pMjfb dy
afm jyhy ipMzF vrgf ipMz
ipMz df
Cotf jyhf Gr
Gr df
cONkf
cONky
ivc sfl ku dI Aumr df bwcf
kwcI
imwtI df bixaf culHf
culHy
ivc dihkdy kolyy
koilaF
dy AuWqy Buwj rhI CwlI---
pqf nhIN
Aus sfl ku dy bwcy nUM ikhVI cIjL iKc ky culHy dy kol
lY geI, AuhdI BuwK ik AuhdI hoxI jF AuhdI Auqsukqf.
bwcf culHy dy vwty nUM hwQ pf ky KVHf ho igaf. Pyr
Auhny culHy ivc peI CwlI cukx df Xqn kIqf. CwlI qF
Auhny kI cuk skxI sI, CwlI cukdf cukdf Auh afp hI
dihkdy koilaF AuWqy isr Bfr gwz ho igaf. bwcy dIaF
lyrF sux ky AuhdI mF aMdroN nwTI afeI. jdoN qwk Auhny
bwcy nUM cwulHy ivcoN bfhr DUieaf, Auhdf Kwby pfisAuN
awDf isr burI qrHF jlL cuwkf sI.
AunHF
idnF ivc pMjfb dy ipMzF ivc nf zfktr huMdy sn nf
hspqfl. jy huMdy vI qF vI ikhVf ies bwcy nUM iksy ny
zfktr kol jF hsqfl lY jfxf sI. krjLy hyT dwby afm
pMjfbI iksfnF dI AudoN pfieaF hI kI huMdI sI? ies
bwcy dy awDjlLy isr df ielfj dysI hkImF dy ahurF
phurF nfl hI keI mhIny cldf irhf. AuproN AuproN lwgx
lwg ipaf sI ik jLKm Br igaf hY.
bwcy dI
mF dI KusLiksmqI smJo jF bwcy dI bdiksmqI, ienHF idnF
ivc hirmMdr sfihb dy srovr dI kfr syvf dy aYlfn dI
KLbr ies bwcy dI mF nUM vI iml geI. ieh guriswK qy
sLrDfvfn mF ies suBfg mOky nUM ikvyN KuMJf skdI sI?
Auh vI afpxy ies bwcy nUM kuwCV cuwkI gurU dIaF
sfjIaF invfjIaF sMgqF dy nfl gurU dIaF KusLIaF pRfpq
krn leI kfr syvf ivc sLfml hox leI qur peI.
aMimRqsr
pwuj ky Aus mF ny hirmMdr sfihb dy drsLn kIqy, pRsLfd
cVHfieaf, Gr dI surwgI leI qy ies bwcy dI ishqXfbI
leI ardfs kIqI. Pyr afpxy bwcy nUM srovr dy kMZy kpVf
ibCf ky iltf idqf. bwcf nINd ivguqf sI, ies leI mF
nUM kfr syvf ivc ihwsf lYx df sunihrI mOkf iml igaf.
Auhny isr dy dupwty nUM afpxy isr qy lpyt ilaf qy kfr
syvf ivc juwt geI.
eysy mF
vrgI iewk hor guriswK mfeI pUrI sLrDf nfl awKF muMdI
kfr syvf ivc mgn sI qy gfr dy Bry bwTlL ilaf ky kMZy
qy sut rhI sI. pqf nhIN AuhnUM idisaf nhIN jf Auh
dIaF sLrDf ivc muMdIaF awKF dyKxo asmrwQ ho geIaF sn,
Auhny gfr df Biraf bwTlL KflI kIqf qy Aus pfsy vl
vgfh mfiraf ijwQy ieh bwcf suwqf ipaf sI. bwTl df
kMZf Ault ky bwcy dy isr ivc lwgf. bwcy dy isr df msF
msF afTiraf jLKm Pyr KulH igaf.
hirmMdr
dy guMbd nUM tkrfAuNdIaF bwcy dIaF cIkF syvf ivc msq
mF dy kMnI vI pY geIaF. Auh nTI nTI afeI. bwcy dy isr
‘coN vihMdf KUn dyiKaf qy hrmMdr sfihb vl mUMh
kr ky hwQ joVy qy gurU dy Brosy qy Auhdy jLKLm
‘qy srovr dI gfr lf idwqI. gfr lgdy sfr Auh sLFq
ho igaf. mF AuhnUM iesyqrHF gurU shfry Cwz ky Pyr kfr
syvf ivc mgn ho geI.
kfr syvf
dI smfpqI ipwCoN, mF bwcy nUM lY ky vfps afpxy ipMz
af geI. bwcy dy isr df jLKm Brdf iPsdf irhf. mwKIaF
df Jurmt Auhdy isr qy juVdf irhf. mF Auhdy isr nUM
DoNdI ZkdI gflHF df mINh vrHfAuNdI rihMdI- “pqf
nhIN, golLI lwgxf jlHyd ikho jhy mfVy idn jMimaF. jd
df jMimaF iehdI cIN cIN nhIN mukI”. mF vI kI
krdI? Auhny AuprQlI dy bfkI bwicaF nUM vI sFBxf pflxf
sI qy Auh sfry kMm vI inq nijwTxy sn, ijhVy grIb
iksfnF dIaF Gr vflIaf nUM AunHF simaF ivc krny pYNdy
sn.
afKr
lMmf icr irsdf rih ky ies bwcy dy isr df jLKLm qF TIk
ho igaf. pr ies jLKLm nfl lwigaf sdIvI jLKLm ijhVf
Auhdy srIr aqy AuhdI afqmf df ihwsf bx ky sdf Auhdy
nfl irhf, AuhdI pIV nUM nf koeI hor smJ skdf hY, nf
mihsUs kr skdf hY, isvfey ienHF sqrF dy lyKk qoN,
ikAuNik Auh aBfgf bwcf ienHF sqrF df lyKk afp hI sI.
-------------------------------------
ies kfr
syvf ny ijhVI myrI syvf kr idwqI sI, Auh vI dyKx vflI
sI. myry isr dy Kwby pfsy dy Aupr iek cfr AuSgl lMmf
cOVf rVf mYdfn bx igaf sI, ijsdf rMg PulbihrI mfrI
cmVI vrgf ho igaf sI. ies hfdsy kfrx myrI KwbI awK dI
ingfh vI kmjLor ho geI sI. iqMn cuQfeI sdI jIa ky vI
jdoN afpxy bcpn dy pihly kwuJ sflF dI Xfd afAuNdI hY
qF myrI rUh kMb AuTdI hY. Aus hfdsy dIaF ieh dovyN
sugfqF hux vI mYN afpxy nfl cuwkI iPrdf hF. hflIN kuJ
idn hI hoey hn ik myry poqy ny myrf nMgf isr dyK ilaf
qy hYrfn ho ky puiCaf, “ bfbf! jI quhfzy isr nUM
kI hoieaf”. acfnk myry mMUhoN inkl igaf,
“kfr-syvf”. mYN afpxy poqy dIaF awKF ivc
hYrfnI qy zr df Jlkfrf dyK ky AuhnUM Guwt ky CfqI nfl
lf ilaf qy myrIaF awKF syjl ho geIaF. soc irhf sF,
mYN vI iksy smyN ies bwcy vrgf nwt Kwt qy cusq hovFgf,
qF hI qF[[[[[[[[.”
ijMnI ku
myrI XfdfsLq hY, Aus anusfr mYN kih skdf hF ik jdoN
mYN iqMn ku sfl df sF, Aus smyN dy nyVy qyVy vfprIaF
GtnfvF vI mYnUM hflIN qwk Xfd hn. myry isr dy gMj aqy
myrI KwbI awK dy bhuqf smF awD-mItI rihx krky myrf
nfAuN lYxf sB nUM Bul hI igaf sI. sfry mYnUM gMjf,
kfxf tIrf qy BYNgf afK ky hI bulfAuNdy sn. ienHF ivc
myry afpxy Brf qy BYxF vI sLfiml sn. hr pfisAuN mYnUM
iqRskfr hI imldf sI. bwcpn dy ienHF arMBk sflF ivc hI
myry aMdr GtIafpn df aihsfs ieMnf zUMGf Ds igaf sI,
ik mYN iesqoN lMmy smyN qwk Cutkfrf pRfpq nf kr sikaf.
myry ies
kwj vl koeI iesLfrf nf kry. mYnUM BYVy BYVy nfvF nfl
nf bulfvy, iehI qmMnf sI ijhVI pUrI nhIN ho rhI sI.
mYN srIrk qOr qy kmjLor sF qy sF vI pMjf ByxF BrfvF
ivcoN sfiraF qoN Cotf. kr qF kuJ skdf nhIN sF. jy
kuJ kihMdf, qF mfr pYNdI. ieh mfr BYxF BrfvF qoN qF
pYNdI hI sI, mF vI cMzfeI krn lwgI sfrIaF ksrF kwZ
CzdI sI. Gr dI qMgI qursLI nfl qy bwicaF dy Gmsfx nfl
ciVHaf sfrf guvfr Auh myry AuWqy kwZ idMdI. mYnUM Xfd
nhIN myrf ipAu kdoN prdysI bx igaf sI. kyvl iewko
iewk pnfh qy shfrf myrf bVf qfieaf virafm isMG hI sI.
jy AuhdI bukl df inG nf imldf qF mYN sLfied AudoN hI
rwb nUM ipafrf ho jfdf.
jdoN
jUVf krn Xogy vfl ho gey qF isr df gMj qF kuwJ kwuJ
Zk hox lwg ipaf qy Pyr pwg bMnHx nfl lokF dI ingfh
qoN dUr vI ho igaf sI, pr afpxI KwbI awK df kI krdf?
bws iewko iewk rfh sI jo afpxy afp apxf ho igaf qy
Pyr iewk sdIvI afdq bx ky sdf myry nfl irhf. ieh rfh
sI njLr nIvIN rwKxI, lgdI vfh lokF dIaF njLrF qoN dUr
rihxf, Gr afey pRfhuixaF dy sfhmxy jfx qoN kqrfAuxf,
ijwQy vI cfr bMdy bYTy hox, Aus QF ‘qy jfx qoN
sMkoc krnf qy bolxf QoVf qy bhuqf cuwp rihxf.
bwcpn dy
idnF qoN hI kuVIaF mYnUM vI suhxIaF lgdIaF sn. sgoN
afm nfloN kuJ vDyry hI, sLfied ies krky ik ies
suMdrqf nUM mfxn dI kudrqI iKwc nUM dbfAux leI mYnUM
vfr vfr Xqn krny pYNdy sn, jF sLfied Aus vyly vI bIj
rUp ivc myry aMdr iewk sLfier luikaf bYTf sI. GtIafpn
df aihsfs ijhVf myry aMdr Gr krI bYTf sI, Auh mYnUM
iksy kuVI vl iswDf dyKx qoN rokdf sI.
iewk bVI
suhxI kuVI sI Cy ku sfl dI. mYN vI Aus smyN ieMnI ku
Aumr df hI sF. Aus kudrq dy ikRsLmy vl mYQoN nf
cfhuMidaf hoieaF vI iewk vyr iswDf Jfk ho igaf. Aus
ny myry srIrk kuhJ vl hkfrq nfl dyK ky jo kuJ ikhf sI,
Auh myrI afqmf dy aMdr sdf hI jLihrIly qIr vFg KuiBaf
irhf. sfzy guaFZ dy GrF ivcoN hI iewk JIrF dI kuVI sI,
afbnUsI rMg dI. awKF Auqy sdf igwd icpkI rihx kr ky
AuhnUM Grdy bfhrdy sfry cypo kihMdy huMdy sn. Auhny
jd vI mYnUM dyKxf qF kihxf-”kfxf KwzU, bjfr df
lwzU, bjfr peI bfjLI, kfxf ho igaf rfjLI”. qy
mYN afpxf mUMh lukfAux leI afpxy Gr dy iksy Kwl KUMjy
jf lukxf.
kuVIaF
qoN sMgx iJjkx dI mYnUM ajyhI afdq peI ik jF qF mYN
kuVIaF nUM dyK ky rsqf Cwz jFdf sF jF awKF mIt ky
AunHF koloN lMG jFdf sF. jy acfnk koeI iekwlI kuVI
sfhmxy af jFdI, qF mYN Aus vl dyKx dI ihMmq qF kI
krnI sI, myrIaF qF qRylIaF Cuwt jFdIaF sn. ies leI
jdoN ipafr krn dI Aumr hoeI qF mYN dUroN dUroN jF luk
iCp ky hI iksy mncfhI sUrq nUM dyK lYNdf. mYN kdI vI
iksy kuVI nfl sfhmxy ho ky gwl kr skx df hOslf nf kr
sikaf.
kudrq dy
vI anoKy hI nym hn. keI vyr mnuwK ivc pYdf hoeIaF
srIrk qy mfnisk GftF hI Aus ivc kmfl dy gux pYdf krn
df kfrn bx jFdIaF hn. ijs Gft ny mYnUM cuwp-rihxf qy
iekFq-psMd bxf idqf sI, Ausy Gft nUM pUiraF krn leI
myry ivc pVHfeI ivc awgy awgy rihx qy qyjL buwDI
muMizaF ivc igxy jfx dI iewCf vI pYdf kr idwqI sI.
mYN afpxy hfxIaf qy afpxy afly duafly qoN tuwwitaf
hoieaf sF, ies leI mYN bMidaF dI QF ikqfbF nfl juVdf
igaf. skUl dy idnF ivc pVHfeI ivc sdf awgy awgy rihx
kr ky, hOlI hOlI bhuqy aiDafpkF qy bhuqy ivwidafrQIaF
dy iDafn df kyNdr bxdf igaf qy Pyr iksy ivc myry
srIrk kwj vl iesLfrf krn dI ihMmq nhIN rhI sI. srIrk
qOr qy vI mYN hux afm hfxIaF nfloN qkVf hI sF. mYN
ikAuNik pRfiemrI ivc pVHdf hI gurduafry pMjfbI vI
pVHn jFdf huMdf sF, ies leI mYN gurbfxI qy iswK
ieiqhfs df AunHF idnF ivc hI coKf igafn pRfpq kr ilaf
sI. ikqfbF pVHn qoN ibnf mYnUM hor koeI sLOk vI nhIN
sI. luky iCpy rihx dI afdq krky mYN nf qF iksy Kyz
ivc ihwsf lYNdf sF nf iksy hor aYsI srgrmI ivc ijs
ivc rl ky bhuqy muMzy Bfg lYNdy hox. idmfg kudrq ny
coKf qyjL idwqf sI. ies leI skUl dI pVHfeI ivc bhuqI
imhnq nhIN krnI pYNdI sI. ieiqhfs qy BUgol vrgy ivsLy
iewk vyr piVHaF hI Xfd rih jFdy sn. sfihq, ieiqhfs qy
gurbfxI pVHn smJx leI smF hI smF sI. jmfq ivc sB qoN
pihlF hr svfl df hwl pysL krn vflf qy hr ivsLy ivc
100 ivcoN 75 qoN vI Aupr nMbr pRfpq krn vflf hox qy
vI mYN iewk gwl ivc sdf isPr rihMdf sI. jy mYnUM jmfq
ivc KVH ky kuJ kihx suxfAux leI ikhf jFdf qF mYN KVHn
qoN pihlF hI ieMnf Gbrf jFdf ik mYnUM sB kuJ Buwl
jFdf qy iewk sLbd vI bol nf skdf. bws AuhI GtIafpn df
aihsfs jfg pYNdf.
ies
GtIafpn dy aihsfs krky mYN bhuq kwuJ pRfpq vI kIqf qy
bhuq kuwJ guafieaf vI. pRfpq ieh kIqf ik mYN afpxy hI
isr qy pRfeIvyt pVH ky hI AuWc ivwidaf pRfpq krn dy
Xog ho igaf qy ikqfbF nfl jnMUn dI hwd qwk dosqI pY
jfx dy kfrx hr qrHF dy igafn dy BMzfrF qwk phuMc ho
jfx krky rfjnIqI qy sfihq dohF nUM smJx smJfx dy Xog
ho igaf. guafieaf ieh ik ijLMdgI ivc bhuq sfry mOky
hwQ afAuNdy afAuNdy ies krky koloN lMG jFdy rhy ik
mYN iesy GtIafpn dy aihsfh df zMigaf, dUijaF nfloN
awgy vwD ky ienHF mOikaF nUM pRfpq krn dy Xog nf bx
sikaf qy BfsLn-klf qy kfiv adfiegI dy hunr qoN cMgI
qrHF vfkP hox qy vI styj ‘qy jfx qoN sdf sMkoc
krdf irhf.
myry nfl
sfl ku dI Aumr ivc vfpiraf ieh hfdsf jy nf vfprdf qF
mYN kI hoxf sI qy kI nhIN? ies bfry pwky qOr qy kuwJ
nhIN ikhf jf skdf. ho skdf hY mYN afpxI qyjL buwDI
sdky ikqy df ikqy phuMc jFdf jF Pyr myry
ivc ieh ilKx pVHn qy kuwJ bxn dI qmMnf hI pYdf nf
huMdI. mYN awj jo kuwJ vI hF, ies nfloN cMgf vI bx
skdf sI qy ies nfloN mfVf vI. jo mYN hux hF ieh
kdficq nhIN bx skdf sI. pr ies hfdsy dy iswty vjoN
ijhVy sMqfp mYN afpxy bwcpn dy idnF ivc Jwly sn,
AunHF nUM Xfd kr ky hflIN vI myrI rUh kMb AuTdI hY.
(9
agsq 2006)
