ieh
aflIÈfn iblizMg ijhVI qusIN vyK rhy hoN, ies ivc keI
kmry hn. ienF kmiraF dI AusfrI ieko nINh qy hoeI ey.
pr ienF dIaF dIvfrF ƒ vwK vwK pRkfr dIaF iewtF
lwgIaF hn. kuJ kmiraF ivc kImqI cIËF hn, kuJ ivc GWt
kImqI aqy kuJ ÊrIbI aqy mjbUrI dI pRdrÈnI kr rhIaF
hn. hr kmry ivc, Ausdy mflk dI hYsIaq muqfibk iek
qsvIr ËrUr hY.
iek
sfDfrn kmry ivc do qsvIrF iek Ìrym ivc lwgIaF hoeIaF
hn. iËMdgI dy Ìrym ivc hmyÈf do qsvIrF hI lgdIaF
hn. Ìrym mËbUq hovy qF Ah dohF qsvIrF ƒ
mËbUqI nfl ÌVI rKdf ey. iksmq vfilaF dIaF qsvIrF hI
ÉubsUrqI nfl Ìrym ivc lgdIaF hn aqy keI vyr Ìrym
ƒ qsvIrF dy rMg ivc Zfl ilaf jFdf hY. jy ieh
Ìrym TIk nF lg sky qF sfrI qsvIrF dy klyjy ivc nok
cuBFdf rihSdf ey.
myrI
qsvIr Ìrym dy sWjy pfsy lgI ey.irvfj anusfr qF aOrq
dI qsvIr Kwby pfsy hoxI cfhIdI hY. ikAuNik ivafh
ipCoN afdmI dI jg´f sWjy pfsy huNdI ey. iËSdgI ivc
sWjy hwQ df kSm afdmI ƒ sONipaf igaf ey. qkdIr
aqy dunIaf dy hWQF ny myrI qsvIr, Êlq Ìrym dy Êlq
pfsy lf idqI hY.
myrf
nFa ryÈmf hY. ieh nFa myry mfipaF ny myry ryÈm ijhy
kUÜy aqy lMmy vflF ƒ vyÉ ky rwiKaf sI. kUly qF
ajy vI hn, pr lMmy nhIN—mYN ktvf ju idqy hn.
iesy qr´F, Èfied myrI iËMdgI ny Aumr qF lMmI lY
leI, pr supny qy muskÙfhtF hWd qoN iËafdf ktf
idqIaF. iËMdgI dy plF ivc nf KuÈI hY, nf cYn hY, nF
ÈfqI. mMyrf jnm pVHy ilKy aqy amIr Gr ivc hoieaf,
qflIm vI mYƒ aSgryËI skUl ivc idqI geI. mfipaF
df iKafl sI ik jy lVkI ƒ cSgf pVHf ilKf idqf
jfvy qF Auh iËMdgI df shI rsqf cux skygI aqy apxy
sfQI nfl cMgI iËMdgI ibqf skygI.
bI[ey.
krn ipCoN svfl pYdf hoieaf ik hux iËMdgI df ruÉ iks
pfsy kIqf jfvy? iqMn rsqy sn- agy pV´nf, nOkrI krnf
jF iÌr ivafh. mYN afpxI afdq anusfr ivclf rsqf
cuixaf. nOkrI leI Bwj dOV kIqI geI, ipqf jI dy dosqF
ƒ ikhf igaf. aÉIr mYƒ ipqf jI dy iek dosq
dI Ìrm ivc nOkrI iml geI. dÌqr jfx lgI qF myrI
iËMdgI hI bdl geI. sfhF ivc ipafr dI ÉUÈbU, aMg
aMg ivc iËMdgI dI DVkn, idl ivc mcldy armfn aqy
armfnF dI iek ipafrI ijhI dunIaf vsdI geI. ÉuÈIaF
aqy AumIdF apxy nrm hWQF nfl myry pYr iËMdgI dy rsqy
Aupr rwKx lgIaF. dÌqr ivc ijs aÌsr nfl mYƒ kMm
qy lfieaf igaf, Auh iek suhxf qy Auwcy ivcfrF vflf
iensfn sI. sfzf ipafr pihlI nËr qy hI ho igaf.
mYƒ mihsUs hoieaf ik iËMdgI mhwubq nfl ikMnI
ipafrI aqy jIAUx- jogI ho jFdI hY.
Auh
iensfn afpxy asUlF df pwkf, duinafvI rIq irvfj ƒ
mMnx vflf aqy sB qoN vWD iensfnIaq qy ËmIr ƒ
mMnx vflf sI. jd vI koeI gwl huMdI jF bihs huMdI, qF
Auh hmyÈf hr gl ƒ , hr Gtnf ƒ, hr ivcfr
ƒ iensfnIaq aqy ËmIr dI qWkVI ivc qoldf. pwlVy
brfbr rihSdy qF Auh awgy gwl krdf, nhIN qF, afpxy afp
ƒ bihs qoN dUr rwKdf.
smyN
dy nfl asIN iek dUjy dy idl dIaF zUMGfeIaF ivc Auqrdy
gey. smyN dI KubsUrq lYa Auwqy iËMdgI iek rfs rcdI
rhI. pr ijhVI qsvIr mYN idl dy Ìrym ivc lf cuwkI sF,
Aus ƒ afpxI iËMdgI dy Ìrym ivc nf lgf skI.
bcpx
ivc hI myrI ÈfdI ipqf jI dy iek dosq dy lVky nfl qYa
ho cukI sI. iensfnIaq dy nfqy mYƒ Aus lVky nfl
ÈfdI krnI cfhIdI sI, Aus dI bIvI bx ky rihxf cfhIdf
sI. ikMnI ÊYr-kudrqI gWl hY ik idl kuJ cfhuSdf ey,
iËMdgI kuJ cfhuSdI ey, aOr iensfn afpxy mwQy `qy
ikhVI qkdIr ilKvf ilafAuNdf ey. jd myry ies irÈqy
bfry, myry mihbUb ƒ pqf lgf qF Aus iek vyr iÌr
sfzI muhwbq ƒ iensfnIaq aqy ËmIr dI qwkVI ivc
rK ky qoilaf. bdiksmqI nfl iensfnIaq df pwlVf BfrI
irhf.
mYN
Aus nU bhuq smJfieaf. ieh qF bcpn dI gl sI jo mF bfp
ny kr idwqI. Auh vfadf asIN qoV skdy hF. pr ieh qF
sfzI jvfnI dI gMZ hY, ijs ƒ mhwubq ny bMinaf hY.
ies gMZ dI iek iek qfr ivc, sfrI Aumr dy supny proey
hn. ienF supinaF ƒ ikvyN AuDyVFgy? pr mihbUb qy
koeI asr nF hoieaf. Aus ny nf afpxy afp `qy, aqy nf
hI myry `qy rihm kIqf.
ieMnI
zUMGI muhwbq ƒ Aus iek Jtky nfl Éqm kr idwqf.
ieh myry koloN brdfÈq nf ho sikaf. mYN bImfr rihx
lgI, ijMdgI aqy mOq ivckfr cwkr ktdI rhI. pr, mihbUb
ny muhwbq Biraf hwQ iek vyr vI myry isr `qy nf riKaf.
jd jIAUx leI, iek afs dI, iek AumId dI ËrUrq sI qF
Aus nf JUTI, nf sWcI afs dI ikrn hI ivKfeI. kI ËmIr
aqy ËmIr dy asUl iensfn ƒ pwQr bxf dyNdy hn?
myrI
ijMdgI, myrI muhwbq, myrIaF imMnqF awgy, mihbUb dI
iensfnIaq pwQr dI iek dIvfr bx ky rih geI. mihbUb ny
afpxI aqy myrI muhwbq dI kurbfnI dy idwqI. myry
mMgyqr df Aus idl nf qoVxf cfihaf, Aus df hwk nf
Kohxf cfihaf. ies dy Ault, sfzy dohF df jo kuJ sFJf
sI, qoV swuitaf. supinaF dy Dfgy twut gey, muhwbq dy
gIq muk gey, ÉusLI dI gungunfht mr geI. ijMdgI ivc
iek vyr, isrP iek vyr, mY vI iensfnIaq dI qkVI apxy
hwQ ivc PVI aqy afpxy mihbUb dI iewko iek qsvIr
ƒ afpxy hwQF nfl sfV suwitaf.
mYN
afpxy pqI dy Gr clI geI. pqI, ijhVf dunIaf dIaF njrF
ivc myrf pqI sI, myry Gr df, myry srIr df suafmI sI.
myrI qsvIr nfl dunIaf ny, ijMdgI dy Prym ivc ijs dI
qsvIr ËbrdsqI lgf idwqI sI. mYN iewk bwcy dI mF bxI.
bwcf jo myry pqI df sI. bwcf, ijs dI muskRfht mYN
afpxy mihbUb dI muskRfht smJdI, afpxI KoeI hoeI
muhwbq smJ, Ausƒ sIny nfl lgfAuNdI rhI. myrf pqI
jd vI myry srIr ƒ hwQ lgfAuNdf, qF mYƒ lgdf
ijvyN myrf Enf srIr sV igaf hovy. pqf nhIN ikMnI vyr
mYƒ afpxy mihbUb dI ies ËmIr Auwpr gwusf afieaf.
idl hI idl ivc mYN mihbUb koloN iek svfl pwuCdI rhI,
kI ieho qyrI ËmIr ey? ieho iensfnIaq ey? ijs ny
mYƒ iek prfey pursL nfl sOx aqy Aumr gujLfrn qy
mjbUr kr idwqf ey. iek vyr nhIN, hjLfr vyr mYN ieh
svfl kIqf. pr mihbUb ny ies df koeI Auwqr nf idwqf.
idMdf vI kI?
muhwbq
ny myry idl qy iek dfgL pfieaf. ivafh ny srIr aqy
afqmf Aupr keI dfgL pf idwqy. mihbUb ny afpxy idl dI
ijhVI afhUqI idwqI sI, sLfied Aus nMU mYN afpxy jIvn
dI afhUqI nfl pUrf inBf dyNdI. lLyikn myry pqI nMU
ieh afhUqI mnËUr nhIN sI. ho skdf hY, myry pqI dI
qsvIr vI smfj dy aMnHy asUlF kfrn gLlq PLrym ivc lg
geI hovy. afpxy Gr ivc myrI koeI idlcspI nhIN rhI.
rihMdI vI ikAuN? ies Gr ivc myrf kI sI? hux qF Eumr
ibqfx df hI svfl sI. jd koeI qmMnf hI nf rhy, qF jIvn-sfQI
cMgf hovy jF mfVf, kI Prk pYNdf ey? aqy jd pqI dI
qsvIr ny, afpxy Prym ivc lgI dUsrI qsvIr nfl rihxoN
ienkfr kr idwqf, aqy, jd ivafh ipCoN pqI df ruKL lflc
dI dlHIjL twp, qlfk dIaF DmkIaF qwk phuMc igaf qF mYN
muV nOkrI df rsqf apxfieaf.
myry
idn aqy rfq kMm ivc bIqx lwgy. mYN socdI, sLfied
ijMLdgI df ieh suMnf pVfa, afhUqI df afKrI pVfa hovy,
ijs ipCoN mOq dI KLfmosL qy sLFq BrI vfdI hovygI.
jIvn dy ies mfrUQl dy qpdy pl hfly KLqm nhI sn hoey.
awg nfl JulsI hoeI hvf clI qy myrf dfmn iPr jlf ky
rfKL kr geI.
mihbUb
nUM myrf nOkrI krnf psMd nf afieaf. Aus ikhf ik mYN
afpxy mF-bfp dy Gr clI jfvF, ieMj nOkrI krnf, iekwly
iPrnf, ivafhuqf aqy sLrIP aOrqF nUM sLoBdf nhIN. mYN
AuhnMU lwK smJfieaf, lwK afpxy idl dI hflq dwsI, pr
Aus mYnMU ies iknfry vI suK df sfh nf lYx idwqf.
koeI
pwuCy-mYN afpxy mF bfp dy Gr ikvyN clI jFdI? jvfnI dI
iqwKI-dupihry ieh myrI swt mfpy ikvyN brdfsq krdy?
mYN ikvyN krdI? iks afs nfl AunHF df drvfjLf rokdI.
iks dy gly df boJ bx jIAUNdI, iks dy shfry[[[iks dI
AumId qy?
kI
kih skdI hF-iek psLcfqfp- iek glq PLrym df psLcfqfp
jIvn nMU Gux vFg KfeI jf irhf hY. Xfd hn mYnMU Auh
GVIaF jd jIvn qoN mfXUs ho ky, iek loa df shfrf lY ky
mYN afpxy donoN jhfn mihbUb dy kdmF ivc rwKx geI sI.
qd Aus jLmIr nMU sfhmxy rwK mYnMU iek iBKfrn dI qrHF
Tukrf idwqf sI. myry jIvn dy jvfn pl, Tokr bx gey aqy
Tokr nfl Aumr ivc iek qRyV pY geI. jIa qF cfhuMdf sI-mihbUb
nUM pwuCF-muhwbq dI afhUqI, jvfn rfqF, DVkdIaF AumMgF
aqy aDUry supinaF dI kurbfnI df kI hoieaf? pr AuhnMU
kI khF? ijs nMU awj qwk myrf idl kuJ nhIN kih sikaf.
socdI
hF,ieh iËMdgI df Ìrym kI hY?
Ìrym
ivc qsvIrF lgfx df ieh dsqUr kI hY? ijs qsvIr ƒ
iËMdgI df Ìrym afpxy ivc nhIN lgf sikaf, prMqU
ijhVI idl dy Ìrym ivc mËbUqI nfl lwgI hoeI ey-Aus
qsvIr ƒ ikwQy lgfvF aqy dUjI ƒ ikwQy…?
iensfn
dI iËMdgI ivc ikSnf kuJ bIq jFdf hY, Éqm ho jFdf hY,
mr jFdf hY. lyikn iek Xfd hY ijhVI kdy nhIN mrdI,
Éqm nhIN huMdI, jIvn dy ijs pVfa qy jd vI afeygI qF
idl ƒ afr-pfr Cyd dyvygI. mihbUb vI mYƒ nhI
Bulf sikaf hoxf. dunIaf dy awgy, afpxI iËMdgI dy
Ìrym ivc lgI dUjI glq qsvIr dy awgy, Bulfx df bhfnf
kr bYTf hovygf.
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