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awj vI Auh nihr iknfry bYTf ieh hI soc irhf sI ik “mYN Ausdf skf Brf ho ky Ausdy KLUn df muwl ikvyN vwt skdf hF?asIN iewko mF dI kuwKoN jfey.iekwTy Kyzy,skUl pVHy.Auh mYnUM Coty huMdy nUM moiZaF qy cuwk ky iKzfAuNdf irhf.mYN Ausdy KLUn dy pYsy ikvyN vwt skdf hF? KLUn sLbd idmfg ivwc afAuNidaf hI Ausdf KLUn srd ho igaf sI.sfhmxy vgdf pfxI ijvyN pfxI nF hovy sgoN KLUn hovy.pr ieh gwl qF swc sI ik ieh sLbd Ausdy afpxy hI ilKy hoey sn ik “mYN BrpUr isMG vfsI mMzyr,suKdyv isMG vfsI Gumfx qoN swT hjLfr rupey afpxy Brf jgq isMG dy ielfj leI lY ky ieh PYslf krdf hF”.Ausdy dsqKLqF dy nfl hI Qfxydfr bGyl isMG aqy do hor gvfhF dy sfeIn sn.Ausdy BqIjy ny iesy icwTI dI kfpI hfsl kr leI sI aqy cIiKaf sI

 “aYzf aikRqGx inwikilaf qUM[[afpxy hI Brf dI ipwT ivwc Curf KoB idwqf?kmIinaf inwkl jf eyQoN qUM sfzy bfp df kfql eyN.AuhdI mOq df muwl vwitaf ey qUM.iks nUM puwC ky qUM pYsy ley sI sfzy bfp dy?”

“Auh myrf vI qF Brf sI”.BrpUr qoN ikhf igaf sI.

“qF Brf qyry vrgy huMdy ny?”

 qy Pyr Aus ny Dwky mfr ky Aus nUM bUihAuN bfhr kr idwqf sI.ipMz dy lokF ny ieh qmfsLf vyiKaf qoie qoie kIqI.ijvyN Auh ijAUdy jI hI mr igaf hovy.bfhr afky Auh bhuq roieaf sI. qy Ausdf rox iewk vfr Pyr inwkl igaf.

Brf df Bog pY igaf sI.Brf df hoxf bIiqaf kwl bx igaf sI pr lokF leI ieh Gtnf nvIN nkor sI.Auh ijwDroN vI inwlkdf lok afnIN bhfnIN qfhny mfrdy.jfnvrF ivwcIN Aus nUM suxf ky gflF kwZdy.Ausdf GroN bfhr inwklxf muhfl ho igaf.lok jd vI Aus nUM dyK lYNdy mUMh joV ky Kusr Pusr krdy.keI pfsy nUM mUMh krky hws pYNdy qF Ausdf kfljf ivinMaF jFdf.Gr jFdf qF Gr vflI afKdI,

 “hor kr lY aYnf[[[[.mhInF idn rfq Gr nhIN viVaf.juafk nhIN puwCy.lY ilaf dwKU dfxf[[[.aKy myrf Brf hY.Auh qyry Brf nfloN AuhnF df bfp vwD qI”.

pr BrpUr Gr vflI dI iksy vI gwl df koeI jvfb nF idMdf.AusdI cuwp iewk rog bxdI jf rhI jf rhI sI.AuDr siqMdr ijs idn df amrIkf qoN afieaf sI sLrfb nfl rwijaf rihMdf jdoN lok aPsos krn vI jFdy qF Ausny pIqI huMdI.pIx df bhfnf bxfAuNdf Auh afKdf ik Auh qF pINdf hY Aus df idl nhIN KVdf.pr AunHF dy Gry qF mIt vI inwq bxdf sI.ijs bfry Aus dI pqnI afKdI ik

 “mIt df kI hY amrIkf qF ieh afm vrgI gwl hI hY.nfly siqMdr rotI Gwt hI KFdf hY”.

pr BrpUr smJdf sI ik AunHF nUM afpxy bfp df duwK nhIN hY.Auh isrP mgr mwC dy hMJU vhf rhy sn.amrIkf qoN Auh AudoN qF afey nF jdoN Auh ijLMdgI mOq dI lVfeI lV irhf sI.AudoN qF Auh Pon qy hI afKdy koeI nF cfcf ijMnf Krc afAuNdf hY krI jf jo vI qyrf hovygf asIN dyvFgy.awgoN Auh afKdf koeI gwl nhIN myrf Brf pihlF hY.pr jdoN Aus dI mOq ho geI qF Auh AunHF df bfp pihlf bx igaf sI.AunHF df afAuxf ies leI vI jrUrI sI qF ik Auh ipAu dI jLmIn jfiedfd afpxy nFAu krf skx,Ausdy pYsy qy hor pUMjI qy hwk jqf skx.ijwQy hr sLfm ptvfrI AunHF dy Gr afky hfjLrI luaFAudf qy rwj ky GroN inwkldf AuQy vkIl df gyVf vI roj lwgdf ijs ny AunHF nUM kimsLn bdly lwKF rupey dI ieMsLorYNs lY ky dyx df JFsf idwqf sI.siqMdr afpxy amrIkf rihMdy do BrfvF nUM iZwbI mfr ky afpxy bfp dI mOq df pUrf Pfiedf lYxf cfhuMdf sI.BrpUr nUM Auh iewk nMbr df pfKMzI jfpdf sI.nhIN qF ijs df ipAu mr igaf hovy Aus nUM mIt sLrfbF suwJx,qrHF qrHF dy kwpVy aqy pRiPAUm lfAuxy suwJx?Auh afpxI mF nUM afKdf ik Auh afpxy bfp dy aDUry kMm pUry kr irhf hY.jdoN ik Auh afpxy inwjI Pfiedy nUM muwK rwK ky iPr irhf sI.afpxy idKfvy Bry rihx sihx nUM Auh afm ijhI gwl afKdf.

BrpUr kdy kdy socdf ik ‘kYsf vkq af igaf ik lok irsLiqaF dy JUTy nkfb kI kI pfKMz krdy hn.jINdy jI iesdy bfp ny eysy siqMdr nUM kdI vI cMgf nhIN sI smiJaf.iesdIaF afdqF qoN qMg afky hI iesdy bfp ny aOKf ho ky ies nUM amrIkf Byijaf sI jLmIn gihxy Dr ky.jo ajy qwk vI gihxy hY.ieh BfvyN AuwQy sYwt vI ho gey sfrf twbr vI iesny AuwQy bulf ilaf.ivafh krvf ilaf awgoN bwcy vI ho gey.pr mn dI BuwK nhIN geI.ies df bfp mrn smyN qwk vI duKI sI.afpxy isr puwqF nUM nUM sYwt krn leI ciVHaf krjf Aus ny afp hI Auqfiraf.ies vfrI Auh afpxI skUl tIcr vjoN rItfiermYNt lYx leI afieaf sI Aus ny afpxy Brf nfl sfrIaF gwlF kIqIaF.Auh rItfiermYNt vfly pYisaF nfl jLmIn CuzfAuxI cfhuMdf sI ikAuik Ausdy amrIkf vsdy puwqF qoN CuzfeI nhIN sI geI.pr muVky ieh Bfxf vrq igaf.jINdy jI Auh afKdf sI ik mYN iewk vfrI amrIkF jf ky muV afAuxf hY Pyr kdI vI AuwQy vfips nhIN jfxf.Aus dI pqnI jgIr kur afpxy muMzy dI mMndI sI ikAuNik jdoN siqMdr df ivafh krn Auh  Bfrq afeI sI qF Aus swq lwK rupeIaf qy mUMh mMgvF dfj ilaf sI.nMUh nUM Auh afpxy rohb hyT rwKdI sI.pihlF qF nUMh ajy iqV iPV krdI vI pr bfp dI mOq qoN bfad siqMdr ny Aus nUM smJf idwqf sI ik

“mMmI dI dwb ky syvf kr ies nUM afpxy hwQ ivwc rwK iesy gwl df afpF nUM Pfiedf hY.Pyr jdoN vI kdy ieMzIaf afieaf kryNgI qF aYsLF kryNgI”.siqMdr dI ies gwl qy aml sLurU ho igaf sI.ijs nUM BrpUr cMgI qrHF smJ irhf sI.

afpxy ipAu dI mOq df aPsos siqMdr kuwJ vDyry hI kr irhf sI.ipAu nfl sbMDq kMmF kfjF ivwc siqMdr ny amrIkf rihMdy dohF Coty BrfvF nfl gwl krn dI loV hI nhIN sI smJI.Auh bfp dI mOq qy AuwQy bYTy hI klpdy rhy.jFdI vfrI df mUMh vI nF dyK sky.ajy nvNy nvyN hox kfrn Auh af vI nhIN sn skdy.prdysF dy eyho mfmly qF duKI krdy ny.AunHF df ipAu mfstr jgq isMG vIjLf afAux qoy kuwJ mhIny dI CuwtI lY ky AunHF dy nfl hI amrIkf cilaf igaf sI.Cy mhIny bIqx qoN bfad Auh afpxI rItfiermYNt lYx leI Bfrq afieaf sI.qF ieh Bfxf vrq igaf.lok awj vI AusnUM Xfd krdy nF Qwkdy.jmsLydpur dy hfeI skUl ivwc Auh smfijk ivigafn pVHfieaf krdf sI.byhwd sLrIP sI qy ividafrQI Aus qoN bhuq KusL sn.pihly sflF ivwc Auh sfeIkl qy jF bws cV ky skUl pVHfAux jFdf irhf.pr bfad ivwc af ky Aus ny skUtr lY ilaf sI.jfx lwigaf Auh afpxy skUtr nUM bMd kmry ivwc KVf krdy ijMdrf lgf igaf sI.hfdsy vfly idn Auh afpxI rItfiermYNt dy sbMD ivwc eysy skUtr qy luiDafxy nUM jf irhf sI ik cMzIgV luiDafxf sVk qy iewk gwzI vflf Aus ivwc af vwjf sI.sfrf ksUr BfvyN gwzI vfly df sI,pulIs ny Aus nUM PV vI ilaf sI pr Auh koeI qkVy trFspotr hox krky pulIs ny koeI Kfs kfrvfeI nhIN sI kIqI.pulIs dy jor pfAux qy AunHF lhU nfl lwQ pwQ hoey jgq isMG nUM cuwk ky trwk ivwc Dr ilaf sI.AunHF ny ies gwl dI prvfh vI nhIN sI kIqI ik Aus dIaF pwslIaF tuwtIaF hoeIaF hn qy KLUn vg irhf sI.Auh qF jgq isMG nUM CyqI nfl hspqfl suwt KihVf Cuzf lYxf cfhuMdy sI.pr ies hfdsy smyN jdoN sLnfKLq leI pulIs ny jgq isMG df btUaf Proilaf sI qF pqf lwigaf sI ik Auh amrIkf qoN afieaf hY.bfhrlI sfmI hox krky pulIs ny kuwJ iDafn idwqf sI ik “koeI qF mgr afAU hI[[”.eysy krky iewk ispfhI jgq isMG dy ipMz nUM Bjfieaf sI.qy ipMzoN Ausdf Brf BrpUr isMG Bwjf afieaf sI.hfdsy vflI QF qy lwigaf KLUn df CwpV vyK ky Aus df mwQf Txikaf sI.pr AuwQy puwjx qy pqf lwgf ik Ausdy Brf nUM smrflf sLihr dy hspqfl lY gey hn AuwQy igaf qF pqf lwgf ik awgoN luiDafxy sI: aYwm: sI: hspqfl lY gey hn ikAuNik smrfly Ausdy KLUn df gruwp nhIN sI imilaf.jdoN BrpUr isMG luiDafxy puwCdf puCfAuNdf phuMicaf qF Aus ny vyiKaf sI ik Ausdf Brf swtF df BMinaf byhosLI dI hflq ivwc hspqfl dy bYwz qy ipaf hY.ijs nUM vyK ky AusdI Dfa inwkl geI.Ausdy ielfj bfry puwCx qy pqf lwigaf ik zf: Ausdy vfirsF nUM AuzIk rhy hn.trwk zrfeIvr aqy puils vflf iewk KUMjy kursIaF qy bYTy sn.sLfied amrIkf df aYzrYws hox krky pulIs ny dUjI pfrtI nUM vI AuzIkxf jrUrI smiJaf sI.

roNdy BrpUr nUM vyK ky zfktrF ny ikhf sI “ieh vylf rox df nhIN ies nUM bcfAux df hY”.

BrpUr ny ikhf “ies leI qF myrI jfn vI hfjr hY”.

Ausy vkq pulIs df bMdf boilaf “jI asIN bVI musLkl nfl ieh bYwz qy kmrf qF lY idwqf hY.hux awgoN qusIN zfktr nfl gwl kr lvo”.

iewk zfktr ny dUjy kol dUjy ny qIjy kol Aus nUM Byijaf qF vwzy zfktr df kihxf sI “iesdy bcfa leI sfnUM jfn nhIN pYsf cfhIdf hY qF aprysLn ho skygf”.

BrpUr ny ipMzoN ilaFdy sfry pYsy zfktr nUM PVf idwqy ik “afh lAu pMj sO rupeIaf hY”.

awgoN zfktr ny ikhf “mjLfk krdf eyN?qyry Brf dI jfn jf rhI ey qy qUM Aus nUM bcfAux dy isrP pMj sO rupeIey dy irhf eyN?ies qF ajy PIs hY sfzI mY zfktr slUjLf aqy iswDU nUM vI ihwsf dyxf hY.Pyr dvfeIaF ikwQoN afAuxgIaF? dvfeIaF aqy apRysLn bgYr qF qyry Brf dI jfn iksy vI hflq ivwc bc nhIN skdI.apRysLn qy qIh hjLfr qwk Krcf af skdf hY”.

qy Pyr iewk iZwzlL ijhy bMdy ny bMdy BrpUr dI bFh PVdy hoey ikhf, “Coty BfeI myrf nFAu gurmIq isMG gryvfl hY.mYN gryvfl tRFsport qoN hF.myrI hI gwzI sI jo zrfeIvr clfAuNdf sI.Brfvf mYnUM vI bhuq duwK hY pr pRmfqmF nUM eyho mnjLUr sI AusdI krnI nUM kOx tflL skdf hY.amrIkf qoN afey bMdy nUM eyQy skUtr clfAuxf hI nhIN cfhIdf.AuwQy tRYiPk Aulty pfsy cwldf hY.zrfeIvr dwsdf sI ik ies ny Ault pfsy qoN skUtr mUhry lY aFdf Aus ny bQyrI bcfAux dI koissL kIqI pr rwb dI krnI kOx tflL skdf hY.Coty BfeI qUM idl nF Cwz iehdf ielfj krvf afh PV qIh hjLfr rupeIaf.qUM sLukr kr Auwqy tfier cVnoN bc gey”.Aus ny notF dI gwzI BrpUr dy hwQ dy idwqI.

AuwDr zfktr aprysLn leI pYsy mMg rhy sn qy BrpUr soc irhf sI ik Brf dI jfn bcfAuxI bhuq jrUrI hY.Auh Brf jo Cotf huMdf Aus nUM moiZaF qy cuwk ky iKzfAuNdf irhf sI.Aus kol afpxy kol qF pYsy nhIN sn.qy hor rfh vI koeI nhIN sI Aus ny pYsy PV ley.qF gurmIq Pyr boilaf “myrf vwzf Brf lCmx isMG gryvfl aYm aYl ey hY.qy smrfly sfry sLrfb dy Tyky vI afpxy hn,iksy vI mwdd dI loV pey qF dwsxf”.

pulIs vfly ny BrpUr nUM puwiCaf “nf hor eyhdf eyDr koeI nhI”?

 “nhIN jI awj kwl qF myry kol hI rihMdf hY.iesdf afpxf Gr vI hY.iqMn muMzy aqy Gr vflI amrIkf rihMdy hn.iesdy vwzy muMzy nUM mYN huxy aYws tI zI qoN aYksIzYNt dI KLbr dyvFgf Pyr sLfied Auh af jfvy”.

 pulIs vfly ny Pyr puwiCaf “qYnUM pwkf pqf hY ik iesdf muMzf af jfvygf”?

 “jI pwkf pqf qF nhIN ajy gwl krnI hY”?

“Pyr qF qyry Brf dI jfn clI jfvygI.Brf muVky nhIN imldy Aus nUM bcf lY.ielfj leI qyry kol pYsy hY gy? Gwto Gwt pMjfh swT hjLfr rupeIaf lwg jfvygf”.

 “pMjfh swT hjLfr”. blvIr df sfh AuqFh cV igaf,myry kol qF isrP pMj sO rupeIaf hY jF afh qIh hjLfr eynHF ny idwqf hY jo Ausy vkq zfktr ny PV ilaf hY.ajy ds hjLfr hor mMgdy hn.Pyr roj dIaF dvfeIaF.mYnUM qF smJ nhIN afAuNdI mYN kI krF?jy myry vs hovy qF iewk iewk kqrf KLUn df dy dyvF”.BrpUr df rox inwkl igaf.

pulIs vflf boilaf “rox nfl kuwJ nhIN bxnf.qIh hjLfr qF qUM dy hI idwqf hY.mYN gwl krdf hF awj df kMm sr jfvygf.ajy pulIs ny vI kuwJ nhIN ilaf.qYnUM kwl nUM Qfxy afAuxf pYxf hY.mYN AunHF nfl gwl krky vyK lvFgf.jd nUM qF Pyr sLfied ies df muMzf af hI jfvy”.

BrpUr ‘awCf jI’ kihMdf hoieaf iewk nuwkr ivwc lwg ky bih igaf.Pyr pulIs vflf dUsry bMdy kol jf KiVaf.Auh bfhF ihlf ky kuwJ kih irhf sI jo BrpUr nUM suxfeI nf idwqf.Pyr pulIs vflf aqy gurmIq isMG iksy pfsy gey jdoN vfps afey qF donoN KusL sn.pulIs vflf vfr vfr afpxI jyb nUM toh irhf sI.

Aus qoN bfad jgq isMG nUM aprysLn leI iljfieaf igaf.zfktr Bwj nws krdy rhy.BrpUr nUM vfr vfr dvfeIaF ilafAux leI sLihr BjfAuNdy rhy.aprysLn ho igaf sI.tuwtIaF pwslLIaF aqy tuwtI lwq bMn idwqy gey sn.pr ajy vI jgq isMG nUM hosL nhIN sI afeI.

zfktr BrpUr isMG qy aihsfn jqf rhy sn.qy afK rhy sn ik “awj df kMm qF cwl iga kwl nUM dvfeIaF leI qy agly ielfj leI qYnUM hor pYsy jmF krvfAuxy pYxgy.hr roj svyry cfr hjLfr rupeIaf.kwl nUM awT hjLfr krvfAuxf pvygf ikAuik mrIj leI spYsLl bYwz dI jrUrq hY.ieh bYwz AuwQoN hI imlygf ijhVy mYzIkl sYNtr qoN quhfnUM dvfeIaF ilafAux ByjIdf hY”.

BrpUr isMG zfktr dI gwl sux ky suMn ho igaf.Pyr Auh aYws tI zI qoN afpxy BqIijaF nUM amrIkf Pon krn Bwijaf.AusdI jyb ivwc qF dvfeIaF ilaf ky isrP iewk sO cflI rupey bcy sn jdoN ik aYws tI zI vfly iewk imMt dy awsI rupey lYNdy sn.zyZ imMt ivwc kI gwl hovygI Auh socdf jf irhf sI.hspqfl dy sfhmxy bxy pI: sI: Au: dy aMdr dfKl hox sfr Aus ny AuwQy bYTy muMzy nUM ikhf “amrIkf Pon lfAuxf hY bws isrP iewk imMt hI lfAuxf hY jdoN imMt pUrf ho igaf mYnUM dws deIN”.

 muMzy ny “cMgf’ kihMdy hoey Aus qoN lY ky iliKaf nMbr lfieaf.nMbr lfAux sfr Pon iml igaf qy cuwikaf vI siqMdr ny.qy BrpUr ny iewko sfhy gwl nbyVnI cfhI ‘jgqy bfeI df awj svyry aYNksIzYNt ho igaf swtF kfPI hn,Auh sI aYwm sI hspqfl ivwc hY.aprysLn ho igaf jy quhfzy `coN koeI af skdf hY qF af jfvo nhIN qF afpxI mMmI nUM jrUr Byj dyvoN”.siqMdr awgoN koeI svfl puwCdf qF iewk imMt ho igaf BrpUr nUM afpxI jyb df iKLafl afieaf qy Aus ny ivwcoN hI Pon kwt idwqf.siqMdr AuDroN hYlo hYlo krdf hI rih igaf.

BrpUr muVky Pyr hspqfl af igaf.Ausny dyiKaf AuwQy ipMzdy kuwJ hor lok vI af gey sn KLbr lYx nUM.puils vflf aqy tRFspotr sfhmxy KVy hs rhy sn. AunHF BrpUr nUM kuwJ kihx leI kol bulfieaf dohF koloN sLrfb dI bU af rhI sI.AunHF BrpUr nUM vI sulf mfrI ik ies duwK dy smyN ivwc Guwt lf lvy. idl KV jfvygf.pr Brf dI hflq vyK ky idl qF Ausdf zuwbdf jf irhf sI.pulIs vfly ny kuwJ sKqI nfl kwl nUM Aus nUM Qfxy afAux df hukm cfiVaf.sLfm Zl geI sI.afKrI bws ipMz nUM jfx ivwc QoVf smF rih igaf sI.Aus ny iksy irsLqydfr nUM rfq nUM hspqfl rihx leI mnfieaf qy byhosL pey Brf nUM Cwz kwl df ieMqjfm krn leI Auh ipMz jfx vflI bws PVn leI dOV ipaf.Gr jfky Ausny sfrI khfxI pqnI nUM dwsI.KLbr lYx vfly lok dyr rfq qwk AunF dy Gr aFAudy rhy.sfrI rfq Aus nUM nINd nhIN sI peI.rfq nUM BYVy BYVy supny afey ijvyN AunHF dy afpxy ipMz dI nihr ivwc pfxI nhIN sgoN KLUn vg irhf hovy.kdy ieh KLUn awg ivwc bdl jFdf qy Auh AuBVvfhy Pyr AuwT KVdf.

dUsry idn Auh hspqfl jfx qoN pihlF Qfxy phuMicaf.awgoN Qfxydfr bGyl isMG dy nfl gurmIq isMG vI bYTf sI.Qfxydfr ny Aus nUM bYTx leI ikhf qy puwiCaf ik “kwl qUM hOldfr suwcf isMG dy sfhmxy srdfr qoN qIh hjLfr rupeIaf afpxy Brf df ielfj  leI PiVaf sI”?

“hF jI sfihb”. BrpUr ny zrI ijhI afvfj ivwc ikhf.

Qfxydfr awgoN Pyr boilaf, “qyrf eynF dy iKlfP koeI iksm dI rpt ilKfAux df jy ierfdf hY qF eynHF df pYsf huxy moVd”y.jy nhIN qF qF qyry Brf dy ielfj leI hor vI pYsy mYN duaf dyvFgf.pr qYnUM rfjInfmf krnf pAU ik qUM muVky eynHF qy iksy iksm df koeI vI kys nhIN krygf.qy ieh gwl Kqm hoeI smJIN”.

“jI myry kol qF ies vkq pYsy hY nhIN?”

 “qyry Brf dy ielfj leI hn qyry pfs[[[[[”.Qfxydfr AuwcI sur ivwc kVikaf.

“jI nhIN”.“Pyr AuhnUM ikvyN bcf lvygF? dyK mYN dOry qy jfxf hY jF qF eynHF dy pYsy vfips kr dy qy jF Pyr rfjInfmF kr lY”. Qfxydfr ny gwl nbyVI.ajy Auh bhuq cMgI BfsLf vrq irhf sI afm bMdy vrgI BfsLf jo kdI vI puils dI BfsLf ivwc qbdIl ho skdI sI.

BrpUr socIN pY igaf.Ausdy kol qF do sO rupeIaf sI qy Gr vI koeI pYsf nhIN sI.afeI clfeI hI sI.CotI ikrsfnI hox krky afVqIey qoN vI koeI AumId nhIN sI rwKI jf skdI.Ausny sfry sky sbMDIaF qy ingf GumfeI ikqoN vI afs dI ikrn idKfeI nF idwqI.kOx sI jo Aus nUM iewk dm pMjfh hjLfr rupeIaf AuDfr dy idMdf?afpxy BqIjy nUM amrIkf Pon krky Auh ikvyN afKdf ik afpxy ipAu dy ielfj leI Krcf Byjo.afKr Ausdf vI qF Auh Brf sI.iPr Aus nUM jfipaf ijvyN AusdI mrI hoeI mF Aus nUM afK rhI sI ‘ vy BUiraf bcf lY myry puwq nUM vy bcf lY afpxy Brf nUM’ Brf jo hspqfl ivwc jIvn mOq dI lVfeI lV irhf sI.ijwQy zfktr agly ielfj leI aqy dvfeIaF leI pYsy AuzIk rhy hoxgy.eyQy hr iksy df Drm pYsf jF irsLvq bx igaf sI.Qfxy qy hspqfl ijvyN lokF dI mwdd leI nhIN sgoN AunHF df Jtkf krn leI bxfey ksfeIKfny hox.Aus ny pihlI vfrI afpxy mulk nUM gfl kwZI ijwQy hr bMdf jyb kqrf sI.Aus nUM muMizaf df bfhrly mulkF nUM Bwjxf jfiej jfipaf.qF hI qF Ausdy Brf ny vwzf muMzf amrIkf kwZx leI afpxI jLmIn gihxy Dr idwqI sI.

Qfxydfr ny BfsLf nUM  puils dI puwT cVfeI, “Auey bYTf kI afpxI mF bfry socdf eyN AuDr qyrf ipAu mrn izhf ey qy qUM sfzf vkq brbfd  krdf eyN [[[? sflLf idhfVIdfr ijhf.iewk qF qyry Brf ny srdfr dI gwzI BMn idwqI. aMny hoky qusIN sVkF qy qury iPrdy AuNa qy Auwpro qUM qIh hjLfr rupeIaf lY ilaf.ajy nKry krdf eyN.mYN qF srdfr dy mUMh nUM cuwp aF nhIN qF kdoN df lMmf pfieaf hoxf sI.jldI PYslf dws. jF pYsy PVf qy jF rfjInfmf kr”.Aus ny moty iZwz nUM keI ploisaf.

BrpUr ny soicaf jy mYN pYsy nF le,y kys qF eynHF tRFspotrF ny Pyr vI pYsy dy jor nfl nhIN hox dyxf.jy mYN pYsy nhIN lYNdf qF myrf Brf ielfj vloN mr jfvygf.Ausdf rox inwkl igaf.Ausny Qfxydfr nUM  rfjInfmyN leI hF kr idwqI.

Qfxydfr dy ichry qy muskrfht dOVI.Aus ny ikhf “Auey munsLI ilaf pypr qy krf dsqKLq”.munsLI ny pMj Cy sfP pyprF dy Qwly Ausdy sfeIn krvf ley.qy Aus nUM bfhr bYTx leI ikhf.ik rfjInfmy dI kfpI lY ky jfvy.qy Pyr GMty ku bfad munsLI iewk prcf lY ky afieaf, ijs qy ieh sfrI khfxI bxf ky ilKI hoeI sI.ik ‘pihlF myry Brf ny sLrfb pIqI Aus vkq mYN vI nfl sI.Auh pUrf sLrfbI sI.Pyr Aus nUM afpxI rItfirmYNt nfl sbMDq luiDafxy koeI kMm sI.mYN Aus nUM sLrfbI hox krky,jfxoN roikaf vI sI pr Auh nf mMinaf.mYN bws cV ky ipMz nUM clf igaf.qy bfad ivwc ieh hfdsf ho igaf.gwzI dy zrfeIvr df koeI ksUr nhIN sfrf ksUr myry Brf df hI sI.mYN Ausdy ielfj leI swT hjLfr rupeIaf vsUilaf hY.mYN jgq isMG df skf Brf BrpUr isMG ieh rfjInfmf krdf hF ik BivwK ivwc mYN srdfr gurmIq isMG dy iKlfP koeI iksy vI iksm df dIvfnI jF POjdfrI kys dfier nhIN krFgf’.ijs dyy Qwly Ausnyy dsqKLq krny sn.

Aus ny PYslf pVHn sfr ikhf “af lPj qF mYN khy hI nhIN”? qF Qfxydfr boilaf “Qwly sfeIn kr bhuqf clfk nf bx.qy afh PV qIh hjLfr rupeIaf hor iedy `c pMj sO Gwt hY. sfzI PIs[[[ ienHf nfl qF iewk boql qy kuwkV vI nhIN afAuxf”.

mr rhy Brf dI ijLMdgI bcfAux Kfqr jdoN Aus nUM sfeIn krny hI pey qF KusL huMdy Qfxydfr ny ikhf “hux qUM jf skdf eyN”.qy Auh mrIal ijhI sUrq lYky Qfxy coN bfhr af igaf sI.jyb ivwc pfey pypr nUM Auh vfr vfr toh irhf sI ijvyN Aus kol koeI njLfiej aslf hovy.Ausny pqf nhIN afpxy Brf nfl ivsLvfsL Gfq kIqf sI jF Aus dI jfn bcfAux leI afpxy ikrdfr dI kurbfnI idwqI sI.Aus nUM pqf sI ik hux gurmIq isMG vloN pulIs nUM pYsy dyx qoN ielfvf sLrfb qy BuMny murigLaF nfl syvf kIqI jfvygI.ikAuNik Aus nUM vI pulIs ny kort kcihrIaF dy cwkr `coN bcf ilaf sI.nhIN AunHF df bhuq Krc af skdf sI Kwjl KuafrI vfDU dI.pulIs dy iewk ispfhI ny Aus nUM vI sulf mfrI sI ik rfjInfmf hoieaf hY af bih ky lfAuNdy hF.pr Auh ikwQy ruk skdf sI qy sLrfb Ausdy sMGoN ikvyN lMG skdI sI.

Auh hspqfl ivwc phuMicaf qF AuwQy KLbr lYx vfilaF df qFqf ijhf juiVaf hoieaf sI.sfry BrpUr nUM AuzIk rhy sn.nfldy mfstr irsLqydfr aqy sky sbMDI jgq isMG dy suBfa dIaF qfrIPF kr rhy sn.keI nfldy mfstr,AunHF dy purfxy ividafrQI aqy ipMz vfly afK rhy sn ik “pYsy ijMny mrjI lwgdy ny prvfh nf kr sfnUM dws pr mfstr jI TIk hoxy cfhIdy ny”.AudoN BrpUr isMG dy mn ivwc afeI ik Auh qF aYvyN ZyrI Zfa bYTf sI lok qF jgq isMG Kfqr notF dIaF jybF BrI iPrdy sn.Auh socx lwigaf ik bMdy dI jfiedfd jmIn aqy Gr hI nhIN huMdy Aus dy bxfey hoey sbMD vI huMdy hn jo keI vfrI KUn dy irsLiqaF qoN vI vwD ky huMdy hn.ieh jgq isMG dI bxI hoeI hox krky hI sI ijs ny vI Ausdy aYksIzYNt bfry suixaf sfry kMm Cwz ky hspqfl phuMc igaf.

 Ausny afpxy lyt hox df kfrn nhIN sI dwisaf.lokF ny ikhf sI iewk vfrI cMgI qrF Ausdy muMizaF nUM dws idwqf jfvy.zfktr pYisaF dI Jfk ivwc igrJF vFgUM Ausdy duafly GuMm rhy sn, koeI khy dvfeIaF ilaf qy koeI khy vwzy zfktr nUM iml.Auh Bwijaf nwisaf iPrdf irhf.pr jgq isMG nUM hosL nhIN sI af rhI.idmfg ivwc lwgI swt dI zfktrF nUM icMqf sI jo TIk hox ivwc nhIN sI af rhI.

pMdrF idn eysy hfl ivc bIq gey.ijAuN ijAuN pYsy muwkdy gey ielfj vI mwTf pYNdf igaf.jgq isMG bysurqI dI hflq ivwc ijsm qy lfeIaF pfeIpF lfh lfh suwtdf pr awK nF puwtdf.AusdI hflq vyKI nhIN sI jFdI.iewk idn zfktrF ny dwisaf ik koeI pwslI tuwt ky Ausdy aMdr KuwB geI sI ijs ny jKLm kr idwqf sI.qy Ausy QF hux ienPYksLn ho geI hY.jo bVI qyjI nfl PYl rhI hY ies hflq ivwc apRysLn krnf bhuq aOKf hY jy kIqf vI qF pYsy bhuq lwgxgy.hux iesdf bcxf musLkl lwgdf hY.bysLwk iesdy muMizaF nUM dws idAu.qy Pyr ieh KLbr vI BrpUr ny tYlIPon qy idwqI.qy siqMdr ny ikhf sI ik Auh jldI hI af irhf hY.

Pyr hPqy bfad siqMdr vI af igaf.hspqfl dy kmry ivwc vVn sfr Ausny afpxy ipAu nUM dyK ky Dfa mfrI qy Bwj ky AusnUM icMbV igaf.pRiPAUm aqy sLrfb dI rlI imlI sugMD PYl geI sI.BrpUr nUM pqf sI ik siqMdr kfPI sLrfb pINdf hY pr aijhy mOky vI Auh pIky afvygf Aus nUM ieh afs nhIN sI.mF Aus dI kih rhI sI ik, Auh qF hI pINdf hY ik ipAu dI hflq Aus qoN JwlI nhIN jFdI.afAux sfr Ausny mfrUqI lY leI qy iewk zrfeIvr rwK ilaf sI.Auh AusdI pqnI aqy mF iesy mrUqI qy hspqfl aFAudy,pihlF iewk do idn lgfqfr,qy Pyr hr qIjy cOQy idn.BrpUr ny jgq isMG dy ielfj ivwc hux ijafdf dKl aMdfjI krnI TIk nhIN sI smJI.pr siqMdr ny hspqfl dy rfAUNz qwk hI gwl sIimq rwKI.zfktrF ny agly ielfj leI Aus pfsoN pYsy mMgy Auh kihMdf “pYsy drKqf nUM lwgdy ny amrIkf ivwc myry ipAu df ielfj krnf quhfzI ijMmyvfrI hY.eysy gwl dI qusIN qnKfh lYNdy hoN”.zfktrF ny iDafn krnf Cwz idwqf.Auh afp vI byiDafnf sLrfb pI ky quiraf iPrdf.hux Aus nflL keI KfAU Xfr vI rl gey jo pihlF kdI njLr nhIN sI afey.Auh KLbr lYx afey sVk dy dUjy pfsy bxy iewk hfqy ivwc bih ky sLrfb pIx lwgdy.siqMdr hr iksy KLbr nUM afey nfl GtIaf vrqfa krdf.AusdI bdqmIjLI df isLkfr BrpUr nUM vI hoxf ipaf.

iewk idn BrpUr ny ikhf “siqMdr pYsy pihlF vI bhuq lwg cuwky hn hux axgihlI nf kr”.qF Auh awgo puwTf hI boilaf ik qUM myry ipAu df ielfj nhIN krvfieaf qy hux pYsy mMgdf eyN.qUM zfktrF nfl rilaf hoieaf eyN”.BrpUr ny ikhf ik “qyry nfl iPrn vfly sfry Kfx pIx vfly hn eynHF nUM mUMh nF lf”.qF Auh boilaf “cfcf qUM myry PrYNzf nUM vyK ky nhIN jrdf.htf ky idKf”.qy Pyr iewk idn qF Aus ny BrpUr nUM ieh vI kih idwqf “qYnUM eyQy afAux dI loV nhIN mYN hux af igaf hF.ieh myrf bfp hY”. BrpUr kihxf qF cfhuMdf sI qyry bfp nfloN myrf Brf pihlF hY”.pr Ausny gwl vDfAuxI TIk nf smJI.

jgq isMG dy sfry ijsm ivwc ienPYksLn PYl geI.zfktrF dI byiDafnI vDdI geI qy siqMdr dI sLrfb.iewk idn jgq isMG dI hflq vDyry hI ibgV geI qy Aus df idhFq ho igaf.siqMdr AusdI pqnI aqy mF DFhI roNdy hspqfl afey.siqMdr bYwz dIaF bfhIaF PV ky roNdf irhf.pr kuwJ lok kih rhy sn ik hux mgrmwC dy aQrU bhfAux df kI Pfiedf hY.AudoN qF ies nUM sLrfb qoN ivhl nhIN imlI.pr BrpUr bhuq roieaf.Auh hspqfl afieaf pr cuwp hI irhf.hspqfl vfilaf dUsry idn kfPI sfry pYsy lYky jgq isMG dI imRqk dyh vfirsF dy hvfly kr idwqI.ipMz ilaf ky Ausdf aMqm sMskfr kr idwqf igaf.aMqm sMskfr dy bhuq iekwT hoieaf.pr jgq isMG dy do Coty muMzy nf phuMc sky.lok AusdI mfVI iksmq aqy cMgy suBfa dIaF gwlF krdy rhy.

ajy Ausdy pfT df Bog vI nhIN sI ipaf ik siqMdr ny afsy pfsy Bwj nws krnI sLurU kr idwqI.sB qoN pihlF Aus ny AusdI rItfiermYNt df pYsf ilaf jo Ausdy mihkmy vfly iqMn lwK rupeIey df cYwk Audsy Bog qy dy gey.zI eI Au afp afky cYwk dy ky igaf.Bog qy bhuq iekwT hoieaf sI.lok aqy irsLqydfr qrHF qrHF dIaF gwlF kr rhy sn.

kuwJ lok siqMdr nUM kih rhy sn ik Aus nUM AunHF tRFspotrF dy iKlfP kys krnf cfhIdf hY.kuwJ kih rhy sn ik AusdI ieMnsLorYNs lYxI cfhIdI hY.siqMdr vI cfhuMdf sI ik sB kuwJ vsUl kIqf jfvy.jdoN Ausny BrpUr nfl gwl kIqI qF Auh tflL igaf.kuwJ lok kihMdy sn ik BrpUr ny AunHF tRFspotrF qoN pYsf KfDf hY qF hI awgy nhIN afAuNdf.aglI kfrvfeI leI Qfxy `coN irport lYxI jrUrI sI.siqMdr iksy mMqrI dy muMzy nUM lY ky Qfxy igaf qF Qfxydfr ny dwisaf ik kys qF ho hI nhIN skdf nF dIvfnI qy nF POjdfrI ikAuNik imRqk dy Brf ny dUjI pfrtI nfl rfjInfmF kIqf hY qy swT hjfr rupeIaf vI ilaf hY.pr siqMdr nUM XkIn nf afieaf qF Qfxydfr ny AusnUM rfjInfmy dI kfpI kwZ ky ivKfeI.qF siqMdr awg bgUlf ho AuwiTaf.Ausny Aus kfpI dIaF Poto kfpIaF kIqIaF ipMz nUM Bwijaf awgy BrpUr Gr hI bYTf sI.Auh afAux sfr sfry irsLqy buwl ky cIKx lwigaf ik “kuwiqaf afh dyK kI hY! afh vyK qyry sfeIn.myry ipAuu ny qF kdy sLrfb pIqI hI nhIN. ieh qUM pYisaF ipwCy AusdI ipwT ivwc Curf mfiraf hY.Brf nfl ivsLvfsL Gfq kIqf h.jf dPf ho jf myry Gro”.

BrpUr ny bQyrf ikhf ik aijhf Ausny afpxy Brf nUM bcfAux leI kIqf hY.pr Aus dI iksy ny nhIN sI suxI.Auh roNdf kurlfAuNdf Gr af igaf.AusdI pqnI jIqo kihMdI “hor lY lY ienfm aYny idn Gr nhIN viVaf aKy myrf Brf hY.Pyr ieh sfry ipMz ivwc awg dI qrHF PYl geI.lok kihMdy Auh Brf dy pYsy Kfa igaf Ausdy kfqlF nfl iml igaf.Aus vloN kIqy sfeInF vflf pypr sfry ipMz ivwc GuMmx lwgf lok Poto kfpIaF cuwkI iPrdy sn qy afKdy sn BfeI klXuwg hY.pr ipMz dy keI bMdy kihMdy ik Auh BrpUr nUM jfxdy hn Auh aijhf nhIN kr skdf.Auh siqMdr nUM gLlq dwsdy.kuwJ lok AuDr ho gey qy kuwJ AuDr.

siqMdr afpxy ipAu dy pYsy iekwTy krdf irhf.AusdI rItfiermYNt dy ieMsLrorYNs aqy pYnsLn dy.Auh apxI anpV mF nUM JUT bol ky pYisaF qy kbjf krdf irhf.kdy mihMgy kwpVy KrIddf qy kdy  sLrfb.ijwQy Auh cfhuMdf mF agUMTf lf idMdI.CoitaF nUM puwCx dI Aus ny koeI loV hI nhIN sI smJI.AusdI Gr vflI afpxI sws dI dwb ky syvf krdI qF ik Auh Ausy pYsy df luiDafxy plft lY skx.

BrpUr nUM jfpdf sI ik Curf Ausny nhIN blik siqMdr afpxy BrfvF aqy ipAu dI ipwT ivwc mfr irhf hY.kuwJ lok aqy irsLqydfr vI ieh hI kih rhy sn..pr AunHF dI suxdf kOx?keI ipMz dy lok Ausdf mjfk AuzfAuNdy qy kihMdy ‘hux qF lhU kflf ho igaf hY’.qy keI Ausdy hwk ivwc boldy.Auh byhwd prysLfn rihx lwigaf.Ausdf ipMz ivwc inwklxf muhfl ho igaf.Ausdf ikqy vI jI nF lwgdf.jI krdf sI iesy nihr ivwc zuwb ky mr jfvy.ijvyN Ausdf Brf mr igaf sI.ijsdI mOq df lfhf ilaf jf irhf sI.

kfr dI izwGI ivwc DrI guwCf muwCf lfsL ajy vI Ausdy jihn ivwc Ausy qrHF peI sI jo Aus nUM kdI nhIN sI BuwldI.Ausny sfhmxy dyiKaf nihr ivwc CwlF mfrdf pfxI vg irhf sI.pfxI nhIN ijvyN ieh lhU hovy,Ausdy Brf df lhU.KLUn df CwpV aqy Aus ivwc izwigaf ipaf skUtr AusnUM Xfd afey.iewk kMbxI ijhI idmfg nUM cVI qy AusdI Buwb inwkl geI.Auh roNdf irhf Auh myrf Brf sI jo mYnUM moiZaF qy cuwk ky iKzfAuNdf irhf qy asIN iewko mF df duwD pIky vwzy hoey.mYN Aus nfl DoKf ikvyN kr skdf hF.Auh roNdf irhf qy pfxI vgdf irhf ijvy koeI KUn dI ndI vg rhI hovy.Aus idn qoN bfad lokF ny Aus nUM Pyr ikqy nhIN sI vyiKaf.pqf nhIN Auh ikwQy clf igaf sI.ipMz ivwc ajy vI lok keI qrHF dIaF glF krdy sn.pr suxn vflf pqf nhIN ikwQy sI.

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