awDI qyrI aF mulHfjydfrf-awDI aF grIb jwt dI

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   rfjkumfrI izafnf dI iewk ajIb aqy aDUrI khfxI hY. jo myry aMdfjLy anusfr kdy vI sMpUrn nhIN ho skygI. Aus dI inwkI ijhI ijLMdgI ivc bVIaF iBafnk hvfvF vgIaF aqy keI KLOPLnfk JwKV Juwly. pr iPr vI Auh kqrf-kqrf ijLMdgI nUM Guwt-Guwt ky ijAuNdI rhI. izafnf iewk mwD-vrgI pRIvfr'coN AuT ky iksmq afsry 'rfjkumfrI' bxI. pr Aus drvysL iksm dI izafnf nfl ijLMdgI ny kdy vI vPLf nf kIqf. ipRMs cfrls dI mMgyqr bxn AuprMq Auh rfqo-rfq sMsfr pwDr dy mIzIaf ivc cricq hoeI.

   ieqny vwzy Grfxy dI nUMh bxn qoN bfad vI Auh pqI dy pRym ivc BtkdI rhI, Aus dy armfn iqVk-iqVk tuwtdy rhy aqy BfvnfvF lhU-luhfx ho-ho ky mrdIaF rhIaF. jLKmI idl sihkdf irhf. qryVo-qryVI hoeI afqmf qupkf-qupkf ho ky coNdI rhI qF Aus ny pwQr dy mhwlF ivcoN bfhrlI koml dunIaF vwl JfqI mfrnI sLurU kr idwqI. pr pwly iPr vI Aus dy inrfsLf hI peI! inrfsLf Aus dI skI-shylI sI aqy KusLI-afs inrI sOkx! hr bMdy nUM ijLMdgI ivc iesLk-pRym nsIb huMdf hY, pr iksy nUM iesLk jF pRym krnf aqy iksy nUM krvfAuxf nhIN afAuNdf. koeI mfx-mwqI, koeI mUVH-mwqI, koeI afp-mwqI aqy koeI hAuN-mwqI! keI aYho ijhIaF inr-mwqIaF vI huMdIaF hn, ijhVIaF afKdIaF hn, "awDI qyrI aF mulfHjydfrf - awDI aF grIb jwt dI!" arQfq iewko smyN do byVIaF ivc pYr! pr izafnf bVI BolI-BflI sI, inafx-mwqI!

   ivafhuqf ijLMdgI dOrfn do puwqrF dI afmd ny vI Aus nUM sMqusLt nf kIqf aqy imRg-iqRsLnf vFg Auh rohI-bIafbfn dy aOJV rsqy pY geI, iewk qrHF nfl ibKVy pYNzy. ijs bfhrlI dunIaF nUM Aus ny koml aqy husIn icqivaf sI, Auh vI Aus leI mlHy-JfVIaF hI iswD hoey aqy Auh KMzrF df sPLr qih kr ky jF kho aximQI mMijLl ivckfr hI Cwz, 31 agsq 1997 nUM ies PLfnI sMsfr nUM 'alivdf' afK geI aqy ipwCy Cwz geI iewk bhuq vwzf rhws, ijhVf sLfied 'KojIaF' leI iewk 'ikafPLf' hI bixaf rhygf! Aus dI pRym aqy duKFq nfl BrpUr khfxI iewko smyN hI sLurU hoeI aqy Aus dy mrn qwk inrMqr cldI rhI. Aus dy qur jfx qoN bfad bVIaF hI hYrfnIjnk gwlF suxn aqy dyKx nUM imlIaF.

   izafnf dI pwkI dosq aqy pfiksqfn dy pRiswD ikRkt iKzfrI iemrfn Kfn dI (hux sfbkf) pqnI jymInf golzsimwQ df kihxf hY, "izafnf df iesLk iewk pfiksqfnI mUl dy hfrt-sLpYsLilst aqy lMzn vsdy zf Lhsnq Kfn nfl qkrIbn do sfl lgfqfr cwilaf. izafnf Aus nfl sLfdI krnf cfhuMdI sI. Auh hmysLf dfavy nfl ieh hI kihMdI rhI ik zf Lhsnq Kfn Aus dI ijLMdgI df ibhqrIn pfrtnr hovygf. pr aPLsos! Aus dI ieh KLfihsL pUrI nf ho skI!"

   izafnf ny jymInf golzsimwQ nUM ies pRqI apIl vI kIqI sI ik Auh zf Lhsnq Kfn nfl sLfdI bfry gwlbfq kry aqy loVINdf sihXog dyvy. jrmn dy iewk msLhUr rsfly Bunte anusfr izafnf ny zozI al-PLfied nUM isrPL iewk 'sqrMj' vjoN vrqxf cfihaf. arQfq zozI al-PLfied Aus df mn cfihaf pRymI nhILN, sgoN mOky df hiQafr sI! ijs dI numfiesL krky Auh zf LKfn nUM afpxy nyVy ilafAuxf cfhuMdI sI. izafnf df anumfn sI ik jy Auh afpxy afp nUM zozI dI pRyimkf hox df ivKfvf krygI qF sLfied 40 sflf zf LKfn Aus nfl jldI sLfdI rcf lvygf. pr ies hiQafr ny vI Aus nfl vPLfeI nf kIqI.

   izafnf aqy zf Lhsnq KLfn df pRym-ikwsf iksy qoN Cuipaf hoieaf nhIN. Aus pRym-ipafsI rfjkumfrI ny hsnq KLfn nUM pfAux leI ikhVI-ikhVI jwdojihd nhIN kIqI? kI-kI pfpV nhIN vyly? ies bfry pRiswD lyzI jrnilst sYlI bYzl ny aYlsf bokr dI izafnf nfl kIqI ieMtrivAU df vI ijLkr kIqf hY.

   zf Lhsnq KLfn nfl izafnf df pRym-ikwsf sqMbr 1995 ivc sLurU hoieaf. Auh iek vfr 'rOiel brYNptn hOspItl lMzn' geI. AuQy Aus dI bxdy-qxdy, pr sLrmfkl zf Lhsnq KLfn nfl jfx pihcfx hoeI. iewk aihm afprysLn dOrfn izafnf afprysLn-QIeytr ivc hfjLr sI aqy zf Lhsnq KLfn afpxI tIm nfl iksy mrIjL df afprysLn kr irhf sI. ieh PLoto vI ivsLv-pwDr 'qy mIzIaf vwloN idKfeI geI sI. bws! AuQy hI Auh isr qoN lY ky pYrF qwk zfktr KLfn 'qy mr-imtI aqy "nYtI" nUM afpxf idl dy bYTI. hsnq KLfn nUM Aus dy Xfr-imwqr aqy Aus dI sfrI tIm 'nYtI' afK ky bulfAuNdI sI. mfisk pwqr 'bUMty' muqfibk, "ikAuNik hsnq Aus nfl bhuqI awK nhIN imlfAuNdf sI, ies krky Auh Aus nUM afkrsLq krn leI slvfr-kmIjL pihn ky vI Aus dy sfhmxy afeI, qF ik zf LKLfn df iDafn-ibMdU afpxy vwl iKwicaf jf sky."

   jd Auh zf LKLfn nUM afpxy vwl iKwcx ivc kfmXfb ho geI qF Auh keI vfr izafnf dy ikMnisMgtn mhwl dy apfrtmYNt ivc imly. ies apfrtmYNt ivc zf LKLfn dI hr 'suwK-shUlq' df ivsLysL qOr 'qy 'iKafl' rwiKaf igaf! ieMnHF imlxIaF qoN bfad izafnf ny zf LKLfn nUM 'sLihd vFg imwTf' ibafn kIqf. aYlsf bokr ny dwisaf: zf LKLfn ny izafnf dIaF pRym-BfvnfvF dI qrjLmfnI kIqI aqy Auh mfnisk qOr 'qy pUrI sMqusLt aqy hlkI-hlkI sI. aYlsf bokr ny ieh vI ikhf ik izafnf zfktr leI sB kuJ krn leI iqafr sI, iewQoN qwk ik Auh Aus leI ieslfm Drm kbUl krn leI vI rfjLI ho geI sI.

   izafnf ny Kud bokr nUM dwisaf ik mYN afpxI ijLMdgI dI mncfhI mMijLl pf leI hY. Aus ny mYnUM Auh sfrf kuJ idwqf, jo mYnUM cfhIdf sI.

   iPr izafnf ny iewk Gor vwzI glqI kIqI. Aus ny hsnq KLfn nUM hspqfl PLon kIqf aqy qurMq imlx leI ikhf. Aus ny ieh vI duhrfieaf ik mYN qyry nfl huxy hI iml ky gwl krnI hY, cfhy qUM afprysLn hI ikAuN nf kr irhf hovyN! Aus ny Aus nUM pfglpn dI hwd qwk pfAuxf cfihaf. Aus ny ieh nhIN soicaf ik ies nfl zf LKLfn dy kYrIar 'qy 'pRsLn-icMnH' lwg skdf sI! izafnf ny hspqfl dy pRoPLYsr kirstIan ibrnfrz nUM vI PLon kr ky puwiCaf ik kI Auh hsnq KLfn nUM sfAUQ aPLrIkf dy pRmuwK sLihr kYpstfz ivc jOb nhIN dy skdf? AuQy Aus vkq izafnf df Brf rih irhf sI. ies bfry jdoN zf LKLfn nUM pqf lwigaf qF Aus nUM izafnf df ieh byhUdf vqIrf cMgf nf lwigaf.

   izafnf ny pRoPLYsr ibrnfrz nUM ieh vI ikhf ik Auh zf LKLfn nfl sLfdI krky keI DIaF jMmxIaF cfhuMdI hY. Aus dIaF iehnF 'kmlIaF' gwlF kfrn zf LKLfn Aus qoN iknfrf krn lwg ipaf. aYlsy bokr anusfr izafnf dI sB qoN vwzI glqI ieh sI ik Auh meI 1997 ivc zfktr nUM dwsx qoN bgYr hI pfiksqfn clI geI. isrPL KLfn dy mF-bfp nUM ieh aihsfs krvfAux leI ik Auh ikqnI ipafrI aqy awCI lVkI hY! Aus ny pfiksqfn dy rvfieqI kwpVy vI bxvfey aqy AuQoN dy sMskfrF df vI gRihx kIqf. Aus nUM ivsLvfsL sI ik jy KLfn dy mfpy rfjLI ho gey qF AuhnF dI sLfdI dy rfh ivc koeI roVf nhIN rhygf. iehnF sfrIaF kfrvfeIaF ny KLfn nUM izafnf qoN dUr kr idwqf aqy Auh izafnf nUM 'kOVn' lwg ipaf. aqy iPr, jdoN izafnf dy pfiksqfnI tUr dIaF PLotoaF tI LvI Laqy aKLbfrF ivc afeIaF qF zf LKLfn leI ieh sB kuJ asih ho igaf aqy Aus ny izafnf leI afpxy drvfjLy hmysLf leI bMd kr idwqy!

   pr izafnf ny sfhs df pwlf nf Cwizaf. Aus ny pRiswD ikRkt iKzfrI aqy afpxI shylI jymInf golzsimwQ dy pqI iemrfn KLfn nUM ivcoligrI leI mnf ilaf. iemrfn KLfn ny cYnl 5 nUM bVy hI duKI ihrdy nfl dwisaf, "ajy mYN hsnq KLfn nfl gwlbfq krn leI ivcfr bxf hI irhf sF ik bfjLI bIq geI---!"

   ibRhf-ivguwcI, pRym dI qlfsL ivc BtkdI, DuKLdI izafnf afKr sdf leI qur geI. hr sfl 31 agsq nUM pYirs dy Pariser pont de I'alma ivKy izafnf dI Xfd nUM qfjLf kIqf jFdf hY. ijwQy Auh, zozI al-PLfied aqy kfr zrfeIvr hYnrI pfl nfl durGtnf df isLkfr hoeI sI. 31 agsq 2000 nUM pYirs ivKy izafnf 'qy CpI pusqk Princesse du Mond arQfq 'idlF dI rfjkumfrI' vI irlIjL kIqI geI sI. lMzn aqy aYlQOrp ivKy vI Aus nUM Bry mnF nfl sLrDFjlI arpn kIqI jFdI hY. Auh drvysL rfjkumfrI aqy Boly mn dI mUrq izafnf hmysLf lokF dy idlF ivc vsdI rhygI. akfl purKL Aus dI afqmf nUM sLFqI bKLsLy!!