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ipCly kuwJ idnF qoN bfbf PrId dIaF ieh pMkqIaF hrimMdr isMG dy mn ivwc lgfqfr gUMj rhIaf sn. jI krdf sI sfrf kuwJ Cwz Czf ky ikDry dOV jfvy. ‘ikwQy af ky Ps gey hF’ Auh apxy afp nUM JfV pfAuNdf. mn nUM kTor kridaF ieh vI socdf ik ‘jIvn ivwc irsLqy nfqy sB JUTy hn.Pyr irsLiqaF dy jMjfl ivwc mYN ikAuN Pisa hF?’ Auh Kud nUM hI puwCdf. afpxI pqnI dI hflq qy qrs afAux lwigaf ‘DI dy Gr vVidaF hI ijsdI jLubfn TfkI jFdI. sonI nUM vyKidaF hI AusdI soc pQrf jFdI qy awQrU suwk jFdy. sonI kMm qoN Gr vVdI qy AusdI mF siqbIr dy pYr rsoeI vl qur pYNdy.hwQF ivwc afp muhfry hrkq af jFdI. kdI kdI Auh ieh vI socx lwg jFdI  ‘ik clo koeI nf DI df hI Gr aY…’

soPy qy bYTf hrimMdr isMG buV buV krdf ‘DI df Gr hI hY afpxf Gr qF nI…. jy afpxf huMdf qF siqbIr df Pyr vI ieh hfl huMdf? afKr Auh blfk aPsr dI pqnI hY’. ipwCy lok Aus nUM bI zI Au sfihb kihky bulAuNdy, ijs df mqlb hux knyzf afky bhuqf zrpok aPsr bxky rih igaf sI. hr gwl ivwc Auh DI dy shuiraF qoN zrdf, kdy pRhfhuxy qoN zrdf, kdy afpxI hI kuVI qoN. hor qF hor Auh dfrU dI Guwt pIx lwigaf pqnI qoN vI zrdf. keI vfrI Aus ny keI aihsfs vI krvfieaf ik ‘knyzf af ky qF pqf nhIN QonUM kI ho igaf…Qozy ‘c Auh gwl hI nhIN rhI…. aYN kmry ‘c vV ky qF nI srnf…ikwQy geI QozI aPsrIN tOhr…’? siqbIr vMgfrdI vI qy Pyr afp hI ZyrI Zfa bihMdI.

hrimMdr ivhlf bYTf socF ivwc zuwb jFdf, ‘KMny ‘c AunHF dI ikMnI sohxI koTI sI,nOkr cfkr sn qy hor sB kuwJ sI.Pyr kI krn afey sn Auh eyQy…?kI kdI siqbIr ny AuwQy hwQINN kMm kIqf sI?hux ikvyN kdI dflF sbjLIaF bxfAuNdI iPrdI aY aqy kdI vYikAUm krdI aY.BFzy DodIN dy aQrU nI rukdy.‘afKr DI dy shuiraF df hI Gr hY koeI kYdKfnf qF nI[[[’ keI vfrI hrimMdr puwCdf qF Auh awgoN kihMdI, “quhfnUM hI knyzf afAux df cfa ciVaf sI,aKy hm ny qF DI knyzf qornIaF…lY lAu hux knyzf df suafd.cMgy Bly surg nUM lwq mfr ky af gey”.…Auh TIk hI qF kih rhI sI.

hrimMdr iqMn BrfvF nfloN Auh vwzf sI qy qrwkI vI sB qoN vwD kIqI sI.apxy blfk ivwc AusdI bhuq puwC sI.dorfhf blfk ivwc Aus ny kMm vI bhuq kIqf sI.byhwd BlfeI skImF cflU krvfeIaF sn.keI ipMzF nUM mfzl grfm bxfieaf sI.glIaF nflIaF pwkIaF krvfeIaF’pfxI dy inkfs df pRbMD krvfieaf.Aus dI ipwT ipwCy vI lok kihMdy ik aijhf blfk aPsr pihlF kdy nhIN afieaf.pMdrF sfl Aus ny iewko blfk ivwc itk ky kMm kIqf.iesy dOrfn KMny sLihr dy sB qoN cMgy ielfky ivwc koTI bxfeI.iksy vI cIjL dI Gft nhIN sI jy koeI Gft sI qF isrP pwuqr dI….siqbIr sonI qoN bfad bwcydfnI ‘c nuks pYx krky aglf bwcf pYdf nhIN sI kr skI.aprysLn krky zfktrF nUM bwcydfnI kwZxI peI sI.sonI nUM hI sbr krky AunHF puwqrF vFgUM pfilaf sI.Pyr Auh socdf ‘ik jy ieh myry puwq df Gr huMdf qF vI sfzf eyho hfl huMdf?hux sfnUM ieh Gr afpxf ikAuN nHIN lwgdf ijvyN swjx isAuN nUM lwgdf hY.Auh socdf sfzf smfj afKx nUM jo mrjI afKI jfvy pr DI qy puwq ivwc Prk jrUr huMdf hY qF hI qF DIaF afpxy mfipaF nUM  Aus rohb nfl Gr nhIN rwK skdIaF ijs rohb nfl mfpy puwq dy Gr rih skdy ny….ieh sonI dy shuiraF df zr hI sI jo Auh afpxy mfipaF nfl ies qrHF slUk kr rhI sI.

afpdy jfxy qF hrimMdr ny ipMzF dI qrwkI dy nfl nfl mn nUM vI bhuq Auwnq kr ilaf sI.muMzy kuVI ‘c kdI koeI Prk nhIN sI kIqf.Auh qF ieh vI socdf sI ik awj iewkIvI sdI ivwc kuVIaF iks gwloN muMizaF nfloN Gwt ny?Aus ny muMizaF vFg hI sonI nUM pVHfieaf ilKfieaf qF ik vwzI aPsr bxy.[[ qy mOkf imlx qy muMizaF vFg hI bfhr qoiraf sI.BFvy ieh gwl vwKrI sI,ik clo DI dy asry Auh vI bfhrlf mulk dyK afAuxgy.suixaf qF ieh vI sI ik irtfeirmYNt qoN bfady cMgy mulk ‘c cMgf vkq lMGdf hY.pr vkq qF hux lMGx ivwc hI nhIN sI af irhf.siqbIr qF bIqy vyly nUM pCqfAuNdI ieh vI afKdI ik Auh ikhVf vkq sI jdoN Auh hfier sYkMzrI skUl dI ipRMsIplI Cwz ky knyzf nUM qur peI sI.‘hux lAu njLfry knyzf dy’.Auh sfrf dosL pqI isr mVdI.

siqbIr pqf nhIN bYTI kI kI socdI rihMdI.soc df glotf Pyr AuDiVaf, ‘afKr knyzf jfx df sbwb vI bx hI igaf sI.hrimMdr dy dPqr ‘coN hI iksy ny dws pfeI sI ik “muMzf knyzf qoN afieaf hoieaf hY.AUN qF koeI ijLafdf piVHaf iliKaf nhIN pr Pyr vI cMgI PYmlI aY.nfly knyzf vfly sfk ikqy sOKy imldy ny… jy khoN qF gwl qor lYNdy hF”.lyKf klrk nfieb isMG ny bfl pfVy ivwc roV idwqI.hriMMmMdr isMG socx lwigaf ik ‘sonI vI qF afpxI plws tU hI hY.hux knyzf jfx df cfns imldf ey.lok qF qrsdy ny….nfly viraF dI qmMnf pUrI ho jfAU. buZfpy dI pYnsLn qy aYsL.Aus ny qurMq hF kr idwqI.bws Ausy idn qoN jIvn pltf Kfa igaf sI.

glotf hor AuDiVaf, “ivafh vI qF kfhlI kfhlI glL gUTf dy kI krvfieaf sI,ajy qF pUrI iksy gwl dI GoK pVqfl vI nhIN kIqI sI aKy ‘nfieb isAuN ivwc hY,ByqI bMdf aYN qF nI krdf’.jo khI igaf mMnI gey.Auhny hI dwisaf sI, ‘girMdr isMG swjx isMG df muMzf eyN,BYx ny knyzf bulfey sI.vwzy muMzy df ivafh do sfl pihlF kIqf sI hux Auh awz rihMdY.bVIaF lihrF bihrF ny pRmfqmF df sLukr af…’.

ieh qF AunHF nUM knyzf af ky hI pqf lwigaf sI,ik TIk TUk kfhdy ny  ipMz ivwc Ayuh byjLmIny iksfn sn.iewk eykV jmIn sI jo knyzf dy lflc ivwc bMso dy ivafh qy lf idwqI sI.jo Aus qoN duwgxI Aumr dy aqy do inafixaF dy bfp dy lV lf ky knyzf qorI sI qF ik bfkI twbr vI jf sky.pr knyzf af ky Aus ny afpxy kmjLor pqI nUM kfbU kr ilaf sI.ijsdI Gr ivwc koeI buwkq nhIN sI.bMso df hI rfj sI shuiraF dy Gr vI qy pyikaF dy Gr qy vI.ieh irsLqf vI bMso dI afigaf nfl hI hoieaf sI.

jdoN swjx isAuN ny afpxI DI nUM dwisaf sI ik ‘afpxy igMdy nUM bI zI Au dI kuVI df irsLqf afAuNdf hY’ qF Auh cihk peI sI.sfrf kuwJ sux ky kihx lwgI “pFDf nF puwCo hF kr idAu.jy kwlI kuVI hY qF hor afpF nUM kI cfhIdf hY sfrI jfiedfd igMdy nUM eI afAuxI ey,ivwcy KMny vflI aYzI koTI….sfry irsLqydfrF ivwc tOhr bx jfAU beI muMzf bIzIE df jmfeI af….myry shuiraF nUM vI pqf lwgU …”.AusdI KusLI sMBflI nhIN sI jFdI.

Pyr pwk Twk ho igaf qy ivafh vI Dr idwqf.bMso Ausy vkq itkt lY ky ieMzIaf nUM cV geI.ivafh dI iqafrI qoN lY ky ivafh Kqm hox qwk Auh qfnfsLfh bxky hukm clfAuNdI rhI.hor qF hor Aus nfieb isAuN nUM vI hwQF pYrF dI pfeI rwKI ik ‘vy qUM kfhdf ivcolF ey aYnI gwl nI mMnvf skdf,aYzf aPsr ey…kwlI kuVI af ikqy aYnf vI nf krU’.Pyr mUMh mMgy dfj qoN lY ky brfq dI syvf,mn mnOqf vfly muMdIaF Cwly Aus ny hr gwl jor nfl mnvfeI.sLihr df sB qoN mihMgf mYirjL pYils buwk krvfieaf,afrkYstrf vfly,swiBafcfrk gruwp vfly qy gfAux vfly vI lVkI vfly pfisAuN hI krvfey.hor qF hor sfhnyvfl qoN ivsysL hYlIkfptr brfq qy Puwl suwtx leI buwk kIqf igaf Aus dy pYsy vI kuVI vfilaf ny hI idwqy.

Auh sfry ielfky ivwc bwly bwly krvfAuxf cfhuMdI sI.qF ik lok dMg rih jfx qy AunHF qy lwigaf grIbI df dfg Doqf jf sky,ijnHf mjLbUrI kfrn afpxI kuVI dhfjU nUM ivafhI sI.

lLok afK rhy sn “beI knyzf dI krfmfq af.eyQy qF aijhy anpV JuwzU nUM koeI byrF vwty vI nF isafxy…”.koeI kihMdf ik “iqMn vfr igafrmI ‘coN Pyl hoieaY,KyqI jogI jmIn vI nI qI afh qF knyzf krky sUq af igaf.aYQy kdy motrf bMnx df kMm iswKdf qI qy kdy trYktrF df hux kfr qoN pYr BUMjy nI lONhdf,dyK lo eyhnUM kYNdy ny iksmq…”.BUry dI buwkl mfrdf jfgr amlI boilaf.“keIaF dy Gr pwtU.hux qF hryk ny afpy kYhxf jLmIn Dr ky mYnUM knyzy qoro”.bfrU ny jrdf mlL ky qfVI ijhI vjfAuNidaf gwl pUrI kIqI sI.

keI idn bMny cMny igMdy dy ivafh dI crcf huMdI rhI sI.lok kihMdy ik ‘bI zI Au ny kI vyiKaf af, knyzy nUM irsLqf kIqf hoxY’.kuwJ kihMdy ‘blYk mnI vfeIt krn nUM kIqf hoAU bws kuVI knyzf jf ky ky Cwz dAU muMzy nUM’.keI kihMdy ‘vwzy GrF dIaF kuVIaF ‘c nuks vI vwzy huMdy ny qF hI grIb pirvfr ‘c ivafhI af ik agly mUhry bolx vfly nF hox’.ijMny mUMh AunIaF gwlF.iksy nF iksy qrIky ieh gwlF hrimMdr isMG pfs jF AusdI pqnI siqbIr pfs vI phuMc hI jFdIaF.lokF df ikhVf mUMh PVnf sI.Auh socdy “jy af hI durdsLf krvfAuxI sI qF lokF qoN crcr krvfAux df kI Pfiedf hoieaf”.

iewk idn siqbIr kihx lwgI “lok aYvyN qF nI puwqrF nUM Jurdy DI vfly ijwzy mrjLI hox pr nIvyN hI rihMdy ny”.hrimMdr kihx lwigaf ik “eyQy puwqF dI vI koeI grMtI nhIN puwqF vfilaF dy Gr nUMhF df rfj hY.hfl AunHF df vI afpxy vflf eI af.kwl mYnUM smrfly vflf qsIldfr gurdyv isAuN iml ipaf afh hI roxy Auh roNdf sI.mYnUM dyKx sfr kihx lwgf ‘bI zI Au sfihb qusIN ikwQy af Psy srdfrIaF krdy krdy’.mYN ikhf DI ny bulfey aF,kihMdf ‘eyQy koeI iksy df DI puwq nIN huMdf eyQy qF pYsy dy hI irsLqy ny’.do cfr idn rotI dy ky Pyr myry vFgUM iksy PYktrI jF Pfrm ‘c Dwk dyxgy.myry puwq ny vI aYvyN kIqf sI. kihMdf ‘zYzI kMm  qF krnf hI pYx eyN eyQy Krcy bhuq ny’.kihMdf guxdIp vI ivhlI Gr af jF qusIN bybI isiMtMg kroN mYN Aus nUM kMm lBf idMdf aF’.eynF dI mMmI dy qur jfx qoN bfad mYN qF muMzy kol afieaf sI nUMh dIaF pwkIaF Kfx qy nUMh socdI aY ik jy zYzY myry vI do Pulky lfh idaf krn.kihMdI eyQy bMdy nUM vI kMm krnf cfhIdf hY.dflF sbjLIaF muMzf Kud bxfAuNdf ey qy mYN hux Pfrm ‘c gozy rgVdf hF ijMny sfrI Aumr kdI KuWlf zMgr nhIN sI bMinaf.nUMh qF CuwtI vfly idn bfrF vjy AuwTygI.mYN hI soc lYNdf hF ik awj sMzy af nfly gurdvfry mwQf tyk afAudy nfly lMgr Ck afvFgy.jy kuwC muMzy nUM khUM qF Gry klysL pAU.ikMny ikMny idnF bfad Auh trwk qoN afAudf hY.kfhdF pVHfieaf ilKfieaf inrf CuwzU inwkilaf kI aijhf pYsf cwtxf eyN….myrI mMnoN qF vfps muV jfAu.hrimMdr imwqr dIaF gwlF suxf ky siqbIr kol mn df Bfr hOlf kr irhf sI.

ikqy muMzy df duwK qy ikqy DI df.eyQy AusdI DI bdl geI sI shuiraF vrgf hI rveIaF Ausdf sI.Auh apxI hI mF dy Qoqy Bfzy cuwk cuwk afKdI ‘mMmI aYdf BFzy DoeIdy ny kwpF nUM mlfeI lwgI peI af’.mF ipAu qoN vwD Aus nUM kfript ipafrf sI,ijs df Auh bhuq iKafl rwKdI.kMm,hfr isLMgfr qy nuks kwZxy iqMnoN kMm afAuNdy sn Aus nUM .ijhVy nuks Auh afpxI nxfn bMsoN dy kwZdI sI,Auh hux sfry Aus ivwc vI af gey sn.ipAu nUM Pfrm Byjx jF sikAurtI dI jOb krn leI Auh keI vfr kih cuwkI sI.hrimMdr jfxdf sI ik awj nhIN qF kwl gurdyv isMG vFgUM Ausdy vI aPsrI qfj nUM hwQ pYx hI vflf hY.

Aus nUM qF hmysLF lwgdf rihMdf ijvyN koeI Aus dI sLmly vflI pwg nUM pYrF hyT mDol irhf hovy.pwg nUM hwQ qF Ausy vkq pY igaf sI jdoN AunHF nvyN afieaF nUM kuVmxI vloN mwqF dyx df islslf sLurU hoieaf sI “BYx jI knyzf ivwc juwqI sxy aMdr nhIN vVIdf,drF ‘c Kohl idaf kro,qusIN qF pVHy ilKy AuN….rotI Kf ky afpxy Bfzy afp cuwkIdy ny eyQy nOkr cfkr nI huMdy nfly ieh ikhVf ieMzIaf ey….ivhilaF bYiTaF dy qF gozy duwKx lwg jFdy ny bYkXfrz ‘coN Gfh bUtI kwZ idaF kro.eyQy kMm nUM mfVf nhIN smJdy.hr bMdf hI kMm krdf ey”.kdI swjx isMG qy kdI Aus dI Gr vflI mwqF idMdy rihMdy.kuVmxI hrnfm kOr vI siqMdr dy Doqy BFizaF nUM cuwk cuwk vyKdI rihMdI ik ikqy koeI dfg qF nIN rih igaf.ijvyN Auh koeI nOkrfxI hovy.kmry ivwc vV ky Auh hubkIN hubkIN roNdI hrimMdr nUM kihMdI “mYN nhIN rihxf eyQy,ieMzIaF nUM muV cwlo”.

swjx isMG hrimMdr nfl ikhVf Gwt krdf sI.jy kdI Auh pIx dI sulf mfr vI lYNdf qF nfl hI sbk vI dy idMdf ik “eyQy iewk awDf pYwg hI lfeIdf hY.jF hux koeI kMm lwBo ivhly bih ky nhIN srnf.eyar port qy ryhVIaF kwTIaF krn dI jF iksy Pfrm ivwc,jOb qF iml hI jfxI hY”.donF kuVmF ivwc ijvyN koeI mukfblf cwl irhf hovy.swjx isMG nUM AusdI blfk aPsrI knyzf dy mukfbly bVI ingUxI ijhI sLYa jfpdI sI aqy Bfrq nUM inMdx ivwc Aus nUM afnMd afAudf.AuQoN df hr bMdf Aus nUM cor Aucwkf qy irsLvq Kor jfpdf.hflFik anpVH swjx isMG nUM  iksy vI gwl ivwc koeI bhuqf igafn nhIN sI.Aus dI iewko Xogqf sI ik Auh hrimMdr isMG qoN pihlF knyzf afieaf sI.ijs df aihsfs Auh hr gwl ivwc krvfAuNdf rihMdf.

Auh jdoN vI ieMzIaF muV jfx dI gwl krdy qF sonI dI ijwd lY ky bYT jFdI ik ‘mYN qF quhfzy krky hI idn kwtdI hF’.kuVI df ipafr pYrIN byVIaF pf bYTdf.Auh qF hor bysmYNt vI lwBx nF idMdI.pr kuVI dy shuiraF nfl rihxf ikhVf sOKf sI?nF Auh mrjI nfl jI skdy nF kuwJ Kfa pI skdy.hor qF hor iksy mihmfn nUM vI Gr nF bulf skdy.siqbIr kdy kdy duKI hoeI afKdI “jo mrjI khI jfAu kuVI muMzy df bhuq Prk bhuq huMdf hY.jy ieh muMzy df Gr huMdf kI Pyr vI afpF inv ky rihMdy?pr jdoN hrimMdr isMG njLr duVfAuNdf qF Aus nUM sYNkVy afpxy vrgy lokF df iKafl af jFdf ijnF ny apxy DIaF puwqr smfijk mfx qfx leI knyzf Byjy qy AunHF dy aPsrI qfj rulL gey.AunF dy KMB kuwqr ky AunHF nUM bysmYNtF ivwc zwk ky bybI istr bxfieaf igaf jF PfrmF ‘c gozy rgVn qy mjbUr kIqf igaf.hux Auh Aus ipMjry nUM nhIN, afpxy KMBF nUM kosx jogy hI rih gey sn,ijnF ivwc Auwzx df qfx hI nhIN sI irhf.

hrimMdr isMG afpxI ies durdsLf qoN bcxf cfhuMdf sI.pfrtIaF ivwc lok iewk dUjy df mjLfk AuzfAudy ‘beI TfxydfrF ijwdx df PfrmF ‘c jfx lwigaF eyN iZwz qF ikDry hI Auz igaf.nfly eyQy ikhVf AuproN bxdf ey…’.‘mfstrf AuQy inafxy kwTy krdf sI eyQy ryVIaF ‘kwTIaF krdf eyN Prk qF koeI nI…’.jF kihMdy ‘Auh vkIl sfhb tmftr qF qoV nI huMdy kort ‘c kI rMg lfAuNdf hovyNgf’?hrimMdr ny soc ilaf sI ik Auh eys qrHF dI mfnisk mOq nhIN mrygf.    

Ausdy dosq nfieb isMG qihsIldfr ny hrimMdr nUM keI vfr ikhf sI “sfihb jI jy knyzf rihxf eI aF koeI alwg jgf vyK lAu eyQy bQyrIaF cMgIaF bysmYNtF iml jFdIaF ny”.hrimMdr df afqm snmfn vI eyh hI kih irhf sI ik jy rihxf hI hY qF isr Auwcf krky ikAuN nF rhIey.pr jdoN Aus nUM Aus DrqI Qwly bysmYNt ivwc rihx iKafl afAuNdf qF Auh socdf ‘mnF ikwQy afpxIaF kfrF koTIaF qy ikwQy ieh cUihaF vFgUM dubk ky bysmYNt rUpI Kuwz ‘c rihxf’ Pyr mn zol jFdf.

socdf eyhdy nfloN qF vfips hI muV jfeIey.Pyr sonI dI ijwd lY ky bYT jFdI ik ‘hux ipwCy kOx hY,afpxI Aulfd kol vI nhIN rih skdy?istIjn isLwp lY lvo Pyr cly jfieAu.nfly qusIN AuwQy jf ky krnf vI kI hY?pYnsLn vI qF hI imlygI jy knyzf dy istIjn hovoNgy’.keI sfl dI AuzIk qoN bfad sonI pirgnYNt sI ies hflq ivwc Auh Cwzky vI nhIN qF jF skdy sn.

hPqy do hPqy bfad guirMdr df gyVf lwgdf.nfl rihMdy hox kfrn hux Auhdy ivwc vI pihlF vrgf siqkfr nhIN sI.trwk zrfeIvrI hI Aus leI sB kuwJ sI dunIaF dI sB qoN sLrysLt jOb ijs bfry Auh hr iksy nUM mfx nfl dwsdf ik ‘trwk clfAuNdf hF lONg rUt qy jFdf hF Bfv cMgy pYsy bxdy ny’.zrfeIivMg sIt qy bYTx nUM Auh kursI dI jOb dwsdf.Aus leI pirvfr nfloN pYsf vwzf sI.Auh hr gwl nUM pYsy nfl hI qoldf.afpxI kmfeI dI jdoN Auh blfk aPsrIN qoN imlx vflI pya nfl qulnf krdf qF Auh vI Aus nUM koeI Kfs gwl nf jfpdI.Gwt pVHy bMdy leI trwk zrfievrI sB qoN sUq bYTdI hY knyzf ivwc.Pyr Auh hr iksy nUM trwk dI afmdn nfl qoldy ny.bhuqy trwk zrfeIvrF df hfl guirMdr vflf  hI sI.AuhdIaF gwlF sux ky keI vfr hrimMdr isMG nUM lwgdf ijvyN lwqF vwZ ky Ausdy kwd nUM Cotf kIqf jf irhf hovy.

hrimMdr dyKdf ik ijs pYsy df idKfvf guiMrMdr qy Ausdf pirvfr krdf hY Auh vI kmfAuxf koeI aYnf sOKf nhIN sI.do do hPqy dIaF dflF rotIaF bMn ky Auh qurdf.byhIaF rotIaF Kf ky cOvI GMty mOq dy GoVy qy svfr rihMdf.srIrk prysLfnIaF df ibMinaf qy pirvfr qoN vI dUr.Auh Gr afAux sfr dfrU lY bYTdf.dfrU pIxI qy mIt Kfxf Aus dy sB qoN vwzy sLONk sn.amrIkf jFdf qF Auh sI,pr pyNzU puxf ajy AuvyN hI kfiem sI.gwl gwl qy gflL kwZdf anpVF vflI sLbdfvlI vrqdf.mIt Kfx lwigaf hwQ ilbyV lYNdf.igafn Aus qoN kohF dUr sI afpxy Aujwz puxy nUM jwtvfd dwsdf aqy ies qy mfx krdf.hor ivcfrf krdf vI kI?piVHaf Auh nhIN sI,kflj nhIN sI igaf qy nf hI iksy sBf susfietI ivwc bYiTaf AuwiTaf sI.keI vfr qF hrimMdr isMG nUM Aus qy qrs vI afAudf.

hrimMdr isMG nUM afpxy aPsrI idn Xfd af jFdy.mwD vrgI pirvfrF ivwc ikvyN slIkf vriqaf jFdf sI.susfietI ivwc ivcrn dy qOr qrIky huMdy sn.Kfx pIx qy pihnx df ZMg huMdf sI.pr sfzy lok qF knyzf vrgy ivksq mulk ivwc af ky pihlF nfloN vI dysI ho gey sn.Kfx pIx df koeI ZMg hI nhIN sI.swjx isMG vrgf swTF nUM phuMicaF bMdf byZvf ijhF kwCF pfeI soPy qy ipaf ipwT Kurkdf rihMdf qy hrimMdr dy lwgI tfeI df mjLfk AuzfAuNdf rihMdf.slIky nUM Auh sLihrI KyKx dwsdf.hrimMdr isMG socdf kI knyzf phuMcx nfl hI koeI qrwkI kr jFdf hY qy Auwcy ruqby vfl bx jFdf hY,ijs qrHF swjx isMG socdf ey?sLfied Auh TIk vI hovy ikAuNik Ausdf afpxf pnHf hI eynf ku sI.

muMzy kuVIaF vloN knyzf mMgvfey bhuqy Gwt pVHy pirvfrF dI dsLF swjx isMG dy pirvfr vrgI hI sI.ijnF df sB qoN pihlf supnf apxy muMizaF nUM trwk zrfeIvr bxfAux df huMdf qy dUsrf Gr lYx df.Pyr vwzy qoN vwzf Gr lYx vflI cUhy dOV ‘c sLfml ho ky Auh afpxy bwicaF qy pirvfrF nUM  Buwl jFdy.bwcy ivgV jFdy,qlfk ho jFdy pr Auh idsLf hIx hoey idn rfq kMm krdy rihMdy pqf nhI iks vfsqy.vIk aYNz qy sLrfb pI lYx nfl koeI mnorMjn QoVf ho jFdf hY?hor Auh ikqy vI pirvfrF nUM lY ky GuMmx nF jFdy.eyho hfl guirMdr qy sonI df vI sI.knyzf dI muwK Dfrf df AunHF nUM A a vI pqf nhIN sI.lokF nUM ies hflfq ivwc rwKx leI pMjfbI mIzIaf vI ijMmyvfr sI jo cOvI GMty BfrqI rfg alfpdf rihMdf.pMjfb ivwc iksy mintr nUM iCwk vI af jfey qF knyzf df pMjfbI mIzIaf pwbF Bfr ho ky iewk dUjy qoN pihlF ies nUM kvr krnI cfhuMdf.lfeIv pwqrkfr lY ky byquky suafl pwuCy jFdy.Pyr eysy dI iCWk qy tfk sLoa vI krvfieaf jFdf.ijs ivwc lok vwD cV ky ihwsf lYNdy.muwK Dfrf dIaF gwlF AunHF nUM kIhny isKfAuxIaF sn?hrimMdr nUM jfpdf ijvyN Auh knyzf af ky keI guxf pCV igaf hovy.guirMdr vrgy lokF dy pCVypx kfrn vI ieh inwq dI kfvF rOlLI hI sI.ijs qoN nvIN pIVI iblkuwl tuwtI hoeI sI.guirMdr bYNk ivwc ibjns akfAUNt Kulvfky apxy afp nUM trFspotr dws irhf sI.irsLqy vkq vI AunHF afpxy afp nUM trFspotr hI dwisaf sI.ieh qF knyzf afky hI pqf lwgf sI ik bYNk ivwc ibjns akfAUNt KulvfAux leI eys qrHF dI kMpnI rijtrz krvfAuxI jrUrI huMdI hY.hrimMdr isMG keI vfr byhwd prysLfn ho jFdf.

AusdI awz hox dI ijwd vyK ky iewk idn swjx isAuN kihx lwgf “jy awz rihxf hI hY qF agly mhIny apxI bysmYNt KflI ho jfxI aY nfly Gr df Gr.iewk gwl mYN dwsf,beI ikrfieaf jrUr dyxf pAU.Pyr irsLqydfrI ivwc Prk nhIN pYNdf,afpF qF krdy aF korI gwl.bI zI Au sfihb qusIN gwzI df lsMs lY ky jfb lwBo qF kMm sUq aOxf eyN.ieAuN ikMnf ku icr bYTy rhoNgy.nfly aPsrI qF rih geI hux ieMzIaf…”.

swjx isMG TIk hI qF kih irhf sI.kuwJ nf kuwJ qF krnf hI pYxf sI.Gry bysmYNt ivwc vwKry rihx nUM sonI vI mMn geI sI.inwq dI Gur Gur qoN qF cMgf sI.hrimMdr ny qurMq do mhIny df ikrfieaf dy ky bysmYNt pwkI kr leI.soicaf ik ‘kuwJ pYsy ieMzIaF qoN mMgvf lvFgy.AunI dyr lfeIsMs lY ky jOb lwBdy hF’.hrimMdr tfeI sLfeI lfh ky afpxy aPsrI TfT nUM Buwl ky knyzF dI msLIn ivwc iPwt hox dI iqafrI ivwc juwt igaf.jd nUM pihlI qfrIk vI af geI.Auh qy siqbIr afpxy do atYcI lY ky bysmYNt ivwc Auwqr gey kuwJ smfn AunHF KrId ilaf qy kuwJ sonI ny lY idwqf.

bysmYNt ivwc af hrimMdr ny afpxf Pon lgvf ky pihlI kfl apsy dosq bKisLMdr nUM kIqI qF Auh awgo boilaf “bI zI Au sfihb mYN qF pihlF hI ikhf sI ik knyzf ivwc apxy hI pYrF qy KVnf cfhIdf hY .jy iksy cIj dI jrUrq hY soPf,tI vI qF myry kfrz qy lY afAu.mYN ikhVf iksy qoN mMgxy ny.jdoN hoxgy moV idAu”.Auh boilaf .pr eynI mwdd qF  sonI ny hI kr idwqI sI.sfrf smfn sYt hox qoN bfad hrimMdr isMG ny afpxy dosqF nUM Gr bulfieaf.Auh Kud Aus leI jf ky ivskI dI boql qy Kfx pIx df smfn lY ky afieaf.siqbIr ny apxI mn psMd df Kfxf bxfieaf qy slIky nfl proisaf.swjx isMG nUM vI swdf idwqf igaf.siqbIr nUM KusLI hoeI ik susfietI dy qOr qrIky ajy vI AunHF ‘c kfiem hn.iewk KusLKbrI ieh vI juV geI ik bKisLMdr isMG ny apxy dosq nUM sikAurtI dI jOb leI mnf ilaf qy siqbIr nUM AusdI iewk vfikP ny afpxy kMm qy luafAux df vfadf kIqf.iewk nvIN afs bwJ geI sI.

agly hPqy dohF nUM kMm iml gey.hPqy bfad jdoN do py cYwk vI iml gey qF Pyr Gr pfrtI rwKI geI.bKisLMdr isMG qy swjx isMG df pirvfr Pyr afey.hrimMdr ny bKisLMdr isMG dy iglfs ivwc brP dI zlLI suwtidaF ikhf, “afjLfdI df vI iewk afpxf hI afnMd huMdf hY.awj Kud nUM pYwg pfAux lwigaf Aus nUM iksy GtIaf px df aihsfs nF hoieaf.glfs hwQ ivwc PVIN hux Auh afpxI mrjI nfl tI vI dy cYnl bdl skdf sI.Kfx pIx df afrzr dy skdf sI ikAuNik AusdI afpxI QF sI.swjx isMG awj ijafdf nhIN sI bol irhf.pr hrimMdr isMG cihk irhf sI,tihk irhf sI.siqbIr ikcn ivwc kMm krdI ryzIAu vI sux rhI sI ijs qy bfbf PrId df sLlok cwl irhf sI.bfr prfey bYsxf sFeI muJy nF dya….awj Ausdy mn nUM ikMnf skUn sI.

(9 agsq 2006)