qn mn drd nfl BuMjy ivwCdf jf irhf ey. dohrf, qIhrf, cOhrf pqf nhIN drd ikMny zfeImYnÈnË ivc kihr kmf irhf hY. afpxI bytI dI duKFiqk mOq brdfÈq nhIN ho rhI. myry qoN vwD burf hfl myrI pqnI df hY. asIN dovyN duwK-drd awgy afqm-smrpx krky DOxF suwtI bYTy hor vI keI drd Prol bYTy hF. drd hor pry hor. ieh drd dUjy drdF nfl guxf ho ky mhF-drd df jfnlyvf rUp DfrI sfzy vjUd nUM muwTI ivc leI bYTf hY.

“nmonIey nfl vI mrdf ey awj kwlH koeI?” sfnUM zfktrF Auqy ieMnf guwsf af irhf hY ik mn guwsy ivc pfgl hoeI jf irhf hY aqy guwsf sfry hwdF bMny qoV ky sfzy hI pRfx leI jf irhf hY.

“kuVI nfl ieMnf moh!” afly-duafly nUM smJ nhIN af irhf. Éfs krky AunHF nUM ijhVy kuVIaF nUM jMmx hI nhIN dyxf cfhuMdy. Auh sfzI ipwT Auqy sfzf mËfk AuzfAuNdy, sfzf drd qy guwsf hor vDf rhy hn. drd qy guwsy nfl aMnHy hoey asIN inrMqr keI idnF qoN qVp aqy ro rhy hF.

“hËfrF mOqF huMdIaF ny ies qrHF.”
aMkVy drd nUM jrbF idMdy klyjy ivc CurIaF vFg cuwb rhy hn.
“ies qoN cMgf sI jMmdI hI nf!”
“Auh jMmI hI ikwQy sI! Auh qF iswDI myrI godI ivc izwgI sI. jMmx df qF aYvyN zrfmf hI kIqf sI.”
aPsos krn vI koeI Éfs nhIN afieaf. ‘kuVI mrI ’qy mukfxy kOx jFdf ey!’. bws aYvyN do-cfr clfvyN ijhy Ìon afey aqy sfzy drd nUM hor awg lf ky cuwp ho gey. inmfxI ny moh hI ieMnf pfl ilaf sI ik AuhdI axhoNd brdfÈq hI nhIN ho rhI.
“vIh vrHy QoVy huMdy hn?”
“rUp vI ikMnf idwqf sI rwb ny .”
“qy husn-Èbfb! kwd-kfT !”
“pqf nhIN kIhdI nËr lwg geI.”
“koeI kIrnf qF pf.”

“dfdI jF nfnI huMdI qF iek awD hfa df kIrnf ËrUr pfAuNdI. pqf huMdf infmxI ny mr eI jfxf ey qF aTfrF sflF dI df hI ivafh kr idMdy, kI pqf iksy hor dy leI bc eI jFdI. Gwto Gwt nmonIey nfl qF nf mrdI.”

“mYnUM lwgdf Auh nmonIey jF pIlIey nfl nhIN mrI. Èfied Auhdf iksy muMzy nfl ieÈk sI qy Auhny DoKf idwqf qy Auh brdfÈq nf kr skI. inmfxI ihMdI iPlmF vI qF bVIaF dyiKaf krdI sI. mYnUM lwgdf Auhdy pyt ivc bwcf sI qy Auh sfzI bdnfmI qoN zrdI mr geI. nmonIaf qF aYvyN bhfnf bx igaf.”

“pr mYnUM lwgdf AuhnUM koeI ipafr krn vflf lwiBaf eI nhIN. Auh ipafr nf krn vfly dI axhoNd nUM shfr nhIN skI qy AuhdI kihrF dI jvfnI qy lohVy df husn-Èbfb AuhdI mOq df kfrn bx gey. mYnUM pqf ikMnI aMnHI huMdI ey jvfnI qy jy koeI ipafr krn vflf nf imly qF bVf vwzf Bfr huMdI ey jvfnI. mYnUM qF lwgdf Auh afpxI rUh dy Bfr nfl mrI ey AuhdI ilKI hI ieMnI ku sI.”
“hF.”
“iek gwl hor vI ho skdI ey. afpF jo Auhdf ivafh krn leI Ëor pf rhy sI .”
“Ëor kdoN pf rhy sI afpF qF AuhnUM nÌy nuksfn smJf rhy sI, ivafh krfAux dy aqy nf krfAux dy. afpxI jfq df hovy, afpxy dys df hovy, afpxy Drm df hovy, KfndfnI hovy qF isrÌ afpxI slfh sI. afpxI slfh qoN Auh AuNj kdy bfhr vI qF nhIN sI geI.”

“inmfxI ny ÈOk vI ikwdF dy pfl rwKy sI. Auh jwql kuwqy! mYN bQyrf kih-kih Qwk geI ik puwqr qYnUM kuwiqaF dI nhIN - iek nOjvfn bMdyy dI loV aY. kihMdI, ‘mwm! mYnUM bMidaF nfloN kuwqy vwD cMgy lwgdy ny. pwky, vÌfdfr dosq. jo loV pYx qy kMm af skdy ny.’ AuhnUM ËrUr hI koeI bhuq hI kOVf, jfn-lyvf qjrbf hoieaf hoAU qF hI ieMj socx lwg peI sI. nhIN qF ies Aumr dIaF kuVIaF inwq zyt qy jFdIaF ny quhfnUM pqf eI aY.

iPr afh ibwlIaF! ikwdF mrIaF peIaF. nf kuJ Kf rhIaF nf pI rhIaF. Auh huMdI sI qF nwcdIaF iPrdIaF huMdIaF sI. mYN cUrI kuwt-kuwt vI pf htI aF. duwD ivc cfklyt vfly sIiral imlf ky rwK htI aF, bws suMG ky ht jFdIaF.”

“mYnUM lwgdf ibwlIaF AuhnUM AuzIk rhIaF Auhdy hwQ dI kuwtI cUrI Kfx leI. ho skdf Auh ijAUNdI hovy! ikAuNik ibwlIaF nUM Auhdy bfry sB pqf hoxf. jfnvr bVy isafxy huMdy af qy bVI dUr qwk suMG lYNdy af myrf mqlb ijhVI lfÈ df afpF sskfr kIqf kI pqf Auh inmfxI dI nf hI hovy. kI pqf Auh iksy hor kuVI dI hovy. afpF qF kpiVaF qoN hI pCfixaf qy kpVy Auhdy vrgy koeI hor lVkI nhIN pf skdI? mUMh qF Aus lfÈ df nIlf ho-ho bypCfx hoieaf ipaf sI. qUM qF bws lfÈ dyK ky hI ikr geI qy qYnUM jdoN hoÈ afeI, sskfr kIqf jf cuwkf sI. qy mYN vI iesy hflq ivc sF BfvyN izwigaf qF nhIN pr aMdroN Ausy vyly hI mr igaf sF. lfÈ dyKdy hI. pqf nhIN ikAuN Aus jvfn lfÈ nUM dyK ky ieMj eI lwgf ijvyN afpxI inmfxI dI hovy. pulIs vI qF iehI kih rhI sI. pr pulIs vfilaF nUM ËrUrI nhIN shI-shI pqf hovy. AunHF qF mfmlf inptfAuxf huMdf.”

“hF! ho skdf Auh ijAUNdI hovy qy afpxy buafey PrYNz nfl ikqy GuMmx geI hovy. pr ieMj Auh afpF nUM dwsy ibnHF nhIN sI kr skdI . jF ieMj vI ho skdf AuhnUM koeI vrglfa ky lY igaf hovy.
kI pqf hnImUn mnfAux hI geI hovy. ho skdf Auhny iksy aijhy muMzy nfl ivafh krf ilaf hovy jo nf afpxI jfq df hovy, nf Drm df, nf dys df. kI pqf rMg df vI hor hovy. mYnUM qF iehI lwgdf Auhny soicaf hoxf myry mF-bfp ny qF mMnxf nhIN, kI pqf GroN hI kwZ dyx. ikAuN nf afp hI ikqy clI jfvF qy Drm-sMkt tl jfvy.”

“pr Auhny dws ky jfxf sI. pr awj kwlH dy muMizaF kuVIaF qoN sB swc ey.”

“iehI qF Drm sMkt aY. asIN Auhdy dwsx qy awg-BbUly ho jfxf sI. quhfzf kI pqf mfrn-kuwtx hI lwg pYNdy. keI qF mfr eI suwtdy af. quhfzy qoN Auh zrdI vI ikMnf sI. Éfs krky AudoN qoN jdoN qusIN mYnUM QfpIaF nfl kuwitaf sI qy myrf ksUr vI kI sI? quhfzI Èwk ny myry sfry hwz BMn suwty qy Aus qoN bfad awj qwk mYnUM quhfzy nfl muV ky Auh ipafr nhIN afieaf qy Auh sB kuJ jfxdI sI .”

myrI pqnI df drd ieMnf vD igaf ey ik Auh cOPfl BuMjy kfript qy lMmI peI bVy aOKy sfh lY rhI ey. iblIaF Auhdy pYr cwt rhIaF hn ijvyN Auh vI Auhdy Êm ivc ÈrIk hox.

“mYnUM lwgdf ey Auh afpxy dosqF nfl iksy muihMMm ’qy geI hoxI ey. dUr-durfzy iksy Koj ivc. mYnUM kihMdI sI iek idn, “zYz! mYN lupq huMdy jf rhy zIaYneyË bfry Koj krnf cfhuMdI aF qy ho skdf mYnUM Auhdy leI quhfzy qoN dUr jfxf pvy’.”

“pr mYnUM qF Auh myrI kuwK ivc mihsUs huMdI aY dyKo qF shI.”
“punrjnm!”
“nhIN, mYnUM ieMj lwg irhf hY ik Auh CotI ijhI ho ky myrI kuwK ivc af geI hovy. kihMdI huMdI sI, ‘mwm! mYN iek vfr qjrbf krnf bwcf kuwK ivc ikMj mihsUs krdf.’ inmfxI gwlF vI ieMj dIaF hI krdI huMdI sI. pqf nhIN ikhVI ikqfb pVHI sI AudoN Auhny Èfied koeI nfvl sI.”

“pqf nhIN kI-kI pVHdI rihMdI huMdI sI. iÌlfsÌI! dwso ieh vI koeI bwicaF dy pVHn jF suxn vflI cIË ey. bwcy ikMj smJ skdy af iÌlfsÌI dIaF gihrfeIaF qy cqurfeIaF. iÌlfsÌI qF mhfn bMidaF df krqv ey qy Auh vI keI vfr Auk jFdy af. hr vyly Auhdy hwQ iPlfsÌI dI ikqfb dyK ky mYN qF zr jFdf sF. kI pqf Auh iksy nvIN iPlfsÌI dI Éoj ivc ikqy dys-prdys inkl geI hovy? mYnUM qF hux iehI lwgx lwg ipaf ey ik Auh ijAUNdI ey.”

“pr jy Auh ijAUNdI huMdI Auhny ËrUr Pon kr dyxf sI jF eI-myl hI kr idMdI. eI-myl kIqy ibnHF qF Auh rih hI nhIN skdI sI. GMitaF bDI bYTI Auh cYt krdI rihMdI sI. Auh cYitMg vI iÌlfsÌrF qy skflrF nfl hI krdI sI.

mYnUM lwgdf Auh bcpn qoN hI isafixaF vFg ivcrn lwg peI sI. keI vfr qF afpF nUM hI mwqF dyx lwg pYNdI sI, pqI-pqnI dy sMbMD ieMj cfhIdy af. lVnf nhIN cfhIdf, JgVnf nhIN cfhIdf. iek dUjy nUM ipafr krnf cfhIdf. iek dUjy dy pUrk huMdy af pqI-pqnI. iek dUjy qy Èwk nhIN krnf cfhIdf. iek dUjy qy roab nhIN pfAuxf cfhIdf. iek dUjy nUM smJxf cfhIdf ey.

hux qF inmfxI dI iek-iek gwl Xfd af rhI ey. iek-iek iCx AuhdI hoNd df aihsfs krf irhf ey. inmfxI gIq-sMgIq dI qF idvfnI ho geI sI. kdy iek imMt vI bMd nhIN krdI sI. kdy tI vI, kdy stIirE, kdy kYsyt, kdy ryizE, kdy zIvIzI, kdy sIzI nf jfxy kI-kI nf lYNdI sI rOk, pOp, jYj, ihp-hOp, bryk, kMtrIsfeIz, mYnUM qF aONqiraf dy sfiraF dy nF vI nhIN cyqy rihMdy. iPr nwcdI ikwdF huMdI sI nfl-nfl. ijvyN nwcx leI hI pYdf hoeI hovy.

afpxy jnm idn dy mOky qy qF sfrI-sfrI rfq nwcdI rihMdI sI. pqf nhIN Auhdy ieMny dosq vI ikwQoN af jFdy sI. rMg-ibrMgy hr qrHF dy. buwZy iÌlfsÌrF qoN lY ky cfr sfl dy bwicaF qwk. Xfd ey ipClf jnm idn qobf-qobf ikMnf PMn hoieaf sI rfq Br. Auhny afpF nUM vI nfl nwcx lf ilaf sI qy qohÌy Auhdf sfrf kmrf Biraf ipaf hfly qwk qohiÌaF nfl.

myry qoN AudoN hr vyly nwcdI-twpdI vI brdfÈq nhIN sI huMdI. nf ibwilaF kuwiqaF ivc iGrI hI JwlI jFdI sI. qy hux jdoN Auh nhIN rhI qF mYnUM lwgdf mYN Auhdy ibnF jIa nhIN skdI kfÈ! Auh muV jIa pvy, muV afvy qy idn rfq nwcy-twpy BfvyN ijMny mrËI ibwlIaF-kuwqy rwKy, mYN bhuq KuÈ hovFgI.”

“iek hor vI sMBfvnf ho skdI ey ik Auh afpxI aMtI kol geI hovy.”
“aMtI! ikhVI aMtI?”
“AuhI ijhdy qy qUM pihlF-pihlF iciVaf krdI sI. myrI grl-PrYNz kih ky mYnUM CyVdI huMdI sI.”
“hYN, nf bfbf nf. AuQy jfx nfloN qF mr hI jfvy.”
“ikAuN?”
“ikAuN, quhfnUM nhIN pqf ikhVI nsl ey Auh, inmfxI qF AuhnUM iblkuwl hI nhIN psMd krdI sI.”
“pr Auhny afpxy kuwqy qF Ausy nUM idwqy sn aqy ijs idn kuwqy Cwzx geI sI rfq vI rih ky afeI sI.”
“ho skdf, Auh kMjrI hI AuhnUM Êumrfh krky lY geI hovy - ‘iËMdgI dI aYÈ df ieh qrIkf’, ‘iËMdgI dI isKr ieMj jIvIdI ey’, kI pqf Aus momoTwgxI dIaF ienHF gwlF ny hI myrI bwcI nUM ikqy Kpq kr idwqf hovy.”
“mYN Ìon krky pqf krF?”
“qusIN qF AuhnUM Pon krn leI kfhly hI hoxy aF.”
“koeI qF cfhIdf drd vMzfAux vflf.”
“mYN qF isrÌ ieh cfhuMdI hF, Auh ijQy vI hovy muV afvy. nhIN qF lokF sfnUM aONq swdxf ÈurU kr dyxf. aONq qF ho hI gey hux asIN.”
myrI pqnI kIrny pf rhI ey.
“nI qUM aONq krky qur geIN eyN sfnUM, nI muV af myrIey lfzlIey .”

Auh AucI AucI duhwQVF mfr-mfr ro rhI ey. Auh hMJUaF nfl afpxf pUrf qn-mn Do rhI ey. Èukr hY AuhdIaF awKF ivcoN hMJUaF df prnflf vg quiraf ey. pr myrI awK hfly vI pwQrfeI peI ey, hMJU aMdr-aMdr suwk gey lwgdy hn. socdf hF afpxI pqnI qoN kuJ hMJU AuDfry lY lvF aqy afpxI rUh vI hMJUaF nfl Do lvF. myrf dm Guwt irhf hY. mYnUM aOKy-aOKy sfh af rhy ny. afpxI pqnI dy hMJU pUMJdf mYN AuhnUM DIrj qoN kMm lYx leI Ëor pf irhf hF. Auh AuT ky bYTdI ey qF slfh idMdf hF -

“cwl, bfhr GuMm ky afAuNdy aF. ikMny idn ho gey afpF Gr dIaF srdlF nhIN twpIaF qfËf hvf ËrUr afpxf duwK vMzfeygI AuT ihMmq kr.”

“cwlo gurdvfry cwldy aF. kI pqf Auh AuQy eI iml jfvy. AuNj cfhy Auh afpxI surq ivc kdy vI gurdvfry jF mMidr nhIN geI sI pr Auh gurU Gr bfry bVI ÈrDf rwKdI sI afpxy mn ivc .”

“myrf iKafl hY afpF nUM pihlF pulIs styÈn jfxf cfhIdf. jdoN pulIs vfly lfÈ lY ky afey afpF nUM qF koeI hoÈ hI nhIN irhf sI. mYN qYnUM vfr-vfr kih irhF ik ho skdf Auh lfÈ afpxI inmfxI dI nf hovy.”

“cwlo gurdvfry ho ky pulIs styÈn cwldy aF. mYN iek suwKxf suwKxI ey ik jy sfzI DI iml jfvy qF asIN iek idn lMgr lfvFgy.”

“lMgr vflI gwl nfl mYN sihmq hF. ieh qF jy Auh mr vI geI hoeI qF vI sfnUM krnf cfhIdf AuhdI rUh dI ÈFqI leI pr pihlF pulIs styÈn cwldy aF mYnUM ienitAUÈn ho rhI ik AuQoN sfnUM kuJ pqf lwg skdf.”

pulIs styÈn phuMc ky, sMbMiDq pulIs aPsr nUM imlidaF hI sfzy klyjy ivc keI idnF qoN sUlF vFg cuwB rhy svfl iekdm sfzy mUMh ’c af gey -

“sr, lfÈ quhfnUM ikwQoN imlI sI qy ieh ikvyN pqf ik Auh lfÈ sfzI bytI dI hI sI?”

pulIs aÌsr ny sfzy svflF df jvfb dyx leI iek kMipAUtr PfeIl KolHI aqy bhuq hI gMBIrqf nfl mUMh bMd kr ilaf. Auh kI-borz Auqy AuNglIaF mfrdf Ausy gMBIr sogI mn nfl kMipAUtr nUM dyK irhf sI ijvyN Auh vI sfzI bytI dy mfqm ivc Èfiml hovy. Ausny ieÈfry nfl sfnUM hor lfgy hox leI ikhf aqy kMipAUtr skrIn sfzy vwl Gumf idwqI. Ausny kuJ kihx leI mUMh KoilHaf hI sI ik asIN bol pey, “hF, hF iehI hY sfzI inmfxI, inmrn Auhdf aslI nF ey qy inmfxI sfzf ipafr df nF. pr ieh qsvIr qF ijAUNdI dI ey.”

pulIs aÌsr ny mfAUs nfl zbl-kilk kIqf qF iek hor Poto skrIn Auqy af geI. Ausny Auh Poto pUrI skrIn Auqy PYlfa idwqI qy nfl hI sfnUM svfl kIqf, “qusIN ienHF sfiraF nUM jfxdy ho?”

“nhIN! ieh qF asIN afpxI bytI nfl kdy vI nhIN dyKy.”
“ieh quhfzI bytI df gruwp hY, iqMn kuVIaF qy do muMizaF df, ijhVf lupq zIaYneyË dI Koj leI jMglF, prbqF, guPfvF dI sYr leI inkilaf sI.”
bolidaF pulIs aPsr ny afpxf sfh rok ilaf qy asIN vI.
“jMglF, prbqF, guPfvF dI sYr!”

asIN hYrfnIjnk aihsfs df pRgtfvf kIqf. pulIs aÌsr ny keI hor gruwp Poto sfnUM idKfey qy iPr sfry Poto Coty krky ieko skrIn qy lY aFdy. jMglF, phfVF, smuMdr qy guPfvF dy suMdr idRÈ.

“ieh Poto quhfnUM ikwQoN imly?”
“iek Poto-stUzIE dI bYk-ap PfeIl ivcoN.”
“pr ieh qF sfrIaF ijAUNdIaF jfgdIaF PotoaF hn. sfzI bytI dI lfÈ ikwQoN imlI? qy kI quhfnUM pwkf XkIn ey ik Auh lfÈ inmfxI dI sI?”
“lfÈ sfnUM iek phfV dI cotI qoN imlI, hfeIiest pIk qoN lfÈ nhIN ijAUNdI lfÈ. TMZ qy brÌ jMmx krky nmonIey qy pIlLIey nfl bypihcfx, mrn iknfry. sfnUM bVf avsos hY ik zfktr AuhnUM bcf nhIN sky. AunHF ny pUrI vfh lfeI.”
“qusIN ikMj kih skdy E ik ieh sfzI bytI dI hI lfÈ hY? kI quhfnUM sO pRqIÈq pwkf XkIn hY ik ieh lfÈ ?” myrI pqnI df pUrf srIr kMbx lwg ipaf ijvyN Auh hfeIiest pIk dI TMZ ivc jf PsI hovy qy brÌ Qwly dwbdI jf rhI hovy.
“mYN sO pRqIÈq ivÈvfs nfl qF nhIN kih skdf, pr sfzI Éoj jfrI hY. asIN bfkI gruwp dI qlfÈ kr rhy hF.”
“ieh ikMj ho skdf ey ik iksy gruwp df koeI mYNbr mr igaf hovy qy Auh iksy nUM Ébr qwk nf kry sfnUM qF ivÈvfs nhIN afAuNdf.”
“sfnUM kuJ smF hor cfhIdf, iksy pwky nqIjy qy phuMcx leI pr lfÈ qF qusIN pihcfxI sI .” pulIs aÌsr ny bhuq hI hlImI nfl ikhf.
“AudoN sfnUM hoÈ hI ikwQy irhf sI lfÈ pihcfxn df, asIN qF mOq df nF sux ky qy inmfxI vrgy kpVy dyK ky hI ieMnf Gbrf gey sI ik asIN ieh soicaf eI nhIN ik Auh lfÈ iksy hor dI vI ho skdI ey.”
asIN pulIs styÈn qoN bfhr inkly qF hor vI iËafdf Brm-BUisaF ivc Psy hoey sF. hor vI iËafdf duKI, ËÉmI qy skyairz. pulIs styÈn qoN bfhr inkl ky sfzy ivckfr psr geI bhuq hI mrnAU mfqmI cuwp nUM qoVidaF mYN ikhf - “mYN dwsF! pulIs nUM kuJ vI nhIN pqf.”
“Cwzo pry hux gurdvfry iswDf Gr cwldy hF. hux mYnUM ieh lwgx lwg ipaf ik inmfxI ijAUNdI ey.”
“hfly pwkf ikMj kih skdy aF?”
“mYN kih skdI aF. mF df idl sB kuJ jfxdf huMdf DIaF-puwqF bfry.”

Gr vVidaF hI Auh bVf Ëor dy ky kih rhI ey - “iek vfr eI-myl qF cYk kro. ijs idn dI Auh geI ey afpF kMipAUtr nUM hwQ hI nhIN lfieaf. jdoN Auh nOkrI qy lwgI qF mYnUM idn dIaF swq swq eI-myl krdI huMdI sI. kdy koeI cuwtklf. kdy koeI ivaMg. kdy koeI kivqf. kdy kfrtUn, nwcdy twpdy. kdy koeI ÉUbsUrq pyitMg. kdy koeI PuwlF dI Poto df guwldsqf qohÌy vjoN. kdy kuikMg bfry koeI nvF PfrmUlf. kdy iÌlfsÌI bfry koeI pihrf. mYN KolHF ik qusIN KolHogy?”

“E kya! mYN huxy KolHdf hF.”
mYN kMipAUtr afn krky iswDf eI-myl sYNtr KolHdf hF. kMipAUtr bVy hI TrMmy BrI afvfË ivc kih irhf ey - “quhfzy leI eI-myl hY.”
“Auh! ieh qF Ausy dI hY, afpxI kmlI inmfxI dI.”
myrI pqnI KuÈI ivc mdhoÈ eI-myl pVH rhI hY. mYN afpxf sfh rokI skrIn qy awKF duVf irhf hF.
zIar mwm aYNz zYz,

mYN, quhfzI bytI, quhfnUM dwsy ibnHF Gr Cwzx leI bhuq ÈrimMdf hF aqy gunfhgfr vI. mYN quhfzI bhuq hI iËafdf dyxdfr hF ik qusIN mYnUM mfipaF vFg pfilaf. mfipaF qoN vwD ipafr kIqf. pr mYnUM jdoN df ieh pqf lwgf sI ik mYN quhfzI jMmI bytI nhIN hF, mYN afpxy bfieElOjIkl mF-bfp dI qlfÈ ivc sF. ies kMm leI mYnUM iek aijhy gruwp dI mdd lYxI peI jo AunHF lokF dI shfieqf krdf ey jo afpxy bfieElOjIkl mfipaF nUM imlxf cfhuMdy hn. ieh bhuq hI cMgy lok ny. ienHF ny mYnUM pRikrqI dI Aus aslIaq dy idRÈ idKfey hn jo mYN kdy suÌny ivc vI nhIN dyKy sI aqy ieh sfry Éud Auh inmfxy lok ny ijnHF nUM afpxy mF-bfp df kuJ vI nhIN pqf.

mYN afpxy bfieElOjIkl zYz df pqf lf ilaf hY aqy CyqI imlx jfvFgI. pr myrI bfieElOjIkl mF hfly mYnUM nhIN lwBI. jdoN lwB geI, iml ky mYN quhfzy kol vfips af jfvFgI qy quhfzy sfry aihsfnF df bdlf cukfvFgI. iÌlhfl mYnUM muafÌ kr dyxf
quhfzI inmfxI

“muafÌ kr dyxf! aihsfnF df bdlf cukfeygI! .”

myrI pqnI guwsy ivc pfglF vFg bolI jf rhI hY. ‘bfieElOjIkl’ bfp lwiBaf E inmfxIey! Auhny qyrI mF nUM GroN hI qF kwiZaf sI ik AuhnUM ieh pwkf XkIn nhIN sI ik qUM Ausy dI bytI eyN. Auh qF hmyÈf ieh kih ky qyrI mF nUM GroN clI jfx leI kihMdf sI, mfrdf kuwtdf sI ik qUM AuhdI nhIN eyN Auh ivcfrI ikqy dws bYTI ik Auh ivafh qoN pihlF zyt qy jFdI rhI ey qy mYnUM ies krky Cwz idwqf ik mYN Auhdy bwcy dI mF nhIN bx skI. ieh vI cMgf hoieaf mYN qYnUM afpxy nfl lY afeI, nhIN qF AuhdI qIjI ny jo qyry jo hfl krny sI mYnUM pqf. pr qUM inmfxIeyN! sfnUM aONq bxf ky suwt geI eyN. ijhVf qUM bfp lwiBaf ‘bfieElOjIkl!’ Auh inrf kMjr ey. Auhdy nfloN qF qyrf ieh bfp lwK guxf vDIaf iensfn aY ijsny mYQoN awj qwk kdy ieMnf nhIN puwiCaf ik mYN qYnUM ikwQoN lY ky afeI sF. myry iZwzoN jMmI sI qUM ik iksy hor idAuN.

inmfxIey qUM bVI glq jgHf phuMc geIN eyN. myrIey lfzlIey inmfxIey nIN kmlIey Auh qyry nfl kuJ vI kr skdf ey iewdUM qF qUM mr hI jFdI mYN sbr kr lYNdI .”

myrI pqnI roh ivc pfgl hoeI AUt-ptFg bolI jf rhI hY. Auh CfqI qy afpxy pwt ipwt-ipwt AucI-AucI kIrny pf rhI hY. mYN AuhnUM cuwp krfAux dI pUrI vfh lf irhf hF. kMbdI-kMbdI Auh DVfm krky kfript Auqy izwg peI ey. iksy ihstIrIey dy mrIË vFg Auh afpxf-afp qoV-qoV krfh rhI hY. Auhdy mUMh ivcoN Jwg bfhr inkl rhI ey qy Auhny afpxy dMd pIc ley hn. mYN hwQ ivc cmc PVI AuhdI dMdl qoVx dI pUrI koiÈÈ kr irhf hF pr myry hwQF ivcoN sfh-swq muwk igaf lwgdf ey. myrf sfrf srIr bhuq burI qrHF kMb irhf hY.

(nv-pRkfiÈq khfxI sMgRih “ibn isMgy sfnH” ivcoN)

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