iek swcI khfxI :

awlf dy nFa ‘qy…

krnYl isMG igafnI - iPlfzYlPIaf

ajy gujrfq dy BUkMp aqy dysL dy dwKxI qwtF ‘qy vfpry sunfmI lihrF dy kihr qoN msF sfh afieaf sI ik sfl 2005 dy awT akqUbr vfly idn jMmU ksLmIr aqy pfiksqfn dy ielfky ivc iek hor jLljLly df Bfxf vrq igaf.

ivigafnIaF dy anumfn anusfr ieh Bucfl, AuhnF dy irktr skyl dI 7[6 pwdqI df sI. ipClI sdI qoN vI iBafnk. ipMzF dy ipMz mlIaf myt ho gey. koeI pMJI qIh hjLfr lok, bwcy, buwZy, iesqRIaF, gwBrU mOq dy mUMh jf swuqy. sfry pfsy hf hf kfr mwcI hoeI.

kihx sunx ivc afieaf ik keI ielfikaF ivc, srkfrI msLInrI dI QuV kfrn keI idnF qwk iksy ny iksy dI vfq vI nf puwCI. koeI mlby dy sqIrF hyT sihk irhf hY. qF koeI qIjI cOQI mMijLl ‘qy hvf ivc ltkdf hI dm qoV irhf hY. iksy bfl df isr pwQrF ivckfr drV ky mlIdf bixaf ipaf hY. afpxy bwcy nUM ihwk nfl lgfeI iksy jLKmI mF df duwD acfnk lhU dI Dfrf bx ky imrqk bfl dy mUMh ‘coN vg irhf hY. skUlF ivc, bwicaF dIaF pUrIaF dIaF pUrIaF klfsF, acfnk iewky Cwq Qwly krfh krfh ky dm qoV geIaF. plF iCnF ivc, awT awT, ds, ds mMjLlI iemfrqF, qfsL dy pwiqaF vFg iKMz ky kUVy df Zyr bx geIaF. pirvfrF dy pirvfr, DIaF, puwqR, mfpy, iek dUsry qoN judf hoey ivlk rhy ??.

aYNbUlYNsF, puils, PLOjI dsiqaF, vflMtIarF, syvf simqIaF afid vwloN qyjLI nfl ho rhI nws Bwj. hspqflF dy hspqfl, acfnk nwko nwk Br cuwky ??. jLKmIaF dI qfdfd eynIN vwD ik zfktr qy nrsF idn rfq skUlF, msijdF, hotlF, srfvF dy vrFizaf, drKqF Qwly hI ijwQy ikDry ho sikaf, AuhnF dI qImfrdfrI krI jf rhy ??.

hjLfr qoN vDyry igxqI ivc jMmU ksLmIr dy vsnIk vI rwb nUM ipafry ho gey. gLfrq hovy AuhnF awiq vfdIaF nUM, ijMnHF ny Borf vI awlf df KOPL nf kIqf aqy ajyhy rwb dy kihr ivc vI iewky twbr dy ds jIaF dy gly vwZ ky mOq dy Gft Auqfr idwqf.

ksLmIr Kyqr ivc ‘lfeIn-afPL-kMtrol’ dy dohIN pfsIN BfvyN kuJ arsy qoN XuwD bMdI kfrn amn sLFqI ??, aYpr jLljLly dy pRkop ny afpxy afpxy dysLf dI rfKI krdy sYnkF dy knkrIt dy bxy morcy vI gLrk kr idwqy. sO qoN AuWpr Bfrq vfly pfsy aqy anigxq hI pfiksqfn vfly pfsy.
ijwQy ikDry kdI kdfeIN srhwd ‘qy QoVHI bhuq nklo hrkq huMdI rihMdI sI, pfiksqfn vfly pfsy kuJ ihwisaf ivc, awT akqUbr qoN bfad Auh vI bMd ho geI jfpdI sI. cOksI krdy BfrqI sYink hYrfn sn. ikDry acfnk AuhnF dI inAukqI, srhwd dI QF jnqf dI rfKI leI qF nhIN sI kr idwqI geI?

koeI ds akqUbr dI svyr, iek BfrqI sYink tukVI dy hvfldfr ny afpxI dUrbIn nfl jo vyiKaf qF AusdIaF awKF nUM XkIn nhIN sI af irhf. AusdI njLr ivc srhwd dy dUsry pfsy dy bMkrF dI AuwGV duwgVH hflq dy lfgy iek bImfrF nUM cuwkx vfly strYcr ‘qy aMgryjLI ivc ‘hYlp’ df sMkyq moty moty awKrF ‘c iliKaf vyKx ivc afieaf. iPr iksy ny iek do QfvF ‘qy sPLYd rMg dI JMzI vjoN koeI vsqr lihrfxf sLurU kr idwqf. ies ajIb siQqI bfry jdoN Aus ny afpxy aPLsr nUM sUicq kIqf qF Aus ny vI dUrbIn rfhI vyiKaf ik kuJ pfiksqfnI sYink, hvf ivc hwQ ihlf ihlf ky AuhnF df iDafn afkrisLq krn dI koisLsL kr rhy hn. sUbydfr sfihb nUM smJ nhIN sI af rhI ik kI kIqf jfvy.

iksy qrF AuhnF ny srhwd pfr dy njLdIkI POjI kmFzr nfl vfierlYs ‘qy sMprk bxf ilaf, aqy aslIaq bfry pqf krnf cfihaf qF dUjy pfisEN jo ihrdy vyDk sunyhf pRfpq hoieaf, sux ky sfry sYnkf dIaF awKf nm ho geIaF. sunyhf kuJ ies prkfr sI.

“srhwd dy pfr bYTy BfrqI vIrno!

ieh ikho ijhI siQqI hY ik sflF qoN ieko BfsLf bolx vfly afpF ieko ijhI klcr dy lok, iek dUsry dy vYrIaF vjoN, eys ingUxI lfeIn afPL kMtrol dI rfKI leI jUJ rhy hF. aqy hfVH isafl dy mINh hnyrIaF afpxy ipMzy ‘qy hMZfAuNdy hF, qF ik ipwCy bYTy afpxy twbrF dy jIaF nUM aMn pfxI nsIb ho sky.

BfvyN kuJ smyN qoN afpxy sLfskF nUM iksy ny XuwD bMdI dI akl idwqI hY, ik eys PLjLUl dI mfrf mfrI ivc kuJ nhIN rwiKaf. Pyr vI iqMn idn pihlF afey jLljLly kfrn hoeI qbfhI, afpF sfiraf ny GrF qoN dUr bYiTaF JwlI hY. sunx ivc afieaf hY ik sO qoN vwD BfrqI sYinkF nUM moricaF hyT kucly jfx kfrn afpxI jfn gvfAuxI peI hY. sfzy pfsy qF rwb df kihr kuJ vDyry hI vfpiraf hY. sfzy nfl moricaF ivc bYTy ijMny PLOjI vIr jLmIn ivc dPLn ho cuwky hn, asIN aMdfjLf vI nhIN lf skdy. aqy eys vyly ijhVy lok mlby hyTF dwby hoey krfh rhy hn, sux ky sfzy idlF nUM ieMj hOl pY rhy hn ik sfzI vfh nhI jFdI ik kI krIey. BfvyN PLOjI hox dy nfqy afpxy vwloN asIN afpxI pUrI vfh lfeI jf rhyy hF, pr hflfq sfzI ivqoN bfhry hoey pey jfpdy ny.

BfvyN sfzy pfsy iek PLOjI hkUmq hY, aYpr smJ nhIN afAuNdI ik eyny idn ho cuwkx dy bfvjUd iksy ny sfzI sfr ikAuN nhIN leI ik qusIN ijAuNdy ho jF mr Kp gey ho. sfzy vwloN Byjy anykF qrilaf df ajy qwk koeI jvfb nhIN afieaf. hr koeI ispfhI socdf hY, ik afpxy afpxy mulk dI rfKI leI ijhVI asF sfiraF sONh KfDI hY, jy kr mYdfny jMg ivc koeI lVdf mr jfvy qF smJo AusdI jfn iksy lyKy lwg geI. pr eys qrF mlby hyT afpxI jfn dy dyxf vI koeI sUrmgqI dI gwl hY?

asIN kfier nhIN hF. BfvyN koeI sfnUM kfnUMnI qOr ‘qy BgOVf vI afKy, pr soicaF ik mOjUdf hflfq ivc, guaFZI hox dy nfqy iek iensfnI qrlf kr vyKIey. ik Brfvo, jy ho sky qF sfzy ivcoN jyhVy eys sMkt ivc aYs vyly Psy hoey ny, awolf dy nFa ‘qy, ijMinaF ku dI jfn bcf skdy ho bcf lvo. sfzIaF pusLqF quhfnUM sfrI Aumr duafvF dyxgIaF.”

sUbydfr vrgy bhfdr ispfhI dy idl aMdr, idaflqf dI iek lihr dOV geI.

AuhnF BfeI vIr isMG horF dI pusqk suMdrI ?? ivc CfpI iksy qsvIr dy ‘kYpsLn’ vjoN aMkq AuhnF dy mnohr sLbd pVHy hoxgy.

‘pr-Aupkfr kryNidaF, asF nf afvy lfj.
afpxf cfhy ivgV jfie, svry pr df kfj.’

AuhnF nUM keI sdIaF purfxI BfeI GneIey dI Auh imsfl vI Xfd af geI, jdoN guru goibMd isMG jI anMd pur dy jMg dI agvfeI kr rhy sn. EDr mYdfny jMg ivc pfxI pfxI krdy dohF pfisaF dy jLKmIaF dI PLirafd sux ky BfeI GneIey dy idl ivc qrs af igaf aqy iensfnI syvf df jjLbf pRbl ho AuWiTaf sI. isMGF ny BfeI GneIey dI ies ajIb hrkq ivruwD siqgurF kol isLkfieq kr idwqI ik Auh dusLmx dy sYnkF dI vI jfn bcfAux ivc shfeI ho irhf hY. gurU jI ny jdoN BfeI GneIey koloN jvfb qlbI kIqI qF Auh gl ivc pwlf pf ky afKx lwgf ik “swcy pfqsLfh! mYnUM qF sfry jIaF dI kurlfht ivwcoN ieho afvfjL hI suxfeI idMdI ey.

‘awlf dy nF ‘qy, iek Guwt pfxI….’

so jdoN koeI duKI, qyry nfm dI duhfeI dyky afvfjL mfrdf hY ijs ivc mYnUM qyrf hI rUp ivKfeI idMdf hY, qF dwso mYN iks nUM nFh kr skdf hF?”

huxy huxy sUbydfr sfihb ny dysL dy prDfn mMqrI s[mnmohn isMG horF vwloN ryzIE ‘qy eys iensfnI ibpqf ivc Psy pfiksqfn nUM idwqI shfieqf bfry vI suixaf sI. AuhnF qurMq afpxy hYzkuafrtr nUM sfrI siQqI bfry ieqlfh dy ky Xfcnf kIqI.

‘sr! ijs qrF jMgI hflfq ivc GfielF dy Aupcfr leI iek iek pl vI shfeI huMdf hY aqy ijs qrF ieh lokIN sLrn ivc afieaF vrgI siQqI ivc hn, iehnF bdnsIbF dI jfn slfmqI leI sfnUM iejfjLq dy skoN qF ieh iensfnIaq dI jMg ijwqx vflI gwl hovygI. sfzy kol smF bhuq Gwt hY, so ikrpf krky….”

pqf nhIN AuhnF nUM kI afdysL imilaf. aYpr iek mnuwKqf dy jjLby nfl lYs, Aunf ny afpxIaF shfiek POjI tukVIaF nUM nfl lY ky, afpxy hiQafr ipwCy Cwz ky bylcy gYNqIaF cuwk ley. aqy afpxI surwiKaf dI prvfh kIqy bgLYr, ‘lfeIn afPL kMtrol’ pfr krky, kuJ GMitaf ivc hI pMdrF qoN vI vwD dusLmn dy sYnkF nUM jLKmI hflq ivc kwZx ivc sPLlqf pRfpq kr leI. aqy AuhnF dy PLOjI vfrsF dy spurd krky dunIaf dy jMgI ieqhfs ivc iek nvF aiDafie isrj idwqf.

afPLrIn hY Eey BfrqI vIrnoN…! qusF awj afpxI Bfrq mF dy pIqy duwD dI lfj rwK ivKfeI…. aqy gurbfxI dy mhFvfk

‘jo sLrn afvY, iqsy kMT lfvY’
qy Puwl cVHfey [[[.

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(21 qkqUbr 2005)