khfxIkfrf
prmjIq momI nMU sLfbidk jfmf pihnfAuxf aOKf hY. Auh
aijhI dosq hY ijs nMU mfixaf qF jf skdf hY jfixaf
nhIN jf skdf. Aus nMU ipafr kIqf jf skdf hY, Aus nfl
qkrfr nhIN kIqf jf skdf. Auh dr Auhly KV ky JIQ ivcoN
dI corI pVHn vflI nhIN sgoN myj qy peI KuwlHI ikqfb
dy Aulty jf rhy vrky vrgI hY. iekihry bdn dI ies pqlI
Cmk nMU cfhy mroV ky gwT dy lvo. sfied hI kdy ieMc
Bfr vDfieaf hovy. iesy leI vwKI nfloN ikry dhfikaF ny
vI cUMzI Brn jogf mfs msF hI joiVaf hY. iKmF dIaF
jfck njLrF vCfAuNdI Auh ieqnI hlImI nfl pysL afAuNdI
hY ik QoVf AuWcf qy myry vrgf Krvf bolx vfly nMU Aus
nfl gwl kridaF ieAu lgdf hY ik myry bolF nfl ikqy ies
qwk apVdy arQF nMU jrb nF af jfey. lVfeI JgVf krnF jF
qkrfr nfl KihbVnf Aus dy vs df nhIN hY. ajyhy Kljgx
qoN guryj krdI Auh qrk nfl AulJ rhIaF do iDrF ivckfr
“glq qusIN vI nhIN, qy TIk qusIN vI ho” afK
ky homopYQI dI dvf ijhI ho inbVdI hY. iksy iDr nfl
Aulfr nhIN huMdf, ijs nMU ieh dvf mfPk af jfvy Aus dy
sB duwK dUr qy ijs nMU nF afvy Aus qy koeI sfeIz-iePYkt
nhIN.
afpxy
hox df Auh iksy nMU JfAulf nhIN pFAuNdI. Aus dy afpxy
sLbdF ivwc “jy imlo qF pUrI qrHF hI imlo nhIN qF
nF shI. ies leI kyvl hwQ imlf ky imlx ivwc XkIn nhIN
sgo idl dIaF gihrfeIaF qwk iewk sur hox ivwc skUn
hfisl hY. pr Auh aOrq mrd dy irsLiqaf ivckfr PYldy
aqy ismtdy arQF qoN pUrI qrHF vfikP hY, ik ikwQy
ikMnI ivwQ rwKxI hY. ies leI Ausdy kUly bolF df
nfjfiej Pfiedf nhIN AuTfieaf jf skdf . dunIaF dIaF
kIqIaF cusqIaF clfkIaF dI Aus nMU smJ hY. iesy leI
iksy dI kIqI qy Auh hYrfn prysLfn nhIN huMdI cl Auh
jfxy afK lYNdI hY. Auh vsqF nMU dyKdI vsqF dy ivcoN
dI JfkdI hY. gwl krn vfly dI gwl suxdI, khy jf rhy
sLbdF dy ipCvfVy Cupy arQF qwk puwjx dy smrQ hY. ijs
irsqy ny Aus nfl pUrf nhIN qoilaf hovygf, Aus nfl Aus
ny sLfied hI qMU qMU mYN mYN kIqI hovy. bs Aus dI
KfmosLI, gihrI njLr aqy Cupf ky kyry hMJU hI Aus dy
igly isLkivaF df iejLhfr rhy hoxgy. hrK pI jfx dI
afdq ny Aus dy afpy dy koinaf nMU qrfs ky hr siQqI
leI cOKty dy myc df kIqf hovygf. Aus ny afpxy afp nMU
qMg krky inBdy irsLiqaF dy hfx df kIqf hovygf. pr Aus
nMU ies df pCqfvf nhIN sgo mfx hY irsLiqaF nMU isry
lf lYx dI qswlI hY sMqusLtI hY. Aus aMdr irsLiqaF dy
inG nMU sFBx dI jfc plI hY . bIqy vkq nfl iglf qF hY
pr pCqfvf nhIN.
Auh
qkrfr BfvyN nhIN krdI pr kfivk aMdfjL ivwc Coty bwcy
dI qoqlI jubfn vFg lYa ivwc boldI pUrf qrk jutf lYNdI
sfhmxy vfly nMU inrAuWqr kr skdI hY. ijQy Auh sihmq
nhIN vI huMdI Auh gwl nhIN ktdI, bihs nhIN iKlfrdI bs
Aus dI cuwp hI sB afK jFdI hY ik mYN kI? ikAuN? jF
ikwdF dI bIhI nhIN Auqrnf. dUjy dI glqI nMU mjbUrI
nfl qoldI Aus nMU muafP krky afp vwKrI ho KVHdI hY.
pr iksy nfloN sdf leI zwkf qoVn dI QF afpxy vDIaf
ikrdfr nfl “myry dusLmx qMU myrI dosqI nMU
qrsyN” ijhI siQqI psfrdI hY.
jdoN
dosqF, imqrF aqy mihmfnF nfl Gr Biraf hovy qF vDIaf
myjbfnI df sbUq bxdI afpxI ikcn dy BFizaF aqy mihmfnF
ivckfr qfxf ijhf qxdI pUrI ruwJ vI jFdI hY pr cl rhI
glbfq ivco mnPI vI nhIN huMdI. Aus dI sPlqf df iewk
rfjL kMm nMU ihMmq nflL jutxf hY. kMm df Pfhf ijhf
vwZx dI QF rIJ lf lf kMm krdI hoeI iewk qrqIb AusrfdI
hY ies nfl Aus dI hr hrkq ivwc refiendness afAuNdI
hY. Auh AuWpro nhIN afKdI pr aMdro dUjy dI loV bfry
icMqfqur ho jFdI hY. afpxIaF injI gwlF df iKlfrf nhIN
pfAuNdI dUjy dI duKdI rg vl vDyry JukdI hY. dUjf cfhy
afpxI pIV Buwl jfey pr ies nMU Xfd rihMdf hY ikwQoN
mwlHm lYxI hY aqy ikvyN lfAuxI hY. pr Ausdf ieh sfrf
kuwJ hI Diraf Drfieaf rih jFdf jy Aus nfl avqfr momI
dI hfmI nF rlI huMdI ijs leI hmysLF ipafry dy ipafry
vI ipafry lgdy rhy hn. Auh prmjIq dI KusLI ivwc KusLI
imlf ky aOrq/mrd dy sbMDf df smqol isrjdf irhf hY.
ieEN Auh dovyN iensfnIaq aqy pMjfbIaq nMU brkrfr rKx
ivwc iewk dUjy dy shfiek rhy hn. iesy leI asIN prmjIq
aqy avqfr dohF dI hI nyVqf pf lYx df mfx rKdy hF.
prmjIq
dy jjLbfqF dy rON ivwc ipGlI aqIq dIaF bIhIaF ivwc
BFAuNdI dIaF XfdF bIqy plF dy bnyiraF qy aksr jf
AuqrdIaF hn. ipCy ivCVIaF sfJF dI ksk, dUr vwsdIaF
sfk skIrIaF, shylIaF iewQoN qwk ik afilLaF ivwc Cwzy
guzIaF ptoly Aus aMdro kdy mnPI nhIN hoey. dohF mulkF
dI ivwQ aksr Aus dy iewQoN dy Gr aqy ipMz dy Gr
ivckfr af ivCdI hY. iPr Aus aMdr dohF GrF dI qulnf
ijhI cldI rihMdI hY. ieh siQqI Aus aMdr hmysLF hfjLrI
BrdI rhygI. iesy leI pwCmI mulkF vflf hfbVf Aus ivwc
nhIN puMgiraf sgoN duafly PYlI vsqF dI buhqfq ny Aus
nMU contented soul bxf
idwqf hY.
Auh
afpxI DI nMU afpxy prCFvyN sMg qor ky afpxI kfrbn
kfpI bxf rhI afpxIaF aDUrIaF rhIaF rIJF df isr plos
rhI hY. nvrojL vI mF dIaF ienHF KfhsLF nMU smJdI
aMgryjI nuhfr dI pMjfbI vDIaf bol lYNdI hY. AunHf df
bytf ijsnMU mYN drjI dI kuwqr ky suwtI kfqr ijMnF ku
hI iml skI hF, avqfr dI kfrbn kfpI bx skygf jF nhIN
ies sbMDI hfly kuJ nhIN ikhf jf skdf.
prmjIq
dIaF rcnfvF dy pfqr Aus dIaF rIJF dI gvfhI hn. pr
ikqy ikqy Aus dIaF aOrq pfqrfvF jdoN ijwd krdIaF hn
qF lgdf hY afpxy aMdr pflLy igly isLkvy prmjIq AunHF
rfhIN AulLwd rhI hY. aOrq/mrd ivckfr iqVkdy irsLqy,
nvIN pIVI dIaF mfinsk prqF AulkIxf Aus dy mn BfAuNdy
ivsLy hn.
mYN duaf
krdI hF qlKIaF dIaF lUh rhIaF GVIaF ivwc aijhI dosqI
dI TMzI CF mfnx vflf sfQ sB nMU nsIb hovy, jo mYnMU
prmjIq hurF dy sfQ ivwcoN imilaf hY.
