruKLsq kr rhI hY. do rOsLnIaF df imlfp vI ho irhf hY qy judfeI vI. kuwkVIaF qF cuwilHaF nyVy dubkIaF bYTIaF hn pr icVIaF ny afpxf svyr-gIq afrMB kr idwqf hY. bVI ipafrI lwg rhI hY, icVIaF dI lMbI hyk. kfvF dy kfPly qurn leI iqafr ho rhy hn. iek dUjy nUM afvfjLF dy rhy hn.

svyry Cy vwjx vfly hn. mYN mMjy qoN AuWT ky BrvIN aMgVfeI leI hY. bVI sLFq gujLrI hY awj dI rfq. bfhr afvfjLF df kohrfm iKVkIaF nhIN sI qoV irhf.

mYN jdoN vI iewQy rfq leI rukdf hF, bVf byafrfm rihMdf hF. qVky cfr vjy hI lfAUz spIkr df sLor sfry iKVkIaF drvfjLy qoV ky aMdr af vVdf hY. iPr mYnUM nINd nhIN afAuNdI. mYN gurbfxI suxn qy smJx df Xqn krdf hF pr do iqMn idsLfvF qoN af rhIaF kftvIaF afvfjLF ivc sfry arQF df anrQ ho jFdf hY. sLor dI Blf koeI BfsLf QoVHI huMdI hY.

icVIaF ivcfrIaF kI krn? AuWcy sLor ny AunHF dy DImy bol Kf ley hn. pMCI gfAuxf Buwl gey hn. kfvF df kfPlf juVdf hI nhIN. iek dUjy nUM bulfvf phuMcdf nhIN.

mYN mUMh hwQ Doqy.

- bIjI, awj nf gurduafry df lfAUz spIkr KVikaf hY aqy nf hI mMdr dy guMbd qoN BjnF dI typ suxfeI idwqI hY.

- ipMz df lMbVdfr bImfr ey. luiDafxy dy iksy vwzy hspqfl qoN jvfb iml igaf hY. ielfj qF bhuq krvfieaf pr ishq ivgVdI hI geI. hux ipMz lY afey ny. zfktrF ny ikhf hY ik lMbVdfr nUM afrfm dI bhuq loV hY.

- hwCf, qF ieh gwl hY, pr bIjI afrfm dI Blf iksnUM loV nhIN huMdI?

rfm rqn afpxI mF nUM bIjI kihMdf hY. mYN vI bIjI kihx lwg ipaf.

rfm rqn myrf prm imwqr hY. cMzIgVH rihMdf hY. kyNdrI srkfr dy adfry KfdI aqy pyNzU AudXog kimsLn ivc zfierYktr hY. mYN smrflf nyVy afpxy ipMz ishflf ivKy rihMdf hF. afpxI inwkI ijhI KyqI dI dyKBfl vI krdf hF. hr rojL brnflf ivKy jIvn bImf afpxy dPqr jFdf hF. rfm rqn df ipMz goibMdgVH rfh ivc pYNdf hY. kdI-kdI jdoN mYnUM dyr ho jFdI qF mYnUM pqf huMdf hY ik smrflf qoN awgy ipMz ishflf qwk mYnUM bws nhIN imlxI, mYN goibMdgVH hI ruk jFdf hF. vYsy vI rfm rqn ny mYnUM pwkI kIqI hoeI hY ik mYN mhIny ivc Gwto Gwt iek rfq goibMdgVH jLrUr ruikaf krF qy agly idn rfm rqn nUM tYlIPLon kiraf krF ik bIjI df kI hfl hY, bfpU jI ikvyN hn?

kwlH sLfmI jdoN mYN goibMdgVH rfm rqn dy Gr afieaf, bIjI bfhrly cONqry ivc, hfiraF dy Ehly bYTI aftf guMnH rhI sI. hfiraF dI kMD `qy rwKy trFijLstr qoN gurbfxI gfien pRsfrq ho irhf sI.

- bIjI qusIN hux vI bfhr cONqry ivc bYTy aftf guMnH rhy ho? grmI nhIN lgdI? quhfzy byty ny quhfnUM ikMnI vDIaf qy KuwlHI rsoeI bxvf ky idwqI hY. pwKf vI hY. rsoeI gYs vI hY.

- puwq bIry, bfhr bYTI kMm krdI hF qF vfhvf jI lwgf rihMdf hY. bfhr hI cuwlHy AuWqy rotIaF lfh lYNdI hF. rfmy df bfpU bfhr hvylI ivwcoN bflx ilaf ky rwK idMdf hY. Auh myry nyVy hI bih jFdf hY. qwqI-qwqI qvy qoN lwQdI rotI Kf ky Auh bhuq KusL huMdf hY. nfly rotIaF vI Aus ikMnIaF KfxIaF huMdIaF hn. Auh vI axcopVIaF.

mYN rfm rqn vfly kmry df drvfjLf KoilHaf. tybl `qy afpxf brIPLkys rwiKaf. iKVkIaF KolHIaF, zbl bYWz vflI cfdr ivCfeI.

ieh vwzf hvfdfr kmrf rfm rqn ny do sfl hoey bxvfieaf sI. ieh kmrf isrP AudoN hI KoilHaf jFdf hY, jdoN rfm rqn iekwlf jF afpxy pirvfr smyq iek do idnF leI afAuNdf hY. jdoN mYN afAuNdf hF, rfm rqn dI Kfs hdfieq hY ik mYN vI iesy kmry ivc irhf krF.

nyVy hI purfxI bYTk hY.

mYN kwpVy bdl ky ivhVy ivc af igaf.

- puwq cfh df iek glfs bxfvF?

- nhIN! bIjI quhfnUM pqf hY ik mYN ies smyN cfh nhIN pINdf. dPqr bYiTaF idn ivc keI vfr aYvyN hI cfh pIqI jFdI hY.

bIjI itMzy cIr rhI hY.

- svyr dI dfl qF peI af. rfmy dy bfpU qy myry leI Auh dfl bQyrI af. sLfmI PyrI vfly qoN awDf ikwlo itMzy lY ley sn.

- bIjI itMzy qusIN rihx idMdy. mYN vI svyr dI dfl nfl rotI Kf lYNdf. mYN ikhVf koeI Eprf hF. kfhnUM qklIP krnI sI.

- puwq qklIP kfhdI. Dn Bfg qUM afAuNdf eyN. mYnUM vI koeI afhr lwBdf hY. ivhVf Biraf Biraf lgdf hY.

ivhVf kwcf sI, rfm rqn ny sfrf ivhVf pwkf krvf idwqf sI. lYtrIn, bfQrUm bxvf idwqf sI.

- bIjI qusIN nlkf gyV ky pfxI kwZ rhy ho. AuWpr motr lwgI hoeI hY. sivwc dbfE qy pfxI lY lvo.

- puwq kfhdI kfhl ey. hOlI hOlI nlkf gyVdI hF, bFhvF nUM koeI kMm imldf hY.

mYN bYTk ivcoN kursI kwZ ilafieaf qy cONqry dI kMD nyVy kursI zfh ky bYT igaf.

- bIjI, sfrf idn qusIN iekwly ikvyN gujLfrdy ho? mYN jdoN vI afAuNdf hF, vyKdf hF iewQy koeI nhIN afAuNdf. nfl lgdI glI ivc vI mYN iksy nUM lMGdf Gwt hI vyiKaf hY. glI ivc bwcy vI Kyzdy nhIN vyKy. af sfhmxy vfly Gr dy cubfry vI sdf bMd hI vyKdf hF.

- glI dy bhuqy Gr KflIaF vrgy hI hn. isrPL buwZy mF ipE hI GrF ivc idn ktI krdy hn. muMzy jF qF smuMdroN pfr ikqy mjLdUrI krn cly gey hn jF nisLaF ivc cUr ikDry pey rihMdy hn. sfhmxy vfly Gr dy bMd cubfiraF dI ijhVI qUM gwl kIqI hY, ieh vI keI sflF qoN ies qrHF bMd hI hn. muMzf durGtnf ivc mr igaf. nUMh ny sLihr vflI koTI mwl leI. ipwCy rih igaf iekwlf buwZf. Auh vI pqf nhIN ikwQy clf igaf.

- jdoN vI iewQy afAuNdf hF, svyry ienHF cubfiraF dy bnyiraF AuWqy mYN mor aqy mornI pYlF pfAuNdy vyKdf hF.

- mYNnUM ies mor koloN bVf zr lgdf hY. keI vfr ieh sfzy bnyry AuWpr vI af bYTdf hY. lgdf qF bVf suhxf pr KflI cubfiraF nUM vyK ky Gbrf ijhI jFdI hF.

- bfpU jI hflI qwk nhIN afey.

- Auh qF afpxy vyly hI afvygf. rotI pwk rhI ey. hux afAux hI vflf ey.

- kOx afAux vflf hY? mYN rihMdf hI qyry kol hF. awCf bIr isMG afieaf ey. beI vfh! kI kihxy bIr isMG qyry. mYN soc irhf sF, ivhVy ivc ijvyN koeI bol irhf hY. bIr isMGf qUM afAuNdf eyN ivhVf iKV jFdf hY. ilaf KF ikwQy lukfieaf eI aDIaf. rfm rqn qF nf afp pINdf ey, nf pIx idMdf ey. qy ieh vI [[[ pr awj [[[

- bIr isMG ikhVf myry leI rfm rqn qoN Gwt ey pr mYN pIx nhIN dyxI. rotI KfE qy gwlF kro. awgoN qUM ikhVI koeI gwl krdf eyN. idny qF qUM Gr isrPL rotI Kfx hI afAuNdf hYN qy rfq nUM rotI KFidaF sfr hI sON jFdf hYN. mYN qfry igxdI rihMdI hF. hux qF qfiraF nfl vI gwlF nhIN kr skdI. rfm rqn pwkI krdf ey ik aMdry sOxf hY kUlr clf ky. bfhr mwCr kwtdy hn. dwso nf ies nfl Blf gwl ikhVI krIey. ieh qF bws ieh gwl krU rfm rqn keI idn ho gey, afieaf hI nhIN. rfm rqn dI lwq pIV krdI sI, pqf nhIN [[[ qyry pfs qF myry nfl krn leI koeI gwl nhIN bcdI. qUM qF sfrIaF gwlF bfhr hI kr afAuNdYN. gurduafry dy bfhr bYT jFdYN ipwpl hyTF qKq posL AuWqy. iesdy vrgy hor cfr pMj buwZy Tyry af bYTdy ny qy iPr lgdy ny XwkV vwZx, gwpF mfrn, qUPfn qolx – pYnsLnIey.

- BlIey loky, swQ ivc jf bYTIdf ey. do khIdIaF ny cfr suxIdIaF ny. tfeIm pfs ho jFdf ey.

- bfpU jI, Blf iks qrHF dIaF qusIN gwlF krdy ho – ipwpl hyTF bYiTaF?

- puwq gwlF ikhVIaF ikqy imwQ ky krIdIaF ny. koeI zyry vfly sfD dI nvIN sfDxI dI gwl lY qurdf hY qy koeI ipClI pMcfieq cox ivc bcI muPq sLrfb dI. jdoN vI koeI qIvIN sfhmixEN lMGdI hY CiVaF idEN qF bMdf bs Ausy AuWqy hI qbsrf krnf ÈurU kr idMdf ey. hor Blf asIN ikhVy AuWQy gRMQ Polxy huMdy ny.

- qy mYN ipwCy iekwlI ivhlI. nf kuJ kihx nUM nf kuJ krn nUM.

- mYN qYnUM ivhlI kdI vyiKaf hI nhIN. sfrf idn lwgI rihMdI eyN. kdI qUM rjfeIaF nUM Duwp lgf rhI huMdI eyN, kdI purfxy KysF dy zory vwt rhI huMdI eyN. kdI qUM vfiDaF qoN lfh lfh ky BFzy mFj rhI huMdI eyN qy kdI cfdrF Do rhI huMdI eyN. Blf iesnUM bMdf puwCy do qF afpF jI hF, iesdy kMm hI nhIN kdI muwkdy.

- afpF do jI ikvyN hF. rfm rqn hY – Ausdy bwcy hn.

- rfm rqn, rfm rqn, krdI rihMdI af. jdoN Auh afAuNdf af, ipwCy ipwCy Ausdy hyVH lwgI afAuNdI ey. koeI krjLf lYx df cfhvfn qy koeI afpxy muMzy leI nOkrI lvfAux leI awgy ipwCy iPrdf qy ieh ieMny hjUm dIaF rotIaF pkfAuNdI hI Qwk jFdI ey – cfh bxfAuNdI hI awk jFdI ey.

- mYN nhIN QwkdI, nf hI mYN awkdI hF. mYnUM qF KusLI huMdI ey, myrf aPsr puwqr afAuNdf ey. puwqr afAuNdf ey qy nfl Ausdy sMgI sfQI vI afAuNdy ny. Gr Biraf Biraf lgdf ey. myrI qF KusLI hI nhIN sFBI jFdI. rotIaF pkfAuNdI mYN nhIN QwkdI. jdoN puwqr afAuNdf ey qYnUM vI swQ suwQ Buwl jFdI ey. iek idn pihlF hI rsoeI dy sfry zwby tohygf. KMz, cfhpwqI, dflF, sfbx afid hn ik nhIN. rfeykot jf ky sbjLIaF lY afAU. PlL lY afAU. awgoN ipwCoN pYr DUh-DUh qurU. aKy gozy duKdy af. pr Aus idn myry nfl sbjLIaF ktfAU, cfh vrqfAU, rotI vrqfAU, ibsqry ivCfAU.

- mYN iesnUM kihMdf hF BolIey qUM Borf afrfm kr ilaf kr. pihlF hr dUjy idn pocf Pyrn bih jFdI sI. hux ivhVf pwkf ho igaf ey qF idn ivc iqMn cfr vfr ivhVf hI hUMJdI rihMdI ey. mYN keI vfr ikhf inMm vZf idMdy hF, pr nhIN. ‘boldy ny, huMgfrf Brdy ny. pwiqaF df kI hY – mYN afp bhukr Pyr lYNdI aF’.

- rfmy dI lwq ivc drd sI. bIr puwq qYnUM kuJ dwisaf hoxf. hux ikvyN hY?

- Aus dI lwq qF TIk hY. izsk ihwl geI sI. ipwT drd sI. hux TIk ey.

- kdoN af irhf hY ipMz sfnUM imlx?

- Auh hux dyr nfl afieaf krygf. ipMz ivc bwcy rihxf psMd nhIN kdy. grmI bVI ey. ibjlI guwl rihMdI dy. quhfnUM pqf hI hY rfm rqn cMzIgVH koTI Ausfr irhf hY.

- hF pqf hY.

- rfmf kihMdf hY ik Auh afpF dohF nUM vI cMzIgVH nfl lY jfvygf.

- hF rfmy dy bfpU.

dovyN pl dI pl KusL huMdy hn.

qy iPr Audfs ho jFdy hn. gihrI cuwp hY.

gurduafry df spIkr boldf hY:
- vfihgurU jI kf Kflsf, vfihgurU jI kI Pqih. gurU ipafrI sfD sMgq jI bVy duwK dI gwl hY ik afpxy lMbVdfr jI pUry ho gey ny. vfihgurU AunHF dI rUh nUM sLFqI bKsLy. vfihgurU jI kf Kflsf vfihgurU jI kI Pqih.
qy Pyr sogI sMgIq dI typ vwjx lwgI.

inMm AuWqy bYTIaF icVIaF Auz geIaF. ipwCy rih gey KflI afhlxy.

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