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jfvyd bUty nflL myrI jfx pCfx 1998 ivwc apnf vfisLMgtn dI kfnPrMs dy smyN hoeI. jo hux kfPI nyVqf ivwc bdl geI hY. iksy ikhf hY, “koeI koeI lwBdf ey idl vflLf jwg AuWqy, lwB pvy jy iPr hwQoN nf guafieaf kr.” jfvyd bUtf vI AunHF nFh guafAux vfilLaF ivwcoN jwg AuWqy iewk hY. Auh puwj ky eImfndfr aqy kihxI krnI df pUrf qy sUrf hY. gurmuKIsLfhmuKI dy prIvrqn leI Aus ny myry nflL keI keI idn aqy keI keI GMty lyKy lfey hn aqy awgy nUM vI lf irhf hY. sdfbhfr KyVy ivwc aqy hsdf rsdf ieh ivakqI mYnUM sdf hI afpxy nflL nflL qurdf jfipaf hY. jyiksy ny dyKxf hovy ik ‘suihrd bMdf iks nUM afKdy hn?’ Auh jfvyd dI hwtIEN bUty nUM lwB lvy.

pVcolIey kihMdy hn ik ilKfrI afpxI ikrq qoN ikqnf vI bylfg rih lvy, iPr vI AusdI rcnf ivwcoN Aus dy ivakqIqv dy QoVy jF bhuqy drsLn ho hI jFdy hn. pfTkF dI prK leI bUty jfvyd dI iewk khfxI hfjLr hY ‘imwTI gfjr’. jokMipAUtr rfhIN sLfhmuKI qoN ilwpIaFqr kIqI geI hY. ies ivwc XQfrQ hY qy BU hyrvf hY. bfkI ijvyN pfTkF nUM Bfvy.

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Ehny kMm vfly kwpVy pfey qy CyqI CyqI ikcn vwl tur ipaf, Auhdf hwQ afpxy afp AuhdI pqlUn dy KIsy ivwc vV igaf qy Es icwTI nUM KIsy ivwcoN bfhr kwZ ilaf ijhVI AuhnUM kwlH rfqIN kMm qoN Gr priqaF imlI sI qy Auhny koeI cfr pMj vfr rfqIN pVHI qy Pyr awj idny vI keIN vfrI pVHI. Auhny icwTI nUM iewk do vfr puwTf iswDf kr ky vyiKaf qy AuhdI qirKI tor mwTI pY geI qy Auh iewk vfr Pyr kfhlI kfhlI icwTI pVHn lwg ipaf. Auh cfhuMdf sI iksy qrHF icwTI dI sfrI lKfeI bdl jey, jf Pyr AuhnUM iehdy ivwcoN ieh gwl kUV sfbq krn df koeI sbUq lwB jfey ik AuhnUM GroN by Gr hoieaF cfr vrHy bIq gey ny jIhdf aihsfs AuhnUM kwlH rfq ieh icwTI pVH ky hoieaf sI. swc qy swc eI ey. BfvyN icwTI dI sfrI lKfeI bdl jfey jF Auhdy ivwcoN koeI hor istf inkl afey, ieh gwl qF icwty idn vFgUM swc ey jo AuhnUM amrIkf aieaF cfr vrHy bIq gey nyN. Auhny by idlI nfl icwTI nUM curV murV kr ky ieMj KIsy ivwc peaf “beI bws mYN eIhnoN muV nhIN pVHF gf” qy iewk lMmF sfh iKwc ky ikcn df bUhf KolH ky aMdr vV igaf.

ikcn ivwc sbjLI mMzI vFg rOlf ipaf hoieaf sI, Auhny cfry pfsy Jfq mfrI, sfry kMm rojL vFg ho rhy sn. pr AuhnUM ieh sB kuJ Eprf Eprf ijhf jfipaf . hr koeI msLIn vFgUM afpxy afpxy kMm kfr ivwc ruwJf hoieaf sI, ijnHF df kMm krn df vylf muwk irhf sI Auh kfhlI kfhlI afpxf hQlf kMm mukfAux df vfh lf rhy sn qF jo CuwtI vyly nfl kr lYx.

“Auh kIh hfl ey BeI qyrf qy ikhVIaF socF ivwc zuwibaf hoieaf eyN” Auhdy nfl kMm krn vfly iewk sfQI ny Auhdy moZy qy hOlI jhI QfpVf mfr ky puwiCaf qy jvfb dI AuzIk kIqy ibnf agFh lMG igaf.

“hUM” Auhdy mUMhoN CVf eynF eI inklaf, qy Pyr Auh rojL vFgUM afpxy nfl kMm krn vfly sfQIaF df hfl cfl puwCdf qy afpxf dwsdf hoieaf afpxy kMm krn vflI QF vwl tur ipaf.”

eyQy kMm kridaF AuhnUM lwg Bwg iewk vrHf ho igaf sI, ies qoN pihlF Auh QF QF bQyrI Kyh Kf bYTf sI, eyQy ies kMm qy AuhnUM iewk dysI jxy rKvfieaf sI, jIhdy nfl Auhdf do ko vrHy pihlF bws ivwc myl hoieaf qy hOlI hOlI iewk dUjy dy gUVHy bylI bn gey, Auhdy bylI AuhnUM smJfieaf “svyr nUM bMdf QoVf ijhf GroN Kf ky kMm qy af jey, dupihry vI zt ky Kfey qy sLfmIN Gr jFidaF vI eyQoN eI rwj mfr jfey”[[[ aMn pfxI qy KLrc hox vfly pYisaF nUM apxI dysI krMsI ivwc vtf ky ignqI kIqI qy ieh gwl Jwt Auhdy pwly pY geI.

pihlF qy AuhnUM TIk qrHF CurI PVnI vI nhIN sI afAuNdI pr hux qy AuhnUM Zyr sfrIaF sbjLIaF, PlF qy msfilaF dy nF mUMh jLbfnI aMgryjLI ivwc Xfd sn qy Auh kfgLjL pVHnf Auhdy leI sOKf ho igaf sI jIhdy Auqy Auhdf “bfs” rojL df kMm ilK ky AuhdI kMm krn vflI myjL dy mohry lmkf Czdf.

Ehny ilKy kMm Auqy JfqI mfrI, Pl qy kwcIaF Kfx vflIaF sbjLIaF kwt ky vwzy vwzy Qfl sjfxy nyN. “awj qy bhuq eI sOKf kMm ey” Es afpxy afp nUM afiKaf [[[

Ehny stor ivwcoN loV mUjb sbjLIaF qy Pl ilaf ky apny sfhmny Zyr lf ilaf, sB qoN pihlF Auhdf hwQ gfjrF vwl igaf “ieh gfjrF qy vfh vfh sohxIaF nyN” Auhdy buwlH ihwly, [[[

jdoN df Auh eyQy afieaf hY nf qy AuhnUM gfjrF df rMg cMgf lgf qy nf svfd, nf qy lfl hoNdIaF nf imTIaF, Auhny keI vfr gfjrF cwKIaF, hr vfr bk bkIaF, pr awj ikaf sohxIaF qy lfl sUhIaF sn,

“KLbry imwTIaF vI hox?” Auhdy buwlH iewk vfr Pyr ihly ,[[[ iClidaF, ktidaF iewk gfjr AuhnUM Zyr sohnI, lfl qy imwTI jfpI, Auhny Es gfjr df iewk totf cuwk ky afpxy mUMh ivwc pfwlaf, ies inky jyhy toty ny Auhdy mUMh ivwc Zyr sfrf imwTf Klfr idwqf, Es toty ivwcoN sfrI mTfs kwZn leI AuhdI jIB ny gfjr dy toty nUM Dk ky dfVHF hyT kr idqf “kiVc”dI afvfjL ny Auhdy kMnF rfhIN lMG ky Auhdy dmfgL ivwc iewk ptfkf ijhf clf idwqf [[[ Auhny CyqI nfl apnf inwkf ijhf sjf hwQ gol gpy vFg PuwlI afpnI KwbI gwlH qy rK ilaf [[[

“qYnUM ikMnI vfr afKaf ey eynIaF gfjrF nf Kf iZwz pIV hoeygI , pr qYnUM asr eI nhIN hoNdf” AuhdI mF ny Auhdf Kwbf guwt afpxy Kby hwQ ivwc PV laf, AuhdI inkI jIhI muwT kwtIaF hoeIaF gfjrF nfl BrI hoeI sI, jyhVIaF Auhny prfq ivwcoN cukIaF sn [[[ Auh buskn lwg ipaf [[[ AuhdI Qwly vflI buwlHI vI AuqlI bulHI nfloN vwzI hox lwg peI qy nfsF vI PVkn lwg peIaF, mF vwl ibt ibt qkidaF AuhdIaF inkIaF inkIaF aKIaF ivwcoN vzy vzy aQrUaF dy nfl nfl sLrfrq vI JfqI mfrn lwg peI.

“Kol muwT [[[ rK dy eyQy” mF ny jLor nfl Auhdf gut CMzidaF kcIcI vtI qy iPr mfrn leI hwQ cuikaf [[[ Auhny aYzol muwT KolH idqI, gfjrF dy cfr pMj toty muwT ivwcoN inkl ky prfq ivwc izg pey [[[ mF ny gut Cz idqf [[[ gut Cutn dI dyr sI, jo Auhny Esy hwQ nfl Jptf mfr ky prfq ivwcoN ktIaF gfjrF dI muwT Br leI, qy mF dI phuMc qoN do ko pYr prFh Klo ky iKV iKV hsn lwg ipaf, AuhdIaF inkIaF inkIaF aKIaF ivwcoN JfqI mfrn vfly moty moty aQrU iqlk ky AuhdIaF rqIaF glHF qy izg ky qryl dy nrol moqIaF vFg kMbn lwg pey ,

“Thr jf tut pYixaF” iclkdI hoeI AuhdI mF AuhnUM PVn leI afpnI QEN AuTI [[[ AuhnypoVIaF vwl CUt vt leI [[[ dbV dbV poVIaF Auqr ky iswDf glI ivwc af igaf, ipCFh prq ky vyKy ibnf [[[ KLbry mF PVn af vI rhI ey jF nhIN Auh glI ivwcoN dOVdf hoieaf bjLfr vwl muV igaf [[[

bjLfr ivwc bVI BIV sI, pr Auh bjLfr ivwc Auzdf jf rhf sI, tFgy, ryVHy, sYklF qy bsF Auhdy KwibEN swijEN lMG rhIaF sn [[[ sYkl dy agly zMzy qy lgI hoeI CotI jyhI gdI qy bYiTaF AuhnUM ieMj lwg irhf sI ijvyN Auh jfdU dy kflIn qy bYTf hvfvF ivwc Auzdf jf irhf ho vy [[[ Auhdy muK qy KLosLIaF eI KLosLIaF ilsLk rhIaF sM, Auhny afpxf inkf ijhf hwQ vDf ky sYkl dy hYNzl qy lgI tlI vjfnI sLurUa kr idqI qF jo dohF ipE puqrF dy rfh ivwc koeI nf afey[[[ Auhdy ipE ny iewk hlvfeI dI htI agy sYkl ilaf KlHfrI qy AuhnUM puwCn lgf,

“hlf beI jvfn kIh KfeyN gf”

“gfjrF df hlvf” khMidaF Auhdy inky puqr ny Cfl mfr ky Auhdy hwQoN gfjrF dy hlvy vflf lPLfPLf Koh ilaf, ies qoN pihlF jo Auh lPLfPLy ivwc hwQ mfrdf [[[

“jfh aMdroN afpnI BYx qy Brf nUM bulf sfry rl ky Kfny aF” kihMidaF AuhdI vhutI ny puwqr hwQoN lPLfPLf Koh ky AuhdI phuMc qoN AuWcf kr ilaf, pr Auhdf puqr aMdr jfx dI QF AuqFh twp twp ky mF hwQoN lPLfPLf Kohx df itwl mfr irhf sI, qy Auh ivhVy ivwc sYkl PVI Kloqf mF puwqr df qmfsLf vyK hws hws dUhrf hoeI jf irhf sI, hws hws AuhdIaF vwKIaF pIV krn lwg peIaF, AuhdIaF awKF hMjUaF nfl iBwj geIaF.

“qyrIaF awKF ivwc aQrU” dUr durfizEN koeI avfjL Auhdy kMnIN peI, Auhny afpxf mUMh AuqFh cuwk ky avfjL vfly pfsy qwikaf, AuhnUM kuwJ vI njLrIN nf ipaf.

“qUM gMZy qy nhIN kwtdf ipaf” avfjL Auhdy nyVy af KloqI, Auhny afpnIaF CmnIaF dIaF qlIaF nfl afpxy zyly pUMJ ky eIDr EDr vyiKaf pr AuhnUM PYr vI kuJ nf idsaf, AuhdIaF aKF ivwcoN ismn vflf pfxI hVH vFgUM CflF mfrdf sfry bMnH qoV ky bfhr af igaf.

awKF ivwcoN zuwlHn vfly Kfry pfxI ny cyqy dI rVk kuwJ Gwt kr idwqI sI, iewk TMzf sIq hOkf BridaF Auhny kol peI sfPLI nfl afpxIaF awKF cMgI qrHF pUMJIaF, AuhdI jIB ny vI CyqI nfl mUMh ivwc roVF vFg rVkn vfly gfjr dy inwky inwky toitaF nUM iekwiTaF kr ky bfhr suwtn leI buwlHF vwl Dwk idwqf jyhnF Auhdy mUMh ivwc qy mTfs pr dmfgL ivwc cyqy dI kuVwqn Klyr idwqI sI, [[[ Auhdy buwlH gfjr dy toitaF nUM bfhr suwtx qoN ienkfrI ho gey, [[[ AuhdI jIB ny gfjr dy AuhnF sfiraF toitaF nUM lvHyt ky sMG vwl Dwk idwqf, … Auhdy sMG ivwcoN Auh toty ieMj lMGy ijvyN Auh jLihr ivwc iBjIaF sUlF hox, imwTI gfjr dy toty nhIN[[[

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