mIitMg df afrMB hox qoN pihlF cfh pfxI pINidaF sudfgr brfV df kihxf sI ik “sfnUM khfxIkfrF nUM pirvfrF smyq iekwiTaF sfl ivwc iewk do tUr bgYrf krny cfhIdy ny.hfjr khfxIkfrF AunHF dy ies suJfa nfl sihmqI pRgtfAuNdy hoey imMnI gryvfl nUM tUr dy pRbMD sMBflx dI ijMmyvfrI sONpI,ikAuNik AunHF pfs aijhy tUrF df cMgf aiBafs hY.imMnI gryvfl ny gwl nUM awgy qoridaF khfxI bYTk dy ds vry pUry hox qy ienHF mIitMgf nfl sbMDq iewk XfdgfrI ‘khfxI sMgRih’ ihMdI pMjfbI ivwc pRkfsLq krvfAux df suJfa idwqf.khfxIkfr jrnYl isMG ny ikhf ik bhuq cMgI gwl hY pr iesdf koeI mksd hoxf cfhIdf hY.khfxI sBf ny ies qy vI sihmqI pRgtfeI.ies imlxI qy jrnYl isMG ny afpxy nv-pRkfsLq khfxI sMgRih ‘tfvrjL’ dI jdoN ‘mUMh idKfeI’ krvfeI qF AunHF nUM hr lyKk vloN Zyr sfrIaF mubfrkF nfl invfijLaf igaf.eyny nUM qkrIbn sfry khfxIkfr phuMc cuwky sn.

awj dI khfxI mItMg dI pRDfngI jrnYl isMG krngy’kfrvfeI sudfgr brfV lMzy clfAuxgy qy kfrvfeI dy pl irkfrz krngy myjr mFgt.hfAUs ny srvsMmqI nfl PYslf suxf idwqf kfrvfeI sLurU hoeI.sB qoN pihlI khfxI imMnI gryvfl nUM pVHn leI afiKaf igaf.khfxI df nF sI ‘iewk nuwkr’. ies nuwkr nUM iewk nmUny vjoN pysL kIqf igaf sI ijs ivwc lyKkf ny swiBafcfrk pRdUsLx dy nfl nfl vfqfvrn dy pRdUsLx nUM qy irsLiqaF ‘c PYl rhy pRdUsLx nUM vI KuUb cMgI qrHF AuBfiraf sI.ies qy hoeI alocnf ivwc myjr mFgt ny ikhf ik “khfxI BfsLn vFg sLurU huMdI hY,afrMB Jtptf nhI hY.keI QF khfxI ‘c byloVf ivsQfr hY qy duhrf hY.pqf nhIN lwgdf ik khfxI nUM kOx ibafn kr irhf hY.kQfnk ijafdf PYilaf hox kfrn khfxI afpxf pRBfv kfiem nhIN rwK skI.ivsLf cMgf hY pr hor imhnq dI jrUrq hY”.

kuljIq mfn ny ikhf ik “khfxI icMnfqmk hY jo pMjfb ivwc pRvfsI mjLdUrF dy ivvhfr nUM ibafndI hY pr prvfsI mjLdUrF leI kuwqy df isMbl gYriensfnI jfpdf hY.TIk hY pRvfsI mjLdUr pMjfb leI smwisaf hn pr sfihqk rcnf ‘coN nslvfd dI boa nhIN afAuxI cfhIdI”.AunHF vI khfxI dy ivsLy nUM psMd kIqf pr sLurUafq aqy smfpqI nfl Auh vI sihmq nhIN sn.

khfxIkfr jrnYl isMG ny ikhf ik “ieh cMgI gwl hY ik swiBafcfrk ies duKFq nUM khfxI ivwc ibafinaf igaf hY.prvfsI mjLdUrF dIaF ieh DfVF pMjfb leI iewk smwisaf sfbq hoxgIaF.jrnYl isMG grcf ny ikhf ik khfxI ivwc kuwiqaF df pRsMg BfrU hY jo cuBdf hY.koeI kuwiqaF nUM ibnF mqlb duwD nhIN ipafAuNdf qy nF hI sVkF sIimMt dIaF huMdIaF hn”.ikrpfl isMG pMnU ny ikhf ik “khfxI bfq pfAux vFgUM hY jo pUrI qrHF AuBr nhIN skI”.blvIr kOr sMGyVf df kihxf sI ik “khfxI ‘c vrqy gey isMbl spsLt nhIN hn.AunHF ieh vI ikhf ik msly df hwl dyxf lyKk df kMm nhI,Auhdf kMm qF smwisaf qy AuNgl Drnf hY”.arivMd kOr ny gMBIrqf nfl ikhf ik pRvfsI mjLdUr pMjfb leI bhuq vwzI smwisaf hn”.sudfgr brfV ny sLbdf sbMDI kuwJ suJfa idwqy aqy pRvfsI mjLdUrF qy cwl rhI bihs nUM AunHF inkfrdy hoey ikhf “jy pRvfsI mjLdUr nF afAux qF pMjfb df BwTf bih jfvy.sfnUM dUsiraF nUM dosL dyx dI bjfey afpxy lokF nUM afpxy kMm afp krn dI pRyrnf dyxI cfhIdI hY.myjr mFgt ny ikhf ik “asIN vI qF pRvfsI mjLdUr hF.agr muwK DfrF dy lyKk sfzy bfry aijhIaF gwlF krn qF ieh nslvfd bx jfxf hY.afpxy pirvfrF dy pflx posx leI mnuwK duwKVY Jfgdf musLwkq krdf hY.kI asI nhIN qrwkI dI lflsf krdy?sfnUM aijhI soc nhI rwKxI cfhIdI.

dUsrI khfxI kuljIq mfn dI ‘icVI’ sI.ijs ivwc aOrq dy mn dI dsLf nUM bhuq hI mnoivigafnk ZMg nfl ibafinaf igaf sI.jdoN ‘jfnI’ nF dI icVI df rUp bdldf hY qF smfj qy krVI cot krdf hY.mF DI aqy nUMh dI rUh ivwc smfeI iewh icVI khfxI df qfxf bfxf buxdI hY.jrnYl isMG ny ikhf ik “khfxI dy muwK pfqr dI ividak Xogqf dwsI jfxI cfhIdI hY jo hr QF hI ivdvqf Bry iviKafn krdI ey,ikqy lyKk Kud qF nhI boldf”?AunHF ikhf ik “isMbl sfry spsLt hn.ieh kulvMq dy pirvfr dI khfxI hY pr lyKk Ausdf mnoivigafn nhIN ibafndf.AudF sfrI khfxI bhuq vDIaf hY”.blvIr sMGYVf ny pRMsLsLf krn ny nfl nfl byloVy ivsQfr vl vI sMkyq idwqf aqy ieh vI puwiCaf ik “mwuK pfqr afpxy pqI kulvMq qoN iks gwl df bdlf lY rhI hY”.jrnYl isMG grcf df kihxf sI ik ivsLf qF cMgf hY pr keI gwlF ivwc AulJx hY”.gurpfl sroey df kihxf sI ik “mrd nfl vI qF Dwkf hI huMdf hY Aus nU vI ibafnxf cfhIdf sI”.arivMdr ny ikhf “ijwQy lyKk mrd dy hwk ivwc KVdf hY Aus nUM aijhf nhI krnf cfhIdf sI.bfkI khfxI bhuq cMgI hY”kuljIq mfn ny ikhf ik Auh sfry suJfvF nU pRvfn krdy hoey ies qy hor imhnq krngy

qIsrI khfxI grpfl sroey dI ‘iewk Cfl hor’ sI. ies khfxI ivwc knyzf mMgvfey muMzy kuVIaF vloN kIqy jf rhy DoKy df ibafn sI aqy aOrq dy afqm ivsLvfsL dI khfxI sI.myjr mFgt ny ikhf ik “keI gwlF spsLt nhIN hn,khfxI hor KuwB ky ilKI jfxI cfhIdI sI”.brijMdr gulftI ny ikhf ik “ieh iewk aKbfrI khfxI hY”.sudfgr brfV ny ikhf ik “khfxI eynI spft vI nF hovy ik Aus ivwc koeI AulJx hI nf hovy”.kuljIq mfn ny ikhf ik “pfqr AusfrI hor cMgI qrHF hoxI cfhIdI sI”.jrnYl isWG grcf ny khfxI dy ivsLy nUM slfihaf.

cOQI khfxI brijMdr kOr gulftI ny ‘srlf jI’ pVHI ijs nUM iewk Gtnf df sDfrn idlcsp ibafn mMnidaF sfiraF ies khfxI mfixaf aqy gul[ftI dI pysLkfrI nUM slfihaf.mIitMg dI aMiqm khfxI myjr mFgt ny ‘bfr prfey…’ pVHI ijs ivwc knyzf dy lflc ivwc Psy pMjfb qoN afey iewk blfk sMmqI aPsr dI khfxI hY.ik ikvy kuVHI dy anpV shury Aus nUM nfl rwK ky gwl gwl ivwc nIvF idKFAuNdy hn.knyzf dy lflc ivwc ho rhy byjoV irsLqy ies khfxI df muwK Durf sn.ies dy ivsLy nUM slfihaf igaf.jrnYl isMG ny ikhf ik anpVH swjx isMG hI qF mfVF nhIN ho skdf Ausdf cMgf pwK vI ibafinaf jfvy”.kuljIq mfn ny ikhf “khfxI mnuwK dono pwK lY ky cwly”.bfkI lyKkF ny ies khfxI nUM slfihaf qy suJfa vI idwqy.myjr mFgt ny suJfvF nUM pRvfn krdy hoey sfry alockF df DMnvfd kIqf.eyny nUM Kfxf lwg cuwkf sI s[lfl isMG sMGyVf,jIvn sMGyVf qy sfrf pirvfr lyKkF dI syvf ivwc juwt gey.mIitMg dy pRDfn khfxIkfr jrnYl isMG ny blvIr kOr sMGyVf aqy smUh pirvfr df DMnvfd krdy hoey mIitMg df incoV idMidaF smfpqI kr idwqI.ds GMty cwlI ies mIitMg df anMd mfxky kfrF vl qury jFdy lyKk ikrpfl isMG pMnU jI dy ies vfr ivwc ivcfly hI BgvMq mfn sLoa qy cly jfx kfrn AunHF dI Gft mihsUs krdy hoey aglI qRYmfisk imlxI leI vI ikafs arfeIaF kr rhy sn ik dyKo aglI qRYmfisk khfxI bYTk dI sLmf hux iksdy Gr rOsLn hovygI.----myjr mFgt (15 nvMbr 2005)