nvyN sfl dI pihlI khfxI bYTk myjr mFgt dy Gr 22 jnvrI 2005 nUM hoeI. torFto df ieh idn aMqF df brPIlf aqy Juwl rhy JwKV vflLf JgVIlf idn sI. ieh bYTk awgy pY jfxI lwg pwg qih hI sI pr ieqny Coty noits dy AuWqy ajyhf krnf host dy kIqy prbMDF aqy mihmfnF dIaF AuzIkf AuWqy iewk ibjlI izwgx dy sfmfn sI. iPr vI ijwQy dUroN afAux vflLy khfxIkfrF dy nFh afAux dI isafxp AuWqy mfx kIqf jf skdf hY aqy ‘JwKV JFjI mINh brsy, mYN BI [[[’ dy sUqr dI nMgI qlvfr dI Dfr AuWqy qur ky smyN isr phuMcx vflLy khfxI kfrF dI ihMmq dI dfd vI dyxI bxdI hY. asl ivwc kuwJ ku plF df qfxf bfxf agly ipCly bhuq sfry GMitaF idnF nflL juiVaf hoieaf huMdf hY. imQy smyN sQfn dI qbdIlI mnuwKI mnF ivwc qFzv nfc mcf idMdI hY. ies vyr hfjLrI afm nflLoN pOxI ku rhI aqy pMj khfxIaF pVHky AunHF dI pUrI puxCfx kIqI geI.

hfjLr khfxIkfrF ivwc sn ikrpfl isMG pMnUM, jrnYl isMG grcf, kuljIq mfn, imnI gryvfl, suKimMdr rfmpurI, gurpfl sroaf, qlivMdr AuWBI aqy myjbfn myjr mFgt. Trdy qy hr hr krdy af rhy mihmfnF df host ny cfhpfxI aqy brPI smoisaF nflL inwGf suafgq kIqf. iPr vI TMz afpxf KihVf nhIN sI Cwz rhI. hItr lgfey gey aqy kMbl vI vrqfey gey.

ies vyr prDfngI dy PrjL inBfey imnI gryvfl ny, sMcflx kIqf kuljIq mfn ny aqy ‘DMn ilKfrI’ df kfrj Bfr cuwikaf jrnYl isMG grcf ny.

sB qoN pihloN ivwCV cuwky khfxIkfr dlbIr cyqn (aMimRqsr) aqy isnymf klfkfr AumrIsL purI nUM afpxy sLrDf dy Puwl Byt kridaF sog df mqf pfs kIqf igaf. iPr prDfn imnI gryvfl ny do AuWBr dy khfxIkfrF qlivMdr AuWBI aqy gurpfl sroaf nUM khfxI bYTk ivwc Bfg lYx leI afAux Kfqr jI afieaF nUM ikhf qy awgy nUM vI iesy qrHF afAux leI slfh idwqI.

kuljIq mfn ny sB qoN pihloN gurpfl sroaf nUM afpxI khfxI ‘Evr tfeIm’ pVHn leI ikhf. ies khfxI ivwc nOjuafn pqI pqnI afpxI afrQk hflq nUM hor cMgyrI bnfAux dy cwkrF ivwc Evr tfeIm dIaF jkVF ivwc Ps jFdy hn. AunHF dI ivrD qy bImfr mF Gr dr nUM vI dyKdI hY aqy poqy poqI nUM vI sMBfl dI hY. Auh rfq dIaF isPtF lf rhy pqI dy suK suivDf df vI iDafn rwKdI hY. buwZI bImfr mF dy afrfm aqy ielfj vwl iDafn dyx df iksy kolL koeI ivhl nhIN hY. sgoN hr pfisEN lfihaf vgfihaf afpxf Bfr Aus AuWqy hor af pYNdf hY aqy DOlLy bld vFg Ah hr Bfr nUM moZf lfeI rwKdI hY. qy iewk idn bwicaF nUM skUloN ilafAux geI df iewk cOrfhy AuWqy aYksIzYSt ho jFdf hY.

khfxI AuWqy crcf df arMB kridaF pMnUM ny khfxI dI pysLkfrI suDfrn dI slfh idwqI. khfxI df ivsLf vDIaf mMinaF igaf. vrqI geI vfrqflfp ivwc iewk dUjy pfqr dy kQnF nUM cMgI qrHF inKyVn df suJfa idwqf. imnI gryvfl ny khfxI nUM hor klfkfrI bnfAux leI ikhf. myjr mFgt ny ivsLy dI cox nUM slfihaf. qy slfh idwqI ik khfxI ivwcoN lyKk gYr hfjLr rihxf cfhIdf hY. aqy ies df aMq vI nftkI hoxf cfhIdf hY. kuljIq mfn nUM vI khfxI ivwc klf dI Gft rVkI. Aus anusfr prvfrk qxfa ajy hor iqwKf hoxf cfhIdf sI. jrnYl isMG nUM ivsLf vDIaf lwigaf. suKimMdr rfmpurI ny pfqr mfipaF dy cirwqr ivwc ajy hor AuBfr dI loV dwsI. aMq ivwc sroaf ny khfxI pRqI AuTfey gey muwidaF df sMKyp ivwc AuWqr idwqf.

dUjI khfxI ‘do qsvIrF iewk Prym’ imnI gryvflL ny pVHI. sfrI khfxI iewk iesqrI, Ausdy mihbUb aqy pqI duaflLy GuMmdI hY. khfxI mfnv dy jjbfqI irsLiqaF dI AulJI qfxI dy ivsLy nUM CuMhdI hY.

jrnYl isMG grcf nUM ies khfxI ivwc gurbKLs isMG pRIqlVI df isDFq, ‘ipafr kbjLf nhI pihcfx hY’ idKfeI idwqf. kuljIq mfn ny sLbd ‘mihbUb’ dI vrqoN krn dI QF AuWqy koeI ZukvF nF rwKxf cfhIdf sI, ikhf. pfqrF ivwc tkrfE hor iqwKf krn dI loV hY. muwK qOr AuWqy mihbUb df pfqr luikaf hI irhf hY. rfmpurI dI soc anusfr khfxI koeI hwl pysL nhIN krdI. gurpfl sroaf anusfr pqI pqnI dI bybPfeI AuWBr ky sfhmxy afAuNdI hY jo isLsLtfcfr dy Ault hY. pMnUM anusfr ieh khfxI kyvl iewk svfl KVHf krdI hY ‘qsvIr ivwc dUsrI Poto iksdI hovy?’ mihbUb dI jF pqI dI? AuWqr dyxf ies khfxI df AudysL nhIN hY. Auh qF pfTkF ny afp lwBxf hY. pMnUM ny ieh vI ikhf ik BfvyN ies khfxI ivwc koeI hvflf nhIN idwqf igaf pr ieh ‘pqnI, pqI aqy mihbUbf’ dy svfl nUM vI AuWnI hI isLwdq nflL drsfAuNdI hY. rfmpurI dy svfl dy jvfb ivwc pMnUM ny AuTfey gey svfl df AuWqr afpxI soc anusfr ieh drsfieaf ik ipafr dy pl bVy hI kImqI huMdy hn. ienHF nUM vwD qoN vwD anMdmeI bnfAuxf cfhIdf hY. scfeI nflLoN supny ivwc sdf hI vwD anMd huMdf hY. Bfv smyN dy swc dy Gyry ivwc rihMidaF ipafr-plF nUM vwD qoN vwD supneI bxfAuNidaF anMd dI isKr nUM Coihaf jf skdf hYs. mFgt anusfr khfxI ivwc iesqrI dI duiBdf hor AuWBrnI cfhIdI sI aqy aMq nftkI hoxf cfhIdf sI.

qIsrI khfxI myjvfn myjr mFgt ny pVHI ‘qFzv’. ies khfxI dI cUlL swqy muwK pfqr dy prvfr nflL juVI awl ‘pRyqF df twbr’ hY. swqy sfieMs mfstr dI nOjuafn pqnI dy blwz kYSsr nflL mrn smyN ieh juVI awl sfry twpbr dy nF nflL hI icpk geI hY. jo sfrI Aumr ibqf lYx, knyzf qIkr GuMm lYx qIkr vI gloN nhIN lihMdI. sLfied ieh hor keI aglIaF pIVHIaF qIkr vI nflL hI rhy. gwl kyvl ieqnI sI ik afpxI mrn iknfry peI pqnI dI iewCf anusfr muwK pfqr Aus nflL sMBog nhIN kr sikaf. kyvl afAuNdI rfq nUM iewCf pUrI krn df iekrfr hI kr sikaf. qy sLfm nUM Aus dI pqnI surgvfs ho geI. swqy ny imRqk dyh dI iewCf pUrI kr idwqI aqy Aus nUM Aus dI mF aqy cfcI ny dyK ilaf. gwl sfry ipMz ivwc Auz geI.

Auh sfrI Aumr ies Bfr nUM afpxy ihrdy AuWqy cuwkIN iPrdf hY aqy kyvl mrn lwigaf afpxy imwqr mohn nUM dwsky surKurU huMdf hY.

rfmpurI anusfr khfxI ivwc bhuqf ivsQfr byloVf hY. keI QfvF AuWqy kyvl sMkyq nflL hI sr skdf sI. swqy dI KLUbsUrq pfqr AusfrI dI aqy nvyN ivsLy dI prsMsF kIqI geI. pMnUM dy ivcfr anusfr jdoN khfxI df sspYSs KuwlH igaf khfxI AuWQy hI smfpq ho jfxI cfhIdI sI. muwK pfqr piVHaf iliKaf hY AusnUM afpxI pqnI nUM mIqo dI QF mIq kihky Bfv siqkfrq sMboDn krnf cfhIdf sI. ivsLf anoKf hY. khfxI AusfrI cMgI hY. blwz kYSsr nflL bImfr pqnI df mrn qoN pihloN sMBog dI iewCf krnf aqy mrn ipwCoN muwK pfqr df AusdI aMqm iewCf nUm pUrf krnf, drsfey gey vfqfvrn ivwc, XQfrQk nhIN jfpdf. qlivMdr AuWBI df ivcfr sI ik khfxI pihloN hI Cp cuwkI hY hux ies AuWqy soc ivcfr krnI PjUl sI. ieh kMm Cpx qoN pihloN hoxf cfhIdf sI. ies dy AuWqr ivwc pMnUM ny dwisaf ik inrsMdyh AuWBI df ivcfr TIk hY pr Aus ipwCoN vI prK pVcol hoxI lfhyvMd hI ho skdI hY. lyKk leI awgy nUM iewk idsLf inrdysn df vI kMm kr skdI hY. imnI gryvfl ny ajIb ivsLy AuWqy AusfrI cMgI khfxI nUM slfihaf. kuljIq mfn nUM khfxI df ivsLf Eprf ijhf lwigaf. swqf bqOr iewk mfnsk rogI dy sfhmxy nhIN afAuNdf aqy mfnsk rogI dy ibnF koeI GnfAuxI Gtnf nhIN kr skdf. mohn dy pfqr nflL iensfP nhIN ho sikaf. mF dy duhwQV mfrn nflL hI khfxI Kqm ho jfxI cfhIdI sI. jrnYl isMG grcy nUM ivsLf nvF lwigaf. khfxI dI AusfrI vI cMgI jfpI. aMq ivwc myjr mFgt ny AuTy sLMikaF df AuWqr idwqf aqy suJfvF leI DMnvfd kIqf.

cOQI khfxI jrnYl isMG grcf vwloN pysL kIqI geI ‘gMZ’. khfxI anusfr pihlI vfr ikMzrgfrtn jUnIar ivwc jFdy bwcy nUM bs zrfeIvr vwloN Aus dy stfp AuWqy nFh Auqfrn aqy Aus dy mfVy ivvhfr kfrn mn ivwc peI guMJl duafly GuMmdI hY. dfdf ies gMZ nUM sihjy sihjy ipafr nflL Kohldf hY. ies ivwc dfdf afpxy smyN dy pMjfb dy skUlF aqy knyzf dy awj dy skUlF dy vfqfvrn df ivsQfr ivwc vrnx krdf hY. bwcf skUl jfx lwigaF qF bs ivwc bVy cfa nflL cVHdf hY pr afAux vflLI bs qoN qF glyly qoN kF dy zrn vFg BYBIq hY. dfdy nUM hr mOsm ivwc skUl jfx df 40 imMt df mjbUrn pYdl sPr krnf pYNdf hY. ijs nflL dfdy dI ishq ivwc bhuq suDfr huMdf hY aqy PlU vrgIaF ibmfrIaF df tfkrf Auh qkVf ho ky krdf hY. so ieh sjf vI Aus leI vrdfn iswD huMdI hY.

kuljIq mfn ny ies khfxI ivwc ivsQfr Auzf dyx nflL bfl mn dI iewk vDIaf khfxI bx jfx dI sMBfvnf drsfeI. khfxI klf AuWqy jor dyx dI loV hY qF ik bwJvF Brpfv pY sky. rfmpurI ny ies nUM suMdr khfxI dwisaf qy ieh vI ikhf ik ies ivwc do khfxIaF nflL nflL cwldIaF hn. bwcy dI mfnsk guMJl dI aqy do dysF dy skUlF dy mukfbly dI. imnI gryvflL anusfr khfxI ivwc vfDU msflf bhuq hY. do dysF dy pVHfeI dy prbMDF dI qulnf krn nflL khfxI df cMgf pwK AuWGiVaf hY. pMnUM nUM byloVf ivsQfr vfDU lwigaf. myjr mFgt ny vI khfxI nUM qrfsLx dI slfh idwqI.

aMqm khfxI suKimMdr rfmpurI ny pVHI ‘zrpok’. ieh khfxI afr vYnUgupfl rYzI dI aMgryjLI khfxI df anuvfd sI. khfxI ivwc zfktr iewk zrpok afdmI nUM dlyr ivakqI bnfAux df Xqn krdf hY. ikAuNik nfiek afpxI plyg nflL mrn iknfry peI pqnI dI ibmfrI qoN lfg lwgx qoN zrky Aus nUM byshfrf Cwzky dUr clf jFdf hY. iPr Aus dy sfhmxy hI Aus dy bwcy df aYksIzYSt ho jFdf hY pr Auh AusnUM PVky bcf nhIN sikaf qy guMm suMm KVHf dyKdf irhf. aMq ivwc zfktr hYrfn rih jFdf hY ik Auho hI zrpok ivakqI afpxI jfn nUM Kqry ivwc pf ky, iewk rylL gwzI Qwly af rhI iesqrI aqy Aus dy bwcy nUM bcf lYNdf hY. BfvyN ik ajyhf kridaF Aus dIaF dovyN lwqF kt jFdIaF hn aqy aMq nUM Auh mr vI jFdf hY. mrn lwigaf Auh zfktr nUM dwsdf hY, “zfktr mYN hux zrpok nhIN hF”.

ies khfxI sbMDI sMKyp soc ivcfr hoeI.

aMq ivwc prDfn imnI gryvflL ny sfry afey khfxIkfrF df DMnvfd kIqf igaf. host vwloN mihmfnF dI kIqI geI KuwlHy idl nflL syvf dy myjr mFgt aqy srdfrnI mFgt nUM siqkfr pysL kIqf igaf. aglI bYTk aprYl 2005 ivwc hox dI jfxkfrI idwqI geI. Juwl rhy JwKV nflL XuwD krn dy sMklp nflL sfry khfxIkfr afpo afpxy rYx vsyiraF nUM rvfnf hoey.