bfbf vy klf mroV - nI inwkIey lf dy jor

-isLvcrn jwgI kuwsf-

   awj kwlH mfnuwKI bMbF df bVf rOlf ipaf hoieaf hY. pMjfb, ieMglYNz, iejLrfeIl, gfjLf pwtI, ijwDr dyKo iewko hI kFvFrOlI: mfnuwKI bMb - mfnuwKI bMb! jdoN koeI PV ilaf jFdY, rOlf pf idwqf jFdY, "ieh mfnuwKI bMb sI!" cfhy aglf inrdosL hI ikAuN nf hovy. iek vfrI dunIaF df kfljf jLrUr kwZ idwqf jFdY. myry vrgf rfq nUM aYvYN hI mMjI 'coN buVHk-buVHk izwgI jFdY, "hfey mfnuwKI bMb!" ieMglYNz ivc iek bulgfrIaf dy inrdosL ivakqI nUM aYNvyN hI golI mfr ky mOq dy Gft Auqfr idwqf, aKy jI mfnuwKI bMb sI. lMzn dy puls muKI df ibafn hY, kihMdf hux hr sLwkI bMdy dI puVpVI pfiVaf krFgy, aKy bMb nf clf dyvy! bwkry dI jfn geI aqy Kfx vfly nUM suafd nf afieaf. jdoN iksy nUM Drmrfj dy zyry phuMcfAuxf hovy, Aus 'qy mfnuwKI bMb df lybl lf ky golI puVpuVI 'c mfro, kr idE KlpfVF! bws, nf sihaf inkly qy nf kuwqI BONky! nf murdf AuTy aqy nf hI adflq 'c koeI ibafn dyvy! siqnfm sRI vfihgurU! kMm Kqm. ipwCy ijhy qoN qkrIbn hr roj hI aKLbfrF, rsfilaF jF vYWb-sfeItF 'qy pVHdy hF; Plfnf isMG igRPLqfr, Auh mfnuwKI bMb bxn jf irhf sI. mYnUM hfly qwk ieh smJ nhIN af rhI ik iehnF koly ikhVI igwdVisMgI jF CVXMqr hY ik ieh suMG ky hI dws idMdy hn ik ieh qF BfeI mfnuwKI bMb sI. kIqIaF duwilaf qyrIaF pysL lwDI dy afeIaF. kihx df mqlb kIqIaF mMqrIaF dIaF aqy Bugq afm jnqf rhI hY!

   mYnUM iek gwl cyqy af geI. iek vfrI iksy rfjy df hfQI jMgl ivc guafc igaf. Aus ny cfr dysLF dI puls swd leI. jpfn, kYnyzf, ieMglYz aqy BfrqI puls. pihlF jpfn dI puls jMgl ivc geI, do ku idn KOJdI rhI, kuJ nf imilaf qF hwQ JfVdI bfhr af geI. iPr kYnyzf dI puls jMgl ivc dfKl hoeI, do ku idnF bfad AuhnF ny vI hwQ KVHy kr idwqy, hfQI AuhnF nUM vI nf imilaf. vfrI afeI ieMglYNz pulIs dI. hwQ AuhnF dy vI inrfsLf hI lwgI, hfQI nf imilaf. aKIr vfrI BfrqI puls dI af geI. Auh rYNgVy aqy qlYNbV PV jMgl ivc jf Gusy. sfrf idn hfQI nUM Bfldy rhy, JfVIaF Proldy rhy, nf imilaf. sLfm ijhI nUM do-do pYWg 'rUVI-mfrkf' dy lf ky AuhnF ny iek bFdr PV ilaf. bws, iPr kI sI? bFdr dy dyh iCwqr 'qy iCwqr! dyh lwq, dyh muwkI. ivcfry bFdr 'c qF pf idwqy icwb. bFdr Qwly ipaf kurlfeI jfvy beI myrf ksUr kI aY? BfrqI puls kihMdI ksUr qyrf iehI aY beI qUM bFdr aYN, hfQI nhIN! Pyr zih gey kuwtx, dyh juwqI qy juwqI, dyh iCwqr qy iCwqr. bFdr Pyr ipwitaf beI myrf KihVf ikvyN CwzoNgy? kihMdy KihVf qF CwzFgy, beI kih mYN hfQI aYN. bFdr ivcfrf donoN hwQ joV ky afKI jfvy, "mYN hfQI aYN jI puls jI-mYN hfQI aYN!" AuhnUM AuNgl lf ky jMgl 'coN bfhr lY afey, kihMdy lE rfjf sfihb afpxf hfQI! rfjf kihMdf; Auey ieh qF bFdr aY. BfrqI puls khy; jI iehnUM afp eI puwClo beI ieh kI aY-afpy eI dwsU-bysLwk puwC lvo. bFdr vfr vfr hwQ joV ky afKI jfvy, "jI mYN hfQI aYN jI rfjf jI-mYN hfQI aYN!" aYho jI klfkfrI qF BfrqI puls 'c aY. bFdr qoN imMt 'c hfQI bxf dyxf!

   pr Auh qF BfrqI jF pMjfb puls dI kfrgujLfrI sI, pr hux qF ieMglYNz vfly vI ipwCy nhIN rihMdy idsdy. jy iek "klf mroVn" vfsqy kihMdY qF dUjf gwl BuMjy nhIN izwgx idMdf, "nI inwkIey lf dy jor!" ies qoN ielfvf jnyvf knvYnsLn aqy mfnuwKI aiDkfrF df PLokf ZMzorf ipwtx aqy QF-QF 'qy mwKI vFg iBxkx vfly amrIkf df qF pihlF hI 'dYNgV-dYNgV' vflf hfl hY. al-kfiedf dy kYdIaF leI bxfeI geI spYsLl jylH aqy abU-grIb jylH vfly kFz iks qoN guwJy hn? kI-kI slUk iehnF dy ispfhIaF aqy ispYhxF ny jMgI kYdIaF nfl kIqf, ijhVf Auh kfnUMnI qOr 'qy kr hI nhIN skdy sn! afhI hfl ieMglYNz vfly tonI blyar df hY, busL df pwkf 'jI hjUrIaf', qYnUM qfp cVHy mYN hUMgF qyrI myrI iek ijMdVI. ieh sfmrfjI mulk df pRDfn mMqrI amrIkf dI bMsrI nfl qfl imlfAuNdY; ijwQy cwlyNgf cwlUMgI nfl qyry, itktF do lYlIN, cfhy Auh ierfk aqy cfhy aPLgfinsqfn hovy! jfrj zbilAU busL iek vfr sItI mfr dyvy shI, ieh mF df puwq GwgrI pf ky nwcxoN hI nhIN hwtdf, "cwlUMgI qyry nfl vy muMzf nHI cwkxf!" afpxy dysL vfsIaF bfry socx cfhy nf socx beI AuhnF nfl kI bIqUgI, "vy sUbydfrf do mMjIaF dI QF-iek qUM zfh leIN-iek mYN zfh lAUN-BuMjy pAU qyrI mF!" KsmF nUM Kfx dysL vfsI!

   iek gwl hor pVH ky mYN bVf hYrfn hoieaf. sfzy pRDfn mMqrI sR: mnmohx isMG jI aPLgfinsqfn gey aqy AuhnF ny aPLgfinsqfn nUM 150 kroV rupey mflI mwdd dyx df aYlfn kr afey. buVHIaF aksr kihMdIaF suxINdIaF sI, "BuwKI mry - ihlfeI Txky!" aKy Bozo kVHfh vMzdI aYN? Auh kihMdI, vy twut pYixaF CiVaf mYN qF afp izbkdI iPrdI aYN! afpdy mulk ivc dunIaF df burf hfl hY, byrujLgfrI isKLr 'qy hY, JuwgIaF JONpVIaF vfly BuwKy mrI jf rhy hn, lok BuwKy iqhfey sVkF 'qy idn ktI kr rhy hn, 1984 dy dMigaF dy isLkfr pIVq pRIvfr inwq srkfr df ipwt isafpf krdy hn, qy sfzy siqkfrXog pRDfn mMqrI jI ihMdosqfn vwloN aPLgfinsqfn nUM 150 kroV rupey mwdd bKLsL rhy ny! mYN nhIN kihMdf ik loVvMd dI shfieqf nhIN krnI cfhIdI, jLrUr krnI cfhIdI hY. BuwKy df mUMh gurU dI golk! pr Gwto Gwt afpxI cfdr dyK ky qF pYr psfrny cfhIdy hn. Gr dy juafk BuwKy mrdy hox qF bfpU PLokI sLohrq leI swQ ivc lMgr lfAuNdf cMgf nhIN lwgdf! jy iehnF ivcoN 50 ku kroV rupey dMgf pIVqF nUM dy idwqf jFdf qF afpdy hI dysL dy lok gux nf gfAuNdy? asIsF nf idMdy?

   jfrj vfkr busL ny qF bVy dmgwjy mfry sn, aPLgfinsqfn KLusLhfl kr idaFgy jI, ierfk nUM svrg bxf idaFgy. iewQy PLlfnf kr idaFgy jI, iDaONkf kr idaFgy jI, amkf kr idaFgy jI. hux? busL nfloN cMgy qF sfzy pRDfn mMqrI sR: mnmohx isMG hn, ijhVy GridaF dy gl 'gUTf dy ky dUijaF nUM qF pfldy ny. hY ik nhIN diraf idlI? amrIkf df sfrf jor ies gwl 'qy lwigaf hoieaf hY ik Aus qoN ibnf koeI aYtmI hiQafr nf bxfvy, cfhy Aus df ijMnF mrjLI Krcf af jfvy. pihlF korIaf aqy hux ierfn nUM DmkI dy mfrI hY. korIaf qF iehdI dI DmkI nUM bhuqI koeI aihmIaq hI nhIN idMdf, brfbr df sLrIk ijAuN hoieaf! busL vI cwizaF 'c pUC ijhI dy ky korIaf nUM dMdIaF ijhIaF icVfeI jFdf hY. pr kr kuJ vI nhIN skdf. Auh "vwzy isrF" vfly iehdI gwl 'qy kMn hI nhIN Drdy. hux ieh ierfn vfilaF nUM qIlI jgf-jgf ky idKfeI jFdf hY; PLUk idaFgy! pr dunIaF nUM iehdI smJ af geI hY ik aPLgfinsqfn aqy ierfk dI lVfeI ikAuN lVI geI sI, Aus dy iswty kI inkly, kI dunIaF AuQy hux suKI hY? afpxI kTpuqlI srkfr bxf ky lokF dI bhumq kOx aqy ikvyN Kwtygf?

   ipCly idnIN amrIkf dy imsIiswpI aqy inAU ErlInjL eyrIey ivc 'hYrIkn kYtrInF' ny kI qbfhI mcfeI. pUry jrmn dysL ijMnF ielfkf PLnFh ho igaf. Gor sMkt ivc iGry lok AuQy busL df isafpf krdy tYlIivXn 'qy sfrI dunIaF ny vyKy. keIaF ny iek styzIam ivc sLrn lY ky afpxI aqy afpxy pRIvfrF dI jfn bcfeI. keI ivcfry duKI hoey ieh vI kihMdy suxy gey ik sunfmI lihrF mOky amrIkf ny AuhnF dI qurMq mwdd kIqI, sfzI Bfv afpxy dysL vfsIaF dI sfr ikAuN nhIN lY irhf? keI kih rhy sn ik busL nUM 'kfly' lokF nfl koeI hmdrdI nhIN. AuDr busL kih irhf hY, mwdd af rhI hY! qIaF mgroN iksy ny kI luMgI PLUkxI hY? iksy dysL ivc qbfhI mcfAuxI hovy qF hiQafr jhfjF rfhI Pwt jf Auqrdy ny, pr jdoN afpxy hI lok musIbq ivc PLsy hox, AudoN 'kwly ibafn: mwdd af rhI hY. kwty nUM mx duwD df kI Bfa? jnqf dy juafk awj BuwKy-ipafsy mr rhy ny, duafeIaF AuhnF kol nhIN, iPr mwdd phuMcU kdoN? cfnxI idvflI nUM? sfzy pRDfn mMqrI jI iewQy vI solHF klF sMpUrn inkly, 50 lwK zflr iewQy vI dfn kr idwqf. KsmF nUM Kfx idwlI dMigaF dIaF ivDvfvF aqy dMigaF ivc AujVy lok! asIN syvf sfD dI krnI, byby cfhy peI mrjy!

   iek gwl hor iewQy vrnxXog hY ik BuwK ipafs dy sqfey lok dukfnF luwtx qur pey, jdoN dukfnF luwtIaF jf rhIaF sn, blfqkfr ho rhy sn, golIaF cwl rhIaF sn, AudoN pulIs afeI aqy dukfnF luwtdy lok dyK ky awgy qur geI. ieh sfrf ibRqFq vI sfrI dunIaF ny tYlIivXn 'qy dyiKaf. jdoN pulIs dy kMtrol qoN gwl bfhr ho geI qF PLOj bulf ky hrI JMzI dy idwqI ik ijhVf 'hIl-huwjq' krdf hY, golI mfro! pVH idE kIrqn soihlf! mYN ieh vI nhIN kihMdf ik guMzf ansrF nUM nwQ nhIN pfAuxI cfhIdI, jLrUr Tok ky pfAuxI cfhIdI hY, pr ieh hflfq ivgVy hI ikAuN? jwg jfxdf hY! jy BuwiKaF-ipafisaF nUM smyN isr Kfx-pIx dIaF shUlqF pRdfn kr idwqIaF jFdIaF, ieh duKFq sLurU hI nhIN hoxf sI. ieh hY dunIaF dy sLkqIsLflI dysL amrIkf dy kfnUMn aqy pRbMdk ZFcy df hfl! bfkI gLrIb dysLF df kI hfl hovygf? BuwKy-ipafsy aqy GroN byGr hoey mjbUr lokF nfl sfzI idlI hmdrdI hY, pr votr dyK ky kwCF vjfAux vfly lIzr iks dy sky huMdy hn?