myrf
ipMz cMdjhfjLI hY. ies df sMbMD sqluj diraf qo ndI
JIl nfl hY. cMdjhfjLI ipMz, JIl kMZy visaf hoieaf hYY.
ieh JIl qo pMCI mor aqy mWJF pfxI pINdy hn. ies pfxI
ivc cMd mfmy df prCfvF njLr afAuNdf rihMdf hY. ieh
prCfvF dyKx ‘c mYnMU jhfjL rUpI lgdf sI. keI
sflF bfad mYnMU pqf ligaf ik ies ipMz df nF cMdjhfjLI
ikAuN rWiKaf igaf sI. ies ipMz dy pihly invfsI pysLy
qoN jhfjLI sn. AunHF ivWc sB qo msLhUr kurYsLI Kfndfn
sI jo ies ipMz dy jfgIrdfr sn. kurYsLIaF dy sB qo
msLhUr bMdy df nF cMd Kfn sI. cMd Kfn dy nF ipWCy ies
ipMz df nF jhfjLIaF dy pysLy krky cMdjhfjLI pY igaf.
myrf
nF rysLm isMG hY. mYN solHF sflF df sI jdo ieh khfxI
sLurU huMdI hY. myrI pihlI BfsLf aMgryjLI hY. myrf
ilKx aqy bolx df qrIkf aMgryjLF vrgf hY. pr mfPL krnf
asIN brqfnIaf ivWc pYdy hoey pMjfbI bWcy eysy qrF
pMjfbI boldy hF .
mF-ipAu,
sivs dysL dy aYlps phfVF qy skyieMg krdy hfdsy ivc
Kqm ho gey . AudoN mYN kyvl dsF sflF df sI aqy
brqfnIaf ivc hI rihMdf sI. Aus qo bfad irsLqydfrF ny
mYnUM pMjfb ilaFdf sI. sWcI muWcI KLusL dI koeI hWd
nf rhI. asl ‘c ieMglYNz ivc koeI svrg nhIN hY.
sfzy lok aYNvy hI ieMglYNz nUM Bwjdy hn. iehnF pfglF
nUM smJ nhIN ik ikMnf aOKf hY brqfnIaf ivc rihxf.
kyvl dOlq idsdI hY. ieWQy rihxf vI aOKf hY. aMgryjLI
lok Bfrq aqy pfiksqfn dy lokf nUM qF ‘pfkI’
sWddy hn. sB iswK musilm aqy ihMdU nUM
‘kuwTy’ vrgy smJdy hn . keI lok kfmXfb vI
hn. pr bhuqy lokF nUM duwK qsIhy hI imldy hn.
brqfnIaF ‘c rihx vfly BfrqIaF aqy pfiksqfnIaF
nUM qF pMjfb rihx vfilaF dIaF ijLMdgIaF bhuq sohxIaF
lgdIaF hn.
brqfnIaF
ivc qF idn rfq qk kMm kr ky mWsF sfry tWbr nUM imldy
hn. Dn jLWrUr hY pr sB cIjLF lYNx leI srkfr nUM
qnKLfh df iewk AuWcf ihWsf dyxf pYNdf hY. ies AuWcy
kr nfl srkfr sVkF skUl, hspqfl, bxfAuNdI hY . ies
pYsy nfl sB shUlqF pYdf krdy hn, hspqfl qo gMdIaF
nflIaF df pfxI sfPL krn qk . pr ieh jIvn rihx leI idn
rfq kMm vI krnf pYNdf hn. bhuq pfgl lokF nUM lgdf
ijvyN AuWQy sVkf sony dIaF hn . kI AWuQy svrg
hY? koeI svrg nhIN hY loko. sfzy lok pMjfb qoN corI
CuWpy bfhrly mulkF nUM jFdy hn . gLlq qrIky nfl
ivdysL jfx leI TWg dlfl nUM lWKF rupey dyNdy hn.
smuMdrI jhfjL aqy TWg ienHF lokfN nUM corI bfhr Byjdy
hn . ivdysLF dy supny dyKx vfly aWDy lok kfly pfxI
’c zuWbky mr jFdy hn. bfkI jylHF ivc sdf leI
gLulfm hoy jFdy hn. sfrI ijLMdgI krjL vfps dyx
’c PLws jFdy hn.
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mYN qF cMdjfhjLI KLusL sI aqy mYN ieQy sI mfsI
nfl rihMdf sI. mYN aqy myrI mfsI jI, pRIq kOr, isrPL
Gr ivc sn. mfsI myry vl GWt iDafn dyNdI sI. sfzf
bhuqf ipafr nhIN sI. myry leI pRIq mfsI jI bhuq sKLq
sI. iek rwqf rMgIn rfq nUM, mYN CotI bYTk ivc bYTf sI.
pRIq mfsI jI kol kuJ ikqfbF sn. iek gutkf, kuJ hor
Dfrmk ikqfbF . mYNnUM myry aiDafpk ny
“asLokf” df nfvl idWqf sI. mYN pVHdf sI ies
Auqyjk khfxI nMU. mYNnU Xfd afieaf, sfzy ieMglYNz
vfly Gr ‘c, asIN sLfh ruK Kfn dI asLokf iPLlm
jdoN dyKI sI. AuhI sIn hux ikqfb ivc sI. ies sIn ivc
bhuq KLUMn-KLrfbf asLokf dy hWQoN hoieaf sI. mYN
Audfs hoky asLokf nMU rWK qf. kmry ivc iek dm
TMZI ho geI. mYN kot pfky bfhr tur ipaf.
cMdjhfjLI
ipMz ivWc kyvl do sO lok rihMdy sn. Coty Gr, CotIaF
sVkF. sB lok ieQy kfsLqkfr sn. keI lok hor pysLy dy
sn. aWj kWl dy jhfjLI iksLqIaF dy nfl hvfeI –
jhfjL nMU vI clfAuNdy hn.
kI
mYN vI bfhr jfx leI kdy kfhlf pvFgf ? mYN qF ies pMz
ivWc rihky aWk igaf hF myrf ieWQy hux dm GuWtdf
hY . hF brqfnIaf qo qF cMgf hY, pr borMg vI hY.
sVk
qoN iewk hQOVy dI avfjL myry vWl afAuNdI sI. ieh KVfk
kyvl lfl jI dy drvfjLy vWlo afANdf sI . mYN lfl jI dy
Gr vWl tur ipaf. hr rfq mYN lfl jI dy Gr QoVHf icr
leI Tihrdf sI. Auhdy Gr nfl AusdI tOhr hY . lfl jI
kol kMpUtr aqy ieMtrnYWt hY. mYN ieMtrnYWt qo dunIaF
dIaF KLbrF pVHdf hF. KLYr asIN sB gWlF bfqF
krdy hF . iek rfq pMjfbI BfsLf dI gWl tur peI.
lfl
jI boilaf “ puWqr, sfzy lok qF pfgl ho gey hn.
hr koeI ihMdI ’c ilWKx nUM iqafr hY. aMgryjLI
ivc vI ilWKx bolx nUM iqafr hY. pr afpxI BfsLf
BuWl jFdy lgdy hn. kOx smJfvy ienHF lokF nMU nvyN
lPLj bxfAuxy cfhIdy hn. bfhrly pMjfbI lok nvyN qoN
nvyN ivsLy pysL krdy hn. ieMtrnYWt qy vI AunF lokf dy
lyK pRkfsLq huMdy hn”.
mYN
ikhf “quhfzI gWl qf shI hY cfcf jI. pr aWDIaF
glqIaF qF pMjfbI XUnIvrstI dIaF hn. bfhrly mulkF ivc
ijhVy pMjfbI bYTy hn, ies XUnIvrstI nMU nvyN lPLjL
eImyl ’c Byjdy hn ,pr ieh mfx mWqy pRoPLYsr cuWp
cfp rihMdy hn. sLYkspIar ny qF aWDy aMgryjI lPLjL afp
bxfey sn! ieh qf lyKk df PLrjL hY”.
lfl
jI ny mYnUM jvfb idqf “PLrjL hovy jF nf, pWCm
’c rihx vfly pMjfbI leI bhuq kuJ kr rhy hn. pr
ieQy dy lokF nMU pqf hI nhIN ikAuN ik ieh gWl isrPL
kMpUtr vfly jfxdy hn”.
“cfcf
jI gWl qf quhfzI isafxI hY. pr ieh vI soco, sfry jwg
vfly lPLjL vrqdy hn. iPr hI rIqI nfl BfsLf bdldI hY
nf?”.
“
puWqr qMU qF TIk hY. rihx dy hux ieh gl nMU. asIN
mKOl dIaF glF bfqF krIey”.
“cfcf
jI iek bflk ny afpxy bfp nMU ikhf “ zYzI jI, kI
koeI hvfeI jhfjL’c bYT ky rwb kol vI jf sddf hY?”
qy bfpU ny jvfb idqf “ hF pwuq, jy hvfeI jhfjL
Auzdf Auzdf izWg pey qF rb kol jfieaf jf skdf
hY”.
sfzf
tYm ieWdF lMGdf rihMdf sI. aWj iPr mYN lfl jI df
drvfjLf KVkfieaf sI. aYmdr lfl jI df nOkr, hQOVy CYxI
nfl kuWJ kr irhf sI . iek qfbUq qy aWKr nWkfsLI kr
irhf sI. lfl jI ny mYNnU qfbUq qo dUr lY jf ky siq
sRI akfl afKI sI. pr myrf iDafn qfbUq vl igaf sI.
myry nfp df qfbUq sI. mYN kMbx lwg ipaf sI. mYN
puWiCaf “ kOx hY?”.
“
lVkf gogI isWDU sI. bldyv df iekWlf bytf. solF sflF
df sI. golI ieMspYWktr ajIq isMG ny mfrI. bldyv df
dusLmx”. lfl jI ny iPr mYnUM sB kih suxfieaf .
“
pulIs ny trWk nMU htfieaf. pulIs smgilMg dy mfl dI
qlfsL krdI sI. iek dm golI sLurU ho geI. ajIq isMG dI
vWjI qy gogI pUrf ho igaf. bhuq glq gWl hY bWcy nMU
mfrnf. iqMn qF PV ley sI. jdoN ieh sfrf zrfmf vriqaf
Eh qF ikWDry hor hI sI - qy mYN Ehdy koly cWilaf
hF”. lfl jI ny ikhf.
bldyv isMG ipMz dy Zfby df mflk sI. koeI lok kihMdy
smglr sI. ies leI mYN AuQy jfxf nhIN sI cfhuMdf . iPr
vI lfl jI ny mYNnU mnf qF ilaf sI. gogI dI lfsL nMU
iqMn idnf leI Zfby ’c iek myjL qy riKaf sI.
bldyv df smglMg dy ivc sLfml hox df sbUq nhIN imldf
sI. lokIN kihMdy sn ik gogI isrPL trwk zrfievr nMU
jfxdf sI qy qF ivc bYTf sI. lok Zfby qy aPLsos krn
gey . bldyv isMG ieWQy hI rihMdf sI. qIjy idn bfad
pulIs ny sWcy Gr gogI nMU jfx idqf sI. kyvl EhI lok
dyKx gey jyhVy bldyv isMG nMU jfxdy sn. smgilMg
df cWkr kr ky hor bhuqy lok pry hI rhy sn . ies leI
mYnMU qF aWj hI pqf ligaf sI. cuWp cfp sMskfr krn
lwgy sn. kyvl trwk zrfievr aqy lfl jI cWly sn. mYnMU
qrs afieaf sI qy mYN vI aPLsos dy ihsfb nfl lfl jI dy
nfl hI tur ipaf sI.
ijs
vyly Zfby dy gyt qk phuMcy, mYNnU iPLkr ho igaf ik
mfsI kI socUgI. gyt KWulidaF hI sfzy sfmHxy bldyv
isMG isWDU KVHf sI. iek dm myry vl dyKky AunHF df
ichrf Audfs ho igaf. mYNnU Xfd afieaf ik gogI vI
isrPL solF sflF df sI. drvfjLf Kol ky pfsy ho igaf qf
asIN aYmdr cly geyy.
bldyv
dI Aumr CpMjf ku sfl dI sI. Auh df srIr nroaf, ichrf
sfPL, nWk iqWKf qy aWKF ibWlIaF sn. pr hux ichrf bMjr
sI.
“
ey muMzf ikEN afieaf hY ?”. Aus ny lfl jI nMU
pWuiCaf.
“
myry nfl aPLsos krn afieaf hY bldyv jI. bytf qMU AuQy
bYT jf. jf puWq. iDafn qyrf hor pfsy lfmF. qusIN vI
bYTo”. lfl jI aqy bldyv Ausy myj nfl bYTy sI
ijQy gogI rWiKaf sI.
lok
kihMdy hn ik bldyv kol isrPL Zfbf hY pr pYsf bhuq hY
. ieh ikvy ho skdf? ivDvfvF nMU pYsy idMdf, bImfrF
nMU qohPLy idMdf hY. kI smglr ho vI skdf hY?
“
kI nfa hY ieh df?” bldyv ny lfl jI nMU puWiCaf.
“
ieh hYN rysLm isMG, pRIq kOr df Bfxjf. bWcf nhIN hY.
gogI dI Aumr df hY” lfl jI boilaf. ieh gWl suxky
bldyv afpxy bWcy vfry socx lWg ipaf qy myry vl nrm
hoigaf sI. lfl jI ny jOHnI vOkr dI boql KolHI qy do
gWlfsIaF myj qy rWKIaF. gWlfs PVky lfl jI boly
“rb gogI nUM KLus rWKy -- Auh nUM sLfqI
dyvy”.
“
hF vy, gogI qy AuWpr vfly nfl sLfqI nfl rhygf, pr
ijnFH ny myry ipafry puWq nUM mfiraf hY AunHF nMU kdy
sLfqI nhIN imlUgI . jd mYN Apr vfly kol ByjUMgf. bhuq
mihMgf pAUgf” bldyv ny nPLrq qy guWusy nfl
ikhf.
mYnMU
Xfd afieaf lokF ny ikhf bldyv ny ajIq nMU mfrnf qy
AuhI lokF ny ajIq nMU ieqlfh idqI sI. iPLr vI dono
afdmI sVk qy imly aqy afps ivc vYrI nfl aWKF kur ky
dyWKy. kohI hWQI pYrI nYhI hoeI sI.
“
nhIN jI. ieh gWl vl iDafn n dyh. ieh bhuq kmInI cIjL
hoeI. pr mfVy qy kmIny lokF df vihgUr PLYslf
krUgf” lfl jI boilaf.
bldyv
KLfmosL irhf. AuWTky cuWp cfp almfrI qo iek sLqrMj dI
ibsfq cWuk ky myj qy rWKqI sI. iPLr dono sLqrMj Kyzx
lgy. jd pihlI ipafdf izgaf, bldyv boilaf “ mYN
bdlf lAUNgf”.
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