Gr
ivc inWkIaF inWkIaF gWlF ipWCy qUM qUM mYN mYN hox
lWgI. kdy bfQrUm ivhlf nhIN sI huMdf ikAuNik iek jxf
vDyry dyr lgf idMdf sI. kdy iksy ny iksy hor df tfvl
ikAuN vrq ilaf sI. tuWQ pyst df ZWkx iksy ny ikAuN
nhIN sI lgfieaf? KLflI ho geIaF sLYNpU qy kMzIsLnr
dIaF boqlF iksy ny ikAuN rIplys nhIN sI kIqIaF? kdy
Gr dy iksy ihWsy ivc sPLfeI sMbMDI qlKLI pYdf ho jFdI
qy kdy iksy ivc. ikWcn ivc BFizaF df Zyr kIhny sfPL
kIqf qy kIhny nhIN sI kIqf? PLrMt rUm ivcly tYlIvIXn
Auqy lWgI iPLlm cMgI nhIN sI iPLr vI PLlfxy ny iehnUM
ikAuN nhIN sI bdlx idWqf? kdy iksy ny vyly kuvyly kMm
Auqy jfxf huMdf qF KVfk nfl, tOielt dy isstrn dI
afvfjL nflL jF jdoN koeI sLfvr lY irhf huMdf qF sF sF
dI afvfjL nflL sfrf Gr jfg pYNdf. agr Gr df koeI
mYNbr lyt nfeIt qWk bfhr rihxf cfhuMdf huMdf qF Auhdy
Gr prqidaF hI inWky ijhy KLVfk nflL sfry jfg pYNdy.
bfhroN jf ky afAux vfly AuWqy sWBo kuVHdy qy AhnUM
kosdy. bfhr jf ky afAux vflLf vI afpxI pRfeIvysI dy
AulMGx bfry buV buV krdf. Gr mUhry isrPL do kfrF hI
KLVIaF krn dI jgHf sI jd ik PLYmlI dIaF iqMnf kfrF
coN iek jxy nUM Gr qoN ikqy dUr jf ky kfr pfrk krnI
pYNdI sI pr Gr qoN dUr gWzI KLVHI krn vflLy df njLlf
afpxy hI Gr dy mYNbrF AWqy izWgdf . gWl kI sfry hI
qMg sn. soy Gr ivc sLFqmeI mhOl nf hox df kfrn AunFH
ieho soicaf ik jgHf QoVHI hY, bMdy bhuqy hn. hr iek
dIaF rucIaF, ruJyvyN qy idlcspIaF vWKo vWKrIaF sn.
sfDU
isMG aqy muMizaF ny ieho soicaf ik ies gWl df koeI
hWl lWiBaf jfvy qy Auh vI PLOrn. AunFH ny PLYslf kIqf
ik sfAUQfloN ikDry bfhr iksy hor QF vWzf qy mokHlLf
Gr lY ilaf jfvy. iek qF ieMJ krn nflL rojL rojL df
ieWt KiVWkf bMd ho jfvygf; dUjf kuVI df ivafh vI krnf
sI qy qIjf vWzI nUMh dy inafxf inWkf vI hox vflLf sI
.
nvF
Gr vfkeI KLulHf zuWlHf sI . sB dy vWKLo vWKLry kmry
sn. vWzf KLuWlHf zrfieMg rUm sI. KuWlHI aqy nvIN nvIN
iPLWt kIqI hoeI ikcn sI. vWzf gYrfj qy hrf kcUr gfrzn
sI. Gr dI hWd aMdr iqMn cfr kfrF KLVo skdIaF sn. afey
mihmfnf dIaF kfrF vfsqy vI aflLy duaflLy bQyrI
pfrikMg imlL skdI sI. afieaf igaf hovy qF hyTF vI iek
vfDU sOx kmrf sI ijWQy iek zWbl bYWz zfihaf jf skdf
sI. sfrf Gr bVI sUJ nflL zYkoryt kIqf hoieaf sI.
BfvyN pWkIaF hoeIaF afdqF kfrn QoVHf bhuq qkrfr qF
huMdf hI rihMdf pr pihlF vrgf glL GotU mhOl nhIN sI
irhf.
sfDU
isMG ipCly pYNqIaF cflLIaf sflF qoN ieMglYNz ‘c
rihMdf sI. pYNhTF dI Aumr ‘c rItfier hoieaf sI.
do pYnsLnf afAuNdIaF sn-iek aYNplfier vflLI qy iek
buZfpy dI. AuhdI pqnI nirMdr kOr vI pYnsLn ‘qy
sI. sfDU isMG ny pihlIaF ivc bQyrIaF qMgIaF qursLIaF
vyKLIaF sn. Auh smUMdrI byiVaF rfhIN lukdf lukFdf
gLYr knUMnI qOr qy eys dysL ivc afieaf sI. Auh ikMnI
hI dyr qIk lIgl nhIN sI ho sikaf ijs krky Auh ipiCEN
bVI dyr qIk afpxf pirvfr vI nhIN sI mMgvf sikaf. ies
sIQWqI kfrn afpxy mF bfp dy mrn Auqy Auh cfr hMJU
kyrn leI dys vI nhIN sI jf sikaf. PLyr AunHF idnF ivc
krfieaf joVnf ikhVf sOKLf huMdf sI. iPLr ipCFh rih
gey BYxF BrfvF qy sfkF skIiraF dIaF ijLMmyvfrIaF qy
PLrmfiesLF vI qF pflxIaF huMdIaF sn nf? pr ihMmq aWgy
lWCmI qy pWKLy aWgy pOx dy kQn vFg sfDU isMG ny QoVHy
hI sflF ivc afpxy keI insLfny qy mnorQ pUry kr ley .
ienFH ivc tWbr nUM ies dys ivc mMgvfAuxf vI sLfml sI.
sfry inafxy pVHn ilKLx ivc husLiafr sn. vWzf muMzf
izgrI krky aiDapk lWg igaf . nUMh rfxI lMzn dy iek
pRisWD bYNk ivc kMm krdI sI. Coty dI mMgxI hoeI hoeI
sI qy agly akqUbr ivc ivafh kr dyx df iKLafl sI. kuVI
vI mMgI hoeI sI qy akqUbr dI pMJI qfrIKL df ivafh
Diraf hoieaf sI. sfrf tWbr pYsy vloN vI sOKLf sI .sfiraF
dIaF ishqF vI mfVIaF nhIN sn.
pMJI
akqUbr nUM kuVI df ivafh AunHF gWj vWj ky kIqf. bQyry
Xfr dosq qy vfkPLkfr sLfml hoey pr kuJ irsLqydfrF ny
ies df bfeIkft vI kIqf. AunHF nUM ieqrfjL sI ik sfDU
isMG iek jWt huMdf hoieaf afpxI DI df ivafh iek pMzqF
dy muMzy nflL ikAuN kr irhf sI? keIaF ny isWDf ikhf,”sfilLE
vlYq afky qF qusIN axKL hI iCWky tMg idqI.“ pr
Auh nhIN sn jfxdy ik axKL qF sfDU isMG ivc bQyrI sI
pr axKL rWKLy ik DI nUM guaf lvy? Auh qF kihMdI sI ik
cfhy qusIN sihmqI idE jF nf idE, Auh qF ivafh rmysL
nflL hI krvfeygI. kuVI dI mF nirMdr kOr bQyrI roeI
klpI pr DI ny iek nf mMnI. afKLr sLfDU isMG ny afpxI
pqnI nUM smJfieaf, ”kmlLIey jykr Auh iksy gLory,
jmIky jF muslmfn nflL iesLk kr bihMdI qF iPLr kI krdy
afpF? rmysL clo KLYr pMjfbIaF df muMzf qF hY nf? mF
ipE vI mfVy nhIN. KLFdy pINdy aY. imlxsfr aY. nflLy
ienFH mulkF ‘c jfqF pfqF nUM kOx gOlLdY? ijhVy
sfk sMbMDI, irsLqydfr rWusdy af, rus jfx. AunFH ny
agLr sfzy nHIN afAuxf qF asIN AunFH dy nf jfvFgy.
nflLy kmlLIey iek gWl hor qF soc? Blf ieMnFH dy afpxy
inafixaF ny ikhVf cMd nhIN cfVHny? sB kWc dy GrF
‘c bYTy af. vWtf iksy dy vI vWj skdY.“
kuVI
afpxy nvyN KLfvMd nflL PLloirzf ‘c ajy hnImUMn
‘qy hI sI ik sfDU isMG df hfrt aWtYk nflL dyhFq
ho igaf. Gr ivc Gor AudfsI qy zUMGf mfqm Cf igaf. Gr
ijhVf pihlF iek Gr sI, iek iemfrq bx ky rih igaf.
qkVy srIr vflLf Cy PLuWtf bMdf iek dm gLYrhfjLr ho
igaf sI. Gr ivc sfDU isMG dI rOxk bVI sI. Auh ijLMdf
idl qy hWsx Kyzx vflLf bMdf sI. Auh qkVy rohb dfb
vflLf qy BrvIN afvfjL vflf pMjfbI jWt sI. aOlfd BfvyN
Aumr pWKoN qF ieMJFxI nhIN sI pr ipE df dfbf eynf sI
ik AuhdI gLYrhfjLrI kfrn sfry mlfh qoN ibnF jIvn dIaF
lihrF ivc guafc ijhy gey.
mrn
vflLy dI pIV AuWkf cuWkf qF kdy jFdI nhIN pr hOlLI
hOlLI gihry qoN gihry jLKLm vI Br jFdy hn. nirMdr kOr
qF BfvyN sogL coN nhIN sI inklL rhI pr aOlfd leI qF
CyqI hI hr cIjL pihlF vFg hI ho geI . Auh sWBo afpo
afpxy rfhy pY gey qy afphudrIaF krn lWgy.
vWzy
dy Gr iek DI ny jnm ilaf. Auh qy AuhdI qRImq Aus nflL
prc gey. Cotf lg Bg rojL hI afpxI mMgyqr nflL bfhr
pWbIN klWbIN jFdf sI qy bIqI rfq qIk Gr nhIN sI prqdf.
keI vyr AuhdiI mMgyqr Auhdy nflL hI Auhdy kmry ivc
sON jFdI. hor qF koeI kuJ nf kihMdf pr mF nUM ieh
cMgf nf lgdf. Auh mn hI mn ivc kihMdI, ”afdmI
nflL sOx df agr eynf hI cfa hY qy eynI hI BuWKL hY qF
mfipaF nUM khy zolLI qor dyx. hfey hfey mfpy vI ieQy
ikWdF dy ho gey ny? Blf eIhdI mF aMnIN aF ijhnMU ieh
pqf nHIN lgdf ik rfqIN DI ikWQy suWqI sI?” pr
nirMdr kOr dI hux ikWQy cldI sI? Aus dI koeI nhIN sI
suxdf. bWicaF ny ijhVy ipE qoN zrnf sI Auh qF irhf
nhIN sI. sfDU isMG dy mrn ipWCoN AusdI ivDvf df dmF
hor vI KLrfb ho igaf sI. pihlF ienhylr asr krdf huMdf
sI hux qF tIky aqy golLIaF vI koeI asr nhIN sI krdIaF.
zfktr ny hfeI bI pI aqy afrQrfeIts vI zfiegnojL kIqf
hoieaf sI. Auh sfrf idn sfho sfh hoeI rihMdI . duKLdy
hWz pYr afpUM GuWtdI rihMdI, hfey hfey qy kuVH kuVH
krdI rihMdI.
DI
afpxy pqI nflL sloh ivKLy rihMdI sI. vWzf puWqr
aiDapkI dy nflL nflL iensLorYNs df DMdf vI krdf sI
ijs krky Auh sLfm vyly keI vyr buhq hI lyt Gr phuMcdf
sI. nUMh sWs df afps ivc koeI moh hY hI nhIN sI. Auh
BfvyN pMjfbx qy jWtF dI kuVI sI pr nUMh rfxI Gr aqy
bfhr bhuqf krky aMgryjLI ivc hI gWl bfq krdI sI. rotI
pkf ky KLusL hI nf hUMdI. brgLr, pIjLy qy iPLsL aYNz
icps afid vrgf jMk PLUz afp KLFdI qy mIeyN mUhry vI
Aho ijhf hI rWK idMdI. aWgoN pqI cUM nf krdf. Auh hr
qrHF nflL dyKLx vflLy nUM bs jorU df gLulfm hI lgdf.
mF afpUM AWuT ky dflL PLulkf bxfAuNdI. Coty qy vWzy
nUM pysL krdI. Cotf BrjfeI vFg hI brgr KLf ky KLusL
huMdf. dysI KLfxy qoN nWk mUMh vWtdf. pr vWzf cfa
nflL rotIaF KLFdf pr qfrIPL kdy nf krdf mqy AuhdI
bIvI guWsy ho jfvy. bhU rfxI nf qf pMjfb ivc jMmI hI
sI qy nf hI AuQy iek aWD vyr qoN vWD kdy geI hI sI.
iPLr Auh AuQy dI gWl vI kfhnUM kry? Auh aMdrKLfqy pqI
nUM pRyrdI ik Auh iek vWKLrf Gr lY ky hI rihx. mF
BfvyN cfhuMdI sI ik jdoN nUMh rfxI kMm Auqy jFdI sI
qF inWkI bWcI ipMkI nUM Auh sMBflL ilaf kry. pr nNUMh
iKLWJ ky kihMdI, ”MMmMm afr XU mYz? quhfzy sfh
qoN ipMkI nUM ibmfrI lWg skdI hY qy iPLr ieh hol
lfeIPL sPLr krygI. bybI mfeINzr hI TIk hY eIhdy leI.
nflLy Auh eIhnMU pfrk bgLYrf vI iljFdI hY qy hor
inafixaF nflL imlfAuNdI hY. quhfzIaF qF lYWgLjL hI
duKLdIaF rihMdIaF. XU kYyn hfrzlI vfk.“ nirMdr
kOr inruWqr ho ky cup rihMdI. jdoN sfry GroN kMmf
Auqy cly jFdy qF sfDU isMG nMU Xfd kr kr ky hOlLI
hOlLI roNdI rihMdI. Auh sfAUQfl huMdI qF gurduafry jF
mMdr hI hOlLI hOlLI tur ky clI jFdI pr ipMnr dy ies
ielfky ivc Auh ikWQy jfvy? bhuqy ieMzIan Gr vI AuQy
hY nhIN sn . ijhVy sn vI AunHF nflL koeI vfkPLIaq qy
sFJ nhIN sI. sfDU isMG dy mrn AuprMq qF lokIN AuMJy
afAuxo jfxo ht gey sn. Auh imlxsfr vI sI . gWlIN
bfqIN vI cMgf sI. hr iksy dy kMm vI kr idMdf huMdf sI
ijs leI Auh CyqIN hI imWqr dosq bxf lYNdf huMdf sI.
qy
iek idn rotI pfxI KLf ky vWzy puWqr ny mF kolL ieko
soPLy Auqy bih ky bqI nrm afvfjL ivc ikhf, ”mF
asIN agly sMzy mUv ho jfxf. asIN Gr lY ilaf hor.
sfnUM KLusL hoxf cfhIdf hY. ies PLYmlI dI iek pRfprtI
hor bx geI hY. zYz ieWdF dIaF gWlF AuWqy bhuq KLusL
huMdf huMdf sI. pr sfzy jfx nflL qYNnUM koeI vrI nhIN
hoxI cfhIdI. nflLy sfzf Gr bhuqI dUr vI nhIN ieQoN.
afh aYQy hYro ‘c hI af. asIN prOimjL krdy aF ik
asIN rygUlrlI jfnI qkrIbn rojL hI nflLy qYnUM afky
iml jfieaf krFgy qy nflLy qYnNUM rojL grOsrI dy
jfieaf krFgy. vIk aYNz AuWqy agr sfzI koeI aYNgyjmYNt
nf hoieaf krU qF qYnUM kuJ tfeIm leI Gr vI lY jfieaf
krFgy. nflLy quhfzI lvlI lvlI grYNz zOtr ny ju
quhfnUM ims krnf. qYnUM bfhr aMdr sLfipMg krn jfx dI
vI loV nhIN hovygI. aYvrI iQMg ieQy hI pWuj jfieaf
krU. qYnUM iksy vI vrI dI loV nhIN hY. nflLy qyry
kolL PLon ju af. ieh qF ienHF kMtrIaF ‘c lfeIPL
lfeIn af lfeIPL lfeIn.“
nirMdr
kOr ny sfrI gWl cWup cfp ho ky suxI. koeI suafl nf
kIqf. koeI jvfb nf idWqf. koeI bihs nf kIqI. PLfiedf
vI kI sI? iehnf ny ikhVf afpxf mn bdlnf sI. AuhnUM
acfnk huWQU ijhf afieaf. dmy df atYWk ho igaf lgdf sI.
nUMh rfxI ny Aucycy qOr ‘qy AuT ky pfxI df glfs
aqy AuhdIaF tyblYts ilaf idWqIaF. mF ny QYNk XU kihx
dI QF ikhf, ”rfjLI rhu DIey” qy duKLdy
goizaF ‘qy hWQ DrdI hoeI afpxy sOx kmry ivc clI
geI. Aus rfq ikMnI dyr qIk nUMh puWq bMnH bMnfHeI ivc
lWgy rhy qy nirMdr kOr bMd bUhy ipWCy bWicaF vFg
roNdI rhI qy zuWskdI rhI.
nUMh
puWq qy poqrI dy jfx ipWCoN mF hor vI iekWlqf mihsUs
krn lWgI. iksy gWl ivc vI Auhdf idl nf lgdf. pfT krn
ivc vI iekfgrqf nf ilaf skdI. tI vI Auh vYsy hI GWt
vyKLdI sI. Auh icVH icVHy suBfa dI ho geI sI.
tYlIPLon afAuNdf qF Auhdf cuWkx nUM jIa nf krdf.
iek
idn rfq nUM sfZy igafrF bfrF vjy Cotf Gr afieaf qF
AuhdI grl zrYNz vI nflL hI sI. dohF ny bVI sLrfb pIqI
hoeI sI qy Auh nsLy ivc pUrI qrHF tWlI hoey hoey sn.
KI KI krky hWs rhy sn. jWPLIaF pf rhy sn qy gf rhy sn.
mF ajy jfgdI hI sI qy PLrMt rUm ivc aYvyN hI tYlIvIXn
mUHhry bYTI hoeI sI. Aus ny puWqr nUM ikhf, ”vy
zyivz( AuNJ Auhdf nF dyivMdr sI pr afpxy afp nUM
khfAuNdf zyivz sI) puWq tYm isr Gr af jfieaf kr. bfhr
gory Cokry KLOrU pfAuNdy iPLrdy af. qyry koeI sWt
PLyt lWg jfAU. AuWdF vI mYN hux kWlI aF. qbIaq myrI
TIk nhIN rihMdI. myry dmyN dy atYWk vI pihlF nflLoN
vD gey ny. vyly kuvyly mYnUM qyrI ikqy loV hI pY jfAU
myry lfl.“
“mF
qUM myry ‘qy nf bYNk kr . nsLy ‘c guWt
zyivz ny afpxI shylI nUM hor vI afpxy nflL GWutidaF
ikhf,”mYQoN nI aYho ijhI rYspONsIibiltI lY huMdI.
mYN afpxI lfeIPL PLrIzm nflL lIz krnI cfhuMdF.“
“qF
puWq afh isMzI (AuNJ kuVI df nF suirMdr sI pr
khfAuNdI afpxy afp nUM isMzI sI) nflL hI ivafh krvf
lY. ieho myrI syvf krU” mF ny mWlojLorI hWsx df
Xqn kridaf ikhf.
AuhdI
gWl sux ky zyivz qy isMzI AuWcI dy ky hWsy qy iek
dUjy dy kMnF ivc kihx lgy, ”sLI iejL mYz.“
pr AuqoN AuqoN isMzI ny JUTy isLsLtfcfr vjoN ikhf,”E
ky mMm“
pr
zyivz ny gMBIrqf nflL iek tuWk gWl kih idWqI,
”kyarPLulI ilsn kr lY mMm . asIN ivafh nhIN
krfAuxf. aWj kl bQyry lok ivafh qoN ibnf hI tugYdr
rhI jFdy af qy iclzrn pYdf krI jFdyy af. hux qoN
isMzI ies Gr ivc myry nflL lfeIk ey vfeIPL irhf krU.
iehdy pyarYNts nI mfeINz krdy. Auh bhuq ilbrl af.
nflLy ieh sfzI lfeIPL af . kWTy rihx df sfzf hI
zIsIXn af”.
“iblkuul
nhIN”, mF sLIhxI vFg grjI, ”mYN ieh
kMjrKLfnf ies Gr ‘c nhIN hox dyxf. ieh Gr myry
nfm hY. surgLF ‘c vfsf hovy AuNnFH df. AunFH ny
bVI dUr dI socI. nhIN qF hux nUM qusIN juWqIaF mfr ky
mYnUM GroN kWZ dyxf sI. kMn KolH ky sux lY muMizaf;
ieQy rihxf qF bMidaF vFgUM rih, nhIN qF pWqrf
vfc”.
“ipWs
aOPL” zyivz qYsL ivc af ky gLrijaf, ”afpxf
Gr afpxy kolL rWKL. vI afr goieMg aYnI vy.“
“blWzI
ibWc”. isMzI bVbuVfeI.
mF
nUM sfh df dOrf pY igaf. Aus ny pfxI dy gLlfs coN do
GWtF pIqIaF qy ienhylr coN pWPL lYx lWgI.
Auh
dovyN gMd bWkdy hoey AWupr gey. do sUtkys kWpiVaf
afid dy Bry qy ibnF nirMdr kOr nUM bulfieaF vWzf bUhf
Tfh krky bMd krky cly gey.
nirMdr
kOr svyry AuWTI qF DI kMm ‘qy jfx qoN pihlF afeI,”MmMm
afh lY grOsrI df bYg. mYN aWj kMm AuWqy lyt jfxf sI.
nflLy mMm qusIN zyivz nUM kfhqy iJVikaf? rfqIN Auh
sfzy Gr suWqy. aWj Auh iksy kmry ‘c mUv ho rhy
af rYNt ‘qy. afpxf Gr CWz ky hux ibgLfinaf dy
DWky KfAUgy. mfVI ijhI gWl ‘qy eynf aYNgrI hox
dI kI loV af?”
“DIey
mYN qF ieho ikhf sI ik puWqf ijhnUM nflL leI iPLrdF
iehdy nflL ivafh kr lY. ieh koeI mfVI gWl af? mYN mF
hF. koeI ibgLfnI qF nhIN?”
“pr
mMm qUM afpxf ibjLnYs mfeINz krnf sI. qYnUM AuhdI
lfeIPL ivc ieMtrPLIar krn df koeI rfeIt nhIN hY.“
qy DI clI geI.
nirMdr
kOr BuWbF mfr mfr ky roeI qy asmfn vl mUMh krky
pfgLlF vFgL bolI, ”jI qusIN ikWQy cly geY mYnMU
ies hflq ivc CWz ky?”.
hux
nirMdr kOr TIk nhIN sI rihx lWgI. hr qIjy idn zfktr
nUM bulfieaf jfx lWgf. iek sosLl vrkr vI ivjLt krdI
sI. DI, vWzf muMzf qy zyivz aksr vfro vfrI afAuNdy.
isMzI muV iPLr Aus Gr dI dyhlI nf tWpI. zyivz vI iksy
mqlb KLfqr hI afAuNdf jFdf sI. sfry Ausdf hfl puWCdy.
Gr dI mfVI motI tuWt BWj TIk krdy. kdy kdy kuJ KLfx
leI vI bxf jFdy. pr ijLafdf qr grOsrI rWKLdy qy cly
jFdy. mF qVPLdI hoeI kihMdI, ”vy myry lfzilE.
mYN eynI grOsrI kI krnI aF? qusIN sfry jxy ieQY rho
pihlF vFg hI. kro jo mrjLI. myrI qobf mYN kuJ nHI
kihMdI. mYnUM rMzI nUM hflfq smJxy cfhIdy sn. pihlF
vI qF AuNJ quhfzy Bly leI hI qF kihMdI sI pr mYN
kmlLI ieh gWl nf smJI ik ieh vlYq af. ieQy nHI KLUnF
AuWqy koeI dfavf. vy puWqro myry kolL rho nhIN qF mYN
iekWlqf ivc mr jfvFgI.“
iek
idn vWzy ny mF nUM smJfAux dI kosLsL kIqI, ”qUM
mMm Elz pIpljL hom ivc rihx lWg pY. AuQy hor vI bQyry
Elz pIpl huMdy af qyry vrgy. bhuq rOxk lWgI rihMdI af.
qUM bhuq hYpI rihxf AuQy. qyrf idl lWg jfAU. nflLy
ieh Gr rYNt qy dy idafgy. hjLfr pONz mhIny df imlL
skdY. AuWqoN Gr dI kImq vWKLrI vDI jfxI aF. zYz
kihMdf huMdf sI ik prOprtI coN bMdf kdy vI lUjL nhIN
krdf huMdf. afbfdI vDI jfxI aF qy Gr GtI jfxy aF.
splfeI qy zImFz dI QIAUrI ieh hY ik GWr vsqF dI kImq
vDdI jFdI aY. “Auh afpxy vihx ivc ieMJ vih ipaf
sI ijvyN klfs rUm ivc pVHf irhf hovy.
mF
cup rhI . puWqr smJ igaf ik mF rfjLI nhIN. blWzI
isLWt. vWt ey mYWs. AuhnUM iPLkr hoieaf ik hux PLyr
afpxI pqnI sfhmxy sLrimMidaF hoxf pvygf ik ieMny kMmf
coN lgBg hr rojL hI mF nUM dyKLx vI jfxf pYNdf rhygf
qy grOsrI df bYg vI phuMcfAuNdy rihxf pvygf. AuDr
ikrfey dI ienkm vWKLrI KLUh ivc pY geI. zyivz qy BYx
vI ies aryNjmYNt ivc KLusL sn. kMm hI KLrfb ho igaf.
vWt ey lfeIPL.
iek
idn sfrI rfq mF dI qbIaq KLrfb rhI. Auh sfrI rfq hI
AuslvWty lYNdI rhI. KLMGdI rhI qy sfho sfh huMdI rhI.
subHf hoeI qF Aus df jIa kIqf ik Auh iWnWGy inWGy
pfxI nflL sLfvr lvy. kihMdy ny ik inWGy iWnGy pfxI dI
tkor nflL duKLdy hWzF nUM kuJ ku afrfm af jFdf hY.
skUly
jfx qoN pihlF vWzf mfstr muMzf afieaf. vWzy bUhy dI
cfbI qF Auhdy kolL hY hI sI. bUhf KoHl ky Aus ny
grOsrI df bYg hfl ivc rKLidaf mF nUM afvfjL mfrI,
”mMm mYN aYQy grOsrI df bYg rWKL cWilaF. gryps
vI ny iehdy ivc. bVy qfjLy qy imWTy ny. KLf leIN.
“iek vfr PLyr afvfjL dy ky Aus ny pOVIaF coN hI
Jfk ky vyiKLaf qF bfQrUm df bUhf bMd sI qy AuQoN
sLfvr cWlx dI afvfjL af rhI sI. Aus ny soicaf ik mF
nhf rhI hovygI qy pfxI dy rOlLy ivc Aus nUM suxfeI
nhIN idWqf hovygf.
“mYN
skUl leI lyt ho irhf hF,” qy Auh bUhf bMd krky
clf igaf.
sLfm
hoeI qF vWzy nUM BYx df PLon afieaf. “mMm dy Gr
keI vyr PLon kIqf. Aus ny cuWikaf nhIN. jf ky vYKL ky
afE ik suWK qF hY? lYts hop sLI iejL aOlrfeIt.“
“hF
PLon qF skUloN af ky mYN vI kIqf sI pr ansr nhIN
imilLaf. Blf qUM dyKL af KLF. mY aWj kuJ ijLafdf hI
tfierz hF. nflLy mYN svyry ju jf afieaF. nfE iets
Xuar trn”.
“nf
nf bfbf afeI kFt go aYt aOl, ”kuVI ny agoN qlKLI
nflL ikhf, ”iek qF izstYNs bhuq af. qusIN nyVy
ho. mYN afp bhuq tfierz hF. nflLy ieh dPLqroN afAux
hI vflLy ny. aWj asIN ieMgilsL iznr bxfieaf. ieh qF
irAUn ho jFdf agLr tfeIm isr nf KLfE qF. XU noa dYt.
zont XU? qusIN nhIN jf skdy qF zyivz nUM kho. myrf qF
Auh AuWkf hI afKLf nhIN mMndf.“
vWzy
ny zyivz nUM PLon kIqf. Aus ny aWgoN ikhf, ”afeI
aYm sOrI brWdr. mYN qF hux tI vI mUhry bYTf rIlYks ho
irhF. blYk aYzr pRogrfm af irhf . ieh hY vI myrf
PLyvrt. afeI aYm kryjLI abfaUt iet Xfr. nflLy isMzI
vI QoVI TIk nhIN.“ iPLr Aus cONk ky ikhf,
”E hYpI inAUjL-sLI iejL prYgnYNt. XU afr goieMg
tU bI aYn aMkl. XfnI ik qfieaf ien pMjfbI.“
vDfeIaF
dy ky vWzy ny PLyr qrlf kIqf, ”beI qUM jLrf
aYPLrt krky vyKL af nf? mYN QWkf hoieaf hF . nhIN qF
mYN hI clf jFdf. qyrI BrjfeI vI nhIN jf skdI ikAuNik
ipMkI nUM PLlU hoieaf hoieaf.“
“mYN
disaf qF hY, ”aWgoN zyivz ny iKLWJ ky ikhf,
”mYN beI nhIN jf skdf . zirMk vI pIqI hoeI af.
prygnYNsI ju sYlIbryt kr rhy sI. qUM mYNnUM Xfr zirMk
zrfeIv ivc PLsfAuxf Blf? aWj kWl tU QfAUjLYNz pfAUNz
PfeIn krdy af. kort df KLrcf vI pfAuNdy af qy do
sflLF leI zrfeIivMg lfeIsYns vI lY lYNdy af.
zrfeIivMg iejL mfeI lfeIPL lfeIn. zoNt bI hfrz aOn mI.
plIjL go aYNz sI hr.“
afKLr
vWzf kuVH kuVH krdf qy bIvI dy qfany imhxy suxdf
hoieaf clf igaf.
Aus
ny vWzf bUhf KLoilHaf. aMdr vVidaf hI Auhdy bUt igWlI
kfrpYt ivc DWs gey. Gr ivc hnyHrf sI. Aus ny bWqI
jgfeI. grOsrI df bYg AuQy df AuQy ipaf sI . igWlI
kfrpYWt kfrn bYgL df hyTlf aWDf ihWsf glL irhf sI .
bfQrUm df bUhf vI Ausy qrHF bMd sI qy svyr vFg hI
sLfvr cWlx dI afvfjL af rhI sI. hfl dI CWq qoN iqRp
iqRp krky pfxI vih irhf sI. sfry Gr ivc pfxI hI pfxI
sI. pOVIaF dI BUslLI rMgI kfrpYt vI sUhI hoeI hoeI sI.
pfxI ivc lhU qy lhU ivc pfxI rlL igaf sI. Aus ny
pOVIaF ivcoN hI AuWcI dy ky ‘vfj mfrI, ”mMm,
mMm afr XU aOl rfeIt?”
aWgoN
kyvl cuWp dI hI afvfjL afeI.
(15
agsq 2006)
