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prmjIq momI df nF ‘afr-pfr’ aqy trFto qoN Cpdy pMjfbI pyprF dy pfTkF leI BlI BFq jfixaf pCfixaF hY. Aus dIaF rcnfvF ienHF pyprF ivwc kdI inrMqr aqy kdI awgy ipwCy CpdIaF hI rihMdIaF hn. ies dy nflL-nflL AusdI koeI nf koeI khfxI ‘khfxI pMjfb’ jF pMjfb dy coxivaF pricaF ivwc vI CpI dyKI geI hY.

ijwQoN qIkr myrI jfxkfrI hY, Auh iewk jmFdrU klfkfr hY. afpxy bcpn dy idnF ivwc Auh jlMDr ryzIE stysLn AuWqy kIqy gey progrfmF ivwc vI sLfml huMdI rhI hY. Auh iewk Drm kMzy vFg bhuq hI sMvydnsLIl lyKkf hY. mfnvI irsLiqaF ivwc ikDry vI afeI qryV nflL Ausdf qn-mn sfry df sfrf JMjoiVaf jFdf hY. aqy Auh prfey drd nUM afpxf drd bxf lYNdI hY. iPr jdoN qIkr ieh drd iksy klf df rUp nf Dfrn kr lvy AudoN qIkr AusnUM sFqI nhIN afAuNdI.

ilKxf AusdI mjbUrI hY aqy Auh jo vI ilKdI hY Aus nflL pUrf iensfP krn df Xqn krdI hY. jy loV pvy qF Aus leI ‘hom vrk’ vI krdI hY aqy afpxy sroq vrq ky Aus sbMDI loVINdI smwgrI aqy syD vI prfpq krdI hY.

iewk cMgy khfxIkfr ivwc ilKx dI klf, isrV, isdk, sfDnf, mfnvqf nflL ipafr, suihrdqf, igafn afid gux hoxy cfhIdy hn. prmjIq momI ivwc jy ieh sfry gux nf vI hox qF ienHF ivwcoN kfPI aqy loV anusfr jLrUr hn. mYnUM AusdI hr rcnf pVHky anMd imlLdf hY qy myrI ieh sdIvI hfridk iewCf hY ik Auh sfl ivwc iqMn cfr ku khfxIaF qF ilK hI ilaf kry.

ieh khfxI qusIN pVHky dyKogy ik nF qF ieh ipMkI dI khfxI hY aqy nF hI mYN pfqr dI. sgoN ieh qF pUrvI aqy pwCmI dysLF dy vrqfry dI khfxI hY. ieh qF pwCmI dysLF dy Aus isstm dI khfxI hY jo aidwK rUp ivwc mfnvI irsLiqaF nUM joVdf nhIN qoVdf hY. Kpq klcr dI BlfeI iqVkdy irsLiqaF ivwc hI hY.

awgy ivcfr afpo afpxf.

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mYN kort ivwcoN bfhr inkilLaf qF mYnUM jfipaf ik ijvyN asmfn ivwc iGry bwdlF df rMg kuwJ ijafdf hI sMGxf ho igaf hovy. ijvyN ieh kflLf gihrf hnHyrf myry Dur aMdr psrdf jf irhf hovy. mYnUM hr cIj hI DuMdlI aqy kflLI isafh idKfeI dy rhI sI. iewQoN qIkr ik myrf afpxf BivwK vI. pqf nhIN ieh bdldy mOsm dy rMg sn jF iPr myry aMdr Dsdy jf rhy Gor hnHyry dy.

awj myry jIvn ivwc iewk kihrF df qUPfn AuWT KVf hoieaf sI, ijs dy bwdl kuwJ virHaF qoN myry afs-pfs mMzrf rhy sn. bVI hI vfr mYN koisLs kIqI sI ienHF Gor GtfvF ivwcoN hI sqrMgI pING dI koeI iewk awD qfr lwBx dI, ienHF snfitaF ivwcoN hI afQx-suvyr KusLI ivwc cihchfAuNdy pMCIaF dIaF DunIaF sunx dI. pr myrf hr Xqn hI nfkfm irhf sI.

kdI Auh vI idn sn jdoN asmfn ivwc iGrIaF Gor GtfvF mYnUM dIvfnf bxf jfieaf krdIaF sn. pihlI brsfq dIaF pYNdIaF kxIaF myrI rUh qIkr nisLaf jFdIaF sn. kudrq dI ieh sfrI krfmfq hux qF ipMkI dy mUz dI muQfj ho ky rih geI sI pr ipMkI …? ikMny sfry hMJU myrIaF awKF ivwcoN afp muhfry vih qury aqy sfrf kuwJ hI sgoN hor DuMdlf-DuMdlf ho igaf.

cVHdI juafnI df ieh pYNzf, ijs nUM sLurU krn dy mYN afpxy mn ivwc bVy hI cfa-mlHfr sFBy hoey sn, ijs sPr ivwc mYN ajy keI prkfr dy hor suhfvy rMg Brny sn. mYN afpxy ieh supny ajy joV hI irhf sF ik hoey iewko glq inrny krky, bVI byrihmI nflL sB kuwJ cUr-cUr ho igaf sI. afpxy armfnF dy, KUn nflL lwQ-pwQ hoey ieh tukVy, mYN iewk-iewk krky afpxI ismrqI dI JolLI ivwc pf ley sn. mqy ienHF dI kdI iPr loV pY jfey. mqy ienHF nUM mYN iPr joV skF. mqy iewk vyr iPr mYN ienHF nUM sbUqy dyK skF. pr awj dI JuwlI ies qUPfnI hnHyrI ny myrI afs dy aflHxy nUM asloN hI qIlf-qIlf kr ky rwK idwqf. myrIaF vIrfn awKF, kort ivwc Aus df qUMbf-qUMbf Auzdf dyKdIaF rhIaF. myrf idl kry ik mYN ies sfry kuwJ nUM hux vI smyt lvF. pr dUsry hI pl myrI sfrI ihMmq jvfb dy geI. myry ikMny sfry sunihrI virHaF dI aixafeI mOq ho geI. myry jIvn dy Auh amuwly vrHy jo hr rojL purjLf-purjLf kt ky myry nfloN tuwt rhy sn awj mUloN hI dm qoV gey.

afpxy KflI vjUd nUM DrIkdf bVI rfq qwk mYN sVkF qy GuMmdf irhf. ieh Auho hI sVkF sn ijnHF AuWqy mYN aksr afieaf jfieaf krdf sF. pr awj ieho hI myry leI ajnbI bxIaF hoeIaF sn. sB kuwJ hI ijvyN Eprf-Eprf hovy. iewQoN qIkr ik myrf afpxf afp vI. dUr ikqy rfq dy bfrF vwjy qy mYnUM afpxy Gr df iKafl afieaf. Auh Gr ijwQy koeI vI myrI AuzIk krn vflLf nhIN sI. Gr! kyvl cfr dIvfrI nflL iGiraf Gr. Aus ivwc Gr vrgI qF koeI vI cIjL nhIN sI. Gr qF rih igaf sI pMjfb ivwc. ijwQy mYN, mMmI, zYzI aqy CotI BYx hrdIp irhf krdI sI. ijs ivwc iewk dUjy dy iPkrF dy rMg, qkrfr dy nflL-nflL ipafr dy rMg, iewk dUsry ivwc sugMDIaF vFg GulLy hoey sn. myrf ieh Gr qF hr rMg qoN hI swKxf hY. swcI gwl qF ieh hY ik mYnUM ieh Gr koeI Gr kdy jfipaf hI nhIN sI.

cfr vrHy pihloN jdoN mYN ipMkI nflL ivafh krvf ky knyzf afieaf sF, qF ipMkI dy sumyl dy rMg ivwc rMg ky mYN Zyr sfry sMdlI supny afpxI socF dy nflL lY ky afieaf sF. pr ipMkI nUM ijvyN ienHF sfry rMgf nflL muwZoN hI nPrq sI. kuwJ idnF ipwCoN hI mYnUM pMjfb aqy knyzf dI imwtI dy rMg df aMqr idKfeI dyx lwgf. mYnUM iewQoN dy irsLiqaF dI anoKI pRIBfsLf smJ afAux lwg peI. ipMkI ny myry nflL ivafh jLrUr krvfieaf sI pr Auh myry idl ivwc pUrI qrHF kdI vI nf AuWqr skI aqy nf hI Aus ny mYnUM afpxI rUh aMdr koeI tFvIN-twlI Jfq hI mfrn idwqI. pihly idn qoN hI Ausdf ivhfr myry nflL bVf ajIb ijhf sI.

“ipMkI ies vIk aYSz AuWqy jgmIq nUM inafgrf Pfl GuMmf ilaf.” do ku idnF ipwCoN sfzI mMmI ny ikhf sI.

“myry kolL bIh kMm ny myry kolLoN nhIN jfeIdf iksy pfsy.” ipMkI df tky vrgf jvfb sI. aqy vIk aYSz AuWqy pqf nhIN Auh afp ikwQy GuMmdI rhI. nf Auh Gr rhI qy nf hI Aus ny koeI kMm kIqf.

mYN qnoN-mnoN knyzf dy vrq-vrqfvy nUM smJx dI koisLsL kr irhf sF. mYN ipMkI dy nyVy-nyVy hox dy Xqn krdf pr Auh ies dy Ault dUr-dUr nwsdI rihMdI. Auh afpxy afp ivwc hI hfQI vFg msq rihMdI qy mYN sdf ibn pfxIEN mwCI vFg qVpdf rihMdf. mMmI zYzI mYnUM DIrj krn leI afKdy pr aMdro-aMdrI Auh vI bVy hI duKI sn. sMsfr dIaF suxIaF suxfeIaF awj myry nflL afp vfpr rhIaF sn.

ipMkI ny hfeI skUl dI pVHfeI kr ky koeI Cotf ijhf kMipAUtr df kors kiraf hoieaf sI. qy hux iksy Prm nflL Auh kMipAUtr Eprytr dI jOb kr rhI sI. mYN pMjfb qoN aYWm[ ey[ kr ky afieaf sI. sfzy zYzI dI iewCf anusfr mYN afpxI ivwidaf awp gryz kr ky iksy cMgI nOkrI dy Xog hoxf cfhuMdf sI. myrf sfrf smF iesy kfrj AuWqy lwg irhf sI.

pItr hr rojL ipMkI nUM afpxI kfr ivwc lYx afAuNdf aqy sLfm nUM Auho hI Gr Cwz ky jFdf. ipMkI Aus nflL bVIaF hws-hws aqy GulL-imlL ky gwlF krdI. Gr vVidaF sfr pqf nhIN Aus nUM kI swp suMG jFdf. jF qy Auh iewko cuwp vwt lYNdI, jy myrI iksy gwl df AuWqr idMdI vI qF bVf hI Aultf-pultf. iewk idn myry puwCx AuWqy Aus ny dwisaf ik pItr Ausdf dosq sI. ieh islislf iesy qrHF hI cwldf irhf. mYnUM sfiraF puafiVaF dI jV ieh pItr hI jfpdf sI. mYN socdf ik myry ivwc kI kmI hY, ik ipMkI pItr ivwc ijafdf idlcspI ikAuN rwKdI hY? kI ieh iesdf pihlF qoN hI jfxkfr sI jF iPr huxy hI nvF-nvF ies dy sMprk ivwc afieaf hY? jy ipMkI dI ies ivwc ieqnI hI rucI sI iPr myry nflL ivafh krfAux dI kI loV sI? …

“mMmI jI ieh lVkf kOx hY jo sdf ipMkI df prCfvF bixaF rihMdf hY?” iewk idn mYN afiKr puwC hI ilaf.

Ausdf ichrf iewk dm Audfs ho igaf qy bolI, “bytf jgmIq ieh knyzf hY. iewQy kuVIaF muMizaF dI ies prkfr dI dosqI nUM koeI bhuqf burf nhIN smiJaf jFdf. pItr vI ipMkI df iewk dosq hI hY bws hor kuwJ vI nhIN.” pr mMmI dIaF awKF ivwc Cfey iPkrF dy bwdlL kuwJ hor hI bol rhy sn. mYnUM jfipaf Auh myry kolLoN bVf kuwJ Cupf rhy sn.

pItr df ies qrHF hr rojL ipMkI nUM lYx afAuxf mYnUM iblkuwl cMgf nf lwgdf. mYN ies bfry keI vyr ipMkI nfl vI gwl kIqI. pr Auh ies dI rqf Br vI prvfh nf krdI. afiKr iesy muwdy nUM lY ky myry aqy ipMkI ivwc qkrfr hox lwgI. ijqnf ieh JgVf vDdf igaf Auqnf hI ipMkI ny afpxf smF hor vwD bfhr ibqfAuxf arMB kr idwqf. kdI-kdI vIk aYSz vI Auh bfhr hI rih lYNdI.

iewk idn mY bfhr iksy kMm igaf hoieaf sI. Gr muiVaf qF dyiKaf ik pItr zrfeIv-vy ivwcoN afpxI kfr bfhr kwZ irhf sI. mYN Gr df prvysL duafr Kohl ky aMdr vV hI irhf sI ik mMmI dI afvfjL myry kMnIN peI.

“hux qF ies pItr df KihVf Cwz dy. jy jgmIq nUM pqf lwg igaf qF kfsy jogI nhIN rihxf qUM. afiKr kd qIkr afpxIaF krqUqF CupfieMgI. iewk idn qF Aus nUM hr gwl df pqf lwg hI jfiegf.”

ipMkI ny afpxy moZy ivwc pfieaf hoieaf prs kolL pey soPy qy vgfh mfiraf aqy kVk ky bolI, “mYnUM nhIN koeI prvfh jVy-jgmIq dI qy nf AusnUM hI koeI hwk hY myry inwjI mfmilaF ivwc dKl dyx df.”

“Auh qyrf pqI hY. qy Aus nUM pUrf hwk hY ieh sfrf kuwJ jfnx df ik sfrf-sfrf idn qUM bfhr iks nflL rihMdI hYN? kI krdI hYN? ikwQy jFdI hYN?” mMmI dI afvfjL ivwc guwsf vI sI qy iPkr vI.

“myrIaF rotIaF qy plx vflLf myrf Auh pqI, myry Gr ivwc rihMdf hY … qy mYN afpxy Gr ivwc jdoN cfhF af skdI hF aqy ijwQy cfhF jf skdI hF. Auh myrf shyiVaf hoieaf nhIN hY. quhfzf shyiVaf hoieaf hY. aKy mYN nhIN klwbF ivwc jfxf psLMd krdf, bMdy nUM nisLaF-nuisLaF qoN bc ky rihxf cfhIdf hY. afpxy mUMh nUM iCwklLI cfVH lvo. Pn qoN awKF mIc ky zflr kmfeI cwlo. mYnUM nhIN prvfh iksy ieho ijhy pqI-puqI dI. pqf nhIN ieh ijLMdgI do idn hY vI ik nhIN?”

ipMkI dI ieh mUMh Pwt gwl suxky myry pYrF hyToN imwtI inwklL geI ik gwl iewQoN qIkr vD cuwkI hY. mMmI roxhfkI hoeI kih rhI sI, “qyrIaF ienHF krqUqF krky hI sfnUM ieMzIaf jf ky qyrf ivafh krnf ipaf. …” ies qoN awgy kuwJ vI suxn dI myrI ihMmq nf rhI. mYN iswDf afpxy rUm ivwc jf ky bYWz qy mUDy-mUMh izg ipaf. myrf isr drd nflL pft irhf sI. mYnUM anuBv ho irhf sI ik ijvyN mYN awj qIkr iksy hor dy bYWz rUm ivwc hI sONdf irhf hovF. mYN sB kuwJ Cwz-Czf ky afpxy pYrF qy KVHy hox df PYslf kIqf. hr bMdy dI hI koeI nf koeI afpxI pihcfx jrUr hoxI cfhIdI hY mYN soicaf. …

dUsry hI idn mYN iksy jOb dI BflL ivwc inwklL quiraf sF. kuwJ ku idnF dy XqnF ipwCoN mYnUM iewk PYktrI ivwc jOb imlL geI. smyN nflL myrI qnKfh ivwc vI vfDf huMdf irhf qy mYN afpxy gujLfry jogy sohxy zflr kmfAux lwg ipaf.

mYN afpxf mn mfrn df Xqn kr irhf sI. pr myry qy ipMkI dy sbMDF ivwc ajy vI koeI suDfr nhIN sI hoieaf. asIN dovyN hI kdI vI nf imlx vflLIaF ndIaF vFg afpo afpxI idsLf vwl vih rhy sF. hF kdI-kdI myry aMdrly pqI df irsLqf isr cuwk lYNdf aqy pItr nUM lY ky myry aqy ipMkI ivwc qkrfr vI ho pYNdI. hux mYN Gr dy Krc-pwq ivwc brfbr df ihwsydfr sF. mYN ipMkI nUM bs AuWqy kMm qy jfx leI afKdf pr Auh koeI prvfh nf krdI. mYN kuwJ ku mhIinaF dy lYsn lY ky zrfeIivMg lfeIsYSs lY ilaf. zYzI nflL slfh kr ky iewk cMgI hflq dI XUjz kfr vI lY leI.

“ipMkI awj qoN qYnUM kMm qy mYN Cwz ky aqy lY ky afieaf krFgf. hux afpxy kolL afpxI kfr hY.” iewk idn mYN ipMkI nUM bVI hI DIrj Bf nflL ikhf.

“rwK afpxI kfr nUM afpxy hI kolL. myrI pItr nflL cMgI sFJ bxI hoeI hY. mYnUM Auho hI TIk bYTdY.” awgoN mYnUM Ausny koeI gflL kwZx vrgf AuWqr idwqf.

“zYzI jI ipMkI nUM kho ik zrfeIivMg lfeIsYSs hI lY lvy. afpF iewk kfr hor lY lvFgy.” kuwJ idnF ipwCoN mYN zYzI nUM ikhf.

“puwq Auh kdoN iksy dI mMndI aY. iewk do vyr tYst dy afeI hY. hr vyr iPhl ho jFdI hY. Kbry ies dI buwDI nUM kI ho igaf hY? Kbry ieh jfx ky hI pfs nhIN krdI? ies dIaF sfrIaF hfnxF afpo afpxIaF kfrF BjfeI iPrdIaF ny.”

myry pirvfr dI iswiKaf hI ieho ijhI sI qy mYN bIqy dI hr kuVwqx nUM pI jfxf cfhuMdf sF. jy ipMkI hux vI Gr muV afvy qF dovfrf nvF jIvn arMB kIqf jf skdf sI. tuwty supny iPr iekwTy kIqy jf skdy sn. isafxy kihMdy ny ik Buwlxhfrf sB jwg, aBuwl gurU krqfr.

pqf nhIN pItr nflL ipMkI df ikho ijhf sbMD sI. nf Aus ny smJxf sI qy nf hI Auh smJI. mYN vfh jhfn dI lf Qwikaf. mMmI zYzI dy kihx qy mYN bVf kuwJ shfr irhf sF. bMdf qF afKr bMdf hI huMdf hY. hr cIj dI koeI nf koeI hwd huMdI hY. hux ipMkI jdoN vI Gr huMdI sfzy ivwc lVfeI JgVy qoN ibnF hor kuwJ nf huMdf. kuwJ hPiqaF qoN hr CuwtI vflLy idn Auh pItr nflL qur jFdI. mYN Gr ivwc iekwlf bYTf afpxI jfn nUM roNdf rihMdf. myry sbr df ipaflf nwko-nwk Br cuwikaf sI.

iewk sinwcrvfr dI sLfm nUM mYN bhuq dyr qIkr ipMkI dI AuzIk krdf irhf. nflL-nflL ies cwkrivAU ivwcoN bfhr inwklx df koeI rsqf vI socdf irhf. mYN zrfieMg rUm ivwc bYTf tIvI dyK irhf sI. koeI awDI ku rfq nUM ipMkI Gr afeI. Auh iQVkdy kdmIN mYnUM ibnF bulfey myry kolL dI lMG cwlI. Aus idn mYN vI bhuq guwsy ivwc sF.

“ipMkI ieh koeI tfeIm hY qyry Gr ivwc afAux df.” mYN grj ky puwiCaf. “qYnUM sLrm nhIN afAuNdI rfq dy bfrF vjy qIkr iksy gYr mrd nflL bfhr avfrf grdI kridaF.”

ipMkI ny kwicaF Kf jfx vFg myry vwl GUrI vwt ky dyiKaf qy bolI, “qUM kOx huMdf hYN mYnUM puwCx vflLf. nflLy kOx prfieaf mrd? qUM ik pItr? awj afKrI vfr sux lY pItr myrf sB kuwJ hY. qUM …” ies qoN awgy Auh kuwJ hor avf-qvf boldI kfVH krdf iewk QwpV AusdI gwlH AuWqy jf vwjf sI. dUsrf hwQ vgx qoN pihloN hI mYN afpy qy kfbU pf ilaf sI.

kuwJ imMtF ivwc hI pulIs af geI aqy mYnUM PV ky lY geI. dUsry idn myry AuWpr ipMkI dy dPqr aqy Gr dy nyVy nf jfx dI pfbMdI lf ky mYnUM Cwz idwqf igaf. mYN kuwJ idn afpxy iewk dosq dy Gr irhf. iPr mYN iewk bYWz rUm dI apfrtmYSt lY leI. dyKo Pyr vI bMdy dI soc. ies apfrtmYSt ivwc vI mYN ipMkI dI AuzIk krdf irhf. mYN socdf sI ik sLfied iewk idn Aus nUM afpxI glqI df aihsfs ho jfvy. qy ieh apfrtmYSt muV ky iewk Gr bx jfvy. ijvyN ieho ijhIaF cMgIaF gwlF jIvn ivwc Gwt hI vfpiraf krdIaF hn. AuWQy ipMkI qF nf ies Gr ivwc afeI pr qlfk dy kfgj lY ky Ausdf vkIl jrUr phuMc igaf.

mMmI zYzI ny ies qlfk nUM rokx dI bQyrI koisLsL kIqI. pr isKrF qy cVH afieaf qUPfn imwnqF qrilaF nflL kdoN QMmdf hY. ipMkI pItr nflL hI kort ivwc afeI aqy bfkIaF qoN alwg-Qlwg ho ky Auh dovyN bih gey. ipCly cfr sflF qoN asIN kyvl kfgjF dy kfrn hI iewk dUjy nflL juVy hoey sF. jwj dI iewk JrIt nflL hI sB kuwJ Kqm ho igaf aqy qlfk df kfgj myry hwQ ivwc sI.

pr myry awgy qF ajy sfrf jIvn bfkI sI. hoieaf ivafh vI, nf hoieaF vFg hI Kqm ho igaf sI. mYN socdf sF ik knyzf dI ieh ikho ijhI imwtI hY ijwQy sfry irsLqy hI zflrI Bfa aqy dfa mfrn lwg pYNdy hn. ijwQy hr iewk nUM afAux vflLy kwlH nflLoN awj bhuqf ipafrf hY. ijwQy kfiedy kfnUMn joVn leI nhIN sgoN GrF nUM qoVn leI bxfey jFdy hn. ijwQy ivakqIgq hAuN nUM inwjI afjLfdI dy nF Qwly ieqnI hvf dy idwqI jFdI hY ik mfnvI gux Aus dy pYrF dI Kfk bx ky rih jFdy hn. ijwQy bfkI JUT swB, munfPf hI aslI rwb. ijwQy munfPy leI bury qoN bury dfa-pyc vI sLryafm KylH idwqy jFdy hn. ijwQy srkfrF vI ienHF luwtF nUM vpfr dy nF AuWqy kfnUMnI mohr lf idMdIaF hn.

mYN kuwJ ieho ijhf AUl-jlUl socdf Gr af igaf. zfeIvors dy pypr ajy vI myry hwQ ivwc sn.