GMU
GMU dI ieh ikho ijhI afvfË sI, ijsny mYnMU myrI
imwTI nINd qoN jgf idwqf | mYN qF supinaF dy sfgr
ivwc goqy lgf rhI sI | prIaF mYnMU iKzf rhIaF sn |
mwTI-mwTI hvf mYnMU PuwlF dI god ivwc lytI hoeI nMU
mDur sMgIq suxf rhI sI | iksy mMdr ivwc GMtIaF dI
tuxkfr ho rhI jfpdI sI | ieh axjfxI ijhI GMU-GMU dI
afvfË mYnMU cMgI nhIN lwg sI rhI | ieh afvfË lgfqfr
qyË ho rhI sI | mYnMU ies iBafnk afvfË qoN zr lwg
irhf sI | mYN iks nMU pukfrdI, iewQy mYN iekwlI sF |
mYN zr kfrn hwQ pYr mfr rhI sF | zr nfl myrI DVkn
lgfqfr qyË ho rhI sI | myry nMny ijhy DVkdy idl
ivwcoN iewk afvfË afeI, mMmI… pfpf… pqf
nhIN ieh mMmI pfpf kI huMdy ny pr iehnF ÈbdF nMU
pukfrn nfl myrf hOslf viDaf, bycYnI qoN rfhq imldI
jfpI | GMU-GMU qoN lwg irhf zr Gtdf jfipaf, hflFik
ieh afvfË lgfqfr af rhI sI | mYN vI lgfqfr mMmI pfpf
kihxf ÈurU kr idwqf | hflFik mYN bol nhIN sF skdI,
mYnMU bolxf hI nhIN afAuNdf sI, pr mYN idl ivwc ieh
nfm jpdI rhI | mMmI pfpf – mMmI pfpf | myrf jfp
GMU-GMU dI afvfË ivwc mwDm hox lwg ipaf ? mYN iDafn
nfl suxn dI koiÈÈ kIqI | AuhnF kMnF nfl ijnF nfl
lok lqf mMgyÈkr dy gIq suxdy hn, AuhI kMn ijnF nfl
klpnf cfvlf ny aMqirkÈ ivwc ivcrdy hoey nfsf spys
sYNtr qoN sMdyÈ suxy sn | mYN iewDr AuDr qwikaf, mYN
suixaf ik ieh afvfË myry Aupwrly pfisAuN af rhI sI,
myry isr vwloN | isr ivwc idmfg huMdf hY | ieMdrf
gFDI df idmfg jF mfrgryt QYcr df idmfg, ijnF ny sPlqf
pUrvk ÈfÈn clfieaf | mYrI ikAUrI df idmfg, ijsnMU
sfieMs dy Kyqr ivwc mhwqvpUrn Koj krn qy nobl purskfr
imilaf sI | GMU-GMU dI afvfË hor qyË hox krky mYnMU
hor iËafdf zr lwgx lwg ipaf | mMmI pfpf df jfp hor
qyË ho igaf qy mYN zr kfrn afpxy hwQ pYr mfrny ÈurU
kr idwqy | Auh hwQ pYr ijnF dy afsry Bfr cuwk ky krxm
mlyÈvrI ny AulMipk KyzF ivwc qmgf ijwq ky Bfrq dI
pwq bcfeI sI | Auh pYr ijnF nfl pI tI AUÈf ny sMsfr
dIaF sB dUrIaF sr kr leIaF sn | mYnMU jfpx lwgf ijvyN
mYN GMU-GMU qoN bcx leI dOV rhI hovF | myrf sfh cV
igaf | mYN hor nhIN dOV skI | myrf sInf Dk-Dk kr irhf
sI | AuhI sInf ijs df aMimRMq iplf ky ies sMsfr dIaF
mfvF ny Èyr pfly |
ieh
kI… mYnMU isr ivwc drd mihsUs hox lwgf | mMmI
pfpf dy mMqr ny sfQ Cwz idwqf |
“bcfE
! bcfE !! hfey… drd nfl myrf ist pft irhf hY |
mMmI pfpf, mYnMU bcfE | mYnMU ieMJ lwgdYY, ijvyN myry
isr ivwc koeI morI kwZ irhYY | hfey !!!! myrf isr
igaf | mMmI mMmI …pfpf pfpf …”
mYN
drd nfl cIKdI rhI, iclfAuNdI rhI | GMU-GMU dI avfË
hor vD geI | ieh afvfË myry idmfg ivwcoN af rhI
mihsUs ho rhI sI |
“
hfey !!! myrIaF JIl vrgIaF suMdr awKF qy swjry gulfb
dIaF pwqIaF vrgy koml buwlF qy iks cIË dy iCwty pY
rhy hn ? myrf sMG ikAuN Guwitaf jf irhf ey ? myrI
afvfË ikAuN bMd ho rhI hY ?” mYN qVpI |
acfnk
mYnMU afpxf isr iewk dm hlkf jfpx lwgf | GMU-GMU myry
sIny ivwc ho rhI sI pr hux koeI drd nhIN sI mihsUs ho
irhf, koeI zr nhIN sI lwg irhf | mYnMU jfp irhf sI
ijvyN mYN afsmfn ivwc Auzw rhI hovF| myry hwQ, myry
pYr, myrf srIr iewk dm hlkf-Pulkf ho ky Klfa ivwc
ivcr irhf jfpdf sI | mYN iewk dm ÈFq sI | afnMd hI
afnMd sI…mYN jp rhI sI… mMmI pfpf - mMmI
pfpf !!!!
hwQ
DoNdI zfktrnI nMU awDKV Aumr dI jnfnI kih rhI sI
“zfktrnI jI… qMU qF sfzf puMn hI Kwt ilaf,
afh cwk ds hËfr rupieaf” | vfrz ivwc bYTI Aus
jnfnI qy Auhdy puwq nMU cfa ciVHaf hoieaf sI, zfktrnI
nMU ds hËfr rupieaf dy ky cfr pMj lwK rupieaf bcf
lYx df | vfrz qoN bfhr kUVy vfly zwby ivwc qfËy mfs
df loQVf jo ik idl vrgI Èkl df sI, mMmI pfpf df jfp
krdf hoieaf ies df mqlb smJx dI koiÈÈ kr irhf sI |
(2
sqMbr 2006)
